((A/N: Warning! Smut~ Little kids, shield thy eyes~ ))

After few days again, Gilbert had taken care of Eline, making sure her wound wouldn't get infected or something. He was actually really good at this, which even made him try to teach Feliciano a little bit. He sat beside him and showed him some basic doctor items and tried to explain everything to him by writing, even though he had some difficulty with English terms sometimes.

Lovino had been doing the chores without whining after the incident and tried his best to help everyone. He tried his best to ignore Antonio at this time as well, as he felt lost in his thoughts a lot during these two days.

"Lovino? Why do you keep brushing only one patch of her coat?" Ambrosia asked, seeing him brush Felicia's coat in the same spot over and over again in his daze. "She's a lot bigger than just that patch." She gave a chuckle, then saw how Lovino was still a bit down in the dumps.

"Hey.. Are you still angry about the whole Antonio liking me thing?"

Lovino jumped a bit, and looked at her. No.. He wasn't angry. Just.. sad and jealous. Ambrosia was pretty good-looking, even though he didn't swing that way, so he didn't really blame Antonio for fancying her.

"...I'm not." He turned to look away and continued brushing Felicia quietly. "..He's just my friend and all, of course he can marry you and all.." he murmured, his tone slightly depressed.

"M-M-Marry me?!"

Ambrosia stared at him for a while, then burst into laughter. "O-Oh my Gooood.. Bwahaha!" She tried to regain her breath, but it was hard because she was laughing so hard. "Haha! T-That's hilarious! Oh man..." She stopped laughing, chuckling still a bit. "Better not say that around Eline. She would kill me if I cheated on her." When Lovino gave her a confused look, she laughed again.

"Honey, I'm as straight as a circle, if you know what I mean. Antonio is just a friend, nothing more."

What…? Lovino stared at her for a good while. Straight as a circle..? But circles were round, not straight- Oh. OH. He finally understood the relationship between these two girls. The kiss, the "babe" comment… They were lovers.

"...So.. you two..are..oh God..." Lovino went quiet and stepped away from the horse to look down. "...I'm… ugh.. I'm so fucking sorry… I just.." He bit his lip and continued to stare down. "I was just so fucking jealous… b-but in the end Toni is straight, so why should I even try anymore… he's such a fucking airhead.."

Ambrosia gave a chuckle. "It's alright hon. It's not like I'm holding up a sign saying "Hello! I'm queer!" You couldn't have known. And yes, he is an airhead. No doubt about that." She suddenly smirked. "But I wouldn't be so sure about the straight thing~ The world is full of surprises. Even if the world is fucked up right now."

Lovino gave Ambrosia a small frown at her last sentence and then crossed his arms. "...I haven't seen him looking at me like he likes me, so why should I even try to dream about him like that..." He blushed a little bit until sighing. "...I want him to realize dammit.. I like him a fucking lot.."

"I think him banging his head against a wall while saying "Stop thinking about him like that, you idiot" is a pretty good idea of his thoughts right now." Ambrosia mused innocently. "I do think he was talking about a certain Italian with a grumpy attitude. Aaaand your brother told me some stuff as well~ So I'm pretty sure he's not a complete idiot."

Lovino gave Ambrosia just a small shrug and then bit his lip, "...S-Si..we shall see" He walked up to her to hug her and give her 2 kisses on both of her cheeks. "Thanks.." He stepped back. "I think I'm ready for the day though, so I'll go have a small siesta." He began walking towards his room, humming quietly as he stared to the ground.

"Sleep well." Ambrosia smiled, getting back to her chores. While Lovino was walking down the hallway, Eline was just sitting in the living room. She looked a bit better, her dark-blue eyes looked a lot more alert than two days ago. Even though there were still bandages wrapped around her tanned skin, she didn't seem to mind. She gave Lovino a quick mock salute, then returned to reading her book.

Lovino just waved at her a little bit, giving her a small smile as he went by. He had felt a bit better after what Ambrosia told him, but then he noticed that he was standing in front of Antonio's room. "...fuck.." he whispered and knocked on the door hesitantly. He was going to tell Antonio. NOW.

"...You there..?" Lovino asked as he knocked another time. "Si?" Antonio opened the door, his face becoming a bit more red seeing Lovino. "Ah, L-Lovino. W-What's up?" He tried to sound normal, not exactly succeeding.

Lovino frowned at Antonio as he looked at him. "uuh..you okay? Your face is red.. Hey, are you sick?" Lovino slapped his hand onto Antonio's forehead to check on his temperature. "Well, you are warm, but I can't fucking tell if you're sick or not..." he hissed, then he remembered why he knocked in the first place.

"Uh. I.. yes.. uhm. I just came to ask if you needed help with anything. I have been an asshole these past few days to you.."

Smooth Lovino, smooth..

