CHAPTER TWO
Detachment
Haruhi then closed her eyes and began to shiver, tears started to pour from her eyes. She didn't make a noise dare make a noise, her body tensed as memories from her past came back…
"Haruhi? Haruhi! Are you okay?" Kyoya moved from his towering position on top of her and touched her arm.
Haruhi's eyes squeezed tighter she felt as if her skin was on fire from where he touched her arm, she flinched away from him. I have to pull myself together I can't let him control me! Damn you Kyoya! Get a hold of yourself! She mentally scolded herself, she could feel herself gaining control of her body again as she pushed the memories back. She pulled her arm away from him as her eyes flashed open. Her face was emotionless while her eyes contrasted heavily with what she was truly feeling.
"Haruhi are you okay?"
"Do I look okay?" Her voice was soft and cold. She slowly sat up.
"Haruhi what happened?"
"Why do you care?" she pushed herself off the bed and looked at him "Why don't you just…"
"Haruhi, I didn't mean anything, I was just trying to…"
"Didn't mean anything? You were just what, trying to prove a point?"
"Haruhi…"
"Go to Hell Kyoya." Her voice was still soft but filled with hate. She left his room slamming the door as she went.
INSIDE KYOYA'S ROOM
'What did I do? All I meant to do was prove what Tamaki said." Kyoya thought to himself. Her words echoed inside his head what did he do to piss her off that badly?
INSIDE HARUHI'S ROOM
'Damn him. Damn him to hell. What did I do to get this back on my mind? Damn him. It's been nearly a year and he hasn't been back. Not that I'm complaining. Why does this have to happen now?"
She bottled up her anger and punched the wall in front of her until there was a small hole.
"Shit."
She went to the bathroom and turned on the water to hot, added bubbles for comfort; she undressed and got into her bath. She fell asleep and her dreams where of him…
HALL
The first out in the hall was Hani, who was in the room beside Haruhi's, next was Tamaki, who was also beside her, then Mori, who was right across from her, Kyoya was after.
Mori noticed that he looked paler then he usually did Mori head some commotion but dismissed it. He looked at him then, what had happened? The twins were the last ones out; being the farthest away from her room. The hosts looked at each other none knowing what to say.
"What was that noise?" Tamaki asked the question that was on everyone's mind.
"It sounded like someone was hitting something…! But that's Haru-Chan's room! And Haru-Chan would never do that? Would she?" Hani exclaimed innocently.
"No." Mori said I his stoic voice.
"She must be pissed!" Hikaru stated.
"I agree." Kaoru said nodding
Kyoya paled, "I'm sure that it's nothing." He said pulling his mask into place. "I say we act like we heard nothing, and never bring it up. If she wants to talk about it then she will. And if there is any damage, I'll fix it. Let's give her space. I'm sure she wants it."
All agreed but Tamaki who looked like he was going to pass out, and Tamaki being the idiot he is stated to walk towards her door.
"Tamaki listen to me, she's going to fine, just give her some space."
"How can I do that when my little girl is hurting herself?"
"It's okay Tomo-chan, Haru-Chan is strong. She might not need us, or even want us." Everybody looked at Hani like he had grown a second head.
"Remember at the beach, we were so close, and yet she choose to act alone. She's used to being alone. She's always alone, at her house. I wonder why, I mean she has her dad, but Kyoya said that they went that close. She told us that her mom died when she was five, but, it's like that she's afraid to get close to people, she has no trust." Hani explained himself, the group understood after all they noticed this as well but never thought about it too hard, they didn't want to think about it.
"…" Mori nodded his head.
"He's right." Tamaki agreed.
The twins nodded lost in their own thoughts.
After a long pause of silence Kyoya said "Let's go back to our rooms, we need to try to sleep."
They went to their rooms all knowing that what Hani said was right, all knowing that Haruhi was to them, but that was it wasn't it, what was she? Each slept uneasy that night, with the exemption of Kyoya, who hadn't slept at all.
