Hi Everyone!

This is a difficult chapter, so be prepared!

Tina isn't nice in this fic, she will cause a lot trouble for our boys.

Thank you for reading this story! Please, let me know what you think.

~ o ~

From Kurt: I miss you.

Blaine smiled as he started typing on his phone.

To Kurt: I miss you too. Can't wait to see you tonight.

Things couldn't be more perfect between them. For the first time in his life, Blaine felt complete. Kurt was his missing piece, he made him happy, he made him enjoy his life. Blaine wrote one song after the other, he was better in his concerts and he was more patient with his fans. Yeah, it was all because of Kurt. He was in love, he was happy and nobody could ruin that.

Well, except for one person.

"Stop texting" Tina said and grabbed his phone from his hand. "We have to talk about the fashion show."

Blaine rolled his eyes. Another event he didn't know why he had to attend. He knew nothing about fashion.

"Can't I skip it? I don't think I would enjoy it" Blaine said, already planning what to do with Kurt instead of attending that stupid show.

"Absolutely not" Tina said. "This is one of the most important events of the year. You have to be there."

Blaine sighed and took his phone back from the desk. He was about to text Kurt again when Tina took his phone back.

"Hey!" Blaine said and tried to get his phone but Tina dropped it into the drawer.

"We have to decide who your company will be. Sadly, Miranda doesn't want to do it anymore since you left her the last time" Tina said.

"Horrible" Blaine muttered sarcastically.

"But I have something new for you and you will like this one" Tina smiled and handed Blaine a folder. "Yvonne Brooks, her father's the art director at the record company, she's a model and singer, and she can't wait to play your girlfriend. What do you think?"

She's not Kurt, Blaine thought. He couldn't help it. Kurt was constantly in his mind, he wanted to go with him, nobody else. Especially not a girl who he didn't even know.

"I want to go alone" Blaine said quietly.

"What?" Tina asked.

Blaine took a deep breath and decided to tell Tina everything. She deserved to know about them, she was his manager after all.

"I have a boyfriend" Blaine said.

"No, Blaine, we've discussed it so many times..."

"Look, I'm not saying that I will come out, at least not now" Blaine said. "I'm not ready but I won't hide Kurt forever. I love him and my fans deserve to know about him."

"You're out of your mind" Tina said. "You know what your fans will do when you come out? Find themselves another idol who doesn't fuck men."

Tina was lucky that she was a woman and Blaine never hurt females because this time, he was close to punch his manager. She went too far. Kurt wasn't just a one night stand, he was Blaine's love.

"Tina, I will tell you this once and only once. If you talk about my boyfriend like this ever again, you will be fired. Got it?" Blaine asked, his voice dangerously low.

"What has he done to you?" Tina shook her head. "It's like I don't even know you."

"He hasn't done anything" Blaine said and stood up. "This is who I am. We can lie to everybody but it won't change anything. I'm gay and I won't magically turn straight, no matter how many models you get me."

He walked to the drawer, grabbed his phone and then went to the door.

"Pick the girl you want, I don't care who it is. It's just pretending anyway" Blaine said and left the office.

~ o ~

"She's right, you know" Kurt said quietly.

It was late night, they were in Blaine's apartment, lying in the bed. Blaine had just finished telling Kurt about his day and Tina's plans. Unfortunately, his boyfriend seemed to agree with Tina.

"No, she isn't" Blaine said and tightened his arms around Kurt.

"Blaine..."

"She can't expect me to lie about you! You're not just my lover, Kurt, I'm not ashamed of being with you. People should know about us" Blaine said.

"No, Blaine, they shouldn't" Kurt sighed sadly. "Look, you don't know what people are capable of. I don't want you to get hurt because of me."

Blaine leaned closer to his boyfriend and kissed him softly. He knew what horror Kurt had gone through because of his sexuality, even if he never showed fear, Blaine knew that sometimes Kurt wished he was in his place. He didn't regret being out but he thought that living in a lie was still easier. That was why he tried to convince Blaine to keep quiet about them. He didn't want Blaine to get hurt. Sometimes Blaine agreed with him, he was afraid of what others would think, too. But sometimes he wished they could attend public events together, he wanted to hold Kurt's hand and kiss him in front of everybody, not hide in his apartment where nobody could see them.

"I still don't get it why I have to bring that girl" Blaine sighed as he pulled away. "I don't need anyone to accompany me. I could go on my own."

"Who knows, maybe you will enjoy her company" Kurt said.

"I won't" Blaine said. He pushed Kurt down onto the mattress and leaned down, kissing his neck. Kurt moaned under him and Blaine smiled in satisfaction. "I only need your company, nobody else's. I want to show everybody what a beautiful, amazing boyfriend I have and I want them to be jealous of us."

