~WARNING NSFW~ Introducing Jason into this Chapter, sorry to my fellow bbrae ships, bbrae will be back but it won't be for a while. Thanks for reading!
Raven quietly knocked on the door. She kept looking around thinking someone had to of followed her. She had utterly sick all day and she had known Jason would be here tonight. It was their usual night to see each other. Her stomach clenched threatening to make an appearance. Jason opened the door groggily his hair a mess. "Bird?" He asked clearly confused it wasn't even close to being the time she usually show up not to mention the fight had left them in a weird limbo place.
Her eyes were full of tears as she pressed passed him into the room. "I'm sorry." She began crying harder. "I messed up. And you're going to hate me forever." She cried. Sending a stack of magazines across the room.
Jason never had seen the always cold demeanor girl cry, it scared him to see her that way. He immediately pulled her into his arms and shut the door rocking her softly. "Talk to me my little bird."
"I was so mad at you last night I'm sorry. I messed up." She sobbed resting her head on his shoulder. "I own feeling got in the way of my logical thinking."
"What did you do bird?" His stomach dropped. His mind was racing as he began to think of her ruining his life forever. "Did you turn me in?" He was rubbing her hair.
She shook her head pulling a ways from him. "Worst. I che...ated on you." She sobbed. "I know we...we never had a label but I know we haven't been seeing anyone else."
Jason felt a stab in his chest. That hurt, but he knew he'd driven her to that. "Little bird... Who? ... Do you like him better?"
"No I was drunk and confused, lonely. I... I'm sorry I'm so sorry."
Jason pulled her back into his arms. "Little bird. I'm sorry too... I need to think before I act. I really care for you. I just don't know how to put somebody else first.. What a mess we've made."
She looked up him confused. "You don't hate me? You should I hate myself." She whispered. Her hand pressed on his chest.
"No. I'm hurt.. Really hurt but I'm sure I played a part in it. " He looked into her eyes drying away some tears. "Can we work through this?"
She bit her lip forcing oxygen into her lungs. "Yes I want to. Please." Her eyes sparkling.
Jason took a deep breath. "Where do we start?" His thumb was brushing over her cheek. "Have I ever told you how beautiful you are?"
"No sexy, fuckable, but never beautiful." She gave him a small smile in return to his comment.
"Well you're definitely both of those. and Beautiful." He smiled at her.
She ran her hand over the white of his hair. "We're you sleeping?" She asked looking at the messy bed.
"Yeah I just couldn't sleep last night." His eyes watched hers. "Care to join me?"
She shifted slightly. "Uh are you too tired to do me a favor?" She asked softly.
Jason tilted his head. "Depends, what's the favor my Little Bird?"
"Will you make me yours again? I know its difficult to ask and terrible to assume that you'd be willing to.. but I really need your body to be the last one in me. Please." Her amethyst eyes looked to the floor as she held her breath.
Jason rose a brow. She was right it was hard, but he could understand her need. He pushed her onto the messy bed. He needed something to help get him going. All he could think was her under anther man. "Help me?"
She fervently began nodding. She grabbed a hold of the pants he was wearing and tugged them down. She instantly began rubbing him desperate to get him up If she could get him half mass then she could get him in her mouth. She pulled him down to her and began kissing him. Pressing her chest into his. Her hand working him.
Jason kissed her back his hands moving to kneed her ass. He was slowly rising to the occasion. He let his tongue touch hers dancing the way it always did. He pulled her tongue deeper in his mouth sucking on it. She began to moan as she pulled the underwear down his body. She wrapped her small hand over him. She began trusting up and down his member. She left just enough space between them to continue her hand job. She rubbed his head before letting his tongue go and dropping to her knees. She softly blew hot air on him before letting her silk lips kiss him.
Jason bit his bottom lip his hand going to her hair. "Oh my little bird you know what I like don't you?" He closed his eyes letting himself get lost in the moment. He was doing his best not to think of her with somebody else.
