A/N: so i deleted chapters 2 and 3 and redid it. the beginning of this story is the same towards the part of the ending is different. so i hope you like it. I also made a oc character, i will be adding more within the next chapters.

DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT JUST THE OC CHARACTERS IN IT.


For all the Times we'd been together, I'd never seen Edward so cold towards me. It was as if he was another person.

"No. You don't." His words were poison, lies.

"I'm coming." I said, strongly this time. He was everything and I wasn't about to let him push me away again.

"Bella, listen and listen good we don't want you to come." He spat out.

What, how can he say that did I not mean anything to him, all that time we spent together, him saving me from James, was all that for nothing

"Look Bella I only came back to tell you that we are leaving, the family are leaving as we speak." He said softly.

"Please just promise me you won't do nothing stupid, for Charlie's sake." He said as he looked away.

Then he left. I ran to try to catch him, I knew it was hopeless to try.

I tripped on a root and fell. I curled up on the ground and cried wishing he would come back, hoping that all of this was a lie.

It started to rain but I didn't care. I felt the drops slide down my face and almost laughed at how fitting it was that the weather seemed to mirror how I felt.

I don't know how long I lay there, feeling cold inside and out. All I could think about, see, was Edward and the way he threw me away like I was nothing. I passed out probably from crying so much because my whole world started growing black until my tears left dirty tracks down my face.

When I woke up I was on my bed, I don't remember coming home last night. I turn on my light switch and looked down on myself, whoever brought me home must have just put me in bed.

I look at the time 3:00 am I lay back down and curl up on the bed thinking about what happened, him and his family are gone they're that coming back.

When I finally fall asleep all I can dream about is how much it hurts. My heart feels like it's in tiny little pieces.

I feel so empty, so Hollow like my whole world was crashing slowly.

I'm scream and scream for him to come back but it is no use.

My body starts to shake and I hear someone yelling my name, Bella I hear it again I run thinking it was Edward calling my name but then I trip over a fallen branch I try to get up but it is no use. My vision starts to get blurry and then it goes black.

I wake up to see Charlie sitting next to me with a worry look on his face.

"Bella you were having a nightmare" Charlie says with concerned tone

I turn over not having anything to say to him.

I guess he took that hint that I didn't want to talk. The dip in my bed was gone he must have gone back to his room. I try to fall back asleep but all I can think about is how much it hurts.

Months have passed and all I can think about is how they left me, did I not mean anything to them.

All I know is that I can't take this pain in my chest anymore it is getting to be too much.

I was in my room at my desk staring at my laptop thinking about what I am going to write. I decided to write a letter to the Cullen's saying how much they hurt me by leaving, I know that they will never get it but writing down how I feel makes me feel better.

"Bella get down here." Charlie yells from downstairs.

I go downstairs to see what he wants. "Yes dad." I say with no emotion.

"Get a jacket you're coming with me to Port Angeles." Charlie says in a tone that said don't fucking say anything and listen to me.

I go upstairs and get a jacket and leave to meet Charlie in his car. The car ride there was quite. I just stared out the window for most of the car ride I watched as we passed the trees and beautiful it looks as we pass it.

I don't know when we got there but I feel the car getting slower so I assume that we are at our location. Charlie turns and says that we are here and that he has to meet someone and that I should go to the bookstore and see what they got.

When I get to the bookstore I enter and look around to see if there are any books that I would like. WHAM, I crash into something hard and fall on my ass. What the hell was that, damn that hurts. I look up to see a girl with straight black hair, about 6 ft. she has scars on her face but other than that she is beautiful.

"Are you ok sweetie." the black hair girl says in a concerned tone.

There is a pause and I am just looking up at her then I realize that she is speaking to me.

"I. I. am." I stuttered out.

Why did I stutter for, I never do that?

She grabs my arm and helps me off the ground. When I am on my feet she looks at me from head to toe with a smirk on her face as she does it.

Why is she looking at me like that, it's like she is sizing me up or something? We stand there for what feels like hours but were only a couple of minutes. She keeps looking at me like she wants to say something but is trying to find the right way to say it so that I come out the way that she wants it to.

"Well I am glad that I decided to come to this bookstore today. My name is Kai Tamatoa."