Pam's dead heart raced as she waded through the woods it had been two hours since she had gone walk about, she didn't know how to feel about the whole situation, she had let him win…again he had managed to worm his way back in to her pants for a second time and it drove her insane she had long since gotten dressed , her anger was mostly aimed at herself for allowing what had just happened to happen, she had been desperate and vulnerable after being rejected by Godric, she had felt unwanted all she wanted was someone to talk to. Her mother had always taught her to be strong and she had been, even after Uncle Charles, but she did not feel particularly strong right know… not at all, the sun would be coming up in about two hours and the sky had already taken on an indigo blue, the female huffed batting a strand of hair from her face the bleeds had set in, a droplet of blood ran from her nose, 'fuck' she blurted then hissed in pain, a razor sharp cramp shot through her stomach and back, but as quickly as it came it disappeared, Pam shook herself off thinking nothing of it diverting direction back to the house…

she knew that scream from a mile away rolling her eyes she vamped into house, the door opened with a hiss, Pam was welcomed to the sight of a pool of blood, Eric breathing heavily obviously pissed, Sookie crying in the corner and Godric looking equally as pissed off 'what the fuck is this' the female spat looking to Godric in question 'that is the queen of Louisiana' he broke in

'what?' Pam spat out looking at her maker feeling indescribable fear,

he would be killed for this and he would without a doubt take the blame for the humans too, she couldn't allow this

'Eric?' she stared at him in question she could see he was still in a fit of rage, the faerie whore ran to grab Eric's shirt

'we have to go Eric, if they find you they will kill you' Sookie cried,

Pam focused on Godric looking at him for help ' Godric what do we do' she spat out running a now shaky hand through her hair, Godric didn't answer,

'this is ridiculous' the female chocked pulling her maker out of the faeries grip and dragging him up towards the stairs.

'Sit down on the bed' Pam shrilled feeling the stress start to build inside her, Eric did as she said, taking a seat on the mattress,

'Ok don't panic, I can fix this just have a little faith in me' her words were desperate as she paced around the room like a mad woman she couldn't help the involuntary sob that escaped her mouth. Her Eric, her maker her lover, her father looked so vulnerable,

she hated it, his beautiful icy hair hung in a shaggy mess covering his face, his clothes ruined with vamp blood, Pam swallowed hard what the fuck had the queen of Louisiana been doing at the house,

'hey look at me, its fine you're doing great just don't panic' she rambled again dropping to her knees and leaning in front of him her dainty hands catching his face ' Eric – he interrupted her holding her hands where they were

' Pam I have killed queen Sophie Ann do you know what that means I have to go' – she shook her hands free from his grip

' What about me!...what about me when they come and kill you do you expect me to do-' she bellowed standing to her feet

'Pam-

No! I get it, okay? I get it! You'll be okay, you'll be fine, but what about me?! So don't do it for yourself, do it for me! Please? Please, Eric! Please do this for me! Because if you die... Oh, God! You have to do this! You have to do this for me, or I'll never be able to forgive you!"

'for dying?' he rose his eyebrows

'YES! and for making me love you, you'll be abandoning me again leaving me to deal with this mess on my own!'

'Pam you have a life here, you have Godric he will look after you and the baby when I'm gone' the Viking stated standing to his impressive height of six four'

'I don't care!' she cried

' Pam you-

'Eric just please do this one thing for me Okay? Please? I can't do this if you don't... please! Do this for me! Please!' she begged he stared at her briefly with an unreadble expression then pulled her into a tight embrace

'I'm not gonna leave you again pam' Eric breathed out the progeny stared into his blazing eyes making sure she had actually heard him correctly,

'promise' she squeaked her body shaking with emotion

'promise' he repeated pulling her into him.

