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Kurt had somehow managed to fall asleep with his arms around Blaine. When he woke up, pressing his tired eyes closed, he heard the pained groans of Blaine coming from beside him.
"Are you alright?" Kurt asked, blinking rapidly to get used to the bright light.
"My head..." Blaine groaned.
"That happens if you don't know your boundaries" Kurt smiled.
"What are you doing here?" Blaine asked in surprise. His last memory was that he had arrived at the show the previous night and then... nothing.
"Uhm... you don't remember?" Kurt asked carefully.
"What?" Blaine asked in confusion.
Kurt took a deep breath and got out of the bed. He had left his phone in the living room the previous night, so he walked outside, grabbed it from the glass coffee table and went back into Blaine's room. He didn't have to search for too long: once he opened the first news page that came into his mind, he found an article about the previous night with a picture of a very drunk Blaine on the top. He sighed and handed Blaine his phone, so he could read the article.
Blaine's pale face went even paler as he went through the article. There were other pictures about him, even a blind person could tell that he had been drunk. And what he had said... It was so, so bad and he had no idea what to do now. He had ruined his whole life, his career, he could never get out of his apartment without being judged. He had screwed up.
"How did I come home?" Blaine asked quietly, desperate for a new topic.
"I'm not sure" Kurt sighed. "When I saw you in the TV, I went to find you. You were lying in front of your door, unable to get inside."
"I remember" Blaine rubbed his forehead. "I told you that I loved you."
"You did" Kurt nodded. "You shouted, actually."
"And Mr Peters saw us" Blaine whispered.
"It will be fine" Kurt said and pulled Blaine out of the bed. "Come on, I will do you coffee."
"I need a painkiller" Blaine groaned.
"And a shower" Kurt said. "You're stinking."
Blaine took a deep breath and grimanced. Kurt was right. He smelled awful.
"I will be back in ten minutes" Blaine said and disappeared in the bathroom.
Kurt shook his head and went into the kitchen to make them coffee and breakfast. Blaine had to eat if he wanted to get through his hangover but he wasn't sure what to make for him. All he could find in the kitchen was the bread he had bought a week earlier and some eggs in the fridge. He wasn't sure they were still good enough to eat.
He made a quick decision and walked to the front door, opened it quickly and was ready to leave... only to be pushed back into the apartment by a very angry Asian woman.
"What are you doing here?" he asked as Tina walked inside.
"I could ask you the same question" Tina rolled her eyes. "Where's he?"
"In the bathroom" Kurt answered.
"Very good. I want to talk to you privately anyway" Tina said.
Kurt raised an eyebrow. He had met Tina occasionally and he didn't like her at all. The feeling was mutual if he was correct and he wished that Blaine would join them soon. He didn't want to be alone with Tina.
"Okay. What do you want to talk about?" he asked as he sat down onto the couch.
Tina shot a disgusted glare towards him, shaking her head.
"I see you're comfortable in somebody else's home" Tina said.
"Blaine's my boyfriend" Kurt said.
"I know" Tina hissed. "You came into his life and turned everything into a disaster."
"Excuse me?" Kurt gasped.
"That's right" Tina said angrily. "Before you came into the picture, Blaine was fine. He was satisfied with what he had but then you talked him into this... this craziness!"
"I didn't do anything wrong. I love him, I wouldn't hurt him" Kurt said.
"He's changed since he's with you" Tina said, crossing her arms in front of her chest. "He avoids his job and his friends, he doesn't care about himself anymore. Just think about what he did yesterday. Are you aware of how much trouble he is in? It could ruin his career and it's all because of you!"
"Okay, stop!" Kurt said. "You know nothing about me or what Blaine and I have."
"Oh, I know your kind" Tina said as she stepped closer to Kurt. "You're a poor boy from a town in the middle of nowhere. You moved in here to become a star and you're pretty enough to catch people like Blaine. You wrap him around your finger and make him believe that you love him, that everything he does is all his idea. You're trying to destroy his life and I won't let you do that!"