She moving her hand up and down she looked up at him her eyes looking at him genuinely. "Only for you." She let him figure out the rest as she licked the tip of him and down the underside of him. She had meant it she would never give someone else including Gar this.
Jason moaned grabbing her shoulders he pulled her up. He turned her towards the desk. "Brace yourself little bird." He was striping her quickly. She nodded grabbing the condoms from his desk drawer and ripping the package open for him. She widen her legs for him and braced her hands on the soft wood. He quickly put it on, and slammed into her. He moaned as he was rougher then normal. "I'm going to make you scream my name so loud the dead will hear you."
She moaned feeling full instantly. She moaned loudly the burn in her stomach rinsing. "Jason." She whispered.
He gripped her hips tighter, his nails slightly digging into her skin as he pushed into her again. "I can't hear you!" His body was leaning over her, his left hand moved to roughly caresses her breast pinching the nipple between his two fingers.
Raven sighed letting her nails dig into the wood of His desk. A permanent reminder of what she had done and the sore ache she'd feel in the morning. She groaned as he pounded into her relentlessly. "Azar. JASON!" She moaned louder. She began pushing back against him positive that would ease the burn.
Jason smirked but didn't stop his movements. He pulled almost completely out before slamming himself into her again. "Still can't hear you Raven." He was starting to pant. His hand now playing with the right nipple. "Touch yourself little bird."
Her hand moved down between her legs. She gasped at the feeling. "Jason... Jason..." She cried louder. She felt her desire pooling between her legs as she fell forward.
"That's it my little bird. Come for me." He surged in at just the right angle to hit the spot she loved. His nails still digging into her hip and ass. His other hand toying with a nipple.
She let her entire body fall her head clunking on the desk. "JASON!" She screamed as she was sent into her nerve racking orgasm.
He pulled her up as soon as he could holding her around the waist as he slammed into her one last time. His hips bucked as her climax took him with her. He was panting as he pulled from her. He couldn't help but notice that she was much wetter than normal, his other hand stroked her swollen lips. He threw the condom away noticing the condom was no where near full. But that would be his little secret. She didn't need to know what he'd guessed to have happened. "Don't forget who you belong to little bird."
She sighed falling into his arms. "I'm sorry Jason it won't ever happen again." She whispered kissing his collar bone. "You're the best thing that has ever happened to me."
Jason smiled pushing her up. "Don't you forget that." As he put them both in his bed he leaned in. His lips on her ear lobe. "And your the best thing that ever happened to me. " he pulled back and looked into her eyes. "Your my biggest heist. Nothing ever compares to the high you give me." He smirked covering them up. "Of course if anyone asks I'll have to deny it."
She gave him her Mona Lisa smile and ran her hands through his hair. "You're so handsome." She muttered glad that he wasn't green. She cuddled into his arms while her body was still buzzing from their fucking.
"Staying with me tonight?" His green eyes brighter then Gar's. His were more like grass or maybe Jade then the deep emerald. He ran his fingers once again over her swollen lips.
She hummed bucking her hips. "I'm not leaving until you kick me out."
Jason smirked before kissing her shoulder. His face in her neck as he absently traced patterns over her core. Every now and then he'd "accidentally" brush her clit or let the tip of his finger slip into her.
"Jason." She whispered kissing him
Jason acted all innocent kissing her back. "Yes Bird?"
"You know what you're doing to me." She whispered pressing her lips to his skin. Back to him torturing her and she be lying if she said she wasn't loving every second of it.
"No I don't. I'm clearly going to sleep." With that he pinched her clit between his thumb and index finger rolling it slowly. Much the way he did to be nipples. His face still in her neck as he let his breath tickle her skin.
She let go of breathy moan. The same one she knew he loved . Her skin erupted in goosebumps as her body arched. "Oh Jason." Her body was getting excited once more. Her left hand tangled into his hair.
He shuttered some without opening his eyes. He didn't stop what he was doing. "Mmm my precious Little Bird sounds so happy right now." he slid his two fingers softly into her. He brushed them around the edge of the delicate rough patch she loved so much. He wanted her close but not over.
