Rin scowled at his phone, after begging him to meet up with him Haru was now half an hour late, although he couldn't figure out why he wanted to meet up and in a bar of all places. Sighing he picked up his drink and took sip, Haru had seemed kind of desperate on the phone, Rin wondered what was so important that they had to meet up now.

"Rin" Haru said sitting down next to him at the bar and ordered a water.

"Finally decided to show up huh?" Rin sneered

"Sorry" He mumbled "I need some advice"

Rin raised an eyebrow "Ok, but why not ask your best bud Makoto"

Haru looked down at his glass of water "I-I can't ask him this"

"Huh?" Rin was even more confused now, it was something Haru couldn't take to his best friend but could ask his ex-lover? Something wasn't adding up. "Did you and Makoto have a fight?"

Haru shook his head "I feel weird when I'm around him"

Rin nearly choked on his drink "Are you attracted to Makoto?"

"I don't know, it's not like it was with you"

"I feel offended by that statement" Rin muttered "Let me put it this way does Makoto make you horny?"

Haru cheeks slightly flushed "I-its more than that, I get this weird feeling in my stomach when we are close and I want to be with him as much as possible, not like with you were it was mostly physical"

That last comment sent a pang through Rin's heart, had Haru never loved him? Was everything they did just about the sex? Rins phone beeped with a message "Hang on, it might be Sosuke looking for me"

To: Rin
From: Nagisa

Rin-chan if Haru asks you about his weird feelings
Try not help him too much, Rei-chan thinks it would
be better for them to figure it out for themelves
Thanks Rin-chan!

Rin stared at his phone, Them? Does that mean Makoto is having the same feelings? Rin's chest constricted a bit, He knew Haru would never come back to him, but he had never stopped loving him.

"Does Sosuke want you?"

Rin didn't look at him "Uh yeah he needs help with some work" Rin stood up but Haru grabbed his arm

"Wait, do you know what's going on with me?" He asked looking expectantly up at Rin

Rin fought back to the tears that threatened to fall and placed a smirk on his face "Your so dense sometimes Haru, I have to go"

Rin pulled his arm out of Haru's grasp and quickly walked away, the tears starting to pool in the corners of his eyes. He walked outside and into a nearby alley way, engulfed in darkness he let out all the pain that had built up inside him and punched the wall.

"Oi" came a deep voice behind him

He turned around ready to yell at whoever was interrupting him "Sosuke…." It came out as a soft whisper

Without a word Sosuke pulled his shaking body against his. The warmth from his body comforted Rin, slowly the tears started to stop and his shaking body began to still. Finally, Rin pulled away from the comforting warmth looking up at Sosuke.

"W-why are you here?" He asked

"When you said Haru wanted to meet up with you, I uh followed you"

Rin could only make out half of Sosuke's face in the dark but he could have sworn he was blushing "why?"

Sosuke flicked Rin's Forehead "Your just as dense as Nanase"

"W-what are y…." He was cut off soft lips pressing against his

Sosuke slowly pulled away from the kiss "I love you idiot, I always have"

Rin stood there in shock, just when he thought his heart have been shredded, Sosuke was there piecing it back together. "I always thought you were straight"

"That's because you're an idiot, come on we need to get some ice for your hand my place is closer so we will go there"

Rin smiled to himself as the walked away, Again Sosuke was there to pick him up. He grabbed Sosuke's hand, maybe it was time for him to move on as well.


Makoto collapsed on the couch, the day had seemed to go on forever. Sighing he checked his phone, he had sent Haru a message earlier to see if everything was ok, since he had acted weird when he dropped the lunch off. He still hadn't replied, Makoto hoped he hadn't done something to make him angry. Makoto froze, Haru had been asleep when he had kissed his forehead right? His phone beeped making him jump

To: Makoto
From: Haru

Everything's fine, I've just been feeling unwell

Makoto let out a breath of relief, although it wasn't good Haru was sick, at least he hadn't been awake when he kissed him. Makoto touched his lips remember how Haru's skin had felt under them, he had promised himself to not let himself fall in love with Haru again, but in reality he had never stopped loving him. Haru was his first and only love.


Haru laid on his bed staring at his phone, he had told Makoto he wasn't feeling well, which wasn't a complete lie. He had tried searching the internet for answers, since Rin hadn't helped him at all. All he had come up with was websites about love, and this wasn't love was it? He had thought he had loved Rin, but this was completely different to then. He had never felt nervous around Rin, yet today he was nervous taking Makoto the lunch he made. A small smile crept onto his face as his pictured Makoto smile when he took the lunch. Haru sat up abruptly and typing in a message

To: Rei
From: Haru

What does love feel like?

A couple minutes later the reply came through

To: Haru
From: Rei

The dictionary defines it as a strong feeling
of affection for someone or something.

Before he could reply his phone beeped with another message

To: Haru
From: Nagisa

Love is when get excited to see a certain person
You get butterflys in your stomach and feel nervous
when they are near you and you can't picture your life
without them. Good luck Haru-chan!

Of course they would be together, Haru looked at both of their definitions, Makoto was his childhood friend so of course he felt affection towards him. Today he did get nervous taking Makoto his lunch and his stomach had felt weird and when Makoto hadn't been in his life he had felt lost without him. Did that mean that he was really in love with his best friend? Haru's phone beeped again.

To: Haru
From: Makoto

I hope you feel better soon

He had attached a photo of him and Ruka laying on his couch. He must have just had a shower after work since he had no top on, Haru felt his cheeks go hot. He had to admit he felt strongly attracted to Makoto, For more than just his body. He stared at the picture, Makoto's lips look very soft, touching his own lips he wondered what kissing Makoto would be like. Crap. He really was in love with his best friend.


A/N

Hey guys hope you enjoy this chapter :)

the next one will hopefully be up soon :D