Pam made her way out of the office and caught sight of her maker sitting in his throne, she instantly shoved past the rave and walked towards him, when he caught sight of her, he got up and started towards the basement but she beat him to it blocking his path.

"Get out of my way Pam" he sneered staring her in the face as she rose her chin defiance, she didnt need no bond to feel his resentment towards her,

"no wait you have to listen" she blustered her voice taking on a pleading edge as she added "please".

He nodded following her downstairs, he then sat on the stairs and gestured for her to do the same.

"This is where you released me" she smiled trying to lighten the mood to save herself the embarrassment that she knew would come later, he showed no hint of humour and he pinned her with his icy gaze waiting for the news she was going to deliver.

"Im still pregnant I um, I didn't get rid of our baby i mean how could i...-she smirked- im having eric northmans baby if thats not a gift i dont know what is" she blurted her eyes shifting from his to the floor, Pam practically felt Eric shift. She heard him clear his throat,

"what?" he said as she felt him grip her chin and her eyes yet again met his. "I – I didn't get rid of it" she said cringing internally, "you didn't get rid of it...her- he corrected himself" he asked again seeing if her he heard her right.

"I said fucking no Eric" she hissed leaping to her feet.

He joined her as his fangs shot out in response and she instantly backed down expecting the worst, and in that moment he crashed his lips to hers she didn't know what was happening and to be honest it shocked her so much that she didn't even have anytime to respond, when she finally got her bearings again she reacted twisting her finger through his short blonde hair and clinging to him for dear life. She felt the spawn within her squirm with approval, and so she broke the kiss. "What's wrong" Eric asked gasping for unneeded breath as he brushed his lips against hers seductively.

"That's how we got this one, Viking" she laughed and she could hear the throaty chuckle rising up from his chest before he let out a booming laugh,

"I love you Mrs. Northman, and I'm so sorry for the way I've been treating you lately, I know that I should've told you about Nora and that I threatened your life and our babies without knowing. I'm sorry that I almost let Sookie and my lies tear us apart, Min Kärlek, forgive me"

'speaking of Sookie what are we gonna tell her i mean she was pretty beaten up about jason and- her maker cut her off

'do you think she's okay? he asked Pam huffed

'your asking your swollen ankeled overweight progeny if the woman you fucked is okay' she gritted out she could see her maker it was a touchy subject for her maker and smirked

'Sorry hormones' she giggled he laughed his lips meeting hers then travelling down to her neck, Pam closed her eyes as she let his words wash over her, then the flashbacks started.

Flashback Moon goddess emporium, Bon Temps:

"PAM I FORBID YOU!" came Eric's war cry as Pam launched the rocket, she felt it all the impact of the rocket leaving it's body and the explosion that knocked all of them of their feet, it took her a brief moment to adjust to the world again as the ringing in her ears subsided and she felt the disease within her squirm violently, she held her stomach to be shore that the monster wouldnt burst out of her and got shakily to her feet.


But she was met with the gush of wind that was her maker, "you disobeyed me" he snarled, "I am not going to let you die for Sookie" she begun but he cut her off, "you could have killed her!" he yelled. Moments later she tried again,

"Eric I'm sorry ok Sookie's fine" she tried "get out of my sight" he growled out,

"but it was a protection spell I knew it wouldn't hit her" she sobbed out refusing to believe the rejection,

"get out of my sight before I kill you" he practically shouted, invading her personal space…

As the memory finished, Pam's eyes flashed open she hugged him tighter ignoring the terrible flashback, until she felt a sharp pain pierce her chest she shoved against her maker and when confusion and hurt filled his features, She uttered

'something's wrong…with Tara, I can feel it-she said clutching her chest-I gotta go find her'. She stuttered vamping up the stairs a little slower than usual, Eric following after… in the blink of an eye she met the top of the stairs stepping over the bureau, her eyes search the crowd, then fangtasia's doors burst open with a hiss Jessica, bill and sookie entered holding a limp Tara in their arms.

'what happened!' pam bellowed over the crowd of music while her maker cleared the room of blood bags; Tara was laid down on the floor, and pam vamped it over to her repeating her question

'what happened'

' they… they came out of nowhere Tara tried to protect me… this is all my fault ' the baby vamp rambled getting her words muddled

'Jessica shut up' the cold woman shouted rolling her progeny over Tara whimpered, a silver stake was pierced through the middle of her chest, a gasp escaped Pam's lips

'Eric do something' she whispered stroking a strand of hair off of Tara's face, it was the first time she had ever seen her maker lost for words

'bill?' she said looking up at him

' P-Pam im sorry- he said shaking his head -

'No this can't be happening.. I… can't lose another progeny…not again' she cried waving her hands around in a ridiculous gesture

'you won't' Jessica said an icy cold hand on her shoulder, Sookie had remained silent in the hole situation then the faerie finally spoke

'Eric can I have a word privately - she stated shooting Pam an icy glare similar to the one Nora had given her earlier- Eric obliged with a nod and they disappeared into the office

'Tara?' Pam hushed wiping the tear she had let slip

'Pam...Your here? Her progeny whispered weakly

'where else would I be' she smiled sadly

'I – Tara began but coughed up a shit load of blood

'don't try and speak it'll be alright'

'P-Pam you have to pull it out it's the only way' her progeny cut across her holding her hand

'No' Pam said stubbornly- Tara I need you, I can't I can't do this without you, Please dont give up on me yet im gonna get you help i promise Pam stated looking backwards towards the door she was stopped dead in her tracks when she heard Tara's scream and then her progeny was just… gone, ' Tara! Pam let out a blood curdling scream as the warm Blood and guts of her progeny covered Her clothes,her face...just everywhere Pam Jessica and bill shot out of the seats they hand taken at the bar…

Bills arms wrapped around her, she continued screaming and crying but his embrace held her where she sat, Jessica kneeled next to Tara's remains shaking, her maker and Sookie ran out of the office, the faerie screamed and the thousand year old vampire took his progeny away from his arch enemies hold Pam shook her head in disbelief burying her face into his shirt…