She placed her leg over his hip giving him complete access to her. Her hands still in his hair. She moaned and let her body ride is fingers. Her heart begin pounding again hard against her chest. He smirked and kept this up. It was nearly half an hour of him bringing her to that delicate edge to only back off. Then bring her back, where one wrong or well right move would send her flying. His lips still resting against her skin. His palm note rubbing her clit as his fingers played.
Raven felt like she had been placed in hell. Raising her up to the that delicious burn then being roped right back in. It was agonizing. She had left nail marks on his forearms and shoulders. She began a dance of ecstasy against the pads of his fingers. She cried out as she felt him stilling his fingers once more. "Jason, please please."
Jason smile grew as he finally let her give in. "Sing for me Little Bird." His fingers pushed in and mashed that spot his palm rubbing her clit at the same time.
Raven let out a wanton moan as she fell off into a mind shattered euphoric place. She clung to him her body trembling. "Jason!" She screamed. The people next door was certainly going to know exactly who was giving her such pleasure. He slowly pulled his fingers from her after her body released them. A satisfied smirk on his face as he licked them clean. In that moment he could taste himself. He knew his earlier guess had been right. But there was little they could do about it now. He simply held her closer to himself. She sighed as she planted kisses along his bare shoulder up to his neck "Thank you." She whispered.
Jason smirked and covered them both up. "From now on when you want to see me little bird come to my house. No more hotels."
She nodded. "Okay you may have to remind me where it is."
He hoped she saw this as him trying. "I will my sweet little bird. But for now we sleep." He snaked his arm around her waist.
The next few weeks when by like a flash, with a new criminal and Raven spending more time at Jason's the one night stand seemed all but forgotten. That is until Raven realized that she was late. It wasn't the usual late, it was quite honestly that she didn't remember the last time she had a cycle. She tried to remain calm but the second she showed up at the south tower, brown paper bag in hand did the tears suddenly take over her. She knocked on Jinx's door knowing she'd be there.
The door opened and the pale woman looked out at her and could tell all was broken with the Empath, she guided her inside and sat her down on her bed. Jinx looked at Raven with a small sigh. "What in the world is going on with you Sunshine?" Jinx sat on her desk her feet dangling in the air. She held up the brown sack peeking inside and felt her head began to spin. "And what's this about?"
Raven let the nauseous feeling settled in her chest. "I screwed up, entirely fucked up." she fought to keep her composure. "Oh Azar I've ruined everything." She grabbed her friend and pulled her to the bed to tell her everything. She told her about the fight with Jason and how she felt lost and hopeless, about calling Gar, instead of Star, and getting closer to him. Then she choked out how she had let her emotions get in the way and how every logical thought left her brain when she slept with the Changeling.
Jinx pulled Raven to the bathroom making her take it that second and back into her room. She set it down onto of the box. "So if you are.. Is it Gar's? You are positive? Could it be Jason's in any way? They break, or can come off some times... They aren't always perfect.." She hugged her friend.
She felt like she was going to lose it and grabbed the bucket she had brought just for that reason. "I don't know he didn't ask and I didn't tell him.. I ..I never felt anything different." She sighed softly and willed her heart to stop beating right there. "Jason just barely started forgiving me, and trusting me again. What am I suppose to say if I am?"
Jinx rubbed her back. "You'll just have to be honest Rae. No matter what I'm here for you.. And either one of them better be as well. Did it feel different with Gar and do you want me to look?" She asked motioning to the test.
"Gar didn't have anything I'm positive." She fell onto the bed tears already forming. "Look anyways."
Jinx looked to her before looking. "In a perfect world for a best/worse case scenario, whose would it be?" She went over peeked at it and sat on her bed pulling her friend back into her arms and rocking her gently.
"Jason's I think I love him." She whispered as she grabbed her friend arm. "It's positive?" She asked knowing the answer tears streaming down her cheeks. Her life was officially over.