"I-I don't think they would... God, you're good in this" Kurt moaned as Blaine continued to work on his neck.

"You think so?" Blaine whispered.

"We-we have to... Forget it. Don't stop" Kurt said.

And Blaine didn't plan to stop anytime soon. In fact, he planned to learn every inch of Kurt's body that night. Unfortunately, Kurt had other plans. As Blaine tried to get him out of his pants, Kurt finally realised what was going on and stopped the other boy.

"Is it too much?" Blaine asked in concern.

"I..." Kurt looked away. He enjoyed being intimate with Blaine, a lot, but he wasn't ready to cross that line. "I'm sorry."

"Hey, it's fine" Blaine said and climbed down from Kurt. "We can just make out if that's what you want."

"That sounds perfect" Kurt said and leaned closer to kiss Blaine. "Do you know what you want to wear on the show?"

"I have no idea" Blaine said, kissing Kurt's neck. "I don't care."

"You have to look great. It's a fashion show" Kurt said, his hands wandering down Blaine's back.

"What should I wear?" Blaine asked, his lips returning to Kurt's.

"Not jeans with leather jacket" Kurt said.

"Why not?" Blaine asked. "You like me in my leather jacket."

"That's true" Kurt nodded and moaned as Blaine found his neck again. "But-but... You need something formal this time."

"I won't wear a suit" Blaine said.

"You would be hot in one" Kurt replied, climbing up over Blaine, kissing his neck.

"You drive me crazy" Blaine said.

"That's the plan" Kurt winked and went back to work on Blaine's neck.

"You're evil" Blaine moaned. "Fine. If you want me to wear a suit, I will. Or go in my underwear. Whatever you want."

"That's what I wanted to hear" Kurt smiled.

~ o ~

Blaine filled his glass again and drank the champagne with one gulp. If he had thought that his night with Yvonne wouldn't be a disaster... well, he was wrong, very wrong. The girl was all over him since they had gotten into the limo, no matter what he tried, how many times he pushed her hands away, Yvonne somehow found her way back to him. It confused and bothered him at the same time. He had made sure that Yvonne understood why she was here and that Blaine didn't want anything from her. It was just a one night thing and they would forget each other before the party was over, so why couldn't she leave him alone?

"Blaine, I'm so glad you chose me" Yvonne whispered into his ear. "I always wanted to get to know you better and..."

"Yvonne, stop" Blaine said and sat up straight, pushing the girl's hand away from his leg for the millionth time. "There's nothing between us and there won't be anything. Ever."

"It doesn't mean we can't enjoy the night together" Yvonne replied.

Blaine opened his mouth and was about to say something he would surely regret later but they arrived and the door on his side was opened. He had to get out, smile and pretend like he liked this girl. The hardest job of his life.

"Let's go" he said and got out of the car. He forced himself to smile as he waved his hands towards the people waiting in front of the club and then turned back to help Yvonne get out of the car. He wanted to let go of her hand but Yvonne squeezed it tightly, making Blaine unable to pull away.

"We're dating, don't forget that" Yvonne whispered and took a few confident steps forward.

"Blaine! Blaine!"

Blaine turned towards the reporters standing beside the red carpet.

"Would you answer a few questions?" one of them asked.

"After the show" Blaine winked. "I don't want to hold up those people waiting behind us."

He turned around and smiled at his fans waiting on the other side. He quickly stepped to them, trying to look completely lost in giving autographs. He didn't want to answer any questions that night. They were always about his private life, people only cared about his 'girlfriends' and not his music. Such a shame.

"Let's go inside" he whispered to Yvonne. "They will make a few photos about us before the show."

"Excellent" Yvonne smiled excitedly.

Blaine sighed and tried not to shake his head.

~ o ~

Back in Bushwick, in a small, old apartment, Kurt was sitting on his couch, watching the fashion show with his friends. Although he had been together with Blaine for a while now, he didn't tell Rachel or Santana about his relationship. It wasn't like he didn't trust his friends, not at all, just... he wasn't ready for that. Luckily, he always watched fashion shows, so his friends didn't suspect anything when he chose that program again.

"Look! It's Blaine Anderson" Rachel said as she pointed him out in the background.

"Is it Yvonne Brooks with him?" Santana asked, leaning closer to the screen.

"I thought he was dating Miranda Clark" Rachel said.

"They must have broken up" Kurt said quietly.

"They were together last week" Rachel said, shaking her had in disapproval.

"Oh, come on, he hated that girl" Santana said. "I saw a picture of them a few weeks ago. The poor guy seemed like he wanted to throw up just because he had to hold hands with her. I don't think they were really together, it was just a play. I guess he has to date because of his image."

