Tweek walked into the house. He waved at most and nodded to others. Token called out to Tweek. Tweek and the girls walked over to where Token and Clyde where hanging. Tweek nervously looked around.

"Where is Craig?" Token asked Tweek.

"Coming." Tweek twitched slightly. Tweek made a motion with his hands and then walked away from the group. Tweek went straight to the corner of the room. He grabbed a drink and began chugging it. Tweek kept his eyes open wide trying to keep a look out for Craig. Tweek tried to think of a nexcuse or a joke or just a good way to explain what he said. The sneaky idea of telling Craig the truth kept coming in. Tweek sweated thinking about confessing to Craig how he felt. Tweeked squeaked nervously and grabbed another drink. Soon Wendy and Bebe came over.

"Hey Tweek. You aren't a big drinker... I mean other than coffee." Bebe pointed out.

"Yeah.. Uh- Just want to let loose a bit." Tweek mumbled into his drink.

Wendy looked at Tweek and then looked around the room.

"Oh look Craig caught up." Wendy pointed across the room. Tweek looked over and Saw Craig with Clyde, Token and Jimmy. Craig glanced over at Tweek and Tweek quickly looked down.

Wendy and Bebe shared a look with each other. The girls grabbed Tweek and dragged him into another room. They moseid over to a couch and flopped down on it.

"What is going on Tweek?" Wendy asked. Tweek kept looking down.

Bebe chimed in. "Your drinking, and your avoiding Craig. You are like a lost puppy to Craig."

Tweek sighed. "I let something slip."

The girls inched in eagerly. "I told him I love him."

The girls eased and looked at each other. "So? You guys have been dating for a while now."

Tweek shocked his head. "It's not what you think. Craig..."

"Well maybe this will move you forward." Bebe smiled. Tweek glanced over at her.

"It's true Tweek. I mean you do love him. Maybe now he will start thinking about more." Wendy joined. Tweek straightned up a bit. "I mean dont you want more?"

"Ye-yeah... I dont know!" Tweek buried his head in his drink again.

"Well I think you should go talk to him." Wendy said.

"You think?" Tweek asked looking at both. They nodded.

"The more you avoid him the more awkward it will be." Bebe said.

Tweek took a breath. He finished his drink and stood up. A million thing ran through his head. He pushed through it and made it back into the other room. He looked for Craig but instead found another drink.

Jimmy walked out of the kitchen. "J-J-Jello shots! In the kitchen, c'mon guys."

A herd of people rushed past Tweek on the way to the kitchen. Tweek didn't recognize most of the people. Token must have invited most of the school. People pushed and pulled at him on the way to the kitchen. Tweek turned around quickly to leave the crowded room, yet he kept bumping into people.

"Sorry, excuse me." Tweek tried.

"TIMMY!"

"Sorry..." Tweek pushed forward and almost began running out of the room. The number of people was making him anxious. Tweek finally made it into an empty room. Thank god Token house was so big. Tweek found a couch and fell on it. He tried to settle himself down. He didn't want to go back into the mosh pit. Still he told himself he should find Craig after all maybe he can still play it off. Tweek tried to think what to do.

Tweek brought his drink to his face and took another swig. Tweek thought back at all the time he was with Craig. A light blush played on his face. Tweek wasn't sure when he fell for Craig, maybe he had always loved him. Tweek put his head in his hand. It wasn't fair. Why did he have to fall in love with Craig? Craig wasn't gay and soon when Craig finds out Tweek true feeling they might not even be friends anymore.

Tweek threw his head back and tried to think of what to do. Some time passed and the alcohol played with him. Tweek eyes slowly opened.

"I can fake it." Tweek whispered out. Tweek has faked it for this long, he can keep going. After all Craig being close to him was more important. Tweek couldn't imagine becoming a stranger. He wouldn't be able to handle it.

Tweek stood up and took a few breaths. Tweek then marched through the crowded rooms. He looked for Craig all over.

"Hey Tweek, how is it going?"

Tweek turned and saw Kyle and Kenny chilling.

"Hey, have you seen Craig?" Tweek asked.

"Ah, you lost your shadow Tweek?" Kenny snickered.

"I think he was in the kitchen, last I saw him." Kyle pointed towards the kitchen.

"Thanks." Tweek face lighten up.

"But Tweek..." Kyle called out. Tweek turned and looked at Kyle. Kyle had an uncomfortable look on his face. Kyle shook his head. "Uh, never mind."

Tweek stared for a bit before turning back and heading straight to the kitchen.

The bright light in the kitchen blinded Tweek for a second. He looked around through squinted eyes. Tweek couldn't see Craig or much of anything. There were bodies everywhere. Girls where drinking heavily. Couples where hooking up. And someone was puking in the sink.

Tweek sighed. Craig wasn't here. Tweek was about to leave when his eye caught sight of something on the floor. Tweek bent down and picked up the object. It was Craig blue hat. Tweek examined it. Tweek looked up and his eyes widen as he made his discovery. A couple where kissing in front of him. Some brunette girl and against the wall, Craig. Tweek didn't recognize him without his hat. Tweek held the hat as he stood up.

Tweek stared at the kissing couple. His heart sunk. Stunned Tweek felt the impulse to call out to him. Before Tweek could say anything, he felt an arm wrap around him and then he was being pulled away. Tweek looked over and saw Stan was the one extracting from the scene. Tweek was pulled to a couch in the other room. Tweek clenched the blue hat in his hands. Before he knew people faces where in his.

"Tweek you ok?"

Tweek couldn't register who was talking. He tightened his grip on the hat further. Before his body was ready to act Tweek felt a warm tear fall down his cheek. It startled him and scared him. He pushed himself off the couch covered his face so no one could see and ran through the room. He barged out of the house to the back yard. Tweek took several shaky breaths before he dropped to his knees on the porch.

He felt a soft hand on his shoulder. He looked up to see Wendy had followed him.

Tweek looked at Wendy and let out. "Why couldn't it have been me?"

Tweek knew why. Craig wasn't gay.

Wendy sat down next to Tweek. "I am sorry Tweek."

Tweek let out a sigh. "If I was a girl this be different."

"That's it!"

Tweek and Wendy turned around and saw Bebe joining them on the porch.

"What are you talking about Bebe?" Wendy furrowed her brows at Bebe.

Bebe sat down next to Tweek. She grabbed his hands. "Tweek are you desperate or drunk enough to try my plan?"

"Oh boy." Wendy sighed.

Tweek blinked at Bebe and looked down at Bebe small hands. He noticed he was still clenching the blue hat in his hands. Tweek was holding on to the hat for dear life. He didn't want it all to be over. Tweek closed his eyes. "Fuck it. Let's do it."