Antonio had flinched as Lovino put his hand on his forehead, making his traitor cheeks go even redder. "I.. Uhm.. No, I'm fine.." Hearing Lovino's offer he shrugged. "Uhm.. N-Nothing I can think of now.. But t-that's okay.."

Lovino frowned a little bit until he just bit his lip as he turned. "...Si, well..u-uh...I'm in my room if you need me.." He spoke normally and then began to walk away. "W-Wait." Before Lovino could react, he was hugged by Antonio. "T-Thanks. I.. I'm glad I can finally properly talk to you a-again."

Lovino let out a loud groan as Antonio grabbed him for a hug. "..s-si but stop hugging me dammit...!" he tried to push him away. "I'm...not used to that.." he cursed under his breath. "Sorry Lovi.." Antonio muttered, letting go of him. "I-I mean Lovino." He quickly corrected himself, not wanting his friend to be angry again.

"...whatever. You can call me Lovi if you want. N-Not that I like it when you call me that! I.. Ugh, never mind. Bye idiot." Lovino stalked away, his face red, leaving a slightly confused Antonio behind.

The next day, Lovino came walking into the kitchen, his shirt still off since he slept without it. "Hey Amber, do you need any help with making food...?"

Ambrosia smiled, while she was kneading some sort of brown dough. "Sure! We're making peternoten. ((Seriously, look it up. It's sooooo good~ :3)) But firstly, you should put on some clothes. Wouldn't want a certain 'someone' to see you like that."

Lovino let out a small huff as he heard Amber talking about Antonio. "...He's definitely fine...He has been fucking embarrassed around me this whole time but won't say anything unless I talk to him, and even then he stutters.." He rolled his eyes and began walking towards his room, managing to bump into Antonio on his way. "G-goddammit Antonio!"

"S-S-Sorry!" Antonio quickly looked away, his face pure red. He wasn't going to lie, Lovino was hot. Not too skinny, not too fat, not too muscular. Just right. Wait, why was he thinking that?! He glanced back at Lovino, who had stood up and was dusting his knees off.

'D-Don't focus on his chest, idiot! Uhm.. His face. Yeah, focus on his face. With those beautiful brown eyes and- D-Damn it!'

Lovino walked past Antonio and huffed quietly as he took quicker steps, his face red as hell. "..." He bit his lip a little bit while hoping that he didn't have to turn. It made him a bit hot and flustered knowing Antonio saw him partially naked.

Antonio just walked to the kitchen, his face still very red. Ambrosia gave a soft chuckle, rolling tiny balls of the dough and putting them on a baking sheet. She knew exactly what might've happened. "Morning Antonio~ Wanna help with baking?"

"H-Huh? Oh! Sure." Antonio walked over, and began helping. It took just a few moments from Lovino to come into the kitchen with a shirt on. "...I'm ready to help too." He took out an apron so he wouldn't get dirt on his clothes. "...How you do this...uh thing...?" He stood next to Antonio.

"Uhm.. You just take a piece of dough.. And roll it in a tiny ball. Like this.." Antonio showed Lovino. "And then you put it on the plate." He pressed the piece of dough down just a bit. "Of course you can make different shapes too.. Like letters and other shapes." Antonio grabbed another little piece of dough, and made the letter S out of it. "See?"

Lovino bit his lip a little bit as he followed other's instructions with the dough. "...Si.. I understand.. I guess it's not too hard.." he murmured and took a small piece of dough, which he rolled and made into a weird shape. "...like this...?" he asked and tried to push the piece into Antonio's mouth.

The piece of dough was pushed against Antonio's lips, making him gasp in surprise, which allowed the dough to go into his mouth. "H-Hey!" Ambrosia chuckled softly at Lovino. "We still need to put it in the oven Lovino. It's not ready yet."

Lovino turned to Ambrosia and nodded. "Yeah, just wanted to make sure that it's not poisoned." he winked at Ambrosia and continued making some pretty good looking shapes, not saying anything to Antonio during that time.

Ambrosia chuckled. Antonio frowned slightly. At least the taste was good. They continued to make the pepernoten, until they had three baking trays full. The little ball formed cookies were still hot from the oven, and smelled heavenly. Tim and Laura came into the kitchen, trying to get some cookies. Ambrosia just chuckled, telling them in Dutch they were still a bit too hot. Laura nodded and clung to Antonio's leg. She liked him too. Tim just stood there, giving Lovino a look that clearly said; "Don't expect me to do that."

Lovino stared at Tim quietly and took out an already cool cookie. "..." He smiled a little bit at the Dutch boy and offered him the treat until and then turned to walk away after he had taken the cookie. "I'm going to sit down for a while.." He walked into the living room and sat down quietly, thinking about if he should tell Antonio about his feelings. It would be so fucking hard...what if Antonio hated him.. Or didn't feel the same way..?