Jinx nodded as she held her friend for a long time. She thought on what to say. "We could run away, I'd make a good dad." She joked trying to lighten the mood. Her fingers were brushing through Raven's hair.
"Don't tempted me. Wally would kill me I think." She whispered. Her mind racing. "What if I don't tell Gar it's his and hope for the best when it comes out?" She mumbled.
"The choice is yours Sunshine. But if you're going to be with Jason you better at least tell him.. What if they are green?" She was watching her friends face. "And I do mean it Sunshine. Day or night I'm always here for you."
"Oh god. I'm so fucking stupid." She cursed falling back into her arms. "He'll fucking hate me. I'm positive of it."
"Who?" She asked confused on which man her friend meant. "Do you want me to come with for support?"
"Jason. And maybe you could wait in the car while I confess my heavy heart? Just in case?"
Jinx nodded. "Name the time and the place." She kissed the top of her friends head.
"How long should wait to tell him?" She asked.
"That again, Sunshine is your choice." She was cradling her dear friend.
"If it was Wally how long would you wait?" Raven asked wanting her honest opinion. "If you were in my shoes what would you do?"
"I don't think I would. The longer you wait the angrier he'll be." She had to think about it. "I wouldn't be able to get rid of it. You know my beliefs." She was still holding her friend close. "I'd tell him I was pregnant. And that I wanted him to be the father regardless of blood." She moved her hand slowly to her friends stomach. "Life happens for a reason sunshine even when we don't understand it."
She nodded trying to gather her courage. "I'll call my doctor tomorrow and after I get confirmed drive straight over there afterwards." She leaned in. "Can I sleep here tonight? Will Wally mind?"
"Of course you can and I doubt it. If he does to bad to be him. Want me to go with you in the morning?" She pulled the covers back in her bed. She texted Wally. 'Sunshine is spending the night. She's having boy trouble I'm going to crash in my room with her.'
She thanked her kissing her cheek. She called the after hours clinic and schedule the first available appointment. She then texted Jason. 'Jason, I want to see you but I need some girl time tonight I'll see you tomorrow.'
'Okay I'll miss you.' was all Wally said.
Jason nodded to his phone. 'Okay Little Bird. Don't have too much fun. I know how your friend can be. ;)'
Jinx smiled. 'I have a surprise for you tomorrow.' Raven sighed and settled into a night full of tears. Jinx held her in her arms drying her tears. "It's going to be okay sunshine. "
Wally had a coy smile on his lips. "I'll look forward to it."
The next morning Raven dragged Jinx to the doctor office with her while she sat in agony her heart literally breaking. After being told she was at least 8 weeks along her tears seemed to dry completely. Jinx drove her to Jason door the whole time Raven was eerily silent.
Jinx was watching her carefully. "You ready sunshine?" She would even go in if she need. She had no problem with Jason.
She sighed. "Please don't leave until I say. I love you Jinxie. Thank you so much." She opened the door and walked to his door. Heart pounding and her entire body shaking she knocked quietly waiting for her fate on the other side.
Jason slowly opened his door. He got tired of the hotels and had let her come to where he lived. It was a small two bedroom apartment. All the furniture was as modern as you'd expect. He didn't expect to see her in this state the last time he had she'd made a mistake. He took a step to the side. "Alright what happened?" His voice was worried sounding.
She looked back over towards Jinx's car ,Jinx just nodded at her friend, then she turned back towards him. "I need to talk to you."
He sighed seeing Jinx. Not sure how he felt about her knowing where he lived. "Then come in my dear and talk." He moved to the leather sofa and patted his lap.
"She not going to say anything." Feeling his discomfort. "She wouldn't do that to me." She shifted her weight on her feet and looked down at him. Eventually she willed her muscles to function and sat down on his thigh and draped her legs over on the other side of him. "What I am about to tell you is the hardest thing I've ever had to do." Her eyes glimmering.
He felt his heart sinking and he cursed himself for not having a drink already. His mind traced as he worried about her leaving him, or worst having cheated again. "I suggest the Band-Aids method. It will hurt us both less to be quick."