"Right, because I'm the one who forces him to lie to everybody and act like a straight guy" Kurt said sarcastically.
"This is the best for him" Tina said. "People are cruel, especially if it comes to boys like you or Blaine. You should know that. He isn't ready to step up against everyone and fight for himself."
"Why do you treat him like a baby?" Kurt asked quietly.
"Because I'm his friend. I want the best for him" Tina answered.
Suddenly, the door of Blaine's bedroom opened and Kurt was saved from continuing this pointless conversation.
"Hey, Tina" Blaine said. "What are you doing here?"
"Trying to save your ass" Tina said, slamming a few newspaper she was holding onto the table. "You screwed up this time, Blaine. A lot."
"I know" Blaine sighed, rubbing his forehead.
"No, you have no idea what you have done" Tina said. "I got a thrilling phone call from the record company. They want to undo their contract with you."
"What?" Blaine gasped in horror.
"That's right" Tina nodded. "They don't want to work with someone who has troubles with alcohol and treats people like shit."
"But-but you can do something, right?" Blaine asked hopefully.
"I don't know, Blaine. This isn't just a prank people can forget easily" Tina answered.
"God" Blaine whispered and sat down beside Kurt unable to stand on his feet any longer. Kurt took his hand and squeezed it reassuringly.
"We need to discuss this, so I can arrange a press release for today" Tina said. "We have to be the first to comment the happenings. You can't make another mistake."
"I know" Blaine nodded in agreement.
"Preferably now" Tina said impatiently, looking at Kurt.
Blaine sighed and turned to Kurt. Tina was right, he had to deal with this now and Kurt would only distract him.
"I will call you tonight, okay?" he said, kissing Kurt's hand. "Once this is over, I would like to go on a date with you."
"Sounds great" Kurt smiled, trying not to look at Tina who looked like she wanted to kill him with one look.
Blaine kissed him gently, not letting go of Kurt's hand. They walked to the door together, hand in hand, both of them afraid of the consequences of what Blaine had done.
"If you need anything..."
"I will call you" Blaine said, smiling weakly. "Go."
Kurt nodded and walked out of the apartment. He was a little disappointed but he understood that Blaine had to work now and his presence wouldn't help. He had to wait until this was over and they could be together.
~ o ~
Kurt sighed as he looked down at his phone. It was Thursday and Blaine still didn't call him. He had sent dozens of text messages but never got an answer.
I miss you.
Are you alright?
Please, answer me.
I'm so worried about you.
But Blaine didn't text back. Kurt knew that he must have been busy, dealing with the scandal he had caused the previous Saturday, but he surely had a minute free to send him a text, right?
Kurt grabbed his phone again and tried to call Blaine but the man didn't pick it up. He tried again. And again. Still nothing. Kurt sighed in frustration and dropped his phone. It was pointless to call Blaine.
He opened his laptop and went through a few articles about Blaine. Since the first press release on Sunday, there had been dozens new ones every single day. Blaine's manager had apologised for his behaviour and told the press that Blaine had been sick and had taken a new medicine because it had affected his voice. They had even found a doctor who had confirmed that the medicine, after having some alcohol, too, had caused Blaine's strange behaviour and he hadn't known what he had done. Kurt was sure that it was Tina's idea to save Blaine from being fired from the record company. It looked like most people accepted the explanation and wished Blaine the best. Others weren't that easy to fool and some idiots had left horrible comments, calling Blaine fag and addicted. Kurt wished that Blaine didn't see these comments because they would certainly depress him.
He was ready to go to sleep, accepting that Blaine wasn't ready to talk to him, when his phone beeped. Kurt jumped up form the bed and grabbed the phone quickly, going through the new messages.
From Blaine:
I'm so sorry, things've gone crazy
I want to see you
This weekend
The usual place?