Meanwhile Antonio's thoughts were racing too. He had felt attracted to Lovino since the day he saved him. But at the time, he thought it was just happiness from seeing an alive person for the first time in WEEKS. Now that he had thought his feelings through, he realized the truth. That feeling in his stomach when Lovino smiled, when he had snuggled up against him.. It wasn't friendship or happiness. It was love. But what if Lovino rejected him? The Italian had his fair share of bad relationships, so he might not want it.

"Toni~ Toni~" Laura squealed, making the Spaniard smile and pick her up in a hug. Laura giggled and looked over Antonio's shoulder to Lovino. The little girl saw that the Italian was frowning, making her frown slightly as well. "Toni! Cheer him up! Cheer him up!" She mused, pointing at Lovino. Antonio looked at the Italian, his cheeks going slightly red. Should he tell him..?

Lovino put a few fingers against his lips as he thought of the kisses he could give to Antonio, but then pulled them away as he sighed and laid down onto the couch. He threw a blanket over his body and closed his eyes to take a small siesta. No one came to talk to him in a while anyway.. Might as well relax.

When he woke again, Lovino found a drawing laying on his chest. It was clearly made by one of the kids, and showed him and Antonio standing in front of what seemed to be the tomato plants. It was clear that it was him, since the stick figure on the left had a curl coming from the side of it's head and had a grumpy expression plus blush. Antonio was drawn with a smile, brown swirls symbolising his curls. The two stickfigures were drawn hand in hand. "Voor Tomaat, van Laura" was written on the left corner of the paper, along with a smiley face.

Lovino blushed at the drawing. "...I guess it's really obvious that I like him huh? Sadly that idiot doesn't see that.." He grumbled as he folded the drawing up and pocketed it. "...goddammit.." He walked outside quietly to catch some air.

"...what the hell am I going to tell him.." he whispered as he stepped back inside. "Maybe shower will give me some time to think..", he murmured and began taking off his clothes once he walked into the bathroom. Once he had taken off all of his clothes, Lovino went into one of the stalls and let the warm water hit his nude skin.

Suddenly Lovino felt his lower stomach grow hot so fast, that he couldn't help it as his hands traveled down to his crotch to give his member some slight attention as he thought of Antonio. "Nhm...~" He turned his back to the tap, leaning against the wall as he began rubbing his hand against his slowly hardening erection, all while letting out quiet noises.

Meanwhile, Antonio was just walking down the hallway, lost in thought. He wanted to confess to Lovino so badly.. But how? Maybe he should leave a note in his room? Asking him to meet him somewhere on the farm? Hmm.. Or maybe he should make him something? Like a woodcarving or a-

Wait.

He stopped as he passed the bathroom. What was that noise? Someone was clearly showering, but there were other sounds coming from the room as well. Courious, Antonio slipped into the bathroom, keeping quiet. Now he could hear the noises better, and his face heated up.

Was that.. moaning?

Lovino looked down for a moment as he looked at his member, which was still trying to get hard. He hadn't heard Antonio come in yet. His face turned a bit lustful from the excitement his whole body was having and it only made him want more. He turned to face the tap again, and leant his forehead against the wall in front of him. He shut his eyes and moaned Antonio's name quietly, not knowing the man himself was listening.

"..a-ah..nh...An...tonio..f-fuck.."

Antonio felt his face heat up even more, recognizing Lovino's voice. Was he.. Was he mastrubating to the thought of him? The idea made his own pants grow a bit tight. Discovering this, he paled and slowly backed off out of the bathroom.

As he sneaked back into the hallway, the door to the bathroom slammed shut a bit too loudly. This made him panic, and dart towards his room. Antonio slammed the door behind him, sitting down with his back against the door. His breathing was quick, his face felt like you could boil an egg on it and his pants felt way too tight. He hugged himself, cursing under his breath.

A part of him felt happy, knowing Lovino did indeed like him. But another part felt confused, frustrated...

aroused..

"Mierda.."

Lovino gave out a couple of moans, but once he heard the door slamming shut hard, Lovino winched a little bit and went quiet. He turned to look who it was, but he didn't see anyone.

"..F-F-Fuck.." he whispered under his breath. He had to finish his "problem" and then walked as fast as he could to his own room. He was all red, thinking of all the possible people who could've heard him. "...fucking..hell..ugh.." He pulled the towel off of him and dried his hair. "...who the hell was it.." He murmured quietly and sat onto his bed. "...Fuck..."

Maybe it was Ambrosia? No.. She would've made a little joke or something. Maybe Eline? No.. She would've probably asked if he was having "fun". Maybe Gilbert? Nah.. That bastard would've been more careful with the door. Feliciano perhaps? Oh dio, he had probably scarred his brother for life.. Or worse.. What if it was one of the kids? Oooooooh boy.. Amber was gonna kill him if that was it..