She nodded taking a deep breath. "I'm pregnant... and I'm pretty sure it's Garfield's, but I want it to be yours."
Jason stared at her his mouth half a gaped, she hadn't told him it had been her teammate she'd fooled around with. The only one that would hurt more would have been Dick. He took a deep breath his head resting on her shoulder. He was a mess of emotions. "What do you plan on doing?" He asked trying to get some sort of hold onto reality. He knew it very well could be his.
What he didn't know was if he was ready for either outcome. He wasn't exactly the father type, would he fuck up his kid as bad as he was? Or worse if the kid was green could he pretend to not notice? To deal with the constant reminder she stepped out. "It could be ours... I'm pretty sure the condom didn't hold a while back.. I just didn't think this would happen.."
Raven was overcome with all the emotion his piling on to hers. She moved off him worried her powers would act out. "I'm so sorry I never wanted this. I don't know what to do I just came to the doctors office. I'm so scared." She racked her hand through her hair as her tears came back to life. She heard his confession and her heart skipped a beat. "What?" She stated in a breath. Her ear had to be deceiving her.
Jason stood up and pulled her to him again. "Fuck, Raven we've got a mess on our hands." He looked her dead in the eye. "It's very possible it's mine." He then made a choice instantly. "Don't tell him. I'll take care of you.. Both of you. "
Her eyes went wide as she stared at him. "You're going to take care of me?" The words didn't seem like a logical sentence and she definitely think they'd ever come from his mouth. She looked at him her words low and almost unable to hear. "I'm going to need a place to stay."
"You can stay here.. If you want." He himself was blown away by what he was saying. "I'm not going to be perfect.. We're probably going to get on each other's nerves and all that good jazz." He sighed. "But I played just as big a part in this as you."
Raven dried her tears clinging to him. "And if it's Gar's?"
"We cross that bridge when and IF we come to it." He took a deep breath. "How are you doing?"
She nodded placing her face in his neck. "I want it to be yours so badly. Please Azar let it be his." She looked up at him his tallness was overwhelming sometimes. "I'm okay now I was positive you'd hate me and tell me you never wanted to see me again."
"You really want it to be mine? Even thought I'm an asshole and a thief?" He loved how much taller he was then her. It made him feel like he could protect her.
She gulped. "I want to be with you. You make me feel happy but you can't steal anymore. I'm serious if your idea of providing for me and this child is by stealing then I'm gone." Her voice quivered.
"I'll go insane you know that right?" His eyes were serious. "That's a big part of who I am Little Bird." He was thinking trying to find a solution. "What if I promise to only take from those who deserve it?"
She glared at him. "Seriously you can't go out and find a real job?" She questioned "You know what I do for a living?"
"First off by all legal standards last time I checked I was considered dead. That makes it quite difficult to do anything by the books. Second off do you really think I'm going to let you go off fighting crime with my child-" He froze as the words left his mouth. So he did want this kid? Now he needed a drink more then every. "-Inside of you?" He forced himself to finish.
Jinx sat in her car drumming the steering wheel, she promised she'd wait but she was starting to wonder if Raven had forgotten about her.
Raven was dead silent as he spoke. Her eyes watching him. She didn't want him to steal she had begged him but it was clear he wouldn't stop. She popped her hip out. "I suppose my life of fighting crime is over." She walked to the door and waved at Jinx telling her that she'd call her.
Jinx texted Wally to meet her in her room driving off with a returned wave.
Jason sighed looking at her ass. "What would you suggest I do instead Bird?" He was willing to try. Or cut back or just something.
"If you have to steal, please don't tell me about it. And stay away from The Titans." She stated. "I can see if I can get a part time job, be normal." She mused looking at him. "You really want me to move in? I mean I can't cook, and I'm picky, and a control freak."
Jason rose a brow. "I've been leaving them alone and have no intention of causing trouble. I'm a thief not a villain really." He nodded. "Where else would you go?"
