JasperPov
I woke up with Bella pulled tightly to my chest. Man I've fucked up. I can get in so much trouble for this, but looking down at her I struggle to feel bad. She's fuckin perfect. I noticed her as soon as I started working at forks high and quickly tried to hide my fascination with her. She's beautiful, smart and funny, the perfect girl for me. Just so happens I'm her fuckin teacher, this ain't Gonna end well. I kiss Bella quickly and unwrap myself from her, she moans softly the noise going straight to my cock. Ughh, she'll be the death of me.
Ive never been with a virgin before, the fact I'm rather large can sometimes cause problems, she was so fuckin tight around me. Shit now my cocks rock hard. I decide to take a shower and then see just what the fuck we are Gonna do. Walking into the bathroom I see there's towels hanging up, I quickly grab one and shove the water on. Stepping in I stand under the hot flow, my cock is still hard as a rock. Fuck it il take care of it, pictures of Bella down on her knees and lying underneath me come to mind and I shut my eyes slowly stroking my length. I'm not far off when I here a gasp, my eyes snap open and I see her. Standing in the bathroom completely naked, hair wild with sleep. She looks beautiful. She stares at me licking her lips and slowly walks over to the shower, I let out a groan.
Once she's in she drops to her knees, she would make a great submissive. I look down at her and she licks the precum off the tip, my eyes roll back. She takes me in to her mouth and fuck if she can't give the best damn blowjob, for someone who's never done this shit she's a fuckin pro. "Ugh Bella, I'm gonna cum darlin", I grab her head and fuck her mouth gently, after a few thrusts I cum in short sharp burst down her throat. She swallows everything, licking her lips and cleaning my dick after. I quickly stand her up and kiss her deeply, pushing one of my legs in between hers I grind against her pussy, she's soaking wet and I feel my cock going hard again already. I sit her on the shower chair and kneel down, lifting her legs over my shoulders I dive straight in. Her little pussy is fuckin heaven, tight wet and shaved. She moans and grabs on to my hair, I nibble and lick her clit while I add a finger into her. Quickly adding two more I bring her over the edge, she crys out her orgasm gripping on to my hair.
"Isabella, I really wanna fuck ya now darlin. Are ya sore?", I know she probably is but honestly I'm a needy man, I need to be inside her. "A little bit sir, but I want you. Inside me". I stand up lifting her with me, "your wish is my command darlin", I lean her against the wall, she's so light, her legs wrap around my waist and I impale her onto my hard dick. She crys out, fuck maybe should of been more gentle, I'm fully sheathed inside her, she's so fuckin tight. She leans forward and bites onto my shoulder, "shh darlin, I'm sorry. Il go slow baby".
She releases her teeth from my shoulder, that's Gonna leave a mark. "It's okay Mr Whitlock, I'm fine now. Your dick feels amazing". I shudder in delight, the things it does to me when she calls me Mr Whitlock. I start to move, pounding into her. "God Isabella, your so fuckin tight, so wet. This is all mine, all for me!", okay so I'm a possesive bastard, and just the fact that I'm the only one who's fucked her makes it all the better. She's screaming as I pound into her, I'm not being gentle now, this is just wild fuckin. I suck and nibble on her neck, slowly bringing my hand round to her clit. I decide to try something new, I move my hand and get some of her juices on my fingers while im moving in and out of her. I reach round and cup her ass, rubbing one finger on her tight little hole. Her eyes snap open to look at me, "shh Isabella, I promise this will feel good. Jus feel baby", she nods her head and I quickly push my finger into her ass. She crys out an orgasm straight away, I continue pounding into her while my finger moves in and out. A few more thrusts later I spill into her. I turn us around and sit on the shower chair, her in my lap straddling me still connected and kiss her deeply.
When I pull away I pull out of her and turn her so she's sitting in my lap, she winces slightly then snuggles in to me the hot water still splashing down on us. I burry my head in the crook of her neck, "what are ya doin to me Isabella". She doesn't answer just snuggles in further and sighs.
We wash quickly and dress, Bella sits on her bed her hands wringing together in her lap. "Mr Whitlock, wh-what is this? That We'r doing? I mean your my teacher, we've had sex twice and other things. I mean, I gave you my virginity. I just want to know what's going to happen. We go back to school in four weeks, am I just supposed to pretend not to know you? Not to care? I don't think I can do that. I think, I mean I don't want to come across like a child but I have really strong feelings for"... I cut her off straight away, she can't have strong feelings for me, shit. This is all so fucked up, "Isabella, I need to go", her eyes snap up to me. "Im sorry, I have to get back to the house", I can't think clearly when I'm around her, she consumes me.