"Uuuugh…" Lovino hid his face in his pillow.

Once he had heard Lovino enter his room, Antonio took a deep breath, trying to calm his nerves. Yet still the sounds he had heard in the bathroom echoed through his mind. He tried to ignore the pain that had build up in his crotch, trying to refrain from touching himself. But that was pretty difficult. He stood up, trying to make a choice. If he went to Lovino now, there was a good chance the Italian might curse at him. He had to think this out. Sighing, he dragged a hand down his face, then snapped his fingers as an idea hit him. Antonio walked to the little desk, pulling out a pen and paper.

"Meet me at the stables in 10 minutes. We need to talk. Antonio"

Antonio walked out of his room, and slipped the paper under Lovino's door. Then he walked to the stables, waiting for the Italian.

After a moment of muttering all by himself, Lovino noticed the note being slipped under the door. "...huh?" He read it with a small frown. "...Oh god.." He whispered and blushed. "It was him..?"

Welp. He was f*cked. Bye-bye any chance at getting together with Antonio, out the fucking window you go!

Lovino bit his lip and began putting on his clothes pretty fast, drying his hair as well as he could. He left to the stables, seeing Antonio standing somewhere near the hay.

The Italian stopped a good distance away from the Spaniard. Maybe it wasn't him who heard.. 'that'. Maybe he just.. wanted to talk about.. something else? Hopefully. He took a deep breath in, and walked over to Antonio.

"...Why do you need to talk here, it's easier to talk inside.. right...?" Lovino had crossed his arms, his cheeks a little bit red.

"Well, I.." Antonio scratched the back of his neck. "I kinda wanted to talk with you in private and... This way people won't get in the way and eavesdrop.. This is just a bit embarrasing to say when there are lots of people around and.. Oh dios mios, now I'm rambling.." Antonio breathed in and out, trying to gather his courage. His face was pure red. "I.. You.. I-I mean.. Uhm.. Ugh. Why is this so hard to say..? I..."

He mumbled something under his breath, too soft for Lovino to hear.

Lovino frowned a little bit as Antonio tried to speak to him about something. He tried not to get his hopes up too much though..

"If you can't tell me, then show it or something dammit. I don't have my whole life here..." He crossed his arms again and huffed, staring at him with a "I am annoyed as fuck"-glare. Antonio looked up at Lovino, then suddenly something seemed to snap inside of him.

"Okay then. I will." He hissed. Antonio grabbed Lovino by his collar, pulling him towards him and kissing him. Lovino's eyes went wide, and he wasn't able to respond much.

WAIT WHAT?!

He was kissing him?! HE WAS KISSING HIM!

The kiss was short, but filled with the passionate frustration of someone admitting they like another. The kiss just screamed "I f*cking like you damnit!"

Then the kiss ended. Antonio let go of Lovino, his face red and angry with frustration. "There. Now go ahead. Laugh at me, curse at me, I don't give a damn."

Lovino stared at Antonio. For a LONG time. This information was just settling in. Antonio kissed him. Antonio liked him. Antonio returned his feelings. He LIKED him.

It was like a distant "PING!~" went off in his head as he realized the information. Antonio LIKED him! Lovino grabbed Antonio by the collar, bringing his face close to his. The Italian smirked.

"...I fucking like you too..that was a pretty intense kiss for the first time~" He smirked even wider and tried to push their lips together again, this time keeping his eyes shut. Their lips met again, and Antonio closed his eyes too. He smirked slightly into the kiss, tangling his fingers in Lovino's hair. When they broke apart for that stupid thing called air, Antonio smiled. "Te amo Lovi.." He mumbled, going right back in to kiss the Italian again.

Lovino's heart felt like it was about to burst with happiness. He tighted his grip on Antonio, pressing his tongue past the other's lips, trying to get a taste. Warm, sweet and.. slightly.. spicy..? Meh. He liked it. Nah, scratch that, he loved it.

They pulled back again for air, and Lovino panted slightly. He nibbled on Antonio's lip as he felt the other run his hand through his auburn hair and-

HOLY FUCK HE TOUCHED THE CURL.

"Ha-Ah!~" Lovino moaned out, and he quickly pulled back. "..f-fuck.." He whispered under his breath. Okay, he hated to admit this, but yes, he had used his curl to get off some times, and yes, it felt good, but this? Holy hell. It felt.. way better when someone else touched it. Especially Antonio.

"Huh? Wha..?" Antonio looked a bit confused, and ran his hand through Lovino's hair again, rubbing the curl in the proces. Lovino moaned again, his hips bucking slightly. Suddenly he saw Antonio smirk slightly.

"Ah-ha. So that's what that curl does. Interesting~"

…..why was that smirk scaring him and turning him on at the same time..? Lovino's eyes widened as he saw Antonio reach for the curl again.

