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Sebastian looked around in concern and knocked on the door once again. He had been standing in front of Blaine's house for the past five minutes, trying to get inside but nobody came to open the door. He was getting worried. It had been two days since he had heard from Blaine the last time, and the man hadn't showed up for their meeting or answered his phone when Sebastian had tried to call him. He had tried Kurt, too, but it had ended the same way. He couldn't decide if his friends enjoyed their time in the new house so much that they avoided their friends or something happened to them. Either way, it seemed better to check on them.

Sebastian raised his hand to knock again but he was tired of waiting. He grabbed the handle instead and raised an eyebrow as he could open the door easily. He stepped inside, looking around. If the door was open, it meant that someone was home. So someone should have heard him and come to open the door for him. Sebastian had a bad feeling that something was wrong, so he walked into the living room, searching for Blaine and Kurt.

"Hey guys" he said as he looked around.

Something was definitely wrong. The living room seemed like a mess, there were empty bottles and used tissues everywhere on the ground and everything seemed so out of place. He knew Kurt, he didn't like dirt at all. So how could he leave the place like this?

"Guys, it's me" Sebastian called out as he made his way to the stairs. "Where are you?"

He heard a strange noise from upstairs and ran up the stairs in no time, heading towards the open the door of the nursery. As he got closer, he heard that noise again. Like someone was crying. Yeah, somebody was definitely crying in there.

Sebastian stepped through the door, blinking a few times to make sure what he saw was true. It seemed like someone had broken in, destroyed the whole place, only leaving broken pieces of the furniture behind. His eyes landed on the small figure in the corner and it took him some time to recognize him. It was Blaine but in such a condition Sebastian hadn't seen him before. Blaine seemed so small and thin, his hair was a mess and it was obvious that he hadn't had a shower or shaved for days. His eyes were puffy and red and his face so pale, he seemed like he could pass out in any second. Sebastian rushed to him, kneeling down in front of the man.

"Blaine, what happened?" he asked.

Blaine didn't look at him, he didn't even seem to hear him. He kept his eyes on the ruins on the ground and squeezed the plush lamb he had in his arms.

"Blaine, you're scaring me" Sebastian said, grabbing Blaine's jaw to force him to look at him.

Finally, Blaine looked into his eyes and when he realised who was kneeling beside him, he started crying again, making choking noises as he tried to breath through his sobs.

Sebastian wasn't too proud of himself as he came up with a plan to bring Blaine out of his awful state but he had to do it. Blaine looked horrible and he was close to faint, he couldn't let that happen. So he took a deep breath and slapped Blaine, hard enough to make him stop crying, at least for a while. It seemed to work, Blaine blinked in surprise, his eyes focusing onto his friend.

"Welcome back" Sebastian said. "Now tell me what the hell happened in here. Were you attacked?"

"No" Blaine whispered, his voise hoarse from disuse.

"Who did this then?" Sebastian asked.

"It was me" Blaine answered, looking down at the ground again. "I had to... I couldn't watch it... It broke my heart."

"What are you talking about? Where's Kurt?" Sebastian tried to get more informations out of Blaine, feeling that he wouldn't like the answer.

"He's gone" Blaine said, his words turning in a broken sob.

"He left you?" Sebastian asked, frowning.

"I wasn't here for him... I-I didn't know... didn't see and now he's gone" Blaine cried.

"Why? You seemed to get along well" Sebastian said. This story didn't make any sense.

Blaine let go of the lamb, so he could grab a piece of paper from his pocket. He raised his shaky hand and put it into Sebastian's hand, right before he slumped back against the wall, zooming out again.

Sebastian looked at the piece of paper, reading the short letter quickly. His first thought was that it must have been a joke. He had talked with Kurt a lot when he had been living with him and he knew for sure that Kurt loved the baby just like Blaine did. And that Kurt loved Blaine and wouldn't leave him like this. Something wasn't right with this story. It was impossible that Kurt came to this horrible realization out of nowhere and left everything behind. Something must have happened to him.

"What did he do that day?" Sebastian asked, trying to learn the true story behind this.