I know I have strong feelings for her, but that's all it can be. Im her teacher, these few days were heat of the moment. Yeah Whitlock keep telling yourself that. I see the hurt in her eyes and I walk over to her slowly, kissing her forehead I whisper "Im sorry darlin" and leave. Yeah I'm an asshole, but she deserves better. Maybe I should of thought of that before I fucked her, but ahhhh she's mine. The thought of her with anyone else kills me, makes me blind with rage. What the fuck am I doing, I need to get the fuck out of here. I hop in my car and take off deciding to go on a trip away for a few days, il buy what I need when I get there, I quickly phone Peter and tell him il be back in a few days, maybe a week tops. The kids cool with it, he's always liked his own space. Now, where to go, I ain't gonna go too far just out of forks, maybe Seattle? Or port Angeles?
BellaPov
Im actually in shock, I feel like such a fool. I feel the lump in my throat and I'm holding off the tears. I quickly grab my phone and send a text to the girls
To- The Girls
From- Bella
SOS
Alice-Be there in 20 mins tops x
Rose-I'll bring wine and chocolate x
I can always count on them. I quickly dry my hair the best I can and shove clothes on, by the time I'm done there's a knock at the door. In come my two best friends, the minute I see them I burst in to tears. "Oh shit bells, who we fuckin killin? Il do time for you!", I giggle a little. Rose has always been tough, always confident and would do anything for me and Ali. I usher them in the livingroom and grab wine glasses. We pour them and cling our glasses together, "TO GETTING OVER ASSHOLES". I down my first glass and am quickly on to the next. I tell the girls everything. Rose is ready to pop a cap in Mr Whitlocks ass, Ali is quiet, like she's thinking over something.
"Ali, what's wrong? What are you thinking?", she looks at me and smiles, "Bella I think He's in love with you! I mean come on he's our teacher, he can get in so much trouble. He's probably worried, and doesn't know what to do? You girls know never to bet against me, and that's what I think", I roll my eyes and chug my wine, at this point we are a bit tipsy. "Oh cmon Ali, he clearly just wanted one thing? Why would he run out like that and leave me sitting there! Im so embarrassed, if he loved me he wouldn't do that. Look I know there's a 7 year age gap and it's bad cause he's our teacher, but what if I was 22 and he was 29? Wouldn't seem so bad then! I just want to forget about him". At this point my phone rings, it's peter. I stare up at the girls horrified, "shit what if he knows something?", rose rolls her eyes at me "oh for fuck sake bells answer the phone", I growl at her and we all bust out laughing. "Hey peteyyy", "Bella are you drunk? Girl you are crazy! Listen my brothers ditched town for a few days, how's about we get the group together, few drinks in mine and head out to that new club in port angeles?", so the dickheads left town hmmm, I look at the girls and they nod eagerly. "Sure Pete, you text around. We'll come to yours about 8?" I look at the clock now and it's only 4, plenty of time. "Perfect hun, see you girls then".
"Well Bella you know what they say, the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else", classic Rose, I start laughing and hit her with a couch cushion, "fuck rose I just lost my virginity, and I'm still sore. Plus, Im head over heels for Mr Whitlock. Some random fuck isn't Gonna solve that". I feel tears coming again and Ali and rose grab me in a hug, "shh bells, fuck it lets just get wasted. We'll get dolled up go out with the group and have a great time". I sniffle and nod my head. "Right I'm gonna go out and grab us outfits, rose give me your keys il go and get the make up from yours ive only had one glass of wine unlike you two whores. Put pleats in Bellas hair and we will make it crazy wavy, toodles bitches". We bust out laughing and hand the keys to the pixie demon. "Cmon hun il get your hair in pleats, you've got mousse right?".
Rose applys mousse and pleats all my hair, by the time she's done Ali is back. Three outfits, make up and a bottle of JD in hand. We blast the music and start getting ready. By the time we're done it's 7pm and we're wasted already. I'm wearing a sequin plunge body suit with a high waisted black leather mini skirt and over the knee crushed velvet boots. My hair is wild and wavy and Rose has pinned the front up in a beehive, my makeups dark, like the girl from the pretty reckless. I look good very goth chic. Alice has on a playsuit with platform sandals and rose is wearing a skin tight red dress with barely there heels.