Kurt sighed and shook his head, smiling. Blaine was alright and he wanted to see him. As much as he wanted to go out, he knew that they would be safer in Blaine's apartment or better, in Kurt's. Nobody knew that place and the press surely wouldn't follow Blaine there if he wore his nerd clothes.
To Blaine:
My place, it will be safer
Saturday, at 7
Blaine replied immediately.
From Blaine:
You roommates?
Oh, right. He was right, of course. Kurt had to ask the girls to stay away for that night.
To Blaine:
I will take care of it.
Kurt smiled and put his phone down. They were going to have a date. A real date. Here, in his home, alone. He couldn't wait to spend the night with Blaine.
~ o ~
Blaine was pacing in his room impatiently. He had asked Sebastian to come over but the man was late. And Blaine didn't like it when Sebastian was late, especially when he wanted to talk about so important things.
Finally, he heard a knock on the front door and rushed out of his room to open it.
"Finally! What's taken you so long?" he asked.
"Easy, Tiger" Sebastian smiled.
"Come inside before somebody sees you" Blaine said and dragged Sebastian inside.
"Is that such a horrible thing?" Sebastian asked.
"I can't be careful enough" Blaine shrugged.
"Of course" Sebastian smiled as he walked to the couch. "I'm so proud of you, Blaine. I didn't know you were such a bad boy."
"It was an accident" Blaine sighed. "A very-very bad accident."
"Everybody's talking about you" Sebastian nodded. "But it's a good thing, right?"
"Considering that I can't leave my apartment without being followed, no, it isn't" Blaine replied.
"I thought that was what you wanted" Sebastian said.
"Not now. I'm not... ready" Blaine said.
"You know if you need a fake boyfriend who gives you support, I'm here" Sebastian said.
"I don't... that's not what I want" Blaine said. "I have some news and I need your opinion."
"I'm listening" Sebastian said.
"I met someone. His name's Kurt and... he's amazing" Blaine smiled.
"Amazing, huh?" Sebastian snickered.
"Hey, don't laugh" Blaine said, punching Sebastian's shoulder lightly. "I think I love him. Since we're together, I feel complete. He makes me happy, Seb."
"Wow, I didn't know you could be so girlish" Sebastian said.
Blaine rolled his eyes.
"I want to come out, soon" Blaine said. "I can't keep this secret anymore, Kurt deserves a real relationship and I can only give it to him if we don't hide anymore. But to be honest... I'm scared. You saw those comments right?"
"I did" Sebastian said. "This is just the top of the iceberg, it will get worse once you come out."
Blaine took a deep breath, trying not to be too nervous.
"The first few weeks will be horrible but after a while, people will leave you alone" Sebastian said. "It will be hard for both of you. Are you sure this Kurt will be able to take it?"
"I hope so" Blaine said. "But I don't want him to get hurt because of me."
"This is the dark side of being famous. He has to accept it if he wants to be with you" Sebastian said.
"I will talk to him about it" Blaine decided.
"And when will you introduce him to me?" Sebastian asked.
"Preferably never" Blaine laughed. "I don't want you to scare him away."
"What are you talking about? I'm your coolest friend" Sebastian gasped dramatically.
"You're weird, we both know that" Blaine smiled.
"I hate you" Sebastian said.
"I know" Blaine winked. "That's why I want to ask for your help."
"With what?" Sebastian asked.
"I'm gonna have a date with Kurt, on Saturday. I have to sneak out of here without being noticed" Blaine said.
"Okay. So what should I do?" Sebastian asked.
"I need a distraction" Blaine said. "In front of the house, in case somebody's following me, so I can get out in peace and be with Kurt."
"How exactly should I do that?" Sebastian frowned.
"Oh, come on. You're the craziest person I know, you surely can come up with something" Blaine said.
"What do I get in return?" Sebastian asked.
"We're friends. Friends help each other out if necessary" Blaine shrugged.
"Okay, I will do it" Sebastian sighed.
"Really?" Blaine smiled.
"Really. But you owe me a favour" Sebastian said.
"You're amazing" Blaine said and hugged Sebastian.