"I don't know... I think his friends came over but I'm not sure" Blaine said. "I came home late that night. I knew that I shouldn't have left him alone so long. He was lonely, he hated being alone... But I stayed in the studio for the whole day, I didn't care how it made him feel... And when I came home, he was already gone. Both of them are gone... I won't meet my daughter at all... won't see Kurt again..."

Sebastian was almost 100 % sure that Blaine would faint or throw up from all the crying. Or even both. He needed help but Sebastian wasn't really good in these things. He had no idea what he should do, he was only sure in one thing: he had to get Blaine out of here, away from all the bad memories.

"Come on, we have to go" he said, putting an arm around Blaine to get him up to his feet.

"No, no, I can't..." Blaine protested weakly.

"Yes, you can and you have to" Sebastian said. "You can stay with me for a while. I'm getting used to having you around anyway."

Blaine didn't seem like he wanted to go but thanks to his condition, he was weak enough not to fight against him too much. Sebastian led him down the stairs and out of the house, trying to block out all the smells coming from Blaine. He had drunk too much, that was sure, and he surely hadn't changed his clothes for a while. He had to take care of it later but Blaine needed to calm down first, so they could talk. Sebastian couldn't really have a real conversation with him until Blaine was so upset.

Once they got back to his place, Sebastian dragged Blaine out of his car and led him to the front door. When they got inside, he called for his maid, telling her to get a guest room ready for Blaine, making sure it wasn't the one Kurt had used while staying with him. It wouldn't do any good for the man. While they were waiting, he left Blaine alone in the living room just for a minute, until he went to find him some sedatives and mixed it into a glass of water. Blaine would surely not accept it from him but he was broken enough not to notice it in the water. He just had to make Blaine drink the whole thing.

"Here, drink this" he said, trying to put the glass into Blaine's hand.

Unfortunately, the man didn't make any move for the glass and Sebastian sighed, shaking his head as he raised the glass to Blaine's lips. He did so much for his friends lately, he surely deserved a reward for his hard work. He hadn't been the type who helped everyone, it was all Blaine and Kurt's fault that he couldn't say no and always got himself into their drama.

He was glad when Blaine accepted the water from him and drank it all slowly. When the glass was empty, Sebastian helped Blaine back to his feet and led him upstairs into his room before he could pass out. He remembered how quickly this stuff worked, Blaine would fall asleep within minutes if he was lucky.

He didn't bother freeing Blaine from his clothes, they could do it in the morning when hopefully, Blaine would be in a better condition than this. Things could only get better from a good night sleep. As he expected, Blaine's eyes fell closed soon and his breathing became slower and steadier. Sebastian stayed with him until he was completely sure that Blaine was asleep and only then left the room, leaving the door slightly open.

He had no idea what to do next. He felt like he should do something to get Blaine and Kurt back together but he couldn't do that without knowing the whole story. No, he had to wait for a few more hours, so he could talk to Blaine and figure out how things had turned so bad so quickly.

~ o ~

When Blaine woke up the next morning, he felt like crap. It seemed like he had had too much alcohol the previous day and now he had a horrible hangover which didn't make any sense since he didn't drink that much anymore. The other horrible thing was what he noticed about a minute later, that he wasn't at home. He was in another house and the realization made his blood run cold. What the hell had he done the previous night?

He slowly got out of the bed and made his way to the door. The house was quiet and he tried not to make any sound as he stepped out of the room. He let out a sigh of relief when he realised he was in Sebastian's house. At least he was safe and hadn't done anything stupid.

As he made his way down the stairs, the happenings of the previous days came back, slowing his movements. By the time he reached the living room, he remembered everything and he was close to tears again. He wanted to go back into that room and hide from the world, try to forget everything and hope that it was just a dream. Sadly, he knew that it wasn't. It was the cruel reality and he wasn't sure if he could face it again.

"Good morning" Sebastian said as he looked up from his tablet when he heard Blaine's footsteps. "You still look like crap."

"Why did you bring me here?" Blaine asked tiredly.