We head downstairs and start doing shots, at around quarter too 8 we call a cab and head to Petes. Em, ed, Seth, Jess, Brett, tyler and Mike are all there. Straight away we are drinking shots. I decide there and then to push mr Whitlock out my mind, we had sex, it was amazing, he clearly doesn't want anything more so I just need to forget about it. No point in dwelling. "Yo pete, where's Jasper?", oh for fuck sake can't I catch a break. "Oh he phoned me earlier today, said he was going out of town for a few days, he didn't say where or why". Rose and Alice both give me pointed looks and I maturely stick my tongue out.
We decide to go to the new club in Port Angeles, called Lotus, apparently it's easy as hell to get in underage and they really don't give a shit. At around 11 everyone was smashed and we decided to head out, Brett had taken over from Mike with the lost puppy act, but honestly I'm just enjoying a bit of attention. Pete had booked us a party bus to port angeles and told us he had booked hotel rooms so we could stay there after the club, maybe have a little after party. Thoughts of Jasper slowly left my mind as we drank champagne on the bus and had a laugh.
We arrived at the club and were ushered right in and given a table, we bought some bottles for the table and poured our drinks. The place was bouncing, after a few we decided to dance. I was pretty much dirty dancing with Brett, all inhibitions out the window. We were having a great time, Brett pulled me in for a kiss, when his lips reached mine I thought of Mr Whitlock, then I remembered how he's been treating me and thought fuck it. We made out some more and continued dancing, I swear I can feel eyes on me, fuckin weird.
We all went back to the table and were taking shots and having a laugh, Jess asked me to dance so we headed on out. A couple of guys came over and were grinding on us. Gag. I pulled away and pushed jess in the crowd some more, the creep grabbed my arm and turned me around he had a tight hold on my hips. "Oh come on sweetheart, you can't get me all wound up in that outfit and leave me hanging", I swear I'm gonna puke. He smells like stale cigarettes and alcohol, in my drunk haze I try and push him off but he grabs me again. That's when I see him, Mr Whitlock, storming in all his glory on to the dance floor. He looks mad. He grabs the creep and punches him in the face then pulls me off the floor, I struggle in his grip, "get the fuck off me, look thanks for helping me but seriously get off", he pulls me outside and into an alleyway his eyes pierce into mine, he's fuckin furious. I glare back at him.
"Just what the fuck is that Isabella? Why are you in this club, and so fuckin wasted are ya stupid? You could get seriously hurt! Ya try and say you ain't a child but your certainly acting like one". I don't know what comes over me but I slap him, "just who the fuck are you to lecture me Mr Whitlock", I all but spit out his name, "I'm here with my friends, yeah that creep got out of line but I'm fine, why do you even give a fuck anyway? You made it pretty clear this morning when you walked out on me". I turn to walk away, and in classic Bella style stumble, his strong arms catch me before I hit the ground and he turns me to him still holding me.
I feel the tears start to fall from my eyes, God I feel like such an idiot. He slowly wipes my tears away with his thumb, "I'm sorry darlin, I-I'm so confused by all of this. When I seen that creep touch ya I lost it, I came to port Angeles to think about stuff. My friend demetri convinced me to come to the club tonight. I didn't expect to see ya. I seen you with that boy aswell, is that what you want? Do you want him Isabella?", I stared into his eyes, he's so beautiful. I know why he's reluctant, this relationship or whatever it is is all wrong, but I've never felt this way before. "No sir, I want you. It's always been you. I came here tonight to forget about you, I figured you got what you wanted from
Me and Id just need to deal with the fact that we had sex and that was it".
He pulled me into his arms, "Bella what we had wasn't just sex, what you gave me was so special, so precious. Ive fucked up. I hurt you and for that I'm truly sorry, all I think about is you, your smell your touch everything. You consume me. This is so damn hard cause I want ya so much darlin". I sniffled, pulling away from him. The hurt in his eyes was enough to drop me to my knees, "Jasper you left me. You walked out this morning and left me. How can you say those things? I don't know what to do. Maybe your right, this is wrong. It could cause so much trouble. My feelings for you are so strong it makes my head spin, but I can't just hope that you won't walk out on me? Or that you'll feel too guilty and abandon me. Everyone always leaves, my heart can't take it".
