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Kurt was practically vibrating with excitement. He was standing in front of the club where Blaine was about to perform, waiting for the boy to arrive. They had agreed to meet there, so Blaine could show Kurt around before his concert.

Accepting Blaine's little secret wasn't that hard as Kurt had expected at first. He had been angry because Blaine had lied to him but he soon understood why the other boy had done that. The fact that Blaine had told him his true feelings helped Kurt understand his reasons. It wasn't like Kurt was familiar with the life of celebrities, not at all, but he had been hiding himself for a very long time before his coming out. He knew how it was like when you couldn't be yourself and he was glad to help Blaine forget about his fears, even for a few hours. Blaine was a good guy and he deserved happiness like everybody else.

It seemed still crazy, though. Blaine Anderson, one of the biggest stars of the city turned willingly into a little grey mouse just to spend time with Kurt. Kurt had no idea how the other boy had come up with such an idea but he was glad Blaine had done it. They enjoyed each others' company and Kurt was happy to have such a person in his life.

If Kurt was honest with himself, he knew that it wasn't just friendship between them, at least not from his side. Blaine was hot, even in his weird clothes and with too much hair gel on his curls, but it wasn't what made Kurt's heart beat faster. Blaine was exactly the kind of guy Kurt could fall in love with and if he was perfectly honest with himself, he was already in love with Blaine. He loved every side of Blaine and he wanted nothing but to tell him his true feelings.

But he was so afraid of the consequences... Blaine dated girls, everybody knew that. Kurt had no chance with him, even if for some weird reason Blaine would turn gay, Kurt wasn't his type. He wasn't sexy, he wasn't special, and guys like Blaine needed something more, someone they could date officially without being afraid what people would think about them.

Kurt's cheeks turned scarlet as he thought about his crush on Finn Hudson back in high school. Although they had become friends and family, things hadn't been easy at first, especially when Finn had found out about Kurt's feelings for him. He had gotten scared of Kurt and that was the last thing he wanted to happen with Blaine. It would ruin their friendship and Blaine would never talk to him again. So Kurt had to be careful and be sure not to show his feelings towards Blaine. Ever.

The back door of the club swang open and Kurt jumped from the sudden noise. As Blaine stepped through the door and noticed him, he smiled at him and stepped closer to give Kurt a hug. The boy's heart started beating rapidly. Blaine was hot, like really-really hot in his tight jeans, ripped shirt and leader jacket, with his curls free of gel. And he had his arms around Kurt. God, it was pure torture.

"You came" Blaine said happily.

"Of course. I promised you" Kurt smiled. "Are you ready?"

"Mostly" Blaine shrugged. "It's just a concert, not a big deal."

"I don't know how you can do this. I would surely faint from nervosity" Kurt said.

"Nah, it's easy to get used to it" Blaine said. "We have about half an hour before the show. I can show you a few things."

Before Kurt could reply, Blaine grabbed his hand and led him inside. There were a lot of people working inside, getting ready for the concert. Some of them looked up at the boys in interest, two men greeted them as they passed by, but when one worker sent a disgusted look towards them, Kurt involuntarily hid behind Blaine. He had seen so many looks like this but it was still hard to get used to them. It seemed to annoy Blaine, too, because he tightened his grip on Kurt's hand and pulled him into a room that turned out to be his dressing room.

"I will show you the rest once they get out of here" Blaine said, his good mood from earlier fading away.

"I'm sorry, Blaine. It's my fault" Kurt sighed.

"No, it's not" Blaine said without hesitation. "He has no right to judge us. Even if you weren't just my friend, he shouldn't act like this."

Kurt smiled sadly. He was the obvious gay type, people always judged him just by his look. But he didn't want this for Blaine. His only fault was that he had a gay friend.

"Maybe it wasn't a good idea that I came here" Kurt said. "What would people think if they find out you have a gay friend? I don't want you to get into trouble because of me."

"I don't care what people think" Blaine said but he wasn't too convincing. He was afraid of people's opinion, that's why only a few people knew his biggest secret. He hadn't even told Kurt.

"That's what I do most of the times, too, but..." Kurt looked away, blushing slightly.

"Would you like to hear me play?" Blaine asked, trying to enlighten the mood.

"Yeah" Kurt smiled.

