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Kurt winced as he turned to his side. His whole body was aching but he still smiled as he opened his eyes and saw the sleeping form of Blaine beside him. He remembered the previous night, every single moment, every touch, and he forgot about the pain in a blink. He reached out to stroke Blaine's hair, his curls free of gel, like Kurt loved it.
Blaine moaned and slowly opened his eyes, smiling sleepily when he found Kurt lying beside him. He took Kurt's hand and brought it to his lips for a kiss.
"Hey" Kurt whispered.
"Hey" Blaine smiled. "Are you alright?"
"More than alright" Kurt answered.
"Hm, really?" Blaine asked, pulling Kurt close to kiss him.
"Last night was perfect" Kurt said.
"It was" Blaine agreed. "I can't wait to do it again."
His hands wandered down to Kurt's ass, squeezing the soft skin gently. Kurt's arms sneaked around Blaine's neck as he was pulled into another kiss and moaned when Blaine's hard cock pressed to his stomach.
"Ready for round two?" Blaine whispered.
"Oh. My. God."
Kurt jumped away from Blaine so quickly that he almost fell from the bed while the other boy reached out for the comforter to hide their naked bodies from the intruder.
"Santana!" Kurt gasped. "What-what are you doing here?"
"I live here" Santana said as she took a step closer to them. "Looks like Virgin Mary isn't virgin anymore. Congratulations!"
"Santana" Kurt hissed through gritted teeth.
"What? You have nothing to be ashamed of. He's hot..." Santana fell silent as she took a better look of Blaine, recognizing him fast. "No freaking way."
"Okay, get out" Kurt said hastily, reaching for his clothes on the ground.
"But... he's..."
"Santana, out. Now" Kurt said.
"Berry will love this" Santana said happily as she turned around and left.
"Your roommate?" Blaine asked.
"The more annoying one" Kurt sighed. "Let's get dressed before she comes back."
"Okay" Blaine said and got out of the bed, searching for his clothes.
They both got dressed in no time and stepped out of Kurt's room. Santana was waiting for them in the kitchen, smiling as she saw Kurt limping slightly.
"Are you gonna tell me how you two ended up in Lady Hummel's bed?" Santana asked.
"No" Kurt said and went to make them coffee. The previous night, they had left everything in the kitchen and Kurt grimanced when the smell of the salmon hit him. He had wanted to grill it before dinner but they had forgotten about dinner after... And now it was too late to do something with it. He sighed and dropped the fish into the trash can. So much for the romantic dinner.
"I'm Santana Lopez" Santana said, holding out a hand towards Blaine.
"Hey. I'm..."
"I know who you are" Santana said. "The question is, what do you want from Kurt?"
"Well, we're..."
"Because if you just mess with him, I will kick your ass" Santana interrupted Blaine again.
"Santana, please, let him breath" Kurt sighed.
"Hey, somebody needs to be careful and you obviously aren't" Santana said and turned back to Blaine. "I know everything about you and your dirty issues. You better don't drag Kurt into anything stupid. He's a good guy, he deserves better."
Kurt looked at Blaine apologetically. Santana usually wasn't like this, he had no idea why she was so cold now.
"You shouldn't believe everything you read in the magazines" Blaine smiled.
"Right" Santana said. "So are you gay or is this just a one-time thing?"
"Santana!" Kurt gasped.
"I'm gay" Blaine said quietly.
"But nobody knows" Santana said. "Are you gonna come out anytime soon or you want Kurt to be your dirty little secret?"
Kurt turned completely scarlet. They had had such a perfect night, he had no idea what happened to Santana, why she didn't like Blaine at all.
"I don't think it's something I have to discuss with you. Kurt's my boyfriend and he knows everything about me. You, on the other hand, know nothing" Blaine replied.
Kurt smiled. It was a rare moment that Santana was speechless but now she looked like she didn't know what to say.
"You..."
"Oh my God! Tell me I'm not dreaming and it's Blaine Anderson in our apartment!"
They all turned towards the now open front door and looked at a wide-eyed Rachel Berry who just stepped through the door, looking like she saw a ghost.
"Hey" Blaine smiled, waving towards Rachel.
Kurt sighed and rubbed his forehead. He so didn't want to spend the morning like this.
~ o ~
The days passed quickly, especially the time they spent together. Since that awful meeting with Kurt's roommates, Blaine didn't go to him again, afraid of them. Okay, he was scared of Santana. Rachel was just a fan girl, she was kind of cute but Santana seemed to hate him. So Kurt spent the nights at Blaine's almost every day.
