HI! now adding up the third chapter of Lost...Trauma...Love...?

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WARNING!: By the way! in this chapter it contains Lemons...or rather M stuff...so if don't like it...then you can just skip and wait for the next chapter...

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Chapter III: "Pain and Pleasure"

Kuroko's P.O.V.

That day we arrived at a certain place that I don't know where since they covered my eyes and they made me go to sleep a while ago. When I woke up I can feel that I'm lying on to something soft and I guess that it's a bed. Minutes later I tried to move a little then I suddenly felt that someone was sitting at the right side of the bed that I'm currently lying.

"so you're awake…" said the man. After that he release the binding that covers my eyes, The man look like he is in his 20's of age or a bit older than me and I admit that he is handsome, his hair is a bit blond or rather dirty blond, I think he is a foreigner. But what does he need from me? Why kidnap me all of a sudden and I don't even know him.

"wh-who are you?" I asked.

"well…you can just call me Mikhail and your name is kuroko tetsuya right?" he said

"y-yes…w-what..d-do…y-you want f-from me?" I said as I notice myself trembling.

"you don't need to be that afraid…in this room, no one will come in unless I permits them so it is just the two of us here…" he said smirking

"please…please release me…i-i…" but just before I finish what I will be saying, he suddenly kiss me. A kiss that is so much different from kagami. I felt that something is burning inside me that made me so weak.

"hmnn…you're so sweet…heh…I'm beginning to like you now…for once those man was able to do something right" he said before kissing me again.

"w-why are you doing this to me? Please…please I want to go home…" I plead

"no…you won't be going home yet…not until you're craving for me…for my touch that even if I release you…you will always come back to me…" he said as he begin to slip his hand inside my uniform. I just remember that I'm still wearing my uniform and just last night I was so happy that kagami and I became lover but now I'm being held by someone else. He started to unbutton my shirt and unbuckle my belt and pull down my pants. All I could do is cried and keep on thinking for kagami to come and save me but that's impossible cause he don't even know that I've been kidnap.

"hey…hey…don't worry I'll be gentle…" he said as he wipe my tears. He started licking me all over my body.

"ah! Please stop…I don't want this…"I cried. But still continue what he is doing to me, I became so scared of what is going to happen to me.

"don't worry…I'll loosen you up so that it won't hurt…you may not like it now but eventually you will be the one who will please me to take you" he said then kiss me again. This time he tried to enter my mouth by licking my lips so that his can enter but I kept it shut. But when he pinch my nipple, I reacted and open my mouth that gave him an opportunity to slide his tongue inside. I felt his kisses and the way his tongue played with mine. I didn't notice that I'm already responding to that I'm kissing him back.

"hehe…you're responding honestly…that even made you taste better…I'll remove the binding in your hand but I warn you…I will release it so that you can hold unto me and also touch me But! Once you tried to escape from me…I will make your life a living hell" he said then he started to undo the rope. He put my hand around his neck so that I would hold unto him while he do all this things. Somehow I can't defy him, even if I wanted to run away so that I could go home. He kept on licking me all over my body and even if I want to prevent my body to react from his touches I just can't.

"good…tetsuya…do you have a lover?" he asked whispering in my ears.

"I-I have…" I answered him while still crying

"shuu…don't cry…so you have a lover…did the two of you did it already?"

"n-no…w-we j-just became lovers last night…" I said and as I saw him smirk

"so…I'm your first man? Heh…I would gladly make you mine…" he said as I felt that his hand is poking my hole

"eh..?" I shiver as I felt he insert one finger

"one…hehehe…I will loosen you up completely…now…two….three…hehehe…your twitching….you like this huh…" he said as he insert his third finger and began moving it inside me

"no…stop…ah! Stop…please…AH!" I shouted as I felt that he touch a place that he shouldn't and this made me close my eyes.

"so that's the spot huh…then I will now take you…"

"eh? Wh-what…ah-!" i said while he suddenly spread my legs wide and go near me. That's the only time that I realize that he is also naked. I can felt his thing throb as he place it into my butt.

"no…please…don't…" I pleaded.

"don't worry…I will not hurt you…soon pain will turn into pleasure…" he said as he slowly put it inside me.

"Ah! AH! Ah!...No!...Ah!...Ah!...it hurts!" I moan. I can't believe that I'm making such noise being penetrated by someone I just met.

"sorry…if it hurts…but here you go…it won't hurt anymore" he said as he lifted me up and made me ride him. Now I'm sitting unto his lap while he kept on penetrating me. Slowly I can't feel any pain anymore and all I could feel is pleasure from what he is doing to me. If only kagami have done it to me…if only he had confess to me immediately that I would not be feeling this way…that I would be remembering him instead of letting this man took what is supposed to be his.

"AH! Please…stop…stop…please…no…!" I plead

"why? When you are enjoying this much?"

"please…stop…AH!" but instead of stopping he made it more harder this time. There at that very moment I thought I will lose myself.

"NO! AH!...It Hurts! Ah! AH!..." I shouted or more likely moan more

"heh…you are enjoying this much but you are saying no?...do you really want me to stop?…."