"N-Nonon-!"

Tug.

"H-Hah!~" Lovino grabbed Antonio's shoulders in an attempt to stay upright as his knees nearly buckled from the amount of pleasure. Welp. He was hard again. "...F-fucking.. hnm… a-asshole.." He groaned out, his legs shaking a bit.

"Aww~ You wound me Lovi.." Antonio chuckled, kissing Lovino a bit more roughly. He too had felt sparks going through his body, the blood rushing to his vital regions. He supported Lovino as he kissed down the smaller's man's throat, nipping at the vein in the other's neck.

Lovino's eyes stayed closed as Antonio's lips went along his throat, which felt quite amazing to be honest. It had been such a long time since someone had done this to him, that he had forgotten this good feeling for a long, long time.

Well, the last one who did this to him was an asshole, so let's forget him.

"...Nmmm...S-Si...hnn.." Lovino's arms locked behind Antonio's back as he was almost unable to keep his legs up. "..Nhn..A-Antonio.." he whispered quietly, trying to keep upright. Antonio removed his lips from Lovino's neck, making the Italian whine in protest. Antonio just chuckled softly and pecked Lovino's lips.

"Why don't we continue this.. elsewhere mi amor?"

His voice had become low and husky, the purring sound sending a chill down Lovino's spine. Lovino stared at Antonio with lust in his eyes. "...S-Someone might hear us in the house dammit..." he whispered as he panted. "...There's no place where we could do it dammit.." he murmured nervously, glaring down.

Antonio hummed in response, thinking about a place they might continue. He looked around the stables, and grinned seeing an empty one. The Spaniard lifted Lovino up, causing said man to wrap his legs around him, and carried him to said stable.

"Oh well, guess this'll have to do~"

The stable was clean enough, the hay was dry and it seemed like no animals had lived here for quite some time. They had all the privacy in the world.

Antonio's choice of the stable made Lovino quite nervous as he had to sit on the hay, but in the end.. it was.. kind of hot.

Lovino took off his shirt slowly to give Antonio a small show as he pulled him soon closer by his collar. "I've liked you for a fucking long time now.. dammit.." He licked his own lips.

"Same here Lovi.. Same here." Antonio muttered with a smirk. He pushed Lovino down slowly, so he was laying on his back and Antonio was straddling his waist. He leaned down, his right hand supporting his weight and the other moved to cup Lovino's cheek.

Lovino gave Antonio a few quiet groans as he pushed him against the hay. "...hmn...the hay is tickling my back dammit.." He blushed lightly at this feeling but then looked into Antonio's eyes once his cheek was cupped into the other's hand. "...D-Dork..." he murmured nervously, feeling quite embarrassed too at the same time.

"I'm your dork now~" Antonio answered slyly, stroking Lovino's cheek with one of his fingers. He leaned down, kissing Lovino again, now slipping in his tongue to try and gain some dominance.

Lovino blushed and gave Antonio a small grunt at the cooment, but then gave out some quiet moaning once Toni put his tongue into his mouth. His dork… He liked the sound of that.

"Mmhmm..." He moved his hips a bit as he felt aroused from the kiss. Antonio groaned slightly feeling Lovino grind against him. He removed his hand from the other's cheek, placing it next to Lovino's head.

After a few seconds he broke the kiss, trailing the kisses down again, down the Italian's slender neck. He kissed Lovino's collarbone, beginning a detailed search for that one spot on the Italian's neck that would drive him crazy.

A few seconds later a moan and a buck of the younger man's hips made it known to Antonio that he had found what he had been looking for. Antonio smirked against Lovino's skin, focusing on sucking on that spot.

Lovino's hips bucked slightly as he felt different than when he did this by himself. Just jerking off by yourself definitely didn't feel anything like this! This was...amazing. Lovino moaned deeply as he tried turning his head away as Antonio continued sucking on his neck. "Y-you're making an hickey d-dammi- Ah!~" He tried keep his voice down. "...h..nhm..."

"Good. That was my intention~" Antonio mused, sending vibrations on the Italian's neck. Lovino froze a bit and shivered. There was a mini flashback of when Josh said those exact words when he had been sucking on his neck as well. Lovino gasped quietly at the feeling, gripping Antonio's shoulders, "m-mnh!" He panted against his own hand soon, wiggling his toes. The image of Josh kept swimming in his head all of a sudden.

"...N-no more a-ah-!"

Antonio pulled back, looking at his lover a bit concerned. "Am I.. Am I going too fast?" Lovino gave Antonio a small stare but then shook his head. "...J-just continue...don't mind me dammit..." He blushed a little bit. "...My last time wasn't really the best..." He looked away.

Yeah, of course it wasn't the best last time. Josh had pretty much forced himself on him. Now Lovino did smack him in the head for that… But it still was.. Ugh.