Eric's p.o.v

I had finally managed to convince Pamela to get some rest, she had insisted on waiting up with me, probably paranoid, who wouldn't be I had been a piss poor excuse of a maker for the past four years and during the early to late stages to of her pregnancy, she had refused to sleep out of pure stubborness as well, Pamela my lovely progeny, my fiesty kitten so many qualities I love about her yet stubborness is my favorite. Her back was facing me her blonde curls spilling out like a waterfall onto the plain white sheets, I loved watching Pamela In such a peaceful state, I had watched Pamela sleep many times over our hundred years together and had memorised her completely, I could visualize her perfectly, the look of innocence that settled over her small frame making her look angelic, her serene dreams blocking the outside world and the look on her face causing the world to stand still. I allowed my arm to drape over Pam's hip, but I soon slipped it under her snug fitting tshirt to rest on nine month pregnant swollen stomach that poked out roundly. I waited there with the palm of my hand on her adomin, waiting For I'm not exactly sure what, but I waited. I was about to pull away when I suddenly felt a flutter against my hand, it was faint but still there, a wolfish grin painted my face and I began to whisper to my unborn daughter in my native tongue 'Jag ska skydda Bada jag lovar dig' I uttered feeling for once at peace with the world, that's why I practically jumped out of my skin when I heard Pam's voice 'Don't stop-she muttered tiredly-she likes the sound of your voice' I fell silent at a loss for words could our daughter really hear me, and did she really like the sound of my voice, I cleared my throat then began talking again this time to the mother 'you need to rest' I stated keeping my voice low ' I couldn't sleep' Pam admitted sucking in a sharp unneeded breath my brow furrows in concern 'What's the matter is it baby' I quiz 'No the baby...the babies fine I'm just worried, what if they kill us or take her away I don't think-' I cut her off speaking in my mother tongue for the second time alway a sign of deep affection 'ingen skada kommer til dig eller vat barn, jag kommer inte tillata jag alskade dig innan ensure traffat dig, jag innan du en du ens föed ditt säkker med mig Pamela ni båda ä' I could practically hear Pamela's smile and I could smell her blood which I guessed were her tears, I smirked 'hormones' I thought after a brief moment of hesitation Pam turned around to face me still smiling her Blue sapphires mounting into my similar ones 'I love you mr Northman' she stated then placing a sweet and soft kiss on my lips...

The next day Nightfall 7.30pm

Pam startled awake feeling the sharp unforgiving jabbing pain from earlier what the fuck was going on she gulped when she heard her makers footsteps bashing against the hard wood of the stairs, the female shot up into a sitting position waiting for the door to open she smiled taking in the sight of her maker when he entered

'I'm taking Sookie back home she-

'she's finally had enough-Pam interrupted- gee what a princess' she stated bitterly before wincing sharply, Eric's brows furrowed in concern, Pam put a hand up as in to say I'm fine, she was far from fine she felt like horse crap

' are you okay' Eric spoke Pam 'fine' she grit out wincing again her maker was by her side in a second flat

'Pam you can stay here if your not fit to...' he trailed off 'no she's just swimming-she stated grabbing his hand and placing it on her rounded womb

' can you feel her?' She asked cocking her head to the side so her long hair fell to one side of her body he smiled when he felt the infant kicking Pam bit her lip studying him intently God he was beautiful, she felt her chest flutter with butterfly's there was no greater John than seeing her maker smile, it mad her knees weak everytime he did. Eric flinched when sookies jarring voice bellowed through the halls

'Eric are you coming' her maker looked at her slipping his hand free, Pam gasped at the loss of contact looking down towards bump

'are you sure your alright' he asked she gave him a disappointed unconvincing nod

'fine' she breathed absent before changing the subject 'I'm coming with you' before he could protest she had moved from her comfy spot in on the bed, her maker breathed out an unneeded sigh of defeat then exited the way he had come in.

Pam was dressed in the blink of an eye shooting down the staircase after him. The faerie stood by the door her mascara smudged from the tear marks, Pam almost pitied the little bitch

'how are you planning on getting Sookie back to bon temps' Pam called out down the hall

'im taking her' Pam knew by that he meant they would fly there and huffed in annoyance, looking into the long mirror beside the door she pulled her shirt up exposing her gigantic stomach damn she was huge, abnormally huge, she wondered was this normal? shaking her head she banished the thought

'how do I look' she turned to sookie smiling

'great sookie grit out sarcastically Pam smiled turning to look at herself once more then gasped feeling pain shoot through her,

'oh no' she rushed out loud then felt sookie's hand on her back

'Eric!' she called her voice echoed off of the walls in the house Eric was there in a shot

'im alright' Pam stated irritated over their fussing

'Pam are you sure you can fly'he asked she shook her head but transformed it into a nod she was not in the mood to fly let alone in the fit state

'what about Godric' Pam protested looking around to see if she could capture a glimpse of him

' his staying we should get back tomorrow by twelve latest' the female scowled rolling her bed shirt down so it fell above her leggings then striding out of the front door…

By flight they reached the edge of bon temps around eleven thirty, the lights of the Stackhouse estate were lit Jason must have been home, the female shivered at the thought of having to deal with that needy son of a bitch again, Eric guided the faerie to the bureau of her house Pam followed swallowing the bitter jealousy that threatened to overpower her. maker turned towards her towering above her small frame

'Pam I need you to stay with Sookie for about an hour' he explained looking at her with pleading eyes, this was not a debate even if she did not want to she would stay here regardless of her complaining

'but what if I go into labour or my water breaks I'll need you there'...