"AH!...AH!..."

"then I'll stop…" and he did stop but didn't pull out.

"eh?"

"you said…you want me to stop so I stop…"

"no…"

"no?"

"…" I just keep on silent

" *sign* if you won't say it then I won't know…" he said as he began to pull out but somehow I felt that I don't want to. With reflex I suddenly hug him.

"tetsuya?"

"p-please…do-don't stop…" I said

"then what do you want me to do?"

"…" again I just kept quiet and felt him to be completely out.

"I know you are still tired from the trip so just rest…since you won't tell me what you want…"

"NO! P-please continue! Make me feel good…MAKE ME YOURS!" I shouted without thinking of what i'm saying.

"heh…you are mine tetsuya…but where do I make you feel good?" he said. I got a bit confuse of what he mean about me being his but right now my mind can't seem to be focus.

"He-here…" I said as I just spread my legs and show him my hole

"heh…see you are now the one who wants me…" he said as he now kiss me. I just don't know what happen into but I know that one thing is for sure and that is I'm cheating on kagami.

" *sob*sob*sob* just…just…make me feel good now…" I said. It makes me so sad that I'm doing with another man whom I don't even love. Deep nside my heart I regret everything and keep on waiting for kagami to come and save me.

"I will…you are mine tetsuya…" he said as he kept one caressing my body but now he is much gentler as if he doesn't want to hurt me.

"AH! AH! M-More! More! Ah!"

"AH! Tetsuya…you're so tight…"

"AH! T-This is my first time…that is why AH!"

"yes…I'm your first man…UGH! Tetsuya…call my name…"

"Mi-Mikhail….AH! I- I-I'm!"

"Let's cum together! I Love you tetsuya! AH!" did he said that he loves me? Or is it just my imagination since we both reach our climax. I can't believe what just happen right now, its as if I want to die because of regret.

"tetsuya…"

"please don't touch me…you may own my body now but my heart will forever be his"

"tetsuya…do you know why you are here?"

"no…so please let me go home now…"

"you are here to satisfy me…you will be my pet in other words and when I get tired of you…my boys will have you…so if I were you I will be obedient if you don't want other man make their way to you…"

"I would rather die before that happen!"

"heh…then you will die with pleasure given by me first…"

"eh?"

"just pray one thing tetsuya…"

"what is it?"

"pray that I won't fall for you or else I will do everything to have you…"

"to have me? HAVEN'T YOU HAD ENOUGH! YOU ARE MY FIRST MAN INSTEAD OF MY OWN LOVER!"

"you said it already a while ago…"

"eh?"

"I may have obtain your body but you heart still belongs to him…"

"that is true…I love him…and he loves me too…"

"we will see that…let us see if he still loves you after knowing that he isn't your first man"

"KAGAMI LOVES ME!"

"so his name is kagami huh…anyway…you can rest for now…but tomorrow you will start being my pet or slave…" he said as he left me all alone in the room. I am so tired, I just want to get out of here and be in kagami's arms, to be with everyone else, to play basketball. But reality really is cruel to make me be in this situation. I hope that kagami is looking for me now, just that alone is fine, at least he is worried about me. Everyday Mikhail will held me and train me as his own slave but I didn't give up thinking that kagami will come to my rescue. I didn't notice that it was already a week since they have kidnap and brought me to this place that I think is an island own by mikhail's family.

"tetsuya…here…I brought some food to eat.."

"hmnnn…" for some reason I begin to act obediently towards mikhail after what happen yesterday. Yesterday, Mikhail needs to go back to their main house and left me here with some of his guards. By the time Mikhail left I tried to find way to escape but when they found me they just started to be brutal and started to rape me one by one. For the first time, I was rape by a group of man, they were so rough and all that I started to feel grateful that Mikhail was gentle towards me. When Mikhail came back he just saw me crying at the bathroom while soaking at the bathtub.

*FLASHBACK*

"TETSUYA!"

"Mikhail…"

"wha-what happen to you? Why are you crying?"

"ne…mikhail…please…please…don't leave me again…please…"

"tetsuya…"

"please….Don't leave me…don't leave me…"

"ssshhuu…don't cry anymore…I won't leave you….i just need to go back home since father wants me meet someone…but-"

"NO! IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BRING ME BACK TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS THEN PLEASE…PLEASE!...JUST DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE…" I just keep on crying

"tetsuya…your acting weird…what happen? Tell me!"

"they…they…rape me…"

"WHAT?!"

"I-I hate it! It hurts so much…they were so rough to me…they…they broke me up…"

"THOSE BASTARDS! HOW COULD THEY DO THAT TO YOU! I'M GOING TO MAKE THEM PAY FOR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO YOU!" he was about to leave when I stop him

"don't leave me!"

"I'll be back…I just need to punish them…"

"NO!" this time I hug him

"tetsuya…"

"please…stay here…"

"hmnnn…then…I will just clean you…"

"yes…please do…I want to forget everything…make me forget what they did to me!"

