WARNING! This contains scenes with sexual assault
Sorry if it upsets anyone or triggers anyone!
A few weeks had past and the winter chill was in full force. Makoto was sitting wrapped in a blanket on his day off when his doorbell rang. With a groan Makoto unwrapped himself and went to the door, Rin and stood outside in their work clothes.
"Rin, Sosuke what are you guys doing here?" Makoto asked
"We will get to that first can we come in its freezing out here" Asked Rin rubbing his hands together.
Makoto stood to the side letting them in and closing the door behind them "would you like something to drink?" he offered
"We can't stay long" Sosuke said "We are still on duty"
Rin nodded in agreement "We came up with some evidence of who spiked your drink"
Makoto sighed "I told you not to worry about it"
Rin held up a hand to silence him "Makoto I don't think you understand how bad things could have been if Haru hadn't found you"
Memories flashed through Makoto's mind, Sweat, Skin rubbing together, panting. He shook hes head, he had vowed to never think about that time. "I know better then you think" he said softly looking down at his feet.
Rin raised an eyebrow "What do you mean? This isn't the first time this has happened before?"
Makoto couldn't say anything, it wasn't something he wanted his friends to know. Rin opened his mouth to say something again but Sosuke put a hand on his shoulder "Rin, don't"
Rin sighed angrily "Fine, But here we got some footage from club, I'll leave it here for you to look over, its up to you if you want to press charges"
Rin walked over to the door letting himself out in a huff, Sosuke stopped beside Makoto handing him a small piece of paper "That's my number if you want to talk about anything" He hesistated "I've been through some bad times to"
Without another word Sosuke walked out and Makoto was left alone, the dvd with the footage sat on the coffee table. Its presence made Makoto feel uncomfortable, memories he had buried threatened to surface. Makoto grabbed the dvd and threw it across the room with a scream, tears stinging his eyes. Makoto clenched his eyes shut willing the memories to stop.
Laughter, Drinks, Someone's hot breath on his neck, kissing. Clothes roughly taken off, His body so heavy he couldn't move. The stinging pain, his cries that went unheard, the man moaning and laughing above him, then nothing but darkness.
Makoto sobbed in to the couch all the anger and shame he felt taking him over. Everything he had bottled up came like a tidal wave. After what seemed like hours the tears finally stopped and Makoto laid on the couch completely drained of energy. He could never let anyone find out what had happened, it was to shameful. Imagine what they would think of him if they knew. Makoto's phone buzzed on the coffee table, with a groan he sat up at looked at his phone
To: Makoto
From: Haru
Rin said he found some evidence
To: Haru
From: Makoto
Yeah, he dropped a DVD off not long ago
To: Makoto
From: Haru
Can I come over and see it?
Makoto hesitated part of him wanted to see Haru but he was to much of a mess right now.
To: Haru
From: Makoto
Not today I'm not feeling well
Makoto sat his phone down, he would be fine tomorrow. He just needed some time to sort himself out. To bury the memories that had surfaced, he looked towards his kitchen where had a bottle of sake. Maybe one drink wouldn't hurt, he was alone after all nothing would happen.
Haru stared at Makoto's text message, something was wrong he could tell. But Haru felt like he had no right trying to step in and be the best friend again. He sighed putting his phone away turning back to dough in front, he was meant to be working but his mind kept wondering back to Makoto. Maybe he would call by after work and take Makoto some chocolate cake, He smiled at how brilliant he thought his idea was and started making the cake.
Rin stared at Sosuke from his desk, he couldn't put his finger on it but Sosuke didn't seem his normal self. Ever since they had been to Makoto's with the bar footage Sosuke seemed distracted. Sighing Rin turned back to his computer, he couldn't really push him to talk they had only just got close again after he had been in Australia with Haru. Sosuke got up and walked over to Rin's desk.
"I'm going to go by Makoto's place after work, he seemed upset by something"
Rin raised an eyebrow "Really he seemed normal to me"
Sosuke rolled his eyes "You just arnt observant, besides I may be wrong but I think something happened to him while we had all lost contact"
"I'm sure he would've told Haru is something had happened to him" Rin snorted
Sosuke shook his head "I don't think so, Haru had run off with you remember and he hadn't heard from him"
Rin leaned back in his chair "I guess you could be right, I'll come with you, then you can take me out to dinner like you promised"
Makoto threw the controller down in frustration, why he thought he would be any better at video games while drinking he didn't know. Grabbing the bottle he took another swig, the alcohol soothing him into a false sense of happiness. The doorbell rang causing Makoto to jump, Shit he didn't want anyone to see him getting drunk by himself. He got up and stumbled slightly, straightening himself up he plastered a smile on his face and opened the door. A mop of pink hair bounced in front of him as he held onto the door for support.
"Kishumi" he slurred, shit he must of drank more then he thought "What aresh you doingsh shere?"
