Hello i am so sorry for not updating this in so long. I had lots of ideas for other stories and i got caught up in school and such. Now i decided i was going focus on this story for awhile. So expect a few more chapters coming out. Now without further adieu Let When the past comes back to Haunt you commence. Btw when it is the entry it will be in italics.

A few minutes had pass before Astrid began to stop crying. She couldn't believe she would do that to Hiccup her Hiccup the one she wanted to spend the rest of her life with. Now she thought she didn't deserve him after what she did. But Astrid being curious as usual knew there was more to this and soon she began again at the book like a persistent Bloodhound.

A little better
March 3
Today was better than most days as i today was my day off from the forge. Every 3 weeks Gobber gives me 1 day to myself to do as i please and today i had an idea. A Brilliant idea. I was going to make Astrid a gift why you may ask. She watched as i was beaten.

The word struck Astrid again like a spear or a dart of a nadder sending guilt down her spine."Why did i do that to him?"

True but i am not stupid i can tell she didn't want to watch. I hope and also i still have that crush on her Fucking Crush getting in the way of my well being again.

Astrid Chuckled at this knowing how many times Hiccup has saved her from danger. There for her at every broken bone and every dastardly villain. Now she feels she never deserved that treatment that love. She loves Hiccup but she doesn't know if he should love her.

Well so i went down to forge avoiding both My dad and those jerks. Not referring to Astrid at all. I hope she isn't reading this. if you are Astrid i am sorry for Calling you a bitch please don't cut me in half PLEASE mercy of the gods Please.

Astrid was both laughing and was Guilty "I should be asking for forgiveness not you hiccup"Astrid said to the book expecting it to talk back.

I Was greeted by Gobber who instantly noticed my cuts and bruises. "Lad whatya do to get yourself that battered boy"Gobber said. "Fell down a hill"i said which was my most common excuse it works every time. As i am Infamous for my clumsiness. "And whata doing here it's your day off"Gobber asked. "I'm making an axe For um Training yes training."I said And yes i know that was terrible. "You can't even lift an axe Hiccup what are you doing here lad?"Gobber said i knew i wasn't getting out of it so i said "Well i um am making it for um ahh uh" "Astrid" Gobber finished "Should of knew your obsessed with that lass so you are making her an axe cause she broke her current one am i right?"Gobber asked though he is abit of a mutton head at times. He is surprisingly clever. i was just shocked he figured it out so quickly. "So go on don't want to keep the lass waiting."

Astrid was shocked that hiccup was making her axe for her. She did remember when she broke her axe she was training and she missed a tree and it a rock and shattered. That was why she was so willing to go beat up hiccup that day. Because she needed to vent off anger but couldn't cause her axe broke. Really Astrid had a small crush on Hiccup at that time but at that time training and being the best was more important so she hid those feelings from everyone even herself. When Hiccup came back she was going to make it up to him one way or the other she had to.

I Spent the entire day making the axe it was great perfectly balanced and was very sharp double edged and was made just like her old one but better. I was so proud of my work which is a feeling i don't feel often ,pride and it felt good. I couldn't give it to Astrid today i had to wait and tomorrow was the best day it was her birthday.

This really intrigued her she did remember getting the axe from Hiccup but something else happened she just couldn't put her finger on it.

I got home saw my dad at the table eating i was starving i hadn't eaten since breakfast. So i joined him "So Son how was the forge today" My dad asked awkwardly we hadn't really had time to talk to each other much. "Dad don't you remember today was my day off remember every 3 weeks"I said sarcastically i knew i wouldn't remember. "Oh well um what did you do then" He asked i couldn't tell him about my plan with Astrid so "Nothing much you" I replied yeah i am not good with excuses. while Dad rambled on i quickly finished my chicken stew and scampered upstairs to my room where i am now writing this. i'm going to bed now

Astrid was quietly thinking what happened on her 14th birthday. She still couldn't remember the whole thing so she decided to keep reading.