"I couldn't leave you there and I had no other idea" Sebastian shrugged.

"Thanks but you shouldn't have done that. I don't deserve your help" Blaine said.

"What happened?" Sebastian asked, trying to get the informations out of Blaine until he could.

"Kurt left me" Blaine said brokenly.

"I figured out. The question is, why?" Sebastian asked. "Don't tell me he changed his mind so quickly, it doesn't make any sense."

"But it's true" Blaine sighed. "He got scared and stepped back. He.. He doesn't want the baby anymore. Or us. He wants to start a new life that doesn't include me."

"I don't think it's true. Something must have happened. Have you called him?" Sebastian asked.

"Several times. He doesn't answer his phone" Blaine sighed.

"What about his friends?" Sebastian asked.

"Seb, I don't think I should bother him. Kurt made it pretty clear that he doesn't want to see me ever again" Blaine said.

"And you just give up?" Sebastian raised an eyebrow.

"What else could I do? He decided on his own what to do, he didn't give me a chance to change" Blaine said, shaking his head. "It was all my fault. I left him alone when he needed me the most. I was so lost in my own world that I didn't realise how lonely he was."

"Okay, you have to stop this" Sebastian said, getting up from the couch to put his hands onto Blaine's shoulders, shaking him gently. "Kurt didn't leave you because you neglected him. There must be something else, something more we don't know about. That's why we have to find him and talk to him."

"It's over, Seb. Just give up. That's what I did, too" Blaine said.

"So you want to give up on your family so easily?" Sebastian asked in disbelief.

"What else could I do?" Blaine shrugged.

"Fight for them! Show Kurt that you need him and the baby, that you want them back. It's not too late" Sebastian said.

"It is" Blaine said.

Without giving him any time to get prepared, Sebastian raised his hand and slapped him.

"What the hell?" Blaine gasped as he pulled back.

"You deserved it. You're wasting your time whining here instead of going after him" Sebastian said.

"I don't want to go after him!" Blaine shouted. "It's too painful, don't you understand? I can't take it again, it would kill me."

"No" Sebastian said and he shook his head. "Letting them go is what will kill you."

He turned around and took a few steps away from Blaine.

"Where are you going?" Blaine called after him.

"I will find Kurt and find out what happened. Because I care, unlike you" Sebastian threw over his shoulder before leaving the room. Of course he had to do everything on his own.

~ o ~

Another few days passed without new informations about Kurt and their baby. Blaine had never felt so alone in his whole life than it those days. It seemed like he had lost everybody, everything that had ever been important for him. Although Sebastian made sure he felt quilty for not doing anything, he checked on Blaine several times a day, so he couldn't do anything stupid. He even told Blaine to stay with him for a while but Blaine decided to move back into his old apartment. Living in the house he had shared with Kurt would have been too much for him and he didn't want to disturb Sebastian either. He just wanted to be alone. Apparently, since his tour was so close, he had to go back to work after a while. Tina wouldn't leave him alone and he knew that he would lose everything he had if he didn't go back, so one day, without telling anyone what and why he was doing, he simply got back to work, trying to act like nothing had happened.

"Where the hell have you been?" Tina asked the second he stepped into her office.

Blaine took a deep breath and sat down, not looking at her. He knew that he had to tell her what had happened but still... he wasn't sure if he was ready for that.

"Blaine, you're scaring me" Tina said as she stepped to Blaine, crouching down beside him. "What happened?"

"Kurt's gone" Blaine whispered.

Tina blinked in surprise. Of course she was surprised when Blaine had just bought a house, so he could live with Kurt and their baby together and now he had to share the horrible news that Kurt had left him.

"I'm so sorry, Blaine" she said in the end.

"He didn't even talk to me. He left a note and when I went home, I found the place empty. All of Kurt's things were gone and..."

Blaine raised his shaky hand to his lips, suppressing a sob. He had cried too much because of Kurt. He had to stop it.

"It's over. He left me and will abort the baby if it isn't done already. I lost them" Blaine said.

