Well here i am back again, Sorry for such a long wait but I have been busy with school as late, so hope you guys enjoy. Also this chapter is gonna be shorter than usual, as it is more of a note then a journal entry. Well then Without further adieu The Past Comes Back To Haunt You.
Astrid turned the next page and in was a note not attached to the book. What was in it made her heart feel like it had been ripped out, Shaken around and Crushed with a Hammer. It was a Suicide note. "Oh GODS NO! HICCUP NO!"Astrid Screamed out as tears rolled down her face like a waterfall.
If you are reading this then i guess you found my body. I can't deal with it anymore between my father's resentment of me and the torture i have to live through that is my life, I don't know what's worse. I have been beaten, mocked ,scorned and ostracized by everyone in the tribe minus Gobber, Gothi, Fishlegs and Astrid. I Can't take it anymore i'm sorry i took the cowards way out but alas i am a coward apparently.
"Please 'sob' Hiccup 'sob' don't talk like 'sob' that you're not a coward 'sob' "Astrid cried out in anguish as her heart was torn asunder.
To Gobber I wanna thank you for being there for me, You were like the father i never had but desperately needed. I'm sorry i couldn't be stronger i tried i really did but i just can't anymore i can't Sorry. Thank you for teaching me how to be a blacksmith it has been the biggest joy in my life so thank you Gobber.
To Astrid Hi i hope you like you axe i made it just for you, I could say so much more i know i didn't have a chance in life to be with you so i'll just say it now. I Love i really do so yeah.
Astrid was shocked and saddened by that, Hiccup Loved her even then and she never even took much notice for him, How could she how could she.
To Dad I'm sorry dad i probably disgraced the family name by doing this but i know that's all you care about you honor, the tribe and Mom you never loved me after she was taken. Is it because i'm so much like her, WELL I CAN'T DO A FUCKING THING ABOUT THAT CAN I, WHAT I EVER DO TO GET ALL THE FUCKING SHIT I DO WHAT DID I DO, To deserve all it. As my knife cuts my Wrist and i bleed out i say my last goodbye Farewell.
"HICCUP! AHH" Screeched Astrid her a shocked distraught state. The Hot tears well down her face like water on rock, flowing her sobs became loud cries. She then looked at the note and noticed a few blood spots as well as the stains from her own tears. She curled up in a ball of guilt and sorrow rocking herself while crying loudly and soaking her tunic and furs. "Astrid? Are you Ok?"
Well i tend not to do these but anyway, CLIFFHANGER so yes Hiccup is back home and the next chapter will be the last i know sad but all good things come to a end but anyway fake egotistical moments aside so next chapter is what you all been waiting for and by Gods do i have a doozie planned so keep an eye out for that. like i said before sorry for the short chapter that is because i couldn't think of too much to put in a suicide note. well anyway hope you enjoyed the chapter and cya.