Kurt gulped nervously and looked away. Unfortunately, Santana only needed to look at a person once and she knew half of their story. She was really good in this.

"He doesn't seem happy with this one either" Rachel sighed.

Kurt looked up at the screen. Even he could tell that Blaine didn't enjoy the event at all. He seemed bored and didn't even look at his partner.

"Maybe he's unhappy that he couldn't bring that friend of him" Santana commented. "You know, the brunette from the last time when he left Miranda at that party. I bet he's gay."

Kurt was sure that his cheeks were scarlet.

"Are you insane?" Rachel gasped. "No, absolutely not. I have two gay dads, I know how a gay man looks like and Blaine Anderson isn't one."

"Believe me, sooner or later the press will be full with pictures of him and his pretty boy" Santana said.

"Can't we talk about something else?" Kurt asked. This whole conversation was awkward. He knew Blaine's secret, he knew that he was gay, Blaine was his boyfriend after all. But he also knew that Blaine had been caught with his friend named Sebastian a few weeks earlier and he was jealous as he thought about them. He trusted Blaine but that guy looked hot... He seemed exactly like someone he could imagine Blaine with.

"Somebody has a crush on Anderson" Santana smiled knowingly and her smiled only widened when Kurt blushed even more. "Don't worry, Hummel. He plays on your team."

"Or not" Rachel said.

"Okay, stop!" Kurt said. "Look, Angela's dressed in a curtain!"

The girls looked back at the screen and grimanced simultaneously.

"Who let that girl leave her house in that?" Santana shook her head.

"Such a shame" Rachel sighed.

Kurt closed his eyes a took a deep breath. It was going to be a long night and he had to stay calm, no matter what was going to happen at that show. God, it was hard.

~ o ~

Blaine was drunk. It was obvious for himself, for Yvonne, and for most of the people sitting around them. He didn't know how much alcohol he had had but after a while, Yvonne took his glass from his hand. It was too late, though, Blaine was in a too good mood and he decided to make the night unforgettable for them and everybody sitting close enough to hear him. He leaned back on his chair, watching the models on the stage.

"Oh, no, girl. Blue is so not your colour" he said, shaking his head.

"Is this a girl or a boy? Yvonne?" he asked next, turning to Yvonne who closed her eyes and wished she could disappear.

"The penguins of Madagascar!" Blaine laughed and that was the moment when Yvonne grabbed his hand and dragged him out of the room. Luckily, the show was over and the other guests started leaving, too. Yvonne pushed Blaine to the wall angrily.

"What the hell are you doing?" she hissed.

"I'm trying to enjoy the night" Blaine said and before Yvonne could stop him, he grabbed a glass of champagne from the waiter walking down beside them. "Isn't it what you wanted, darling?"

"You have to stop this" Yvonne said, looking around nervously. "God, why did I agree with this?"

"Because you want my hot body just for yourself" Blaine whispered and started laughing when Yvonne grimanced as the smell of alcohol hit her. "But I will tell you a secret, Yvonne. My biiiggest secret, so listen carefully."

Yvonne looked around again but then she leaned closer to him.

"You're not my type" Blaine said. "I hate blond, anorexic wannabes who accept money for jobs like this, desperately hoping that they would get something in return for their efforts. People who suck and fuck for five minutes of fame. Your kind's disgusting."

Blaine knew that he went too far with that but he was too drunk and when he was too drunk, he said stupid things. Yvonne must have been awfully patient because she didn't slap him or started yelling at him, she took a few deep breaths and blinked her tears back.

"Listen to me carefully, asshole" she hissed. "Tomorrow, once I get into the studio, I will make sure to destroy you and everybody who's important for you. But I won't let you cause a scene tonight, do you understand? I might not be as famous as you, but it's not because you're that talented, you're just lucky, and I won't let you ruin my chances."

"Yes, Madam" Blaine smiled, saluting.

"Blaine! Would you answer a few questions?" a reporter asked. Blaine had no idea how they got inside, maybe they were invited or they climbed in through the window, who knew, but unfortunately, they were there. And they wouldn't leave him alone, that was sure.

"Will you stop following me if I say yes?" he winked.

"He's more than happy to answer a few questions" Yvonne said hastily, afraid of how it would go.

"I think most of your fans are... surprised that you and Miranda broke up. Would you tell us what happened?" the reporter asked.

Blaine looked straight into the camera and smiled.

"We made a deal and Miranda didn't keep herself to her part. That's all" he answered.

Yvonne turned scarlet beside him.

"But I see you're happy with Yvonne Brooks now. I'm sure you're getting along well" the reporter said.

"Yeah. Yvonne's a good little girl... Right, babe?" Blaine said, putting an arm around Yvonne.

"Absolutely" Yvonne muttered.

