'Fuck Don't run out of gas, dont run out of gas, dont run out of gas!' Pam chanted the red vehicle began to slow 'fuck' she breathed punching the steering wheel and resting her head against it in frustration.
Dawn was approaching fast not to mention the bleeds had already started, the once dark gem covered sky had now morphed into a greyish blue palette. and now she was panicking, the car had stopped somewhere in the middle of bon temps, outside there was a long dusty road and at the end of that road lay a factory of some sort, with two big brick cylinder shaped towers, great she was stranded and pregnant and that thing over there was Pam's best bet if she wanted to survive till nightfall, she hopped out of the car and began walking towards the entrance, she then slowed when she read the sign
' vamp camp...(she had heard about this quit recently on the news every ounce of her being screamed for her to run) shit' she thought as she turned her back to walk away, but she froze when she heard the clink of a gun
'freeze vampire or human' Pam's arms flew up in surrender her fangs bursting out defensivly
'I Errm I she began but was interrupted by the blonde in the bright white Dior suit
' Take her into solitary' the bitch yelled, catching sight of her fangs Pam growled at her threateningly then, rushing forward ready to attack,
'now' the woman war cried; it was then the vampire felt a red hot burning pain start in her leg, she fell to the floor with a soft grunt
'FUCCKK!' the female screeched…
She came to in a blank room wearing gross blue overalls, the walls were utterly plain; the tiles where the same colour, she sat up holding her throbbing head and collecting her bearings
'Pam' came an unfamiliar voice, she looked to the door seeing a man about five foot ten in size, he had a bald head, a tailored suit and tie and wore round ugly glasses that reminded her off john lennon
' the theripist will see you know' Pam shook her head
'Im not going anywhere with you who are you and how do you know me' he didn't answer only nodded to the guard stood beside him,
the unnamed solider obeyed approaching Pam and grabbing her under the arm forcing her to her feet, she growled in protest before being dragged through a grey hall with more windows than she had ever seen in her long life, a fucking vampire couple caught her eyes through one of the windows , looking through the opaque glass she made a smart remark, only to be hustled into another room.
There in a tattered arm chair sat one of the ugliest and fattest men she had ever seen in her hundred years of living
' Thank god I was just starting to feel confessional' the cold woman spat smirking
'please sit down' the Doctor scolded boredly, she continued to stand where she was with one hand slapped against the wall beaming, the man sighed' I'd like to get to know you, I'm - he stated pointing to himself- and you are' she didn't answer simply just stared' if you are not going to participate, then we have guns pointed at you, not metaphorical guns. Real guns' clucked looking at his pathetic clip bored she sighed feeling her daughter squirm inside her stomach taking a seat she began to speak
'my name is Pamela, I am one hundred and…well I've lost count. There now we know each other' she smirked smartly laying down as she did.
'Why am I hear' she broke into the silence
'you are here to be studied we want to study you, so we can know what you think about, how you feel' he said calmly sitting forward
'oh wait holding the fuck up am I in therapy' the female gibed shooting to her feet
'therapy yes if that's what you want to call it, now will you sit down Pam' Pam rolled her eyes slumping back into her seat ,
'What do you want to know' she demanded turning on her side to face him
' tell me about you maker' 'I don't want to talk about him' she hissed dangerously shifting to lay on her back and gawk at the ceiling
' come on Pam he can't be that bad' said his nose twitching in curiosity
' I said No you fucking Fat fuck' she spat childishly screwing her face up in annoyance
'okay' he nodded in understanding-
'then tell me about yourself,- 'human life or vampire life- she cut in fiddling with one off her finger nails- '
Errm let's start with your human life' Pam inhaled an unneeded breath and began confiding in him
' I grew up in san Francisco, where I was the second youngest out of three siblings, I had an older brother called Berty and an older brother called Lennie, at the age of fifth teen I was kicked out by my parents for…she hesitated biting her lip- in my early adult years I began gold digging and wrecking homes, my family was always very wealthy but they cut me off when I left, by the age of twenty two I worked as whore in a brothel, I made good money off of other girls, then in 1905 I met my maker Eric Northman' her voice cracked at the last part and she had to pull herself together 'sorry I erm- she gasp out wiping the tear she had let slip .