"I don't know what to say" Tina sighed. "God. Blaine, it must be horrible for you."

"Do you know what's the worst in this? I could have prevented it. I should have seen that he had trouble with the pregnancy and helped him. But it's too late" Blaine said quietly.

"I know this is not what you want to hear but it's surely the best for all of you" Tina said. "He wasn't ready for having a baby and I'm not sure you are. You're too young and things happened so fast between you two. I think you weren't ready for living together or starting a family. This is hard, even for those who are in a strong relationship which you obviously didn't have. You were just two boys fooling around behind everybody's back and sadly, it ended the way it usually does. It's not your fault at all. You just weren't meant for each other."

Blaine smiled sadly.

"Maybe it's stupid of me, but I honestly thought that we were" he said. "I loved him... No, I still love him. I wanted to stay with him for the rest of my life, have children together, help him get into Broadway... I even wanted to give him this."

Tina's eyes widened when Blaine pulled out a small box from his pocket and showed her a ring. She had to take a deep breath to calm down before Blaine could see how she felt about this. She was so jealous, that boy didn't deserve anything from Blaine, especially not marriage. Good thing that he was already gone.

"Oh, Blaine. You're so naive" Tina sighed as she put her arms around Blaine. "You didn't see that he was just playing with you."

"What do you mean?" Blaine asked.

"Come on, it's obvious. He wanted to use you for his own purposes. He got pregnant because he knew that you wouldn't leave him with a baby but when things turned serious, he got scared and left before you could find out what he did. That boy was bad for you, you're a lot better without him" Tina explained.

"No, Kurt wouldn't do that..."

"He did" Tina cut in seriously. "You have to understand that it wasn't your fault. He's a damn manipulator and you're lucky that he left now, without making too much damage."

Blaine couldn't believe her. It wasn't the boy he knew, not the Kurt he had fallen in love with. He liked Sebastian's explanation a lot better, that made him believe that there was something else in the background and Kurt wasn't a monster who wanted to destroy his life. Noone could be that heartless, right?

"I don't know what to do" Blaine sighed. "I don't feel like I can live without him."

"Yes, you can" Tina said. "You're strong, you will get over him. And I will be here to help you."

She carefully reached out for Blaine's hand and smiled when he didn't pull away from the touch.

"Let me help you, Blaine. Oh, you know what? I might have a perfect idea how to get over that boy" Tina smiled. "Let's skip today's work and go out. We could have lunch together, a few drinks, that would surely help you."

"I don't think so" Blaine said and stood up, pulling his hand back. "I just want to focus on my tour. Even if I feel horrible, I couldn't let my fans down."

Before Tina could react, he turned around and left the room. Tina closed her eyes and took a deep breath when Blaine was gone. Sure, it was hard like hell to get Blaine see who was the one for him but at least she was one step closer. Kurt was out of the picture and it was just matter of time that Blaine started a new life, and this time she would be there, ready for that moment before anyone could take him away from her.

~ o ~

Santana groaned as she made her way to the door. Whoever was standing outside, knocking like a lunatic, she would kill them for disturbing her in her sleep.

"One more knock and I will cut off your hands" she threatened as she opened the door, finding that meerkat faced man standing there who had helped Kurt when he had to hide from the press. "What are you doing here?"

"Is Kurt here?" Sebastian asked.

"No, he... Hey, what are you doing?" Santana asked as Sebastian pushed himself through her and walked into the apartment. "I don't remember inviting you in."

"Me neither" Sebastian replied. "Kurt? Are you here?"

"He isn't" Santana replied as she followed Sebastian to the rooms. "Hey! You have no right to..."

"Would you just shut your mouth and help me? We have a situation here" Sebastian said, peeking behind the curtains despite of Santana's protest.

"You have nothing to do here" Santana said, crossing her arms in front of her chest. "Leave or else I will kick you out."

"Do you honestly think that I have nothing better to do? I should be at work right now but since my friend Blaine turned into a useless, depressed mess and it looks like I'm the only one who cares about him, I have to waste my time here, listening to all the shit that comes out of your mouth" Sebastian said.

