Chapter 18

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Willow had told Buffy that she and Bianca were involved. The news had shocked Buffy, and she had a few minutes of nervous babbling. But after that, Buffy assured Willow that she accepted this, and would always be her friend. Willow had feared a worse reaction, she might still get it from Xander, Giles, her parents, but she'd had to talk to someone about it. Now, here she was in Bianca's dorm room, ready to talk about their relationship, and what exactly Bianca saw with Oz. Bianca feared that Willow was here to officially end things. She promised herself she wouldn't cry, but that became harder as Willow began to speak.

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Willow: What you saw with Oz, it wasn't what you think.

Bianca: It's okay. I always knew that if he came back...

Willow: We just talked, nothing happenned.

Bianca: Really?

Willow: But it was intense, just talking. We had a lot to talk about. I kind of feel like my head is going to explode.

Bianca: Whatever happens with him, I'll still be your friend.

Willow: Ofcourse we'll still be friends. I'm not going to just throw you away.

Bianca: But I'm saying, I know what Oz means to you.

Willow: How can you when I don't even know. I know what he meant to me, ut he left. Everything changed. I changed, and then we...

Bianca: It's okay.

Willow: It's not okay. Bianca the time we spend together is...

Bianca: What?

Willow: I don't know. I know that my life was starting to get so good, and you're a big part of that. And then, here comes the person I wanted most of all, and I don't now what to do. I really want to know, but I don't.

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Bianca put her hand on Willow's face to wipe away her tears and, trying to hold back her own tears said "Do what makes you happy." Then both girls just held each other and let the tears come.