Pam sat on the couch with her feet curled under herself biting her nails, her head snapped up when she heard the door open
'pam?' came sookie's voice
' what' she snapped in a flat monotone
' I-I'm sorry, I'm sorry for- but pam interrupted
' what you're sorry for my progeny meeting the true death, your sorry for dying my hair brunette which by the way never came out properly so now my hairs a dirty blonde or Oh and your sorry for stealing my maker and bullshiting him into falling for you well your vargina, Sookie-opened her mouth to speak but pam carried on- oh god and your sorry for being unbelievable desirable the day you dont have apologise for me Sookie is when pigs can fly im pregnant and i cant take anymore of your problems,
the faerie began to cry at Pams hurtful words
'oh and spare me the tears Sookie- Pam said in a sarcastic baby voice- you have taken everything I ever cared about infact your very exsistance sucked the life out of my life' the female vampire spat coldly rising to her feet
,' right that's it- the faerie bellowed striding towards her- I've tried to be nice for Eric's sake but you are such a pain in my fucking ass'
'oh were's Sookie gone' Pam quieried falsly and in that moment Pam felt a fast, heated, slap across her cheek which to be honest kind of hurt. For a moment Pam was thrown, she was only knocked back to her senses when she felt the infant in her womb squirm,
'you bitch!'Pam lunged towards the fae, Sookie sprinted for escape but the vampire effortlessly caught her the faerie hit the wall like a like a brick
, Pam could hear her heart rate speed up and covered her muffled scream turning her head to the side, the fae blood was pratically calling her name it was intoxicating and it smelt so fucking good, Pam's fangs shot down ready to tear her throat out, but the sheer wooden door was flung across the room.
She was wrestled to the floor by Bill
'get the fuck off of me' the cold woman choked screaming and struggling against his weight '
Sookie you okay' her maker bleated the faerie nodded smirking slightly it was then his attention turned to Bill seeing he was still on top of Pam 'let go of her' He growled grabbing bill by the shirt a throwing him into the left hand corner, Pam vamped up rushing back towards sookie only to be imprisoned again by Bills firm grip on her arm,
'I don't care if I'm seven months pregnant I'll fucking kill you' Pam screeched trying to wriggle free,
'Bill?' Jessica chimed in running to her makers side
'we should be going' Bill shot the red head a look to say I'll be right there, pam was pushed towards the door
'didn't you hear me before. I said get the fuck off' she sobbed feeling hot velvet tears run like a waterfall down her face, bill brought her tantrum to a halt,
' your maker thought it would be safer in your condition stay with Jessica and I, we were on our way to come and get you, that is until Tara was attacked' the douche bag dork bill Compton stated shooting her a sympathetic look, Pam stared at her maker
' No Eric you promised- she reminding him shaking her head- you promised you'd take care of me of us... his lying tell me his lying'
'Pam I- her maker started but was cut off when she vamped up to him taking a tight hold on his jacket lapels-
' NO! Eric don't let them take me away, fight for me, for our daughter like you said you would, you can't do this to me again you promised me!,' her maker grabbed her by the wrists his blue eyes meeting her similar coloured ones
'Pam it's the only way you'll be safe, the authority will be after us and I can't let anything happen to you I'm sorry min kärlek'
No Eric I'm not leaving...Im not going anywhere, fuck the authority'
she cried dropping to the floor then holding onto his long leg burying her face into the fabric of his jeans like a five year old, after a moment of silence she spoke
' this is because of Sookie isn't it? or that bitch Nora, I'll kill her she stammered rising to her feet and making towards the exit holding her rounded stomach.
'Fuck that' she thought to herself as she made towards the cellar
'I'll go' she heard the baby vamp say, Pam did one of her famous eye rolls, and within a few minutes heard foot prints approaching to the spot where she stood
the red head sighed
'I thought you might be hungry- she beamed- you know you being pregnant and all'
'fuck off' Pam spat and instantly felt guilty
'I-I'm sorry for yelling at you'
' no its fine I mean I'd yell at me after the day you've had' she giggled still smiling Pam smiled back
' here I brought you some B negative, you look like hell' the cold woman laughed dryly placing a dainty hand on her hip
' no I can't the smell- she said pinching her nose
' even more reason to feed it'll make you feel better' Jessica urged passing her the bottle Pam rose an eyebrow at how pushy she was and took it
' thanks' she said losing her smile
' don't mention it- the baby vamp responded
- oh and Pam, I'm sorry for everything.
Around two minutes later Pam trudged up the stairs bracing herself against the door frame, Pain over took her ancient body; she felt like death had come to take her again but at the same time she doubted that she was in pain, she wanted to fall and give up but she had to find her maker, she held her front groaning out loud her daughter kicked her violently, her stomach lurched and ached; she wanted to throw up
'Eric' she whispered loud enough for him to hear her
' It's okay Pam, everything's okay I know you don't understand but I'm doing for the sake of your safety and our child's jag älskar dig' he whispered pulling her into an embrace and kissing her forehead.