Kisumi cocked his head to the side "Well I just came to visit you on your day off but seems like you have been having fun by yourself"
Makoto swayed and waved him inside "I shonly hadth a coupleth drinksh"
Kisumi chuckled "well mind if I join you" he held up a bottle of Vodka
Makoto just nodded his mind was to clouded to think properly, he excused himself to the bathroom quickly. After relieving himself he splashed water on his face, which cleared his mind a little bit. He walked back out the lounge room to see Kisumi setting up shots.
Makoto shook his head "I need a little breakth from drinking"
Kisumi chuckled "That's ok I need to catch up anyway" he said taking a shot
The talked and played videogames for awhile and before he knew it Makoto was drinking some of Kisumi's vodka. This is a bad idea, a voice in the back of his head said. It's only Kisumi nothing was going to happen, reasoned the other voice. Makoto's vision had started to blur and he layed back on the floor, the room spinning around him. Kisumi laid next to him his face inches away from Makoto's.
"I-I shthink its time to shtop drinking" Makoto giggled "Everysthing is shpinning"
Kisumi laughed next to him "That means we are having a good time"
Why didn't Kisumi sound as drunk as him, Makoto wondered
Kisumi leant up on his elbow and looked at Makoto "Why did Haru have to come back?"
"Huh" Makoto couldn't understand what he was getting at
Kisumi ran a finger along Makoto's face "If he hadn't come back I could have had you all to myself"
Makoto attempted to get up but everything was spinning to much for him to move. Kisumi smiled and kissed Makoto softly on the lips. He tasted like alcohol and his lips felt rough, Makoto tried to push him away but Kisumi pinned him down and sat on top of him.
"Don't fight me Makoto, I can make you forget all about Haru, if you only you would try to love me"
Makoto squirmed, he didn't want this happening again "Pleasesh shtop"
Kisumi just laughed and bent down roughly kissing him on the lips before moving to his neck. Makoto didn't have the strength to fight, he gave up and closed his eyes. Forcing himself to think of anything but what was happening to him, Haru's face popped into his head, if only Haru was here to save him.
Haru walked up to Makoto's apartment, chocolate cake in one hand and hot chocolate in the other. He hoped this would cheer Makoto up. He stopped short noticing Rin and Sosuke outside his door.
"Rin, Sosuke what are you guys doing here?" He asked confused
"Sosuke wanted to call by because he thought Makoto seemed upset about something when we left after dropping the footage off"
"I was worried about him to" Haru said shortly "is he home?"
"We rang the doorbell but he hasn't answered yet" Sosuke said putting an ear to the door "But I can hear noise in there"
Haru put his ear against the door "Pleash shtop!" came a soft voice "Makoto!" Haru yelled "Open the door!"
Haru banged on the door, Rin could see the worry in his eyes "Sosuke can you break in I think something is wrong" Haru pleaded
Rin and Haru stood back while Sosuke tried kicking the door. The door budged abit but didn't open, Rin ran it with his shoulder causing him to barrel inside and land on the floor. "Shit" he muttered getting up. Sosuke and Haru rushed in behind him, Makoto was on the floor shirt pulled up and pants half down staring up at them. Kisumi had frozen in place above Makoto.
"Haru" Makoto whispered softly before passing out
Sosuke and Rin pulled Kisumi off Makoto and cuffed his hands behind his back "Want to explain what was going on here"
Kisumi just smiled and shrugged "It was just abit of fun"
Rin scowled at Kisumi "there is nothing fun about sexually assaulting someone and we hadn't turned up it would have progressed to rape by the looks of things"
"Your under arrest for sexual assault and for spiking Makoto's drink on his birthday" Sosuke said "Anything you say or do can and will be held against you"
Haru, who was fixing Makoto's clothes up "So it was Kisumi who spiked his drink"
Rin nodded "The footage we found showed it clearly but we couldn't do anything without Makoto seeing it and deciding wether to charge him or not, but now" Rin said pulling Kisumis head back by his hair "We can do something, and you are in A LOT of trouble"
Haru placed a pillow under Makoto's head and blanket over him "I'm sorry this happened to you" he said softly brushing some of Makoto's hair out of his face.
"we are gonna take Kisumi to the station will you be right here?" Rin asked
Haru nodded "I'll look after him, thank you for everything you did Rin"
Rin sighed "Well I know how much he means to you, even if you don't realise it yet"
Without another word he walked out the door, what did he mean, Haru wondered. Makoto was his best friend; he already knew that. He shook his head and looked down at Makoto's sleeping face, he bent down and softly kissed Makoto's forehead
"I will never leave you again, I won't let anything bad happen to you ever again" he whispered softly
A/N
Hope you guys enjoy, It is abit dramatic and touchy i promise this will get fluffier
I have a bunch of fluff planned just getting the bad stuff out of the way!
ENJOY :)
