Hello I was really shocked on how many views I got for my prologue to my story I am, really humbled and only in like 5 hours it was like 10 then 20 then 40 to 91 and now when writing this 110! Its fucking crazy well since you guys want it here is the first entry of Hiccups Notebook about his worst times it's going to go to the POV of hiccup as a boy so the first entry isn't going to be too sad but it will be sad so sit down and enjoy

Astrid Turned to the first entry from 7 years ago from the second of march entitled My Life Sucks.

Today I tried to work up the courage to go talk to Astrid. She was going to the forge today, so I had all day. I tried to talk to her but as soon as I got close I choked up and couldn't speak it was so embarrassing.

Astrid chuckled at the thought "ahh hiccup she thought that's so cute" she thought out loud." What's so Cute Astrid "Hiccup said in a curious tone. "Nothing "Astrid replied in a cheeky manor "well anyway Astrid I have to go I have Cheiffing to do I think I heard this morning that a Trader Johan had some news about Drago "Hiccup Said in a serious tone." Ok then babe can I still read this please "Astrid said with those puppy dog eyes that hiccup couldn't say no to." Fine" hiccup replied as he left the house. Astrid began to read the notebook again

But that's not the worst, when I left for home Tuffnut and Snotlout came out of the blue like a dragon raid and started teasing me. Saying "hey Tuff I think Useless has a Crush on Astrid" Saying it like it was shocking scandalous thing I retorted it by Saying "NO" I know that's not the strongest thing to say but I was mad and pissed off at them so don't judge. I tuned out so I didn't have to hear their next round of teasing. I got home and left for the woods with my hunting gear and notepad to do some sketching. which has become my new hobby. At this teasing thing Astrid just shrugged it off like it wasn't anything important.

So when I reached the woods I started to sketch the trees when guess who shows up. Snotlout, Tuffnut and Astrid. I tried to hide myself from them in the thick undergrowth, I looked like a small green terror in the undergrowth but they had followed me from my house and found me Snotlout and Tuffnut yelled "Hey Useless" Snotlout quickly added "Hiding from Terrible Terrors a we now toothpick". "that's a good one Snotlout" Tuffnut Replied with dopy smile and Astrid just stood there unamused. Why I kept thinking to myself Why doesn't she stop them. Well it must be her Precious reputation she can't lower herself to the runt of the village's Level No No No that's unheard of.

Astrid who was reading all this felt very guilty all the sudden she knew she could have done something but she didn't Why she thought Why. there's No way that the perfect Astrid Hofferson would go out with me. Reading this Astrid Laughed like someone had fallen over and then landed in a cake. It was so weird to her that in the space of 7 years she would go from never in a million years to moving in with him. that hiccup ahh Hiccup.

Snotlout then picked me up and threw me into the tree I was sketching, that gave me a cut on my forehead. He then like pouring salt on a wound took my notebook and ripped it up. I FUCKING HATE SNOTLOUT he's so Fucking mean and Tuffnut is the same. Why does this happen to me. Just because I mess up a lot Doesn't mean I have to be picked on like this. Astrid reading this then got the urge to go punch Snotlout and Tuffnut in the face for what they did but she realised she watched it happen and she now remembered it. She was told that hiccup had a crush on her and she was going to bash him up for it but Tuffnut and Snotlout offered to do it for her. She came to watch. I was then kicked in the stomach by Tuffnut and was getting punched by Snotlout in the head I was bleeding a lot now I'm still now as of writing this I was crying and blood was coming down from my nose onto my green tunic. I stared at Astrid's Bright blue eyes begging her with my eyes not being able to say anything. please make it stop Please PLEASE. why were you JUST WATCHING YOU FUCKING BITCH I cried and cried they stopped Hurting me and I got up and walked home with blood coming out of my nose and mouth and have lumps and bruises everywhere. I could hear them laughing of in the distance Fucking Arseholes. When I reached my house my father still hadn't come back home I got back up to my room and started to write this well I'm going to bed now to cry myself to sleep.

Astrid got up and cried. HOW could she Just stand by and let that happen to him. He didn't deserve it at all. Astrid with tears running down her eyes. He's Right I am A BITCH he doesn't Deserve me after what I did he didn't deserve any of it he may mess up but no one deserves to be treated like that. Oh Gods why did I DO This to him cry her eyes out she lied down on hiccup's Bed and cried.

Wow that got dark I wasn't intending it go that dark but that's not the worst I got in mind I will tell you one thing though I was never physically bullied I was very much tormented so a lot of this story is influence by my past experiences It makes in much more authentic in my opinion so let me know what you think and please if anyone would like to talk to me about some the stuff in the story I would love to so thank you for reading the first entry of The Past Comes Back To Haunt You.