Antonio pecked Lovino's cheek, carefully, like he was the most fragile thing in the world. "I would NEVER treat you like that Lovi. If I'm doing something you don't like, just say it. It's better then doing something without your permission." He muttered, love in his voice. He would rather die than make Lovino as unhappy as that bastard of an ex-boyfriend did.

Lovino stared at Antonio for a while. 'This guy… Goddamnit.. Why is he so sweet and weirdly adorable.. But I guess that's why I love him..'

Lovino gave Antonio a small kiss, pushing him against the hay with a smirk. "...Don't worry, I'm still a little bit of a pervert~" He gave him a deep kiss onto his lips. "Mmnh..." his hands rolled down on Toni's crotch, slowly taking off his belt.

Antonio yelped slightly in surprise as Lovino pushed him into the hay. Then he smirked, kissing back. He moaned softly as Lovino trailed his fingers down his crotch, taking off his belt. Lovino threw Antonio's belt away as he began pulling down his pants. He gave him long lick onto his thighs until his lips met the growing bulge.

He did not take the boxers off yet, but instead he opened his mouth to give the tent in Antonio's boxers a few small bites, some sucks and some licks. "Mnnh.." He moved his hips slowly to the left and right while looking up into Antonio's eyes.

Antonio gasped, biting his lip and closing his eyes. His breathing became uneven as Lovino teased him, taking in sharp breaths now and then. "Lovino.. T-That's.. Ah..! T-That's t-teasing.."

The Italian smirked at Antonio, giving his balls a small massage with his tongue through the fabric, then going up again to suck and bite on the bulge. "...Si." he murmured as an reply, rolling his hand on the bulge too. "I like teasing, so what.." he snickered at him, sitting up to pull Antonio's shirt off.

Antonio gave a loud moan at the touches, focusing too much on the pleasure to notice Lovino taking his shirt off. But once he realized, he gave a soft whimper. Lovino blinked.

Scars. Lots of them. On his arms, abdomen, chest.. Whatever happened to him must've been bad. Lovino huffed slightly at the marks, and leaned down to kiss and lick them lovingly.

"...Shut the fuck up...I'm your future..." He frowned at him and blushed. "...I don't care about your past.. You're perfect like this." he huffed quietly and then licked his lips. Lovino gently kissed Antonio's chest and nipples, moving down in the meantime, pulling his boxers off slowly to reveal Antonio's erection.

Antonio shivered as Lovino licked his scars and he smiled. He wanted to say something, like a thanks, but was interupted by the feeling of Lovino's warm breath on his member. "A-Ah~" He moaned.

Lovino took Antonio's erection in his hand, licking the tip of it slowly. "...Mnh.." He gave him a few small kisses on the tip, pushing it into his mouth slowly. "M..nhng..." His body trembled a little bit at the feeling.

The Spaniard gasped, another moan passing his lips. "d-dios mios..." He mumbled out, gasping for breath. He clenched some straw in his hands, tilting his head back. Lovino pushed his head down so he could take more of the length into his mouth, but didn't take it too deep. His head began moving back and forth, his hand rubbing the full length while sucking harder. "...mm-nhnm~ " He moaned pretty deep once he began deep throating the Spaniard suddenly.

The vibrations of Lovino's moans against his member made Antonio take a few shaky breaths, clenching his fists more. He moaned out the Italian's name softly, shivering from the pleasure. This felt.. incredible. Much and much better then what he could do with just his hand. It just.. Oh god. It was amazing.

"Lovi...~ Oh dios mios.." His moans got deeper the more Lovino sucked, and the rushing feeling kept growing in his abdomen.

Lovino's eyes showed how much he liked doing this to Antonio, and only to Antonio. His tongue lapped over the tip of his length, soon going down to his balls to play with them. At the same time his hand played with the full length while rubbing the tip. "...mnh..you're way bigger than me, fuck you.." he huffed quietly and licked along the length. The Spaniard tried to make a remark back, but let's just say he wasn't very good at multitasking at the moment. He just groaned, biting his lip.

After a moment of sucking, Lovino pulled away to take a break from moving his head as he got a bit dizzy from it. "G-goddammit, you're almost.. leaking...",he licked his lips and then kissed the tip gently, panting hard. A slightly salt taste teased his tastbuds. Antonio sucked in a breath. "Well.. I-I can't help t-tha-ah!-t…"

"y-yeah right..." Lovino grabbed Antonio's erection again and rubbed it slowly, "Do you like this...?" he grinned playfully. "Y-Y-YeahhhohGoooood.." Antonio moaned, bucking his hips slightly into the touches. Lovino blushed a little bit. "...Good..." He licked Antonio's neck quickly while looking into his eyes, continuing moving his hand on the hard erection.