"Your friend should leave Kurt alone. I don't know what happened between them but Kurt doesn't want to talk to anyone, he doesn't even answer his phone or tells us what happened. All I know is that he left Blaine for some reason and it has to be Hobbit's fault" Santana said.

"Really? For all I know, Kurt got scared of having a baby and left without explanation. He only left a note for Blaine, he didn't even care how it made him feel" Sebastian replied.

"That's not true. Kurt loves that baby and even her idiot father. Your friend did something to him, I'm sure" Santana said heatedly.

"Okay, stop for a second" Sebastian said, raising a hand to silence Santana. "Is it just me or is something wrong with this story?"

"What story? Blaine screwed up and Kurt realised that he wasn't good for him and the baby. End of the story" Santana said.

"Oh, so Blaine was so bad for him that Kurt decided to get an abortion?" Sebastian asked with a raised eyebrow.

"Abortion? Lady Hummel? You must have heard something wrong" Santana said.

"I read his letter several times. It's true" Sebastian said.

Santana frowned. She didn't know much about Kurt and the baby but she was 100 % sure that Kurt didn't want to lose his child. He loved that baby too much.

"Okay, maybe you're right" she nodded slowly. "So what happened?"

"I have no freaking idea, that's why I'm searching for Kurt. So where is he?" Sebastian asked.

"I don't know" Santana shrugged.

"You don't know? Why didn't you tell me that at the beginning? I'm just wasting my time here" Sebastian said.

"Calm down, he's fine. He texted Rachel and told her that he was out of the city for a while" Santana said.

"Where?" Sebastian asked, losing his patience.

"I don't know! I don't follow him everywhere, believe it or not" Santana answered.

"So how are we going to find him?" Sebastian asked.

"I should try to call him" Santana said and turned to go for her phone.

Sebastian didn't bother to tell her that he had already tried it several times, just like Blaine, but Kurt had never answered their calls. Santana pulled her phone away from her ear quickly, too, shaking her had.

"Voice mail" she explained.

"What a surprise" Sebastian rolled his eyes. "Call his family."

"Why?" Santana asked.

"Just do it!" Sebastian said impatiently.

"I'm not your employee, asshole. You can't order me around" Santana glared at him.

"I'm sorry, my lady. Would you please take that damn phone between your claws, which look ridiculous by the way, and ask Kurt's dad what he knows about his lost son?" Sebastian asked sweetly.

"I hate you" Santana said.

"The feeling is mutual" Sebastian sighed. "Do it."

Santana dialed Burt's number and walked into the bathroom, slamming the door into Sebastian's face when he tried to follow her. When she came back a few minutes later, she looked worried and Sebastian didn't like that expression at all.

"He doesn't know where Kurt is" Santana said. "He got a text two days ago but that's all."

"Are you kidding me?" Sebastian sighed in frustration. "Something's very wrong here, I can feel it."

"Yeah. Kurt tells his dad everything" Santana agreed.

"How will we find him?" Sebastian muttered, mostly to himself.

"Well, you have enough money for the finest bitches, I'm sure you can invest some into our research" Santana said, rolling her eyes when Sebastian looked at her in confusion. "Private detective."

"You want me to send a private detective after Kurt?" Sebastian asked in disbelief.

"Yes" Santana nodded and walked into her room to grab some clothes. "Meanwhile, I will talk to a few friends and ask them if they know anything about Kurt."

"What if you can't find anything?" Sebastian asked as he followed her.

"That's why we need that detective. Now" Santana said, pushing Sebastian towards the door. "Pick a good one. Money doesn't matter."

"Because it's my money?" Sebastian asked.

"Something like that" Santana shrugged. "Go."

"You do realise that you didn't even believe me five minutes ago, right?" Sebastian asked as Santana pushed him through the door.

Santana rolled her eyes and slammed the door into Sebastian's face.

"Wow. I like this chick" Sebastian smiled as he turned away from the door, grabbing his phone from his pocket. It was time to find Kurt and he might have had an idea who could help them.