Blaine led Kurt to the couch and grabbed his guitar. He sat down beside Kurt and started playing a calming melody, one that he used to play when he had been younger and scared before his performances.

"You're really talented" Kurt said.

"Oh, it's nothing" Blaine smiled. "Just a simple song. You didn't even hear me sing."

"And I guess I have to wait until the beginning of the concert for that" Kurt replied.

"That's right" Blaine nodded. "I have to take care of my voice. What would my fans think if I couldn't sing my songs right?"

"That would be terrible" Kurt laughed.

"Thanks for coming today, Kurt. I need you here" Blaine said as he grabbed Kurt's hand.

"I'm sure you would be fine without me" Kurt smiled.

"Perhaps. But I would keep thinking about you and couldn't focus on my performance" Blaine said flirtily. He had planned to tell Kurt everything that night, about his true self and about his feelings. He had felt it the first time he had met Kurt but since then, it just became stronger. He liked Kurt, a lot, more than a friend. And he wanted to ask Kurt out, right after his concert. He planned to sing a love song and talk to the boy later that night. He just hoped that Kurt wouldn't say no.

Kurt was about to say something when the door burst open and Tina walked inside. Kurt jumped up from the couch immediately, his face redder than before. From the way Tina looked at him, he thought that he was in trouble. Blaine wasn't that concerned, he put down his guitar and stepped beside Kurt.

"Hey, Tina. As I recall, I asked you earlier to knock before you walk in" Blaine said.

"Who the hell is this?" Tina asked, nodding towards Kurt.

"This is Kurt, my friend" Blaine smiled, taking Kurt's hand again.

Tina looked at Blaine first, then at Kurt and their enlaced hands. Kurt gulped nervously when Tina's eyes wandered back at him.

"Blaine, you know I try to be understanding, but you can't do this here" Tina hissed.

"I can do whatever I want" Blaine shrugged.

"Are you insane? You can't bring a boy here and you certainly can't... do this" Tina said again, motioning between the boys.

"What is she talking about?" Kurt asked in confusion.

"Nothing. She's just making up things like always" Blaine said, his eyes never leaving Tina.

"You have five minutes to get ready" Tina said and turned to Kurt. "And you... If I'm correct, you have nothing to do here."

"You're right" Kurt nodded hastily. This woman was frightening. "Will I see you after the show?"

"Of course" Blaine nodded and to Tina's disbelief, he kissed Kurt's hand before he let the boy go. Kurt winked one more time before he left the room.

"What the hell was this?" Tina asked angrily once the door was shut.

"I could ask the same. He's my friend, you shouldn't have been so rude" Blaine said.

"Oh, I bet he's your friend" Tina rolled her eyes. "I'm your manager, do you remember? I know you better than anybody else."

"And what if he's more?" Blaine challenged. "This is my life, I do whatever I want."

"Are you insane? What if he tells the press about you?" Tina asked. "I hope you haven't told him everything."

"I haven't" Blaine said, adding a silent 'yet' to his sentence.

"Good. You should keep it that way and don't let this boy too close. He surely just wants to use you" Tina said.

Blaine sighed and shook his head. If Tina knew... But he decided not to tell her the details of his friendship with Kurt. It was his secret and Tina had no say in his private life.

"Two minutes" Tna said and turned to leave. "Don't you dare think about him out there. The place is full with teenage girls who want you. Don't screw this up."

Once Tina left, Blaine grabbed a bottle of water from the table and threw it against the door. Tina had been his friend once, but nowadays she just annoyed him. She didn't care about him, just his public face and it frustrated Blaine. Maybe it was time to find a new manager for himself.

~ o ~

Kurt blinked back his tears as he walked straight into the crowd to find a good place from where he could see Blaine perfectly. His day hadn't gone too well so far. First that worker, than the woman who he guessed was Blaine's manager. He hated when people treated him like this. He was a human being, he deserved some respect. After all, they had done nothing wrong back in Blaine's dressing room.

I would keep thinking about you.

Kurt smiled as he remembered Blaine's words. They sounded exactly as if Blaine had feelings for him and even if it seemed like a dream for him, Kurt allowed himself a minute to imagine themselves as a couple. It would have been so amazing.

