I caught myself before biting into Subaru's collarbone again as my cat-eye went away and I hid my fangs again. I close my eyes and disappear and reappear somewhere in the mansion's halls. I lean myself against the wall and sunk down hugging my knees again.
I didn't want him to see me like that!
"Why are you crying?" Hearing a husky voice above me, I look up and see Shuu standing above me with a blank expression.
"I'm not crying." I correct as I hid my face again.
"Well why are you out here then?"
"He found out what I'm like like that."
"As a vampire?"
I nod to him as I began to feel tears start to well in my eyes. I blink hard but it only made them fall down my cheek.
"What did you do to become so soft right now?" Shuu asks.
"I bit him." As I answered, Reiji's presence appeared in front of me and his face showed a grim expression.
"You did what now?" He asks in a low voice.
"I bit him and drank his blood!" I repeat again, shouting as I continued to cry.
"That is unacceptable!" He shouts at me like I was a disobedient child.
"Considered taboo." Another voice enters the conversation.
"Yeah, but we shouldn't talk, considering that is what we did half our lives." Then hearing Raito's voice speak a fact, everyone went quiet besides my crying.
Shuu then leans down and picks me up in a cradle as I continued to cry. Clenching onto his light blue sweater, he took large strides as he walks down the hall on the opposite side of the mansion; towards his room. It was silent between us as he carries me to his room, but I just continued to cry at the things that I did. Subaru is gonna hate me even more now! I wanted us to get closer, but I just made him add another concrete wall between us.
We finally get to Shuu's room and as he opens the door, I notice that the first thing you see is a stairway that enters his room. Then over the railing was a green striped couch and a table in front of it. He also has a desk not far from the stairway. His bed seems to be a huge queen that laid in the middle of the room and was covered in a plain white blanket. Closing the door behind him, he kept me in his arms and walks down the steps. Walking over to the bed he sets me down in the middle of the large queen then unexpectedly; he moves right above me and stares down at me with a blank expression.
"Shuu…" I quietly say his name as I stare into his blue eyes.
"Where did you bite him?" He asks after a moment of silence.
"On his collarbone." Shuu then leans down and slides his lips down my neck to my collarbone, making a shiver go down my spine. Then sinking his fangs into my skin, I gasp at how hard he actually bites.
"Hm, your blood is actually sweet." He says after a moment of sucking my blood.
"Is that a bad thing?" I ask nervously.
"If anyone else found out that your blood is as sweet as Yui's, then it is a bad thing." I whimper as he bites down on my collar again and worked his way up to my neck.
"Shuu… please stop."
He quit biting me and looks at me, still down at my neck. He doesn't say anything as he comes up and makes my lips meet his. My eyes were wide open as he kisses me and as lightly as possible. Then as we part, Shuu looks down at me with eyes half closed while I still had my eyes wide open. I couldn't handle looking at him anymore and turn my gaze away from him.
"Christina, look at me." He says in a sheepish voice and uses his finger to hold my chin and make him look at him in the eye again. He then leans down again and kisses me again; but this time I closed my eyes and kiss him back.
~*~*~*~ Call Me Sane ~*~*~*~
I woke up on Shuu's queen and notice that he wasn't next to me. Then again, I don't even remember falling asleep so I wouldn't know if he fell asleep with me or not. But then deciding to get out of bed and go back to my room, I look up and see that the moon was high in the sky and that maybe everyone was asleep. Quietly sneaking out of the room, I walk down the hall towards my room. But as I walk down a hallway with large windows on my right, a familiar figure shows up in the moonlight making me stop in my tracks.
"Subaru…" I whisper his name to myself as he emerges not to far from me and glares at me.
"I'm so dead."
