Clary slowly starts to wake up and feels something hot and heavy on her chest. She slowly opens her eyes and realizes she is not in her room and instead, is in Sebastian's. She looks down and realizes she naked and Sebastian's head is in her breasts while his arms are wrapped around her torso. 'OMG, it wasn't a dream.' she thinks to herself. 'I'm not a virgin anymore.' and she smiles as she tells herself that. She looks at the clock on his bedside table and it reads 5:00 am. She slowly tries to move off the bed, trying hard not to wake him. His grip tightens on her, preventing her from leaving his bed.
"Where do you think you're going?" he says to her.
She looks down and her green eyes meet his black ones. "I have to go to my room before mom finds us like this." she replies to him.
"Stay. She never checks on us." he says nuzzling his face in her breasts.
"I have to get to up anyway. I have to run, shower, and get ready for school." she tells him.
"Oh come on..we can skip school." he says kissing up her breasts and to her neck. "We can stay home in bed all day." he says as he is kissing and nibbling the length of her neck.
"It's only the second day. No way am I missing school." she says playing with his hair.
"Oh come on. Just think of all the things I can do to you for 8 hours." he says grinding his very alert cock against her leg.
"Mom is here. Remember?" she tells him.
"We can be quiet." he whispers as he continues to grind his hips into hers.
"I don't feel comfortable doing it when she's here." she says while trying to hold in a moan.
"Fine. Then we will wait and stay home." he says.
"No, Sebastian. Did you forget that Mom is going to be here until lunch?" she asks him.
"Damn..I forgot." he says with a huff and rolls off of her.
"But she won't be back until late tonight…..which means we have hours after school to ourselves." she says seductively while turning her body so they are facing each other.
"I don't know if I can wait till after school." he says trailing his hand up the curve of her body.
"Mmm…well maybe we can meet somewhere at school?" she offers.
"Really? You'll have sex with me at school?" he says sounding surprised.
"Mmm. Yeah. It will be so hot." she says while biting her bottom lip.
"God, I love you." he says as he kisses her. His hands move down her back and squeeze her ass.
"Okay. I have to get up now." she says pulling away from him.
"Can't you stay in bed for just a little while longer? I promise I will behave. I just want to feel your naked body on mine." he says to her.
"I have to run. How else am I going to stay in shape?" she says getting up from the bed.
"Oh, I can think of some workouts we can do." he says biting his lip and staring at her naked body.
"Later okay? I promise." she says and leans over and kisses him. She grabs his shirt off of the floor and throws it on and quietly runs to her room. She changes into her sports bra and spandex sport shorts and then slips on her Nike running shoes. She grabs her IPhone and runs out of her room and then out the front door. Clary puts her earphones in her ears and turns on Pandora. She stretches for a minute in her front yard and then takes off down the running path that goes through her neighborhood.
*I Just Wanna Run by the Downtown Fiction*
I just wanna run, hide it away
Run because they're chasing me down
I just wanna run, throw it away
Run before they're finding me out
I just wanna run
I just wanna run
I'm out here all alone
I try to call your house
Can't reach you on the phone
I'll gather up the nerve
I'm packing up my bag
It's more than you deserve
Don't treat me like a drag
I'm feelin' like I keep on talking
I'm repeating myself,
My words lost all meaning
I keep talking
I repeat myself
I just wanna run, hide it away
Run because they're chasing me down
I just wanna run, throw it away
Run before they're finding me out
I just wanna run (oh, oh, oh)
I just wanna run (oh, oh, oh)
Like a game of chess
I predict your move
I think I know you better
Better than you do
I'm sick of feeling cheap
Cheated and abused
Sick of losing sleep
Thinking about you
I'm feelin' like I keep on talking
I'm repeating myself,
My words lost all meaning
I keep talking
I repeat myself
I just wanna run, hide it away
Run because they're chasing me down
I just wanna run, throw it away
Run before they're finding me out
I just wanna run (oh, oh, oh)
I just wanna run (oh, oh, oh) throw it away
I just wanna run, hide it away
Run because they're chasing me down
I just wanna run, throw it away
Run before they're finding me out, out
I just wanna run
I just wanna run, hide it away
Run because they're chasing me down
I just wanna run, throw it away
Run before they're finding me out
I just wanna run (Hey, hey, hey, hey,...)
I just wanna run (won't find me out, won't find me out)
I just wanna run
Clary runs for an hour and when she finally gets back, it's 6:30 am. She walks into the kitchen to get some water and sees that her mom is already in the kitchen making coffee. She then notices Sebastian is at the table eating cereal.
"Hey honey. Did you have a nice run?" her moms asks her.
"Yeah. It was great." she replies.
Sebastian looks up from his cereal, finally noticing her. His eyes go wide as they look her up and down her sweaty body and he bites his lip. Clary grabs a water bottle out of the refrigerator and when she turns and walks past Sebastian, she winks at him. "I'm going to go shower and get ready now." she says to her mom.
Clary goes to her bathroom and strips off her clothes and gets in the shower. She lets the hot water run over her body and relax her muscles. She squeezes her strawberry scented body wash on her loufa and scrubs her body. Clary jumps when she feels arms wrap around her body. "It's just me." Sebastian laughs into her ear.
"You scared me. What are you doing? I thought we decided to wait and meet at school?" she says.
"I know...but when I saw you all hot, sweaty, and wearing that outfit, I just had to come help you wash." he says running his hands up and down her body.