Three weeks after the scandalous fashion show and two weeks after their first night together, Kurt started missing something. It was great that they were together, they had sex almost every night, they watched movies and talked a lot but they never left Blaine's apartment. It wasn't enough for Kurt, he wanted a real date, he wanted to be able to walk down the streets with Blaine's hand in his, without being scared of others. And he decided to talk about it with Blaine.
That night, he took his time preparing themselves a delicious dinner and bought dessert on his way to Blaine. It was a little different from what they usually had and he hoped that Blaine would like it.
"Hey" Blaine smiled as he opened the door for Kurt. "What's this?"
"I made you dinner" Kurt smiled.
"Hm, it smells great" Blaine said as he took the bag from Kurt and brought it into the kitchen.
"I thought we could have something different this time" Kurt said quietly.
"Don't you like the food I order?" Blaine winked.
"It's just..." Kurt took a deep breath and walked to Blaine. "Don't get me wrong, I love being with you... But we never have a real date and I thought..."
"Kurt, you know we can't do that" Blaine said.
"Why not?" Kurt asked. "We did it several times. You can gel your hair and dress into those weird clothes..."
"It's different this time. Since the Brooks incident, people watch me all the time" Blaine said.
Kurt sighed, looking away.
"Hey, it's just the matter of time" Blaine said, taking Kurt's hand. "Once it's safe again, we will have a real date together."
"A real dinner in a real restaurant" Kurt said.
"Whatever you want" Blaine said. He put his arms around Kurt and pulled his closer to kiss him. "What about we skip dinner and move into my room?"
"I'm starting to think that you don't want to eat from my food" Kurt smiled.
"We can eat it later" Blaine said. "But first... I would like to taste you."
Blaine's lips found Kurt's neck and the boy's knees weakened as Blaine started sucking on his sensitive skin. Blaine always knew how to make Kurt feel good.
~ o ~
As much as Blaine wanted to spend every second of every day with Kurt, he had a job and sometimes he had to leave his beautiful boyfriend to work. He had another concert that night and he invited Kurt to come and see him again but unfortunately, Kurt called it off in the last second, telling him that he wasn't feeling well.
The minutes without Kurt passed so slowly. Blaine felt like he was on the stage for forever and it never gonna be over. It was a beautiful night, the room was full of people but it still didn't feel right. Blaine decided to leave as soon as possible and visit Kurt before going home. He had to know if the boy was fine.
"I see you're still alive."
Blaine turned towards the now open door of his dressing room and smiled at Sebastian who was leaning against the doorframe.
"Seb" he smiled. "What are you doing here?"
"I wanted to check on you. You haven't called me for weeks" Sebastian said.
"Yeah, sorry about that. I was busy" Blaine said.
"Busy, hm?" Sebastian winked. "You mean with fucking your boyfriend?"
"Don't be so vulgar" Blaine rolled his eyes. "Yes. I was with Kurt."
"Good for you" Sebastian said.
"It's more than good. It's amazing" Blaine said. "I love him."
"This Kurt guy must be something" Sebastian smiled. "Are you free tonight? We could have a drink and talk about him."
"Yeah, why not?" Blaine shrugged. He could still visit Kurt later or let him rest for the night and meet him the next day.
They left once Blaine changed clothes and went to Sebastian's favourite place. They ordered their drinks and sat down in the corner. Blaine started to tell Sebastian everything he knew about Kurt which was a lot and he spent almost two hours with describing how amazing Kurt was. Sebastian sometimes asked him questions but mostly he just watched him.
"You're totally into him" Sebastian said when Blaine finally fell silent.
"Of course. He's perfect, Sebastian" Blaine smiled.
"For now" Sebastian said.
"What do you mean?" Blaine frowned.
"The first three months are always perfect. But once it's over... you will see the real side of him" Sebastian said.
"There's nothing that could change my feelings for him" Blaine said confidently.
"Really?" Sebastian asked sceptically.
"Come on, you're my friend. You're supposed to be happy for me" Blaine said.
"Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for you two. I'm just afraid that things might not end well once you come out" Sebastian said.
"Should-should I?" Blaine asked.
"You told me that you wanted to do it" Sebastian pointed out.
"Yeah but... I don't know. It's a big step" Blaine said.
"And Kurt deserves that much" Sebastian said. "How do you want to date him? You can't just fuck him and lock him into your wardrobe when you don't need him. If you want a real relationship, do it properly."
"I don't know how to start it. I talked about it with Tina but she's completely against the idea" Blaine said.