Antonio tilted his head slightly as Lovino licked his neck, shivering in pleasure at the feeling. As Lovino looked into his eyes, he smiled, taking another shaky breath. He pulled Lovino towards him, kissing him. His nails dragged over Lovino's bare back, not to hurt him but just as a way of marking the Italian as his own. Lovino was his, and he was Lovino's.

Lovino replied to the kiss with quiet moaning, his body trembling a little bit as his pants got tighter. "N-nh..~" His hand rubbed around the other's flesh harder. Antonio moaned into the kiss as well. "Lovi...~" He panted out, trying to catch enough breath.

Lovino grinned ligthtly at him, rubbing his crotch against Antonio's own as he licked his lips quickly. Teasingly, he took off his pants and threw those somewhere, keeping his boxers on as he began rubbing his member against the hard erection. The fabric mostly rubbed against Toni's already pre-cumming member, making the other moan in desperation.

Antonio's breath hitched, and he moaned, closing his eyes and biting his lip again, afraid of making a weird noise. His nails dug up and down Lovi's back, making patterns that neither of them recognized. Not that any of the two cared, they were too focused on the wonderful friction between their members.

Lovino closed his eyes for a moment as he concentrated on the moving of his hips continuously while giving out quiet moans. He had been holding his hands on the sides of Antonio's head for quite long already. But in the end Lovino just groaned as his hands didn't have the power to keep him upright anymore. "...fucking hell.. ugh.." he cursed quietly as he collapsed on Antonio's chest.

Antonio sat up with Lovino still in his lap, so they could support each other. He kissed the Italian's neck for a few seconds, then looked at him with lust in his eyes, his hands pulling at Lovino's boxers. "Take it off mi amor... I want to have some fun as well.." He whispered, clearly still a bit out of breath, but lustful at the same time.

Lovino looked at Antonio as he sat up suddenly. "..h..mh?", he moved his head a bit to the side as Antonio gave him some kisses onto his neck. "hm..S-si.." he pulled off the slightly wet boxers, throwing them onto Antonio's head with a grin. "Better..?" he teased and rubbed his tip quickly with his thumb.

Antonio chuckled slightly as the boxers were thrown on his head. He took them off, tossing them away with a smirk. "Si~" The Spaniard mused, rubbing Lovino's hard member slowly as payback for teasing him earlier. "Now as much as I liked what you did to me.. Allow me to make you feel even better~" He smiled and looked down, but then looked a bit awkward.

"...uh.. Can I.. You know?"

Lovino blushed brightly and grabbed Antonio's arms. "W-Wait a second. I.. I've.." He pressed his forehead against Antonio's. "I'm still a.. you know. I've never let Josh do.. that."

Antonio was quiet for a moment, then he smiled. "So am I mi cariño... If you don't want to, that's okay. I won't force it." he whispered softly.

Lovino rolled his eyes slightly. "...M-mh...I do want to do it.. but I think you should use your fingers first..." he murmured and took Antonio's hand to lick his fingers while looking into his eyes. "...I know it will hurt dammit but... I still want to do it, asshole.."

Antonio hummed in response. "I see. Sorry, I'm still kinda new to this of course." He smiled softly, feeling Lovino's tongue slither around his fingers. Lovino gave Antonio just a quiet huff as he took a couple of fingers into his mouth, giving them a small sucking as he looked up into his green eyes. "...m..nh.." He continued doing that until he decided to lick the digets gently.

Feeling his fingers were properly lubricated, Antonio pulled them out with a soft 'pop'. He lifted Lovino up a bit, slowly inserting one finger into the Italian's entrance, slowly, in case of any pain. Lovino gave out a small whimper of pain once Antonio inserted the first finger, and gave it a small wiggle . "s-shit..j-just continue.." he bit his lip as he looked into Antonio's eyes.

"Okay.." Antonio slowly pumped the finger in and out, never really pulling it completly out. Once Lovino got used to the pain and let out a few moans, he added another finger, repeating the process and scissoring Lovino a bit.

Lovino got pretty used to the scissoring in a moment, groaning a bit after some time too, "...Antonio..I uh..I guess it's fine for now.." he was blushing pretty hard at that moment. "Are you sure?" When Lovino just nodded, Antonio removed his fingers, positioning himself and Lovino. "Ready? For real this time?" He asked with a soft smile.

Lovino gave Antonio a small nod once he was really sure about this. "...T-Ti amo, Antonio.." He whispered quietly, very nervous as he felt the other pushing in. "Te amo Lovino.." Antonio whispered back, kissing him as he entered. It was slow, only to make sure Lovino wouldn't feel too much pain. Once he was fully inside, he waited for Lovino to show him a sign to continue. A moan, a word, anything. He waited patiently, even though his vital regions were begging for the much needed friction.