Raven looked down at him. "I don't know, if I stay there I know they will get suspicious and he'll find out."
"I know. I want you here. Did my begging for you to spend the night all the time give that away?"
"No... the only reason Gar, knew is because he can smell you on me. and that fight we had that night I just fell like you didn't understand how I was feeling."
"Sometimes I don't. One I have a dick and that makes me an idiot to all things women. Two your hard as fuck to read, and three I'm bad at emotions. But I do care about you "
"I'm sorry I barely know my feelings either. I really care about you Jason that's why I'd do what ever it took to keep you. Hell I'd get an abortion if you didn't want his baby. I just want us to be okay. I've never been able to identify love." She paused looking down at her fingers. "but I'm terrified to think that I'm in love with you."
He stood and crossed the space to her. His hand cupping her cheek. "I've never been loved or loved before but if I was going to love anyone it's going to be you." He was looking into her eyes. She smiled leaning up to kiss him. Her mouth tasting like tea. Jason kissed her back vaguely tasting of something dark and spicy. Raven sighed jumping and wrapping her legs around his waist.
Jason smirked as he moved his hands to her ass. "You know what these means Little Bird?" He was looking for a positive side.
Ravens chest heaved as she looked at him, "what?"
"No more annoying condoms." He half expected her to hit him.
She scoffed and rolled her eyes. "You're luck I enjoy your company. Mister."
Jason laughed. "You just enjoy my cock." He joked his hands still on her ass.
"That helps too." Raven smirked. "Wanna go test the feeling of no condom?" She asked her eyes glimmering.
"Is that even a question?" He carried her to now their bed. She sighed As she began kissing him.
Wally receive Jinx text and walked straight to her room. He had only hope what this text in told. His thoughts on his surprise she had for him. He walked in and walked to her bed. He thought for a moment of being completely naked for when she arrived. He chuckled at the thought and flopped down. Something caught his eyes that was sitting on her dresser.
Jinx didn't even think of the test. She was thinking he'd see the tiny, and I do mean tiny, female flash lace costume sitting on the chair. She walked into her room a smile on her face. "Hey handsome?"
He spun around looking at her with a shocked hurt expression on his face. "Is this your surprise?" He questioned his tone sharp and accusatory. "Unless you got me drunk and I don't recall then it's not mine." Jinx looked more than confused.
"What the fuck are you talking about? She asked shutting her door. Her eyes moved to the white stick in his hand. "Wait... You don't think? When the hell would I have time to do anything with any one? I'm never out of your sight? "
He shook his head and tossed the test to the side. "I don't know maybe it was before we got back together. I don't know Jinx you tell me."
"That's the kind of person you think I am? That I'd tell you something so big, like this? " her eyes watching him. "That I wouldn't tell you I'd been sleeping with somebody?"
He almost though he had stepped back in time as he realized Gars word ran though his head. Work for it. He stopped letting his shoulders fall. "I'm sorry I overreacted I didn't know what to think. It's just weird that your girl has a pregnancy test in her room and you haven't had sex in almost a year."
Jinx still had hurt in her eyes as she walked over to the chair next to the bed picking up the tiny bits of red and yellow lace. "Well that was going to change tonight.. But now I'm just frustrated. One I'm on birth control. Have been since we were together.. Two did you ever think it might not even be mine? "
Wally bit his tongue angry with himself. "I didn't know Jinx. I mean I didn't think. I'm sorry."
Jinx sat on the edge of her bed. "But.. You thought that of me? That I'd do that to you?"
He shook his head his eye closed. "I honestly though it was before... We haven't been back together long, just a few months so I just wasn't sure."
Jinx pulled her knees up to her chest. She'd had an emotional last two days. "Will you take your foot out of your mouth, and come hold me already." Wally moved to her wrapping her up in his arms.
She sighed her arms moving around his neck. "Thanks" she said softly.
"I love you baby." He whispered. Rubbing her back.
Jinx looked to at him. "I love you too.."