"You shouldn't work with that bitch" Sebastian said. "You could find yourself a much better manager."
"Tina helped me so much. I can't fire her" Blaine said.
"Why not?" Sebastian asked easily.
"She's my friend" Blaine said.
"Yeah, and she hate your boyfriend. And who you really are. And everything else, by the way. You should get her a fuck, too, or a vibrator to make her happy" Sebastian said.
"Can you not talk about sex for just one minute?" Blaine asked.
"Not really" Sebastian answered.
"I see" Blaine nodded.
"I'm serious, Blaine" Sebastian said as he leaned closer to Blaine. "You're not her slave. You can do whatever you want and if you want to be with Kurt officially, take that step. He won't wait for you forever."
Blaine nodded slowly. Sebastian was right, of course. His secret romance with Kurt wasn't enough for any of them, so if he wanted Kurt and he wanted him, that was sure, he had to be brave and let people know who he really was.
~ o ~
It had started the previous day. Kurt had felt dizzy and tired, so he had to cancel the concert and stay at home. It had felt so wrong, he had wanted to be with Blaine and listen to his amazing voice but he couldn't even get out of the bed. So he had stayed in his room.
It didn't get better the next day. He woke up after 10 which was unusual but he still felt like he could have slept through the whole day. He forced himself to get out of the bed and walked into the kitchen. Santana and Rachel were already there, preparing breakfast for themselves. Kurt grimanced when a strong smell hit him and he felt like he could throw up in any second.
"Are you feeling better?" Rachel asked.
"No" Kurt groaned. "I can't believe I'm sick and I can't meet Blaine again."
"Do you want some coffee?" Rachel asked.
Kurt opened his mouth to say yes but once he saw the dark liquid, he felt sick. He jumped up and rushed into the bathroom, just in time before he throw up everything he had in his stomach.
"Are you alright?" Rachel asked in concern from behind him.
"No" Kurt moaned weakly.
"You should see a doctor" Rachel said.
"I will be fine" Kurt said. "It will go away soon."
"Are you sure?" Rachel asked.
"Yeah" Kurt said as he got up and walked to the sink. "It's nothing, really."
He washed his teeth and hands and went back into the kitchen with Rachel. Luckily, the smell of the coffee wasn't that strong anymore and when he saw the eggs Santana made for herself, he realised how hungry he was.
"Could you make some for me, too?" he asked.
"Are you sure it will be good for you?" Santana asked.
"Yes. I'm so hungry" Kurt said and grabbed the plate from the girl's hand. "Do we have some cheese?"
"What the hell is wrong with you?" Santana frowned.
"Nothing. I'm fine" Kurt said as he went to the fridge to get some cheese for the eggs.
"It must be a good sign" Rachel said. "If you're hungry, you will get better soon."
Kurt nodded and sat down, eating the eggs as if he hadn't had anything to eat for a long time.
"Maybe tonight you can see Blaine" Rachel smiled.
"I don't think so" Santana commented.
"Why not?" Kurt asked between two bites.
"Look" Santana said as she handed Kurt her tablet. "While you were busy throwing up in the bathroom, your boyfriend went out with another guy."
"What?" Kurt gasped.
Santana showed him the article and at first Kurt felt his chest tighten when he saw the picture of Blaine and another guy, sitting in a dark place. But when he read the name, he sighed in relief.
"Sebastian's Blaine's friend" he explained.
"Are you sure he's just a friend?" Santana asked.
"Yes" Kurt said without hesitation. "Baine loves me, he wouldn't cheat on me."
"Yeah, you must be so important for him if he couldn't even take some time to come here and see if you're fine" Santana said sarcastically.
"It's the best for both of us. I don't want him to catch something from me" Kurt said.
"I still don't think his guy is right for you" Santana said.
"I know, I know" Kurt said, rolling his eyes. He had heard this several times.
"I just don't want you to get hurt" Santana said as she walked away.
"Blaine would never hurt me" Kurt called after her and looked at Rachel who seemed very interested in her breakfast. "You believe me, right?"
"Don't hate me for this but I think if you love someone, you don't keep your relationship secret from everybody else" Rachel said quietly.
Kurt sighed and pushed his plate away. He knew that his friends were right, he wanted to be with Blaine officially but he didn't want to push Blaine. It would be a lot harder for him than it had been for Kurt. Blaine was famous, he couldn't make a rushed decision.
"I will talk to him tonight" he decided.
~ o ~
They ended up in Blaine's apartment again. Kurt didn't feel sick anymore but he was still tired. And hungry. He had eaten nothing but eggs and cheese the whole day but he felt like he could still have more. Unfortunately, Blaine ordered them pizza but Kurt's favourite, so it should help him get over his weird egg-mania.
