Hey guys! Im so sorry I'm trying to update Haleb time jump but it is just so hard to right Haleb happy now! Spaleb is ruining everything! :(


Laying in the bath she looked at the bubbles covering her skin. Sighing she went under the water. Holding her breath for just a second she slowly took a breath.

"Mummy are you ok?" Hudson asked through the door.

"I'm fine baby!" She smiled. Not being able to be away from his mother Hudson sat on the other side of the door playing on Hanna's phone. Checking on her every now and then.

Hanna slowly closed her eyes. She wished so badly she could go back in time. She wished she never pushed Caleb away. But then she wouldn't have Huddy. He made her life worth living. Still she just wished she had coped better after it happened.

God it was the best time of her life. Finding out she was pregnant was the happiest she felt in her whole life. Caleb was so supportive and was just as excited. Taking care of her every need. Holding her hair while she vomited, going out at all hours to get her food she was craving. She just loved the way he would spoon her at night holding her belly and whispering in her ear. He loved her and the baby so much.

Her pregnancy was going well she had made it to 20 weeks and they found out they were having a baby boy. They were both so excited! Painting the nursery was a big moment for them both. Hanna had picked out all of the baby's clothes and toys. Caleb had painted the room blue and built the cot and change table. Hanna was glowing and getting bigger and bigger. Caleb helped her whenever she needed and loved when she walked barefoot across the kitchen, in a tight top with little shorts. Hanna loved seeing Caleb's face when he felt the baby kick. He was so excited for when their little boy would be born.

Lying in the bath she took a breath remembering it so clearly.

It was the middle of the night and Hanna shot up in pain. Grabbing on to Caleb she smiled at him. Letting him know it was time. The drive to the hospital was hectic Caleb ran through about 3 red lights just wanting to get his girl some pain medication.

They had both picked out a name for their baby. Levi!

Hanna's labour was running smoothly, she was progressing nicely and Caleb was beyond supportive. Nothing like her birth with Hudson. Liam didn't even turn up she had to do it all by herself.

When she was 10 centimetres dilated she was propped up and ready to push. With Caleb by her side she pushed through each contraction. I can see the head! Keep going Hanna! The nurse called. Giving that last push she felt her baby leave her body. Breathing out a sigh of relief she looked down.

And that is when her breath was taken away from her. The nurses were rushing around. One hit a red button. And an alarm started going off. Caleb stood there shocked. His baby was blue. He was not moving and was not breathing.

"Caleb why isn't he crying. Caleb!" Hanna cried. Grabbing his arm.

"It's - it's going to be ok!" He stuttered still staring at their baby.

A rush of doctors came in and started working on Levi. Pumping his little chest. Giving him oxygen. Hanna and Caleb watched on in silence neither one of them able to say anything.

"What's happening?!" Hanna finally yelled out.

A nurse looked at the distressed mother, "he just is breathing at the moment we are doing our best to get him back! Ok!" She cooed.

After what felt like a life time the doctors stopped working.

"I'm so sorry but your baby has passed away." A doctor sadly said.

Hanna burst into tears holding onto Caleb's shirt tightly. Caleb hugged his girlfriend while staring at his son. He couldn't take his eyes of him.

After Hanna was cleaned and sent back to her room the nurses let her know that they were able to spend some time with Levi before he had to be taken away. Their little baby boy was brought in wrapped in a little blue blanket and had a blue beanie on. Hanna and Caleb spent a whole day with little Levi. Holding him. Kissing him. And talking to their little boy. He was so small and perfect. They took heaps of photos of their baby capturing every moment they could.

Tears streamed down Hanna's face and fell in the bath. She remembered it so clearly they nurses came and took their baby boy away. They physically took her baby and she couldn't see him again.

The funeral was horrible. Hanna couldn't take her eyes off the tiny casket. Caleb was in shock. He didn't move he just sat staring off in space. Their friends and family tried to support them but Hanna and Caleb were two different people now.

Going back to their apartment was hard. Hanna couldn't stand it their so she through herself into her job. Caleb sat in Levi's room. He didn't move and just sat in their looking at photos. God he loved Hanna and he loved their son but he couldn't live like this anymore. He couldn't live a life where his girlfriend hated being home. She pushed him away. She hated that she did that but she couldn't help it. It was her way of coping. She wished she could go back and change the way she treated Caleb. But she couldn't.

And this is now where her life is. Running from her abusive ex and her son to scared to leave her side. God missed Caleb and she would do anything to have him back in her life.


Sitting in his apartment drinking what felt like his 20th beer he stared at a photo of Levi. She had another son. He knew she needed him and he knew Hudson needed a positive role model. He was determined to do that. But he couldn't help that it hurt. It hurt she had another son. He knew it wasn't her fault and he did not blame her. But God he missed him. He missed his perfect little boy! Looking at his photo tears fell landing on the frame.


What did you guys think? Its a bit rushed sorry if it doesn't make sense! Hopefully the new episode will have some good Haleb and not Spaleb!