'No please don't be- spoke handing her a box of tissues, she shook her head and he continued 'know tell me a bit about your vampire life, it doesn't have to be from the be from the beginning maybe a simple memory' She swallowed hard,
'my maker fell in love with a faeire- she laughed when the therapists eyebrows climbed a little-' I know it sounds crazy but anyway I nearly killed her and he got me pregnant left me, and then only recently came back and when he did he released me it hurt but I'm over it' leaned forward again eyeing her
' and humans how do you see them-
'pathetic- she interrupted- there worthless things, there food at its best, all you can do is fuck them and kill them and they reek of tuna fish'
' and as a vampire how would you rate your sexual-
'High- she cut in knowing what he was getting at- I was whore in my human life it was no coincidence' she stated smirking
' I am very interested to know what-
' so you want inside my head- she burst in again turning to look at him seductively
'very much so yes' she was one his lap in the blink of an eye ' how deep do you wanna go'
' deep ' he moaned
'I'll let you get in there but only if you let me inside ginpop'
' I think that can be arranged' he replied back in a daze ' good' she breathed…
Even though she and Eric were not together she still felt like she had cheated on him, why did she feel guilty she was supposed to be pissed at him she sat in her cell, her unborn child moving around, Pam placed a hand on her abdomen and whispered
'I'm so sorry baby', the door burst open with a hiss and a brunette vampire walked in, Pam stood up defensively
, 'who are you'
' I'm Eric's… he told me you wouldn't understand but he is here and he told me to tell you not to drink the blood there's hep v in it'
' what the hell is that' 'I don't know but it's not good Nora had it she's dead'
' good' Pam burst out her vampire sister stared at her in disbelief
' why would you say that'
' why wouldn't I, why would Eric lie to me over and over and now his done it again because his made you'
'I-I'm' Pam cut in
' you know what everyone keeps saying that word sorry and you know what I'm pretty fucking tired of it'
her sister huffed and left the room Pam practically shook with anger biting back the urge to brake something
' the door slid open
' Pam' came the familiar voice of her maker. Her body tensed
'I have nothing to say to you Eric'
'I know Pam but you have to hear me out I-
' No-I don't wanna Hear it' she shrieked covering her ears
'Pamela' he said walking towards her
' I'm not your fucking Pamela, Not anymore would your Pamela have fucked some other guy, I THINK NOT!' she instantly regretted letting those words leave her lips, she could literally see the wrath steaming of him
' What?' he breathed angrily
' you heard what I said' she scoffed her temper matching his
' in the blink of an eye she was slammed against the wall, the unborn child within her kicked at the violent impact,
' I commanded you never to see another man. EVER AND YOU DISOBEYED ME THIS IS THE THIRD TIME!' he roared in her face fangs bared, her anger got the better of her, she pushed him hard enough for him to stumble back a few steps
'I NEVER SLEPT WITH ALCIDE AND YOU KNOW WHAT ITS NONE OF YOUR CONCERN WHAT I DO INFACT I CAN DO, WHAT I WANT, WHEN I WANT WITH WHO EVER I WANT,BECAUSE YOUR NOTHING' she sobbed shoving him back again, and barging past him, her maker looked completely stunned by her by her outburst,
"Pamela" he begun with a softer tone,
"no Eric just shut your fucking mouth, I never wanted a baby ever" she shrieked,
'this is what you wanted it's always been about what you wanted, you left me alone I'm tired of you treating me like shit' 'have I not always been there for you Pam and looked out for you' 'No now that is not fair'
'isn't it' her maker interrupted her.
'You left me on my own Eric. You fell in love with another woman, you picked her over your own progeny. I didn't want anybody else all I wanted was you Eric, I love you, I begged you not to let me go and you let it happen-Eric rolled his eyes-
I just don't think I can trust you' she finished stepping further away and folding her arms, her maker breathed out an unneeded breath
'you don't trust me' he repeated
'No' Pam whispered, she hadn't even realised she had been crying 'I'm sorry Eric, its over were over, this is over' her maker nodded but she could see the hurt she had caused him. She backed up towards the wall and slid down bringing her knee's up to her chest and bawling her eyes out and when she looked up her maker had gone.
Hope you all enjoyed this chapter thank you for your brilliant idea lyzz Cullen and I promise chapters will get longer xx p.s will update tomorrow xxx
