' OK- Sookie rushed out trying not to sound as Panicked as Pam felt 'We need to get you Back inside...Can you walk?' she asked Pam nodded quickly allowing the two women to assist her The female ambled down the hallway sucking in and breathing out unneeded breaths
'She's Three weeks early...I cannot have this baby three weeks early' she rambled shaking her head Sookie already had her phone out, trying Eric's mobile Pam witter on before doubling over and groaning,
'His not answering...his not answering' Sookie shot out towards Jessica, Sookie eyed the redhead then repeated 'jessica' and Jessica shifted her vision to look at the waitress, 'what is it' the faerie demanded.
'its nothing its just-im supposed to be at Jason's' Jessica admitted Sookie glared at her,
'well sorry to keep you-she snapped- this could be serious she fell down the stairs and she still hasnt felt...the baby's still not moving what if-' the faerie began but jessica cut her off
'no Sookie...I dont know, she needs a doctor'
'I need Eric...I just need Eric' Pam shoot out resting her head on jessica's shoulder, then wriggling free from their grips
'Hmmm- no…this isn't fucking happening not now not fucking today' she paused when she entered the living room then sucking in a sharp breath
'well it is honey and you need to calm down just a little please' the faerie began but pam cut her off
'It's not moving' she wailed fighting back the urge to scream, Sookie looked lost for words
'Jessica call Bill tell him to get Eric then call the-'the Halfling turned to face the red head
' already on it' Jessica assured her, ginger brows furrowing in concentration as she dialled those ten digits for number
'alright Pam you need to get to the couch…can you do that' Jessica moved to put an hand under pam's arm
' you can't fucking move me…it hurts to much please…please don't' she begged clasping to her knees in pain and holding her swollen middle Sookie shot her a sympathetic look
'Sookie do you have a sec' Jessica announced eyeing Sookie with a look of concern
'No not really' the faerie replied irritated
' it's important…please' the redhead added gesturing for Sookie to follow, for the first time Pam was actually afraid
'that was my water right...so that means this is actually happening,right now...i cant have this baby now Sookie i cant ' Pam rushes out with another shit load of tears
'i know Pam I'll all be over soon' Sookie says begginging to walk away
'Please don't leave me on my own' she pleaded grabbing Sookie's forearm in a vice grip,
'I'll be right back I promise' the faerie swore Pam nodded, it came out unsure and desperate, another wave of pain hit her, the females scream echoed through the house, Sookie ran back into the parlour
' Alright Pam we need to get you on the couch…quickly'
'I already said fucking no-Pam cut across- I'm in fucking agony I can't fucking move' she yelled shakily
' I know- Sookie assured softly-but we need to get you into a stable position if you want this baby out safely'
' fine' Pam replied stubbornly throwing her hands out in a help me up kind of gesture, the faerie obliged calling to Jessica for help
'ugggghhhh god it's coming, the babies coming now I can feel it' the hundred year old vampire whined
'Pam I need you to relax and Breath' the faerie stated 'Pam rose her perfectly shaped eyebrows taking her seat on the couch
' I don't need to fucking breath, I just need you to shut the fuck up' she mussed shakily, the Halfling rolled her brown eyes
' can you move that table..,.yeah that one in front of me its fucking distracting',
'you know what Pam I know you're in pain but every fucking time you turn up it's always a fucking crises . Me all the time and some of us are sick of it, the faerie bleated as she moved the table
Pam sighed letting her fangs descend; biting her pale knuckle blood ran down her hand she breathed in an unneeded heavy breath,
'Pam how long since the contractions started' Jessica chimed in blinking furiously Pam huffed in irritation
'that's not what they are' she scowled childishly screaming out loud again letting her head fall onto one of the soft fluffy pillow
'Pam listen just how long' the baby vampire interrupted eagerly
'I don't know…I don't know' Pam lisped burying a shriek into the pillow
' come on Pam you must know' the Faerie grumbled obviously growing impatient,
'on the Plane it started… on the plane but they stopped and then I fell down the stairs and oh god- she cried the cold woman groined shifting her weight uncomfortable
' what time' Jessica spoke again
' I don't know ten something… ten but they stopped i just thought they were cramps...this is all my fault' Sookie counted the hours on her hand
' you've been having these contractions for seven hours, what the hell have you been doing all day, why did you travel if you knew you were in this state-