He couldn't continue his daydream, because out of nowhere, Blaine appeared on the stage, and the crowd got crazy. Kurt found himself pushed back to the wall by screaming girls who tried to get closer to their idol. Kurt could barely see Blaine between the heads and hands, just his dark curls and bright eyes but it was still something. He wasn't the kind of person who fought his way through the crowd and didn't want to start it now.

Blaine started singing a song and most of the people were singing with him. Kurt knew the song, too, it was one of his favourites from Blaine, the first song he had heard from his friend and he had fallen in love with it for the first listening. It was about never giving up hope, Kurt had played it for himself over and over again when his father had had cancer and he had been afraid of losing his only parent. He kept his eyes on Blaine and moved from side to side, enjoying the song.

When it was over, Blaine stepped forward and grabbed the microphone with his free hand.

"Hi everyone! I'm so glad to see you here again! Do you have a good time?" Blaine shouted.

The crowd roared and screamed, making Blaine smile.

"Me too" Blaine laughed. "Let's make this night unforgettable, alright?"

He started playing again and this time, his fans were louder then before. Kurt pushed himself away from the wall and took a few careful steps forward. As Blaine kept singing song after song, Kurt got closer and closer to him. He ended up in the third row from where he could see Blaine perfectly. Blaine was searching for him with his eyes, too, and when he found Kurt, he winked and after finishing his song, he stepped forward to talk to his fans again.

"Tonight is special for me. There's someone here with us who means a lot for me. A person who I met a few weeks ago, somebody who has a special place in my heart" Blaine said and for a brief moment, he turned towards Kurt. "This is for you."

Luckily, Blaine looked down at his guitar as he started playing his newest song. A few people turned around, hoping to find the lucky girl who meant so much for the singer because just from the first slow chords, it was obvious that it was a love song. And that was why Kurt was one of those people, looking around uncertainly. Blaine had looked at him during his speech but he couldn't mean him, right?

But then Kurt turned back towards the stage and found Blaine looking at him again while singing a beautiful love song about a person who he had fallen in love with for the first sight. Someone who wasn't like the others, who showed him a new side of the world and who made Blaine see himself and others in a new light. And his voice was so perfect... Kurt almost started crying. He knew that Blaine wrote his own songs and he was talented but this one... Maybe because Kurt slowly realised that it was written for him, he fell in love with the song and his heart started beating faster again.

Blaine played two more songs in the end but Kurt barely paid attention. He couldn't get that song out of his head and he couldn't wait to talk to Blaine because it was something they needed to discuss as soon as possible. He followed the others outside and texted Blaine to meet him at his apartment. Kurt wasn't stupid enough to believe that they would have privacy here. There were too many people out here, all of them knowing Blaine, they would notice then together.

So he went home and waited for Blaine's response. He waited in front of his apartment for almost half an hour but Blaine didn't text back. Kurt started getting worried that the boy forgot how to get to Kurt's home or worse, he forgot about Kurt and went out with his friends. Which didn't make much sense since Blaine only had a few friends.

His phone beeped suddenly and Kurt took it out of his pocket to read the message.

From Blaine: On my way. 15 min.

Kurt took a deep breath, sent Blaine a short text to let him know that he was waiting for him upstairs and put his phone back into his pocket. There was a serious conversation waiting for them and Kurt was afraid of the answers he would get for his questions.

~ o ~

Blaine knew that singing that song was a bold step, maybe even insane. Anybody could have noticed that he had been playing for Kurt but he didn't regret it. That song had practically jumped out of his head the other night he had spent with Kurt, when he had gotten home and couldn't fall asleep because he couldn't get Kurt out of his head. He had spent that night sitting in front of the piano, writing that song and when he had been finished with it, it had become clear what Kurt really meant for him.

He had to share it with Kurt. He wasn't good with words but that song contained everything he wanted to tell Kurt. He knew that he wasn't brave enough to play it just for Kurt, but he wasn't scared when he was on the stage, so he chose that moment to sing Kurt's song for him. If he could read Kurt well, he liked the song, so maybe the conversation following it would end well, too.

Unfortunately, he couldn't leave as soon as finished his performance. There were fans waiting for him, asking him to sign their T-shirts or worse, leave his sign on different parts of their bodies. He answered a few questions, making sure he didn't talk about Kurt and then he went back to his dressing room.