"Tell me something I don't know" Sebastian said.
Blaine got up from the couch and got them drinks. There was something else he had to discuss with Sebastian but he had to drink first.
"Is your boyfriend okay with this?" Sebastian asked as they emptied their glasses for the second time.
"He doesn't know" Blaine admitted. "But he would surely be fine with it."
"There's something else you want to discuss" Sebastian said knowingly.
"There is" Blaine sighed. "Uhm... you know. Kurt and I do... things."
"I so don't want to hear about your sex life" Sebastian said.
"No, no, no. It's not like that" Blaine said hastily. "We do things but it hasn't turned serious yet."
"You want to fuck him" Sebastian said easily.
"Do you always have to be so vulgar?" Blaine asked with a raised eyebrow.
"Do you want to fuck him or not?" Sebastian asked, smiling.
"I do" Blaine nodded.
"So what's the problem? Do it. Good luck" Sebastian said.
"I don't know..." Blaine looked around as if he was afraid of being heard and leaned closer to Sebastian. "I don't know how to do it."
Sebastian threw back his head and laughed.
"What's so funny?" Blaine asked.
"Come on, Blaine, it's the 21th century. You can find everything you need on the internet" Sebastian said.
"I made a research, okay?" Blaine said in frustration. "I know the basics but it will be our first time. I want Kurt to feel amazing. I need your help."
"Do you want me to show you things?" Sebastian asked.
"Just tell me, it will be enough" Blaine said hastily.
"Such a shame. I so wanted to fuck your virgin ass" Sebastian sighed.
"Seb."
"Fine" Sebastian rolled his eyes. "You're no fun, Blainey."
"Will you help me or not?" Blaine asked impatiently.
"I will" Sebastian nodded. "Let's start with the foreplay."
~ o ~
Kurt was so excited. It was Saturday night, Blaine was about to arrive, and he couldn't decide which clothes to wear. He had hundreds of beautiful outfits but somehow, nothing seemed good enough for their date. He had to find something soon because he couldn't open the door in his underwear. He smiled at the thought. Blaine would certainly be surprised to see him in his underwear.
Finally, he picked out his favourite dark blue jeans with a tight black shirt, a hippo brooch and his knee high boots. Once he was ready, he styled his hair and when he looked at his reflexion in the mirror, he was perfectly satisfied with his look. Hopefully, Blaine would love it, too.
He placed a few candles onto the table and made sure he had everything for the dinner. He wanted to make salmon with salad, just a light dinner because he had snacks for the movies later and he had bought dessert, too. It had to be enough for them.
When Blaine knocked on the door, he checked his clothes once again and took a deep breath. He looked fine, he prepared everything, the night had to be perfect, too.
"Hey" he smiled as he opened the door.
"Hey" Blaine greeted him as he stepped inside. "I brought you flowers."
Kurt took the bouquet of roses from Blaine's hand and led him inside.
"I love this place" Blaine said. He had been here once earlier and he still loved it. It was so... Kurt.
Kurt raised an eyebrow. Their apartment wasn't a big deal, just a small, old place in Bushwick he rented with Rachel and Santana. None of them had enough money for an own place, so he shared his home with the girls. It was good most of the times but sometimes he missed privacy.
"Try to live with Rachel and Santana" Kurt smiled.
"I hope I will get to know them sometime soon" Blaine said.
"Oh, believe me, you don't want to meet them" Kurt sighed, rubbing his eyes.
"They couldn't be that bad" Blaine shrugged.
"They are" Kurt replied without hesitation.
Blaine laughed and shook his head. Kurt loved complaining about his roommates but he knew that he liked the girls.
"Are you hungry?" Kurt asked. "I'm making salmon with salad. Well, the salad's ready and I only need a few minutes for the salmon..."
"It will be amazing" Blaine smiled. "But I would like to get a kiss first. It's been so long."
Kurt smiled and pressed his lips to Blaine's. He was absolutely glad to kiss Blaine, he had missed him like crazy and after this rough week, both of them needed it.