"Will it be here soon?" Kurt asked impatiently.
"Are you hungry?" Blaine smiled.
"I want to go to sleep" Kurt sighed.
"Seriously?" Blaine frowned. "But... it's just a little after 8."
"I was sick, you know. I guess my body needs some more rest" Kurt said.
"Shame" Blaine sighed. "I hoped we could have some fun tonight."
"We won't" Kurt laughed. "Maybe tomorrow."
"Alright" Blaine muttered.
"How was your concert yesterday?" Kurt asked.
"Long. I was thinking about you the whole time" Blaine said.
"Really?" Kurt asked.
"Of course. I was worried about you" Blaine said.
"You could have come to visit me" Kurt said.
"I'm sorry. I wanted to but then Sebastian found me and dragged me out for a drink" Blaine said.
"I know" Kurt sighed.
"How do you know?" Blaine asked.
Kurt sighed and grabbed his phone, going through a few articles.
"Look" he said, showing Blaine the picture about him and Sebastian.
"Why didn't Tina tell me about it?" Blaine asked. "And why do these people think that I'm with Seb? We didn't do anything."
"I know" Kurt reassured him.
"They know" Baine said nervously.
"What do you mean?" Kurt asked.
"People know about me" Blaine said, running his fingers through his hair. "They know that I'm gay."
"That's what you want, right?" Kurt asked but to his surprise, Blaine didn't answer and looked away. "Right?"
"Yes, of course" Blaine said, not too convincingly.
"You're scared" Kurt sighed sadly.
"Of course I am! What if Tina's right? What if it will ruin my whole life? I love my job, Kurt. I love my life. I don't want to give up everything" Blaine said.
"I would still be here for you" Kurt said quietly.
"I didn't mean like that" Blaine said, regretting his choice of words.
"I should go home" Kurt said and stood up from the couch.
"Wait!" Blaine said and grabbed his arm. "Stay, please."
"I don't think it's a good idea" Kurt said and tried to pull away but a sudden wave of dizziness forced him to lean into Blaine's touch.
"Are you alright?" Blaine asked in concern.
"Yeah, just a little dizzy. Don't worry, it will go away in no time" Kurt said.
"You don't look fine" Blaine said. Kurt looked so pale, he was afraid that the boy would faint in any second.
"I'm fine" Kurt said weakly and sat back down.
A second later, the doorbell rang and Blaine walked to the door to open it. Their food arrived. He paid for the guy and walked back to Kurt with the pizza.
"Let's eat something. You will feel better after this" Blaine said.
"I hope you're right" Kurt said and opened the first box. He felt like he could eat everything alone.
"Here. It's your favourite" Blaine said and handed Kurt the other box.
Kurt smiled at him and grabbed a slice of pizza. The smell made his stomach grumble and he bit into his food hungrily. Something was wrong with the pizza, though, it tasted weird. Kurt grimanced as he looked down at the food, hoping that he would find out what was wrong. Once his eyes landed on the pieces of grilled chicken, he felt getting sick again and he pushed it away, running towards the bathroom.
"Kurt, what's wrong?" Blaine asked as he followed him in concern.
Kurt slammed the bathroom's door shut behind him but Blaine could hear everything from the other side. It was obvious that Kurt was sick again.
"Kurt? Are you alright?" Blaine asked.
"Yeah" came the weak answer from the other side of the door.
Blaine took a deep breath and walked inside. Kurt was kneeling in front of the toilet, his body shaking. Blaine rushed to his side and put his arms around the boy.
"Do you want to lie down?" Blaine asked.
Kurt nodded and with Blaine's help, he stood up and walked to the sink.
"What's wrong with me?" he asked quietly.
"You're sick, honey. You have to rest. Let's go back to the bedroom, okay?" Blaine said gently.
"I have to go home" Kurt muttered.
"Not tonight. I won't let you" Blaine said.
"Blaine..." Kurt started but since he could barely stand on his feet, he couldn't really protest as Blaine lifted him into his arms and brought him back into his room.
"Sleep" Blaine said quietly and started humming quietly.
Kurt opened his mouth to say something but his eyes closed way too easily and he fell asleep within minutes. Blaine sighed and shook his head. Something wasn't right with Kurt and he was afraid that it could be something really bad. He promised himself that if Kurt didn't get better in the morning, he would call his doctor and bring Kurt to her. It was more important than his fear from being in public with his boyfriend.