'Eric something's really wrong I-I feel I drank the blood and- her eyes widened in realisation- the blood someone must have poisoned it Jessica, it had to be Jessica or bill maybe' the female whimpered, pushing against the thousand year old Viking holding her
'Eric we have to- but her vision failed on her- she shook her head scrambling to get her words to form an actually sentence
'I'm going to go get some air, I..I feel sick' she slurred ambling towards the big steel door. That is until her body failed… the world around her went into a sickly abyss of darkness.
'You gotta be fucking kidding me' the cold woman spat wincing as she sat up
'what happened to bill and cheeto's place
' their coming to get you later' the faerie replied softly staring at Pam in the mirror, the vampire shrunk in her seat looking at her nails
' I'll stake Eric myself when I see him again' Pam croaked angrily ' he did this for you benefit, Eric loves you, you know' Sookie sighed Pam swallowed the bitter jealously she instantaneously felt
' no Eric loves you, I'm just some possession he isn't ready to get rid of, I'm not gonna chase him anymore, it's not good for me or our daughter' she scoffed running a hand through her hair, Pam heard Sookie swallow
' that thing you are lugging around is Eric's' ' who else would I sleep with I mean there was your brother, but that was so last year and I'm only seven and a half months gone the last person I was intimate with was my maker' the faerie rose her eyebrows
' you slept with Jason? So the baby could be... '
'No there's no way I'm seven months along I haven't fucked your brother in over seventeen months besides It was brief we used protection because Jason was such a paranoid idiot, guess he was right then wasn't he because look at the situation Eric and I are in now-sookie tenses at the mention of Eric's name-, your brother got a lucky escape because I am not mommy material-she says. With hand gestures- anyways I just wanted some of the Stackhouse experience everyone else did' she said bitterly rolling her shirt up to reveal her stomach...she sat there staring at it
'it'll be dawn in six hours we better get you inside' the faerie said killing the engine, Pam slivered out of the passenger seat slamming the door of the vehicle behind her, the cold woman cried out in pain nearly falling to her feet Sookie caught her
' I don't need your fucking help just get me the fuck inside and I'll be on my way'
'but bill and Eric said' Sookie started
' fuck Bill and Eric Jesus Fuck are you always such a fucking scout I guess that's what you and bill have In common, anyway bill is fucking billith now he can do what he wants you think he cares about you, he only brought Tara back to fantasia to show that he isn't a threat it's all a bullshit lie'.
Sookie ignored her blabbering and opened the door, Pam stepped over the threshold holding her aching back, she screwed up her face at the strong smell of Sookie's Perfume then the familiar fresh scented smell of Jason,
' your brother's home' Pam queried smiling
' what where- the faerie asked her big brown eyes searching around the house – jase! She shot up towards the staircase 'make yourself at home' the faerie said absently strolling up towards the flight of steps. 'oh i intend to' Pam spat sarcastically The female vampire sat on the couch flicking through channels scrubbing at the dry tears that stained her eyes and cheeks how could Eric do this to her how could he just leave her again this time she couldn't… no she couldn't forgive him.
A crash came from upstairs and Pam shot her feet,
'Errm Sookie is everything okay' there was no reply… so the vampire decided to check it out, when Pam reached the top she vamped down the hall, Jason had collapsed and Sookie was crying
'Pam!' the faerie cried Pam sucked in nervous unneeded breathes
' what do you want me to do I'm in no fit state to be giving fucking blood donations you're asking too much...Jason?' Pam shrilled in light panic All though she's never fully admit it she had grown quite fond of Jason
'Pam for once in your fucking life will you think about someone other yourself or Eric' the faerie pled aggrieved the door bell rung and by Pam's guess it was Bill Compton come to pick her up.
' . ' Pam thought 'Bill…Bill help' Sookie screeched down the hallway and in the blink of an eye bill was up the stairs
'Pam go back to mine, tell Jessica I'll be back soon'
'HELL FUCKING NO- Pam screeched grabbing a plant pot and throwing it to the floor,
'Get to the house Pam.' Bill growled sternly
the female vampire huffed and made her way towards the door opening it and stepping into the harsh windy night she could have put up a fight but one, she was in no fit state two it would be dawn soon and three she was fucking starving, Pam made her way to bill's mansion at the very edge of bon temps, her curls blew into her face, what else could go wrong tonight. Eric had abandoned her and she had to stay with fucking Boy Scout bill and his god fearing progeny Jessica, Pam felt more tears run down her face as she trudged through the dark ' Fucking hormones' she scoffed out loud scrubbing her tears furiously.
Will be updated tomorrow xxx my babies