Lovino gave Antonio a tight squeeze to his hand as he was pushing inside of him. It hurt a bit, and it felt really weird, but once he had gotten used to the member inside him, he gave out a small groan. "...J-Just move dammit.." He bit his lip lustfully while looking up into his eyes.

Antonio smiled, and slowly began to thrust upwards, groaning softly. Lovino's voice grew as Antonio thrusted into him. It didn't feel that good right now, it still kind of hurt, but as he continued thrusting inside him it slowly felt better. "H-haa..a-ah..An..t-tonio..~" He moaned his lover's name and placed a hand over his own mouth.

'….why am I so lucky?' He found himself thinking while he felt the Spaniard thrusting into him. Antonio could've gone for anyone.. Well, anyone that was still alive, but.. He chose him. Him, of all people. The grumpy, clumsy and foul-mouthed Italian bitch. Not his brother, the nice and friendly guy. Lovino would've never expected Antonio to fall in love with him.

And yet.. here they were. Embracing, and sharing the most intimate thing possible with each other. God.. This was amazing. If zombies decided to break in now, he wouldn't have even cared. He would die happy and satisfied.

Suddenly he felt Antonio pull his hand away from his mouth, and their lips met again. Lovino didn't mind, and moaned against his lips. ".. ...f-fuck..ah..." He wrapped his arms around the other's neck, their tongues dancing as the thrusting continued-

HOLY FUCK.

Lovino had moved his hips slightly to get more comfortable and feel the friction better, but this caused Antonio's length to hit something inside of him. Something that made Lovino nearly see stars from the heavy sparks of pleasure that shot through him. He quickly tighted his hold on Antonio.

"H..Hyah..!~ M-more!~ T-There!~ A-Antonio...!" He cried out, throwing secretcy out the fucking window. Who cared if someone heard them, he couldn't control his speech when lust took control of his body. He just wanted more. Faster, quicker, NOW.

Antonio smiled, gasping for breath a bit. He continued thrusting in that direction, hitting the same spot over and over again. His moans grew louder as well as the two lovers began moving as one. The only thing excisting for them at the moment was this amazing, f*cking wonderful feeling they were sharing.

Antonio could feel a familiar feeling building up in his stomach and he could tell the Italian was close as well by his desperate moans and the nails dragging down his back. "Lovi.. Oh god.." He groaned loudly.

Lovino breathed hard into Antonio's neck as he tried biting it a little bit to give Antonio some feeling up there too. He felt Antonio's erection pushing inside again and again into that spot, bringing him closer and closer. The Italian tightened his hold as tightly as he could as white spots began to cloud his vision.

"...H-a-aah..!~"

It took just a moment from Lovino to release all over his and Antonio's stomach as he squeezed Antonio tight. "A-Antonio!~" He moaned, burying his teeth in the Spaniard's neck.

Antonio wasn't far behind. A few seconds after Lovino finished, the Spaniard came too, moaning out the Italian's name. After they sat out their climaxes and came back to their senses, Antonio chuckled, trying to catch his breath. "That.. That was amazing mi amor... Te amo.." He gently kissed Lovino, putting his forehead against his.

Lovino was panting heavily, fidgeting a bit as he felt a certain liquid trickle out of his entrance, tickling his insides a bit. "...H-hff...hhhaaah...hff..Holy f-fuck.." He was all red at that moment, staring up at his lover. "...That felt.. nice.." he whispered while laying down against Antonio's chest.

Antonio nodded with a grin, letting out a big sigh. "It was amazing.." He held the Italian close, just enjoying the aftermath of what they just did. The Spaniard closed his eyes for a moment, giving a blissful sigh and taking in the Italian's scent. He smelled nice, like a romantic evening and tomatoes.

The Italian snuggled into Antonio's embrace, hiding his face in his neck. He pressed a few kisses against the skin there, but after a while he just put his head onto Antonio's shoulder with a content sigh.

His thoughts were calm now as he just relaxed, nuzzling his nose against Antonio's neck. "...I'm scared to lose you now dammit..." He whispered suddenly and turned his head to look away.

"Lovi..." Antonio gave Lovino a few kisses on the cheek, and even one on his nose. "I'm not going anywhere.." He mumbled with a genuine smile. "And if I do, you can kick my ass."

"Yea, I'll kick your ass so hard that even your ancestors can feel it" Lovino put on his pouty face as he licked his own lips slowly. Antonio laughed. "I'll keep that in mind." He pecked Lovino's lips again, gently pulling his member out of the Italian. Lovino shivered a bit at the feeling, and gently kissed Antonio's neck again.

"...I'd really like to do it again, but I guess we shouldn't.."

"That would be best. Maybe another time. Let's just shower first." Antonio chuckled as he grabbed his clothes, dressing himself again. When they both had their clothes on, they walked back to the house.