"When you sang that love song at your concert two weeks ago, you talked about your mysterious new love. So it was meant for Yvonne?" the reporter asked.

Blaine threw his head back and laughed.

"Of course not" he said. "You know, when you love someone, it feels like... you can't get that person out of your head. You want nothing but to be with him..."

"Him?" the reporter asked with a raised eyebrow.

"You aren't gay? You look like one" Blaine said easily. "So you just want to be with him, you feel it in your whole body. You want nothing but to bent him down onto the first flat surface and..."

"Blaine!" Yvonne hissed.

"But when I think about Yvonne, I don't feel that at all" Blaine said and shook his head. "No. Not at all. I don't even think I will be able to lure the little guy out of the hiding anytime soon, if you know what I mean."

The heavy silence around him told Blaine that he did something very wrong but his drunken mind couldn't process what.

"I really enjoyed the show, guys" he said finally. "Great job. I liked the cosplayers the most."

Blaine nodded towards the stunned people in front of them and, forgetting Yvonne completely, he left.

~ o ~

Back in Bushwick, Kurt hid his face behind his hands, pretending that what he had just seen in the TV was a horrible nightmare. Blaine wouldn't do that, right?

"I can't believe he said that" Rachel gasped when she was finally able to speak.

"He did" Santana said in amusement. "And I forgot to record it. I should have known that he would do something stupid. It was so... Blaine-like."

"The internet will be buzzing over it tomorrow" Rachel said.

"I hope so" Santana said. "That. Was. Hilarious. I have to watch it again."

"You're so quiet, honey" Rachel said as she turned to Kurt.

Kurt forced himself to look at his friend. He was still shocked because of his boyfriend's stupidity and it was hard to make his brain work. But he had to do something. Blaine was drunk, probably he was all alone and he needed him.

"I... I have to go" he said and jumped up from the couch, grabbing his coat.

"Where are you going? It's almost midnight" Santana said.

"I need a cheeseburger" Kurt said the first thing that came into his mind and continued his way towards the front door.

"Are you insane?" Rachel asked.

Kurt didn't answer, he stepped out and slammed the door behind him before somebody could stop him.

He didn't know where to find Blaine. He hoped that he would be somewhere where Kurt could find him, so after checking their favourite place, he went to Blaine's apartment. There was somebody lying on the ground in front of Blaine's door and Kurt took a few careful steps towards him.

"Blaine?" he asked quietly.

The man groaned and turned his head towards Kurt.

"Blaine!" Kurt gasped as he rushed to Blaine's side. "Are you alright?"

"I knew that you would come. I knew it, Kurt" Blaine smiled.

"What are you doing here?" Kurt asked.

"I live here... I guess" Blaine muttered.

"On the floor, idiot" Kurt smiled. Blaine was kind of cute when he was drunk.

"Tried to open the door... But I couldn't find the keyhole" Blaine answered.

"Give me your keys" Kurt sighed.

Blaine winked and handed him the keys. Kurt stood up and helped Blaine to his feet, then unlocked the door.

"There it is!" Blaine shouted happily, pointing at the keyhole. "You're amazing, Kurt. I love you."

"Be quiet" Kurt whispered.

"Why? That's true. I love you!" Blaine shouted. When one of his neighbours peaked outside to see what was going on, Blaine waved towards him and kissed Kurt's hair. "I love him."

"He's drunk, he doesn't know what he's talking about" Kurt said and ushered Blaine inside before he could do a bigger damage.

"You're so good to me, Kurt" Blaine said as he sat down onto the ground again. "So beautiful. I meant what I said, Kurt. You really make me feel so... I'm not impotent, you know? I didn't say that because I am, when I'm with you, I'm totally hard, I swear. I can show you..."

"No!" Kurt said hastily. "I believe you and we will discuss it in the morning but you have to sleep first."

"I ruined everything, right?" Blaine asked and started crying.

"No, Blaine. It will be fine" Kurt said as he helped Blaine back up to his feet again and into his room. With his help, Blaine was able to get out of his clothes and lie down.

"I can't do it anymore" Blaine said with closed eyes. "This is killing me. I have to... I have to tell everyone."

"Tomorrow, okay?" Kurt said gently.

"Will you stay with me?" Blaine asked.

He looked so miserable, Kurt couldn't say no, even if he didn't think it was a good idea. He climbed into the bed beside Blaine and put an arm around him.

"Tell me if you feel sick" he said.

"I'm not" Blaine muttered. "I feel... safe."

Kurt watched him in silence as Blaine blinked a few more times and slowly, he drifted into sleep. Kurt couldn't sleep, though. He didn't know what to expect in the morning but one thing was sure: Baine wouldn't like it. And he would need Kurt's support because without him, he would fall apart.