' I don't know I had to…I had to' Pam gritted out sitting up and grabbing Jessica by both shoulders; shaking her ' there coming again there coming' she screamed out
' Okay just listen Pam the doctor will be here soon…she'll be here any minute, know the doctor said to get you some where comfortable so were gonna have to take you up to Sookie's room'
'No you can't move me again… you can't move me again' she chanted swallowing back tears
'Okay Pam its fine, if you good here then we won't move you
' Pam nodded desperately before collapsing backwards onto the cream decored sofa,
'fuck it hurts so much…' She sobbed out this time letting the tears slip
'No Pam everything's gonna be okay' the red head reassured her
'I'm scared... What if it kills me?' she squeaked out almost hitting a state of delirium
'your just having a baby Pam its okay' jessica soothed Pam turned so she was on her knees and buried her head into the sofa
' Are you okay Pam do you want me to call doc again' the faerie clucked out
' NO guys I'm not fucking okay… I feel like I'm gonna fucking puke' 'it's all right Pam were here you're not on your own
' Jessica replied sweetly
'I know- Pam panted again- but I don't want you I want someone who knows what their fucking doing' she practically howled out, then the phone rang the faerie answered it she answered eyes widening when Bill dropped the news then she killed the mobile
' Pam we need to get you to fangtasia that's where doctor lugdwig, Eric and Bill are how far apart are the contractions,
' I DON'T FUCKING KNOW LIKE EVERY FIVE MINUTES...GOD THIS ISNT RIGHT' she screamed
' okay good we have time, Pam were gonna have to drive you to Fangtasia it'll- Pam cut in
' are you insane I'm not going back there…I'm not going back, I don't want Eric to see me like this' the female moaned feeling pathetic
'Pam we can do this here or we can do this were there are actual professionals'
' we can do it here, do you really fucking think I can last a fucking car journey without dropping this little shit, call them up again and tell doctor lugdwig to get her short ugly ass over here'
Sookie let out a breath getting out her cell phone for a second time and redialling bill's number, it took her around two minutes before she put the phone down, their on their way Pam you just need to wait a little longer,
okay?'
'Okay...okay- Pam whimpered-
'shouldn't we get her changed' Jessica pointed out looking at Pam's water soaked clothes,
'yeah…sure I'll be back in a sec' the faerie uttered making to run up the stairs as soon as Sookie had left the room Pam spoke
' I change my mind cheeto, about everything, I want Eric where is he?'
'I'm sure he'll be here soon' the red head nodded wrapping an arm around pam's shoulders
'god it feels like im shitting a knife- she was cut off when she screamed again, in less than a minute Sookie ran back down the stairs holding a pink knee length night dress,
'Okay Pam you need to change it this and you need to take your pants of its go time'
'No I can't… it hurts to much' she whined
'Pam you have to try' the faerie snapped impudently, the female let out a groan, and stripped out of her current dress.
The doorbell rang and relief flooded washed over Pam, Jessica ran to the door and soon rentered the living room with doctor Ludwig
'thank fuck' the female burst out 'it's about fucking time' the redhead finished her sentence,
'yeah sorry I'm late I got held up at your fucking bar…you know with all those raving people and- Pam intervened
'where the fuck is Eric' 'He and bill are on their way they got held up in the bar sorting out some- she was cut off again by Pams agonised scream
' okay pam I need you to examine you' doctor ugly clucked putting down her equipment and rushing to the females side. Pam shifted to so she was on her back instantly opened her legs almost slipping off the couch
'Okay Pam your seven centimetres dilated' she revealed
' seven centimetres' Sookie and Jessica repeated in unison shock Painting their pretty faces, Pam batted a strand of hair that hung to cover one eye
' holy shit this really hurts- she whined- I feel like I should push, should I? she stuttered out
'no Pam not until I say, just keep breathing' doctor lugdwig croaked in her old voice
'HMMMM PLEASE GET ERIC!' she cried begged begging to push
'he may not get here in time this baby is coming now, Pam you cant push' the doctor reminded her shaking her head
'No please…I'll make sure she doesn't come out...ill stop pushing please' Pam begged sounding vulnerable and feeble the door opened again and in came her maker and bill Compton 'Eric where have you been' Sookie clucked out Eric opened his mouth to speak but was interrupted by Pams feral scream of irritation
' Pamela?' he shrilled out, he there next to her in the blink of an eye, '
Eric thank god i thought you'd gone...im Sorry...im so sorry' the female cried letting out a strained long breath 'I fell down the stairs and- she was cut off by another wave of Pain
