Pam lay on the bed holding her new-born daughter to her chest, the female watched as the tiny infant slept studying her small face, she had pale icy white skin with full cheeks, a small circler nose and her full pink lips her fine dark blonde hair still smooth over her petite head, she smelt like a combination of fresh air, ivory soap and lavender, hell she smelt even better than Sookie, Pam caressed her daughters fragile head, she could stare at this little girl for hours without moving, the female wondered if this was some sort of maternal instinct did humans feel this way when they had babies she'd never no her thoughts were stopped when the door opened it was her maker taking a seat vamp speed on the bed there was silence until he uttered out

'Pamela for once we agree on something, she is perfect' he stated a small smile playing on his lips as he ran his fingers delicately over their daughters back, Pam smirked,

'do you want to hold her' she asked still grinning her maker nodded and she handed him the baby he took her holding her close

'have you thought of a name yet' he spoke still marvelling at the baby

'yeah actually I did' he rose his eyebrows in response waiting for an answer

' maybe Erica?' her maker boomed out laughing and confusion painted a picture on pam's face

' you don't like it? I could change it if you want' she rushed biting her nails nervously'

'No…no it's great' he must still memorised by his daughter.

Bill Compton opened the door, clearing his throat then looking to Eric 'the authority are downstairs- before bill could finish his sentence Eric had passed Erica back into Pams arms and was on his feet in a less than a second, the female shook her head to say no 'Eric don't' she begged staring desperately at him

'Pam I have to I'm sorry' he reassured kissing her forehead then leaving vamp speed out of the room, she couldn't stop the tear that slipped from her eye and she stubbornly scrubbed it away, Erica jumped awake when the door slammed her blue eyes glancing around the room to focus on Pam, the female gasped at how much they resembled her makers, there was a crash from downstairs, the female sat up holding Erica to her chest again and listened to the shouting downstairs her daughter began to whimper and shifted position pam hushed her

' no please stop just stop, it's all pam's fault she was pregnant and scared she didn't know what she was doing she killed the humans not Eric please just let him go' she heard the faerie shout from the living room, it was then she heard footsteps up the stairs and the door opened slowly with a hiss, in came some very unfamiliar faces only one she knew Russell.

Pam clutched Erica impossibly close as Sookie also came in trying to talk to the authority out of what they were about to do.

"Who are they?" Pam asked directly to Russell as the other officers started walking towards her

' friends' he ground out smartly Pam's eyebrows climbed a little,

"I'm so sorry Pam" Sookie bleated out leaning back onto the door. It was then the officers took Erica, out of Pam's arms and the baby let loose an ear piercing shriek, like a banshee. Sookie covered her ears and so did the officers behind the one in charge including Russell who was trying his best not to cover his ears even as the blood started spilling down from his ear to his neck.

"No!" Pam shrieked vamping out of the bed and snapping one of the officer's neck,'you can't take her...she needs me im her mother' Pam cried

"give her the hit" one of the authority members blustered out and there was a loud gunshot.

In that moment all Pam felt was pain and she collapsed to the floor screaming and crying in a mixture of grief and Agony 'no please don't do this, kill me...just kill me just don't take my baby away' the female shrieked forcing herself to get up she didn't care that she was bloody and bleeding out she had to get her daughter and would die doing it. Pam ran out into the hallway but then a strange looking woman came into her line of vision

'witch' Pam thought every instinct in her body told her to flee or tear the bitch up but she had no time, the female tried to push her out of the way but the woman stopped her dead in her tracks putting a palm to her pale forehead, the chants started she couldn't hear them in a swirl inside her mind she tried to fight against it but then. The world went black…

'Pam?' she could hear the voice distant in the world of darkness what had just happened,

her mind was completely blank she remembered Eric, bill but that was it then there was nothing her eyes fluttered open to see her maker and two others what where their names, she had to think, the female tried to sit up only to be pushed back down

'whoa Pam easy' came her makers voice her eyes searched around the room

'bill what happened to your hair' she strung out in a clumsy sentence he gave Pam an unsure stare then looked to his red headed…friend?

'Eric?' he gave her a sad smile and pulled her into a tight embrace she looked at the others in confusion

'what's going on- she started but was cut of' 'you don't remember… pam our daughter' this time it was her turn to cut in

'whoa wait Eric I don't know how hard you hit you head or whatever just happened to you but as you know I can't stand kids' she stated a smirk playing on her lips

as she sat up and this time no one stopped her as she got to her feet, she realised she was sore all over and nearly stumbled, Eric caught her his eyes meeting hers

'Pamela you're in shock, you had a baby a couple hours ago it was a girl and the authority took her-Eric started

'ha-ha very funny' she mocked sarcastically but stopped when Eric gave her a worried look' look Eric I don't know what kind of game you're playing right know but it's not funny I don't remember that

, I don't remember you- she stated pointing to the red head who looked down towards the floor-

I don't remember okay. I'm sorry know will you just take me home, another person ran into the room a blonde who wore a yellow sun dress

'Pam, Pam I'm so sorry'

'who the fuck is this…this is too much will you just take me home now!' she begged tears of confusion beginning to stream down her face, in the blink of an eye her maker had shot across the room and pinned the petite blonde onto the wall

' WHAT WERE YOU THINKING, THIS IS YOUR FAULT YOU STUPID BITCH!-he growled slamming her into the wall again-' the woman cried and choked out

'you don't love her you love me, it was hard enough almost having to deliver that baby tonight and watch you to all loved up'

'What fucking baby-Pam screeched out shaking like a leaf- it's you- she shrilled out- your all crazy just stay away from me…all of you' she choked vamping out of the bedroom and out the front door into the night.

Pam's P.O.V

I don't know how long I walked, but I walked…walked for what seemed like hours, they had all gone completely nuts I didn't know who half these people where, what fucking baby they had brainwashed my maker into thinking that I had actually been pregnant, that I had actually given birth to a baby girl, and even though I didn't believe this shit I still had this odd feeling that I was forgetting something really important, I refused to believe it, I wouldn't forget my own daughter that just wasn't possible, the headlights of a vermillion car came from behind me,

'Pam wait' I heard my maker call after me,

'please just not know Eric I need some space

'Pamela you have to remember' he began what he would say next I didn't know because I cut him off,

'Eric snap the fuck out of it, your all going crazy, I don't remember any of that now will you just get all that baby shit out of your head and try and let this shit go because I cant handle this right now'

before I knew it my maker had me in a vice grip pinned against one of the trees, I had angered him and I didn't blame him I would go absolutely apeshit if I had been made out to look crazy ,

'Don't treat me like I'm insane Pamela you will do well to remember who you are speaking to, I know you don't remember right know but you will I promise you that' he gritted out through clenched teeth, I began to shake and cry under his grip 'i-im sorry'

I trembled out sounding completely pathetic his emotions turned calm and he realised me from his hold pulling me into a tight in embrace

' Pam you have nothing to be sorry for, this isn't your thought, I promise I'll find a way to get our daughter back then everything will be okay'

I resisted the urge to say your completely nuts because what if he was right, everyone said it so it must be true, could my maker be sick, could this be the after effects of his amnesia or was I simply insane, I couldn't tell, I was so confused, I couldn't remember the last two years of my life but yet only one name popped into my mind and I didn't know why 'Erica'.