"Fine. But we are only showering right now." Clary says firmly. She hands him the sponge with the body wash already on it and he lathers her body all over, covering her with soap. He throws the sponge down and uses his hands to rub the suds all over her body. He then grabs her breasts making a moan escape her lips. He takes the head of the shower down and rinses the soap off of her body. Sebastian then takes the shampoo and massages it in her hair and rinses it out and takes the conditioner and does the same thing.
"Now you wash me." he says lowly to her.
"Okay, but you do realize that you are going to smell like me." she says to him.
"Good. I love the way you smell." He says and kisses her.
She picks up the sponge and puts her strawberry body wash on it and rubs it all over his hard body. She massages the bubbles on his hard chest, down his abs to his V-line and then to his huge hard cock. She looks up at him through her eyelashes and he's biting his lip while looking down at her. She drops the sponge and grabs a hold of his cock in one hand while the other one roams up his his abs. She pumps his cock up and down in her hand.
"Hey…no teasing." he says and throws his head back and moans when she pumps him harder.
"Sorry. I couldn't help myself." she says biting her lip. Clary lets go of his cock and grabs her shampoo and puts it in his hair. She takes the shower head and massages it in his hair and washes him off. They turn off the water and get out and then dry off. "You should go to your room and get ready." she says as she wraps the towel around herself.
"Okay." he says as he wraps the towel around his waist. He gives her a quick kiss and then goes to his room. Clary dries her hair, puts on her makeup, puts on a red thong and a matching bra and then walks to her closet to get her an outfit. She picks out a green dress that buttons up in front and flows at the bottom and is pretty short. She puts it on leaving some of the buttons open to show off her cleavage. Clary wraps a red waist belt around her torso and slides on red heals. She look in the mirror to check herself and is happy when she sees how hot she looks. Clary walks down the stairs and notices her mom isn't there anymore and grabs a banana to eat from the counter. Sebastian walks down the stairs and pours himself some orange juice. He looks up at her as she starts to put the banana in her mouth slowly.
"Oh, come on! You're doing that on purpose." he groans.
"Doing what?" she asks innocently and she starts sucking on the banana and pulling it in and out of her mouth while looking right in his eyes.
"OMG, stop! I finally got rid of my boner...and now I have another one. Dammit." he whispers to her.
"Okay…fine. I'll stop." she says smirking at him and takes a bite of it.
"Is that what you're wearing?" he asks with his eyes and mouth wide open.
"Yeah…why? Don't you like it?" she asks and twirls around.
"But…it's so short…and…oh, come on! At least button it up." he says to her and looks to her chest.
"Oh come on. You know I look hot." she says back to him.
"Yeah, but I don't want every guy at school checking you out." he says sounding pissed off.
She walks over to him and raises herself on the tips of her toes and whispers in his ear. "I'm wearing this for you, and you only." she says seductively and then pulls back to look at him and gives him a wink and a quick kiss. "Now come on or we will be late." she says and walks out the door and to the car.
As they are driving to school, the radio is blaring and Clary is singing along.
*Dirty Little Secret by All American Rejects*
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you
Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping thoughts won't lie (won't lie)
And all I've tried to hide
It's eating me apart
Trace this life out
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
They finally get to school and Sebastian parks. He turns off the car but neither one of them gets out. Clary turns to Sebastian who is staring out the window to where their friends are waiting for them. "What's the matter?" she asks him softly.
"I was just thinking. Are we going to tell them about us?" he says and turns from the window to look at her.
"I don't know….I mean, what are we anyway? You're my brother and that's what everyone sees you as." she says.
"Well, I told you yesterday what I wanted. I told you that I wanted to be with you. To be yours and for you to be mine." he says back to her.
"I know but….I don't think they would understand. I know we are not related by blood, but still. The whole school would give us so much crap." she replies.
"Well I don't care what they think." he says now not looking at her.
"Yeah, but this is your last year. I still have 2 more years left in this hell." she says back to him.
"So what are you saying? You don't want this? You don't want us because you care to much what everyone thinks?" he says with hurt in his voice.
"No. I'm not saying that. I just think maybe we can keep us a secret for now." she says quietly.
"So you're saying you want to be with me, but only if nobody else knows about us because you're ashamed of being with me?" he says sounding angry now.
"No! That's not it at all!" she says as her voice rises a little.
"Then what is it? Because it seems to me that you just want me to be your dirty little secret. Right? Just there when you want to have sex." he says sounding pissed off with his voice tense.
"What? No! That was just a song." she says
"Yeah, whatever." he mutters under his breath as he looks away from her.
"Bash…look at me." she says and he looks at her. "You're more to me than sex, okay? But what if mom found out? Say we tell our friends and then they tell the whole school. It's going to get back to Mom. When it does, she will flip out. She will send me to an all girls school far away or something. I'm not 18 yet. This is your last year here. You will be going to college and I will still have 2 years left of school here. What's going to happen then?" she says.
"I never thought about that." he states quietly. "Okay. We can keep us a secret but only under some conditions." he says.
"Conditions? Really?" she says.
"One: We don't date anyone else. Two: We don't flirt with anyone else. Three: No more damn truth or dare games. Four: We find time at school to be with each other because I can't go that long without kissing you or touching you. Five: We go out of town on real dates so we don't have to pretend we aren't together." he finishes and then waits for her response.
"Okay, I have no objections to those conditions." she says.
"Good. Come on secret girlfriend. We are going to be late." he says with a wink as he gets out of the car.