"You look amazing" Blaine whispered as he pulled back a little.
"I hoped you would like this outfit" Kurt smiled.
"I absolutely love it" Blaine answered.
"I... I should get the dinner ready" Kurt said halfheartedly when Blaine's hands wandered down to his ass.
"Couldn't we... skip dinner?" Blaine asked. He had missed Kurt so much, he just needed his closeness, nothing more.
"Of course" Kurt whispered.
He hesitated for a second, not knowing where to go with Blaine. If they just wanted to make out, the couch was a perfect choice but... if he was honest with himself, he hoped that they could get a little farther this time. They had been together for weeks and after what they had done before... it seemed right. But Blaine barely had experience with guys and Kurt was afraid that he would freak out if he tried something.
"Uhm... couch?" he asked.
"What about your room?" Blaine winked.
"Sure" Kurt whispered.
Maybe Blaine was ready, too. Kurt definitely was, he had been thinking about this the whole afternoon as he had gotten ready. The only problem was, since Blaine had been hiding his whole life, maybe it was too much for him.
"You're beautiful" Blaine whispered, his hands wandering back to Kurt's ass again.
Well, maybe it wasn't.
"Blaine, I... I think we should talk" Kurt said when Blaine pushed him down onto the mattress and climbed over him.
"Oh" Blaine said and hastily pulled back. "Of course."
"Look, I-I like the things we do but before we lose our heads, I think we should discuss this" Kurt said, motioning between them.
"Okay" Blaine nodded slowly. He was surely moving too fast and Kurt didn't like it.
"I know this is all new for you, so before we do anything, I want to know if you're okay with everything" Kurt said.
"Why wouldn't I?" Blaine smiled. "Kurt, I really-really like you, since the first time I saw you. I feel things I've never felt before and it's all because of you. I know that I shouldn't have avoided you for so long and I'm so sorry. Things got crazy around me but all this time, I was thinking about you."
"That's not what I mean" Kurt said. "You're famous, your life is a lot different than mine, I get it. I'm not angry with you. What I'm talking about is... I like getting intimate with you, it's amazing and I feel like I'm ready for more. But with your past... I have to know if you're okay with this. I don't want you to regret anything."
"Okay, this is funny" Blaine laughed. "I had an interesting conversation with a friend a few days ago. To be honest, I was hoping that tonight would be special and since we have the whole apartment for ourselves, maybe we could... do things. If you want to, of course."
"And you discussed it with a friend?" Kurt raised an eyebrow.
"I was afraid that I wouldn't know what to do" Blaine admitted.
"That's cute" Kurt smiled.
"So, Mr Hummel..." Blaine whispered and leaned down to kiss Kurt's neck. "Would it be okay if I got you out of your clothes?"
He pressed soft kisses all over Kurt's neck, earning a low moan from the other boy.
"Yeah. Yeah, I... Yeah" Kurt muttered.
"I love the noises you make" Blaine smiled and continued kissing Kurt's neck as he unbuttoned his shirt. Once Kurt's chest was free, Blaine moved down to kiss Kurt's pale skin and suck on his nipples gently. Thanks to Sebastian's help and a few videos he had found on the internet, he mostly knew what to do.
"Where did you learn this?" Kurt whispered.
"It's a secret" Blaine smiled and went back to work on Kurt's clothes.
His boyfriend was soon free from his clothes, Blaine even managed to get him out of his boots what wasn't an easy job. But as soon as he had Kurt lying completely naked under him, he knew that it was worth it. At this point, Blaine hesitated but in the end, he got out of his clothes before getting back to Kurt. Kurt surely saw how nervous he was and he couldn't act as carefree as the first time but it was because he wanted Kurt to feel good and if Sebastian was right, he had to pay attention to the smallest details.
"Blaine, relax" Kurt said and grabbed Blaine's shaky hands. "Is there something wrong?"
"I'm nervous, I guess" Blaine admitted.