Tina was waiting for him again and she wasn't happy for his surprise song, not at all. Blaine wasn't in the mood to have a fight with his manager, so he changed quickly and left without telling Tina anything. He knew that he had to talk to her but he didn't want to do it that night. He had more important thing to do after all.

When he finally reached Kurt's apartment, he was dead tired but his nervosity kept him perfectly awake. He couldn't wait to talk to Kurt. He had been waiting for this moment for days and now that it was right there... he wanted it so badly.

He ran up the stairs and didn't stop until he reached Kurt's door. He didn't even care who could see him, although it was dangerous for him to be out there in his usual clothes and without gelling his hair. But he had been in rush and had forgotten about it and now it was too late to do anything.

"Come in" Kurt smiled as he opened the door for Blaine.

Kurt led Blaine inside and the singer looked around on awe. He hadn't been inside of Kurt's apartment before and now wanted to see everything. It was exactly like Kurt: unique. Not like a place Blaine would live in, he was used to his expensive designer furniture, but he still loved it, probably because Kurt lived there.

"Would you like something to drink?" Kurt asked as they sat down, watching each other in awkward silence.

"No, thank you" Blaine answered.

They fell silent again. Blaine kept his eyes on the posters on the wall and Kurt watched the carpet under his feet, sometimes looking at Blaine for a second.

"I really enjoyed your concert" Kurt said after a while.

"Really? I'm glad you liked it" Blaine smiled.

"You were amazing. No wonder your fans like you so much" Kurt said.

"They're great" Blaine nodded.

They fell silent again, looking at each other awkwardly.

"And that song... it was... interesting" Kurt said quietly.

Blaine took a deep breath. The moment of truth arrived but he wasn't sure he was brave enough to admit Kurt his feelings.

"To be honest, I'm not sure I understand what's going on" Kurt continued.

"I wrote that song for you" Blaine whispered.

"I figured out. I just... I don't understand what your intention was with it" Kurt said.

"Kurt, I will be perfectly honest with you" Blaine said and grabbed Kurt's hand. "From the first time I saw you, I can't stop thinking about you. You're special for me. I feel like I've been waiting for you for my entire life and I can't hide my feelings anymore. You move me, Kurt, and I know that the circumstances aren't perfect but if you would give us a try... you would make me the happiest person of the world."

Kurt looked at Blaine in surprise. He knew that this moment was coming, of course, but it still felt like a dream.

"Blaine..."

"I can't promise to go out with you publicly, not yet, but if things go well we could..."

"Blaine, we can't do this" Kurt said gently.

"Why not?" Blaine frowned.

"You can't do this to Miranda, she doesn't deserve it" Kurt said gently.

"Who?" Blaine asked in confusion.

"Your girlfriend" Kurt explained slowly.

Blaine needed almost a whole minute to figure out what Kurt was talking about. And then it clicked. Miranda was the model who had accompanied him on public events in the previous few weeks. It had been Tina's idea because people had started to gossip about Blaine's sinful life and she had thought that bringing the same girl would be good for his repute. Unfortunately, it meant that most of his fans considered them as a couple.

"Oh, no, that's not what you think" Blaine laughed. "We aren't together."

"If you just say that to make me agree..."

"No, Kurt, listen to me" Blaine said and took a deep breath before he continued. "Miranda isn't my girlfriend, she never was. Nor were the others. It was just my manager's idea, so people don't find out about my true... self."

"You-you're really gay?" Kurt asked.

"Yes" Blaine nodded and he felt so relieved that he could finally admit it. He felt free.

"But... But..." Kurt didn't know what to say. He had thought that Blaine only wanted an adventure, to have fun with him.

"I wasn't ready to come out when I became famous" Blaine explained. "I'm still not. It will be tough and some people will hate me for it, I can't deal with it now. But I want to do it soon. I can't live in a lie anymore and my fans deserve to know the truth."

"They certainly do" Kurt nodded. "You can't pretend to be straight, that's not right."

"I know" Blaine sighed. "I know it was a mistake but I can't take it back. I will find a way to make things good and I was hoping... that you would help me with it."

Blaine looked down as he felt his cheeks burning.

"I meant what I said, Kurt. I've never felt like this before and I want you more than anything" Blaine said. "I don't want to pretend to like girls anymore and I certainly don't want to touch or kiss them. God, when Miranda kissed me, I was afraid that I would get sick."