' do you feel like its going to happen' he asked raising his brows 'No- she lied she new better, and she knew it was going to happen soon- but-...

'then you have nothing to worry about' she rolled her eyes then exhalled a long breath

' fine. I'll stay Eric but I want you promise me, no more disappearing' the female sighed sounding almost childlike

' I'm not going to disappear Pamela' Pam felt herself melt a little at the way her name rolled off his tongue his light accent making itself known, he kissed the top of her head and then in the blink of an eye he was gone, the female scoled stepping into the house shooting bill Compton a glare

'Bill' she spat out

'Pam' he replied matching her tone of voice,

'hey pam' cheeto shot from across the room

'whatever' the cold woman shot back sounding like an annoyed teenager.

"I'm thirsty, where are all the true bloods?" Pam spat as she made her way towards the bar fumbling through the boxes of shit on Sookie's hallway table.

"Why would there be true blood here" Bill replied smartly causing Pam to turn around with scorn,

"please do not get smart with Compton" she sneered looking up at him with flare. He stared back down at her humour evident behind his eyes even as he tried to plaster on a fake smile of sympathy, at how pathetic she was making herself look. "I need to get outta here" she blustered rubbing her temples with fury and starting towards the passage out breathing heavily for unneeded breath,

"Pam just sit down" Sookie who had remained quiet this entire time piped up.

"I just want to know where my fucking maker is, WHERE HE HAS GONE!" she shrieked grabbing the nearest object and throwing it to its destruction.

"Pam calm down!" Bill shouted as she continued to wreck Sookie's yellow house.

"His gonna leave me again" Pam screeched bringing down the entire tea table.

'No he won't his just gone back to the bar to check up' on some things' the faerie breathed irritation clear in her voice

'Oh! I don't care just show me where the fuck my room is the female yelled out holding her stomach, she then stormed up the stairs and down the hall into sookies bedroom, slamming the door shut behind her...after a few minuets she had guess that she was the only one in the house, she moved towards the window pearing out into the darkness of bontemps then catching sight of the blonde and red head she knew as jessica and Sookie, her thought then travelled back to Eric... what if he left her again, she loved him but it didnt mean she trusted him, and there was no way she would take his word or sookies word for it, Pam didnt think she rushed towards the staircase, so wrapped up in her thoughts that she forgot all about the first step she fell shock fear and pain painting her body she was falling so fast all she could she was a blurr of arms and legs and the white railings of the stairs then the world went black...


Pam came to dazed and confused...her head ached everywhere ached from the harsh impact, the world was also a blur around her but she didnt care she barely recovered before shakily getting to her feet 'Eric?!' she called out her eyes searching around the hallway 'ERIC!?' , the female trudged towards the open door exitting into the warm night, gripping her left elbow and wincing in Pain 'Eric?! she yelled again Bracing herself against the Patio's banister her voice was choked yes because she was about to cry.

'Pam?-she heard jessica yell as she ran vamp speed behind her sookie followed close behind at a human speed Pam looked up catching sight of her- Pam what's happened?' she asked concern covering her normally cherpy voice

'Ooh I fell down the stairs but im fine jess...Im fine it's Eric I need to find him' she blustered out on the verge of tears

'Pam he's gonna be here soon Soon, you could ring him if it'd make you feel better' Sookie stated finally catching up with jessica

'No im such an idiot' Pam sobbed out still gripping onto the hard wood

'no listen listen...theres a bit of blood it always looks worse- Jessica shot out-At least you still have your teeth,' She joked Pam laughted shakily through her crying the let out a Breath,

'did you fall on your stomach' Jessica queired her voice coated with worry, Pam looked up towards her letting go of the wooden banister,then place both hands to her adomin with both hands

'she's not moving oh jessica she's not moving' Pam panicked jessica threw an arm over her shoulder pulling her close

'No its fine everythings fine' the red head rushed out

'Pam- Sookie began but Pam cut her off

'it's not moving my babies not moving- she rushes out tearfully its then Pam hears it a small little Pop sound before a pool of water hits the decking floor- ho-oh my God! i think my waters are breaking' Pam sobbed out...