I turned to walk away and he pulled me back again, his lips softy came down on mine and I eagerly opened up. This wasn't like the last kisses, this was passionate, it spoke of our feelings and made my knees weak. "I know it's me who says it darlin, but I'm just now thinkin, how can something that feels so right be wrong? We can figure this out, but I want you. I want everything with you. Ive never been a man for love and relationships, and I honestly don't know if I can love, but I wanna try for you. I want more than a few fucks. Il quit my job? Wait till you finish school and follow you to college? Id follow you anywhere baby".
I gasped and looked up at him, he really wants this? He wants me? To try? This is all I've ever wanted he's all I've ever wanted. "I need to have a think about this, we have a hotel here tonight maybe we can meet up tomorrow? Talk about everything? I want you so much too, but you really hurt me. Let me go enjoy myself with my friends then we can talk tomorrow?", he kissed me softy. "Okay darlin. Can I ask one thing? Please keep that boy away from you, if your lips touch him again I think il murder the child". I giggle then kiss him softly, "yes Jasper, only you". I turn around and walk back in to the club, when I get back to the table it seems no one even noticed I was gone. My phone buzzes and I take it out my pocket, another facebook message...
To-Bella
From-Jasper
I'll wait forever for ya darlin, enjoy your night. X
I smile at the message and put my phone away, grabbing my drink I down it quickly and involve myself in the chatter and fun with my friends. I have a lot to think about, but right now. Im Gonna get wasted, dance and have a blast with my friends.
JasperPov
When I saw Bella making out with that fuckin boy demetri had to restrain me, I couldn't believe she was here of all places. Demetri knows everything about Bella, I can trust him. He's my closest friend, practically a brother.
After our chat in the alleyway I called demetri and we went back to the hotel, he had a few girls with him and our friend Alec. I wasn't interested in the girls, couldn't even tell ya their names. After a few in dems room I headed through to mine, I couldn't get Bella out my mind and jus wasn't feelin it anymore. My phone buzzed a message from her...
To-Jasper
From-Bella
Judt heading bacuud to the hotek now! Had a greaty nkgjt with my friends. I miss you x
God she's fuckin drunk, I can barely make out her message. She misses me? Now I dunno if it's just because of the alcohol or what but I message her back.
Jasper- what hotel?
She quickly replies and it's the same one as me. Fuckin shocker. I send her another message.
Jasper-Same hotel as me darlin, if you miss me why don't ya come say hello? Room 216.
Shit she said she needed space, I'm such a fuckin idiot! Way to scare her off, I rub my hands threw my hair and grab another beer. Shoving my pyjama pants on I click the tv on, she doesn't reply. About 30 mins later there's a knock at the door. I take my beer and stumble over, and there she is Bella Swan, pure perfection. Her hair is wild, eyes hooded over from the alcohol. She slowly walks over to me and pulls my head down, leaning into my ear she whispers "fuck space, I want you. Consequences be damned", and then her lips are on mine.
I lift her up so she's straddling my waist grinding her hot centre into my now bulging pants. Kicking the door shut behind me I walk us over to the bed, I gently lay her down and continue kissing her. She's so fuckin hot, she strokes my erection threw my pants and I moan. I slowly take her clothes off kissing her all over, how the fuck did I ever think I could stay away from her. I grab a nipple into my mouth and suck and bite on it her head falls back hair fanning out over the pillow. "Pants off Mr Whitlock", quickly complying I pull them off, I plunge two fingers in to her "always so ready for me darlin", I line myself up with her centre and push in slowly, she gasps and rolls her hips. "You feel so good", after a few thrusts I lift her and turn her on all fours and thrust into her from behind, "so deep this way" she crys out.
Im grunting and she's panting and moaning, " . . . " I groan out between thrusts. I grab a fistful of her hair and pull her up gently so her back is to my front, kissing and nibbling her neck I move my hand round and pinch her clit. She screams out her orgasm and I follow straight after. I settle back down and we lay on the bed face to face.
Nothing will ever feel better than this, no one will ever compete with her, she's everything. I stare into her piercing blue eyes and I know. She's it for me, Isabella swan is my life. Age be damned, I don't give a shit I'm her teacher il leave my fuckin job. Id go to the ends of the earth for her. I stroke my hand down her cheek and she leans in to my face pulling her in for a chaste kiss I pull her to my side. She looks up at me and says "please don't leave me", I cringe feeling like shit, I made her feel this way by walking out on her. "Sleep baby, I ain't goin anywhere this time. Il spend however long it takes makin it Upto you. Your everything Bella, mine". She snuggles into me and whispers "yours", and we drift off. Tomorrow can wait, we'll work this out I fuckin know it.
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