Kurt smiled and squeezed Blaine's hand.

"People think that I have a perfect life, that I can get anyone I want but it's not true" Blaine said quietly. "Look at me, I'm over twenty and I've never gotten a real kiss. It's so depressing."

"You never kissed a guy?" Kurt asked.

"Not really. I have a gay friend and we tried but... he's just a friend. There weren't fireworks or butterflies or anything special" Blaine shrugged.

Blaine seemed so sad and vulnerable as he kept staring at the floor. It was hard to believe that it was the Blaine Anderson everybody loved to gossip about, the man who was rumored to have half of the city in his bed. Kurt forgot it almost immediately. In his eyes, Blaine wasn't a star but an ordinary guy who made him smile and Kurt wanted to kiss so badly.

He placed a gentle hand under Blaine's chin and lifted his head to look at him. For a minute, none of them moved. They were so close to each other that their noses almost touched and they got completely lost in each other's eyes. But then Kurt took a deep breath and leaned in, closing the small gap between them. He closed his eyes and pressed his lips to Blaine's.

Blaine reacted instantly. He grabbed the back of Kurt's neck and pulled him closer. He wasn't really sure how to kiss someone properly but it seemed like his body knew what to do. Kurt must have enjoyed it, too, because he moaned and tightened his arms around Blaine.

When they broke the kiss and pulled back a little, they were both panting and flushed.

"Now you can cross the first kiss off your list" Kurt whispered.

Blaine grinned and pulled Kurt into another kiss. They must have climbed down from the couch at one point because when Blaine opened his eyes again, he was lying on the carpet beside Kurt with his arms around the boy.

"Go out with me" he said hastily, hardly able to fight off the urge to kiss Kurt again. "As a date. We can have dinner or watch a movie or anything you want, just... I want to do this right."

"Okay" Kurt said and ran his fingers through Blaine's hair.

"I want to kiss you again" Blaine blurted out, staring at Kurt's lips.

"What are you waiting for then?" Kurt smiled.

With a quick movement, Blaine pushed Kurt down onto the carpet and climbed over him. He grabbed Kurt's wrists and pinned them down above his head, then captured Kurt's lips with his once again. In this position, he could feel perfectly as Kurt's cock got hard under his own and before he could stop himself, he pressed his body down, rubbing his cock to Kurt's. The boy under him moaned and pushed himself up as much as he could, needing more.

For a brief second, Blaine stopped. He just realised what they were doing and he was scared. He had never done anything like this before and he wasn't sure they should take such a big step, but Kurt was right there under him, he wanted it, too, and it felt so good...

Blaine shook his head and decided to face the consequences later. He let go of Kurt's wrists and started kissing his neck as he slammed his body down onto Kurt's.

"Faster" Kurt moaned and reached out to grab Blaine's ass, lifting his hip again, desperate for more.

"You drive me crazy" Blaine whispered and let out a loud moan as Kurt lifted his head and gently bit his neck. Blaine sped up, rubbing his cock to Kurt's harder as the boy under him let out high pitched noises. It felt so good, it was a million times better than pleasuring himself.

Soon, Kurt cried out as he reached his orgasm, he lifted his hip into the air and tightened his grip on Blaine. Blaine didn't need more than a second to follow Kurt, coming hard into his pants.

Blaine stopped moving but stayed over Kurt, pressing his body to the panting boy's under him. Kurt was so incredibly beautiful like this, with his eyes barely open and his cheeks red, his hair messy. Blaine leaned down and kissed him again before pulling away. His whole body was shaking and he couldn't hold up his weight any longer. He climbed down from Kurt and lay down beside him.

"It was... it was amazing" Blaine whispered.

"We ruined your clothes" Kurt grinned.

"I don't care" Blaine replied and pressed his lips to Kurt's again.

"So I guess you won't freak out and run out of the apartment screaming" Kurt laughed.

"I certainly won't" Blaine laughed.

"That's good because we have the whole place just for ourselves tonight, so if you would like to stay..."

"Definitely" Blaine replied hastily. He didn't care about anything or anyone but the boy in his arms. He didn't care what the next day would bring for them because in that moment, they were happy and carefree and there was nothing that could ruin that.