'Pam what's the last thing you remember her maker jumped in',
'I don't know' she interrupted stubbornly as she worked behind the bar 'come on there must be something' she huffed in annoyance,
'shouting maybe…then bill, you and….oh god Jason' she stated loudly moving from behind the bar
'I have to find him we had an argument' she could see the jealousy and anger forming in her makers eyes.
'your worrying about Jason when we should be out looking for our daughter' Eric gritted out angrily
'Eric there is no baby…you…you're going nuts' she shook her head 'Pam look at yourself…you just I can't…maybe this will refresh your memory' he spat out stepping towards her she took one sniff of him and her face screwed up in disgust
'what is that god awful smell and what's your point Eric' the female bleated stepping back
'Pam you had our daughter a couple hours ago then the authority came and took her away, Pam come on you have to remember' he grabbed her by the shoulders shaking her
'No I don't believe it …we didn't…we haven't…Not in years' she argued shaking her head
' you don't believe it' he repeated making sure he had heard her correctly
'No I don't I wouldn't forget my own daughter…I think I'd remember Eric!' she screamed back at him feeling vermillion tears stream down her face.
'Pam please I am begging you just give me five minutes…it could help you remember' Pam backed away her spine hitting the Bar
'Eric you…your scaring me you've gone crazy I just tell me how to help you'
'I don't need help Pam I need Erica back' she stared at him shaking her head
'I need some air I feel sick' she burst out trying to barge past him but he grabbed her arm in a vice grip
'Pam just hear me out give me five minutes' she rose her eyebrows at him then made to take a seat, fangtasia's door opened sending in a harsh draft Pam shivered then realised the only thing she was wearing was a night dress. A woman walked in she wore a white dress had curly blonde hair and a gap tooth
'Sookie' he maker gritted out Pam stared at him then to the woman known as Sookie
'who is she Eric…she smells amazing' Pam stuttered getting shakily to her feet only to be stopped by her maker, Sookie cleared her throat and spoke
'I know im the last person you want to see right know but Eric just give me two minutes to explain myself' she spoke with confidence Pam smirked Eric had said that to her a literal five seconds before, Her maker nodded and the pair disappeared into the office.
Sookie's p.o.v
My ex-lover stepped into his office after me. I silently prayed that he would forgive me then spoke
'Eric I know you- but he cut me off 'if the authority have done anything to my daughter,
I will kill you myself' I swallowed hard he was serious and I knew it' I understand- I nodded
- but Eric you have to understand I did this for you…for us
' the fact that you were having a baby with Pam…you have no idea how much that hurt me Eric, I still love you…you have got to believe that',
'they could have killed her because of you and your stupidity!' he bellowed causing me to jump
'well look on the bright side no one actually got hurt' I breathed shrugging my shoulders I found myself pinned against the wall in less than a second
'No one got hurt he roared holding my throat in a crushing grip I breathed heavily feeling salty tears run down by eyes and into my mouth
'Eric please let me go im sorry' I reassured pathetically whether he would admit it or not he still loved me and he always would he released his hold on me and I clasped against the wall in a coughing heap his back was now facing me
'Come on Eric we both know you released Pam because you don't love her anymore, I called the authority because I knew that with Pam out the picture we could give things another shot, you don't love her like you love me Eric, and I love you' I sniffled turning on my charm
'get out' Eric hissed I came here to get him back and I would not take no for an answer bill had rejected me I wouldn't let Eric do the same,
'please Eric you don't mean that' I mussed turning him to face me and looking into his icy blue eyes '
I love you' I repeated again
'I don't love bill, I give myself to you completely' I smiled stroking the side of his face and pulling him into a passionate kiss which was broken by a screamed outside the office Eric was the first to run out, I had won, I had won him back I hoped.
'Pam' she heard her makers voice
'I can't I can't think its I tried to remember and-she screamed again holding her head' it was as if everything inside her brain was tearing
'Pam look at me Everything's fine- 'it hurts so much my heads burning' she bellowed her nose suddenly started to bleed and she shot forwards catching the spurting blood in her hand her maker held her close looking up at Sookie
'I might be able to read her mind- she plunged in with a reassuring nod-
I can try' 'Eric please make it stop'
Pam shuddered her small frame violently shaking
'I…I can't Eric her brains scrambled' the faerie choked holding, Pam could faintly hear the conversation but then she gave up. All the stress, anxiety and pain finally was too much. Her cheeks were stained with bloody tears. And she suddenly fell into an involuntary sleep. Her mind was tangled. She couldn't be sleeping. After her mind finally went back to normal, she was in a pond. Swimming in a meadow. Was she dreaming? She looked to see her reflection. It was beautiful. Her eyes were an ice blue. Her hair had streaks of sunshine gold. Her eyes flew open how had she ended up on the couch
'Pam? She heard her name, 'seeing an unfamiliar man,
'who are you' she bleated out looking around the room
'Pam it's me, Eric your maker' 'I don't know that I don't know you' confusion Painted a picture on the man's or creatures face,
'Pamela it's okay just' he began but she cut him of
'Stay away from me…I don't…I don't know who you are just please stop this' she babbled stepping backwards into the desk. Eric backed out of the office shutting the door behind him and caught sight of Sookie standing by the bar
' what's wrong with her' he questioned the blonde stalking towards her
' I have a theory but im not sure-
'just tell me' Eric cut in ' I think this may be similar to what happened to you,-Eric nodded go on he said bluntly- she had a few bits of her memory but know it's gone 'so do to her what you did to me' he barked
'I can't' she admitted sympathetically
'can't or won't' Eric growled
' I can't look Eric I went inside her head and it seems that the more she remembers the more she loses'
'so what are you saying' Eric roared the faerie jumped again ' Im saying she could die' she bit back bravely.
'How can losing your memory kill you' he snarled in irritation
'you saw what it did to her just then remembering just one bit of information gave her brain a haemorrige imagine what it could do to her if she remembered everything Eric it's just too risky 'Sookie stuttered softly
'I can't just let her forget about our daughter' Eric cut in 'you don't have a choice, this is Pam's life were talking about, sure the authority have your daughter but they won't kill her the most they would do is raise her and brainwash her, it's your choice im going home so that's where I'll be if you need me, the faerie chimed leaving the bar.
Sorry this chapter took so long I had major writers block I swear next chapter will be longer thank you for reading please review and follow and please give ideas thanks and I'll write soon xx