' Okay Pam your gonna have to start pushing ' What!' Pam exclaimed- you just told me not to'
'I know but she's coming out faster than expected' the doctor answered, Pam felt her entrance being tested to the limit
'oh god Eric I'm gonna kill someone. First Sookie, then you- she screamed again
'hey what did I do' Sookie exclaimed defending herself, Eric shook his head in a silent no and the faerie shut up
'Okay Pam push' the doctor cried out praising Pam for her bravery
'Its not working' the cold woman wailed
'it's okay Pamela just push' her maker reassured her taking her hand in a dominating grip she let out a guttural cry
'It's not fucking working Eric' Pam whined letting out a shaky breath 'Please she's three weeks early is she okay?' Pam cried
'Pam pant it's really important' the red head asserted 'it's too late for that'Pam groaned softly 'be brave pamela it cant be that bad' her maker cut across her stroking her knee
'its the worse pain ive ever felt god eric and its your fault...' 'my fault? her maker laughed gripping her hand
' you did this to me' she cried gripping Eric's shirt
'I know it hurts Pam your almost there' her maker reassured her stroking her hair
'i can't do it' she whined she heard bill laugh
'come on pam' the doctor smiled
'she's early' Pam wailed bury her face into Erics shirt
'god i dont want our baby in this house- she bellowed her voice cracking into a sob- and i dont wanna push in my bum' she cried this caused an involentary laugh to come from her maker, and Bill compton
'Pamela swynford i never thought i'd see the day'
'fuck you compton...im gonna kill you' she screamed out grabbing a pillow and throwing it at him he easily dodged it,and smirked
doctor ludwig shook her head
'you can do it Okay Pam your almost there' doctor Ludwig bellowed, Pam let out a shaky breath boring down into the core of her passage
'think i need to go somewhere else...she's early i fell down the fucking stairs why wont you listen to me' she whimpered
'Pam-doctor ludwig began but the female cut her off
'theres so much blood...please just can we go' she sobbed
'thats all nomal Pam come on one more push and she's out' doctor Ludwig chided out
'your almost there Pam' Eric cried out in excitement 'that's easy for you to say you're not the one suffering' Pam cried out
'Pam push one more' her maker reassured her
' no I can't anymore' Pam moaned sobbing pathetically,
'keep pushing' doctor Ludwig bleated again
' I cant' Pam strained out then she turned to Eric 'Eric somethings wrong I can feel it she cried
'no Pam just focus on getting her out'
'No Eric...its a horrible feeling i'ts been building up for months and weeks and I can just tell'
'what can you tell Pam' Eric asked shaking his head
'that i'm gonna pay'she stuttered
'why...Pam why would you Pay' Eric asked confused
'because of what ive done because of the amount of people I've hurt' she winced as another contraction shot through her body 'this baby somethings gonna happen to it...somethings already happened to it because of me...-she let out a shaky breath-I don't deserve this baby...I really don't...I'll be a terrible mom' '
Pam your gonna be great and even if your not she'll have me' her maker laughed making her smile that was until the next painful stab
'oh god' she sobbed 'eric it hurts so bad ' she cried gripping the coller of his shirt
' i know' he nodded stroking her hair back from her face she continued to Pant and push like the doctor had said but it wouldnt work she screamed out loud crying and breathing heavy shaky breathes
'one more push Pam come on' Pam nodded letting a powerful scream rip as she did
'Pam big push' the doctor reassured her
'i can't anymore-and then she involuntary bore down feeling the body of her daughter slip free from her womb she let out an exhausted cry breathing in desperate unneeded breathes
' you did it Pam' Eric cried out triumphantly
'Is it okay is she alright' Pam heaved out fighting to stay awake
' how is she' she shot in the doctors direction, doctor Ludwig didn't answer
' just let me- Pam cut her off- ' why isn't she crying Eric do something' she screamed shaking her maker
' it's okay she's alright' Eric reassured. The babies wail met Pam's ears. doctor Ludwig 'there you go moma' the doctor smiled
'no I can't im shaking to much...i can't' Pam cried
'you can its okay' her maker nodded Ludwig beamed passing the bundled infant through Pams slender legs and into the females arms, she was met with blue eyes similar to her own and Eric's,
'Oh fuck she's perfect' Pam breathed happily
'I love you Pam, I always have even when-' Eric cut in his voice husky and choked
' I love you' she sobbed out happily pulling him into a desperate; needed and very awkward kiss. And for the first time in a long time Pam felt true happiness.
Will continue as soon as possible enjoy xx