"Let me..." Kurt whispered and pushed Blaine down onto the bed, deciding that since he was the more experienced from them, he should help Blaine.
"God" Blaine moaned as Kurt wrapped his lips around his cock and started sucking on it, moving his head up and down. He ran his fingers through Kurt's hair and closed his eyes, breathing heavily. He could just hope that he wouldn't come before they get to the main part.
"Do you enjoy it, honey?" Kurt asked quietly.
"Yeah, you're... you're amazing" Blaine replied.
Kurt continued working on Blaine's cock for a while and when he was sure that Blaine relaxed, he climbed down from the bed and opened the drawer, getting out a bottle of lube and a condom. Then he got back into the bed, lying beside Blaine and parted his legs, grabbing Blaine's hand. He poured some lube over Blaine's fingers and moved the man's hand to his entrance while grabbing Blaine's cock with his free hand.
"Oh my..." Blaine was so lost in the sensation that he accidentally pushed his finger forward, too deep, getting a hiss of pain from Kurt in return. "I'm so sorry."
"It's fine. Just... Go slower" Kurt said.
Blaine nodded and with careful movements, he pushed the first finger between Kurt's ass cheeks. A few minutes later, Kurt grabbed his hand again and added another finger. Then another. Blaine was so grateful for his help because he surely didn't know what he was doing and the last thing he wanted was to cause Kurt pain.
"It will make it" Kurt said and pulled Blaine's hand away.
It was time for Blaine to take over control, he parted Kurt's legs and climbed between them. He leaned down and kissed Kurt, massaging his cock with slow movements. Then he pressed his face to Kurt's neck and sucked on his skin gently as he guided his cock to Kurt's entrance, pushing forward slowly, careful to not hurt his partner. Once he was all way inside, he rocked his hips experimentally and when Kurt nodded, he took a deep breath and pulled out almost completely, and then pushed his cock back forward, getting as slowly as he could.
"Keep going" Kurt whispered.
Blaine didn't need to be told twice. His lips found Kurt's again and he tightened his arms around the boy as he moved over him. Kurt started breathing heavily, his cheeks turned red and he closed his eyes, enjoying everything Blaine could give him. He was so beautiful, Blaine almost came from just the sight if his boyfriend but he knew that he had to hold himself back. It had to be perfect for both of them.
Remembering Sebastian's lesson, Blaine lifted Kurt's legs to his shoulders, so he could get deeper and smiled when Kurt suddenly cried out in pleasure. He finally found that spot he was searching for.
He kept moving faster and faster and wrapped his fingers around Kurt's cock to help him come. Kurt cried out again and his arms around Blaine's neck tightened, he lifted his head and pressed his lips to Blaine's.
Blaine pulled back just in time to see Kurt press his eyes closed as he came with Blaine's name on his lips. Blaine didn't need more time either, as Kurt's walls tightened around his cock, as he dig his nails into his back, Blaine couldn't hold himself back any longer and cried out as pleasure took over his body, blinding him for a second.
He had never felt like this before. He felt so happy and carefree, he felt like he could fly. He pulled out his cock and lay down beside Kurt, pulling him into his arms and kissed his sweaty forehead.
"It was..." he couldn't finish the sentence because he didn't find a word that was able to express how he felt.
"Yeah" Kurt smiled, understanding what Blaine wanted to say.
Blaine laughed and kissed Kurt again, this time on his lips. As he pulled back, his eyes landed on a small object on the nightstand and he felt his cheeks turn red. He had forgotten the condom.
"Uhm... We didn't use protection" he said slowly.
Kurt turned his head and looked at the condom lying on the nightstand.
"Oh" he muttered but then turned back to Blaine, shrugging. "It doesn't matter. I'm clean, I guess you're, too, so what could happen?"
"You're right" Blaine smiled, relieved. He was afraid that Kurt would be angry with him for fogetting such an important thing.
They fell asleep in each other's arms, completely unaware of the risks of their actions.