"don't worry I will tetsuya" after that he started to wash my body carefully and cares me, he hug me tightly and held me gently to make me forget everything. After that I just remember waking up alone in the bed.

"Mikhail…MIKHAIL!" I shouted then the door suddenly open revealing Mikhail

"tetsuya…"

"MIKHAIL! I thought…I thought you left me alone again…" I suddenly run unto him and hug him.

"no…I won't…I just made those bastards pay for what they did…"

"please…don't leave me again…"

"I will always be here by your side…come lets go to bed…I know your still tired…"he said and I just nod. We made our way back to bed but this time the two of us just sleep. When I woke up again, Mikhail is still beside me and I didn't notice that I'm hugging him while he is also hugging me tightly. Within his hug, I felt safe and comfortable as if nothing happen that he isn't the reason why I'm in this place.

*End of Flashback*

"hey…" said Mikhail that is now in front of me

"hmnnn?"

"are you alright?"

"yeah…thanks…"

"no prob. And by the way here…" he gave my phone.

"eh? You're giving it back to me?"

"yeah…"

"but aren't you afraid that I will call for help?"

"well…I will be lying if I say that I'm not…but…I trust you..."

"you trust me?"

"yes…because…I love you…" after saying that he loves me he suddenly hug me

"you…love me…?"

"actually it was love at first site but I just control myself in falling in love with you deeply but after what happen yesterday…it is now clear to me that I love you no matter what and I just can't take it when other man hurts you or makes love to you…I'm a very jealous man you know…"

"but…but…I have a lover…"

"that is why it pains me the most…"

"Mikhail…"

"I don't want to let you go…I want you all by myself…"

"Mikhail…"

"tetsuya…I love you…that is why I trust you…I gave your phone back so that you can check whether your lover is now looking for you but if not then…I want you to be with me for a month…and I will love you more than him…"

"but what if he is already looking for me?"

"then I will give you back to him…I will try to forget about you…"

"Mikhail…"

"go on…check your mails or miss calls…I'll just be inside…"

"ok…thanks…" I said. And as soon as Mikhail go inside (by the way I'm in the balcony) I open my phone to check my mails, I saw a lot of messages from the team and there I saw some of kagami's mail, some of them were messages from the day that I was brought here and some of it were sent 3 days ago. The content of the messages which was sent 3 days ago were:

'kuroko, i don't know why you aren't answering my call but at least answer my text...i'm beginning to get worried ad at the same time doubt you whether you are already cheating on me, so if you don't reply now i'll get really angry' . 'so you really won't reply huh...' , 'Kuroko you bastard!' and lastly 'i bet you are with aomine right now...saying that he is already in a relationship with momoi-san...he still you past light and that will never change...' he said. It really hurt me that he is now doubting me and even saying that i'm with aomine-kun. Our relationship is just beginning and will right away be shaken because of this.

The rest of the messages came from coach and the rest of the team and some of it were also from my family. I then started to check my calls, just like my mails, a lot of miss calls came from my family and friends but only a few came from kagami. I checked the time of calls of kagami and I saw that the last call was 3 days ago. I think kagami didn't really care about me after what he said into that message, if he really did care for then he will be worried sick now that I've been missing for a week. After seeing all of it, I decided to turn it off and just go inside wherein I saw Mikhail sitting on the bed waiting nervously I think. I slowly walk unto him as I felt my tears were slowly going down, Mikhail was still focus his sight on the ground until he notice that I'm already in front of him.

"eh? Te-tetsuya…so…so how did it go?" he asked me nervously

"nothing…"I said

"eh? Nothing?" he said as he stand up in front of me and I just hug him.

"I will stay here with you…so please…please…don't leave me…" I said

"a-are you sure? Don't you want to go back now?"

"the last call of kagami was 3 days ago and it was only once…then his last message was also 3 days ago but those were messages of he saying i'm being unfaithful to him…I think he still didn't know that I've been missing and he is probably mad now that I'm not contacting him.

"And don't you want to call him?"

"no…I won't…let him think unto where I really am…"

"but tetsuya…"

"Mikhail…before kagami knows that I'm missing it will be my family first before him and the next one will be my middle school friend aomine-kun since he is what you may call my ex-light when it comes to basketball but kagami was my present light…he knows my family and gets along with them…he knows me more than anybody…and that is where kagami will know that I'm missing…."

"what kind of lover is he?"

"well…I can't blame him since none of them knows where I live"

"no…if you really are determine to find someone you love then you will find a way to look for him but that kagami…I don't think that he is looking for you…"

"…" I just kept quiet

"tetsuya…will you stay here with me?"

"I will…but you need to promise me that you will not leave me alone…I'm afraid that even you will leave me…"

"don't worry… I won't….for a month that we will stay here…I will show you all my love and love you more that your lover…."

"thank you…"I said, I choose to stay even though I know that by now everyone is worried sick and started looking for me. But the fact that kagami took him so long before realizing that I've been kidnap and all. I just hope that by the time that I came back to their side they would be somewhat searching for me, especially kagami.


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