This chapter is a little different enjoy xx

8 months ago Sookie's pov:

I lay in bed intertwined with Eric in my bedroom 'were you serious about Pam earlier' I asked looking up at him. And just when I thought he wouldn't answer he cleared his throat and spoke

'yes… I was angry sookie, she tried to kill you I guess it was just a heat of the moment type of thing' I rolled my eyes and sat up looking down at him

'well she's on her way here now I can hear her- there was a sudden and loud bag on the door

'Sookie open up where is he I know his here' Pam bellowed

'should I- Eric started but I finished

'No I'll go' I stated getting up and throwing on my yellow sundress. I left the room shutting the door behind me and padded down the stairs to open the door

'where is he' Pam shrieked tornadoing into my house and looking around

'yeah sure invite yourself in' I scoffed shutting the door

'No sookie I need to tell him I'm sorry…I'm sorry for trying to kill you' the fiery blonde shouted

'alright I'll tell him when I see him' I promised nodding to her there was something different about her…I could just I don't know…sense it

'Sookie you don't understand… she trailed off and looked at me frowning 'his here right now I can smell him on you' she burst out grabbing one of my grandmothers antique flower pots and throwing it across the room.

'His not honestly' I lied 'you're lying to me' Pam growled out 'okay well what do you want me to say Pam…I'm not going to lie his hear but he doesn't want to see you' I broke in 'why not is he going to kill me- she screamed- quit being a coward Eric come and face me she gasped out her vermillion tears spilling over.

I felt sorry for her 'okay Pam why don't you take a seat on the couch and I'll see if I can convince him to come down' she vamped to the couch taking a seat and I walked up the stairs stopping halfway and staring at her, she sat on the couch looking at her polished finger nails yep there was defiantly something different but I could put my finger on it. I shook my head and continued on up the stairs opening my bedroom door

'Eric she wants to see you' I uttered squinting at the bright light bulb in my room

'she'll stay away if she knows what's good for her' Eric grit out causing a shiver to run down my spine 'but- I began he cut in

'I said no sookie' he barked his voice becoming deadly I nodded and left the room running down the stairs once more

'Pam' I bleated out of breathe she turned around getting up with such a fluidly inhuman grace it almost gave me whip lash. She looked at me with hope and I shook my head

'I'm really sorry' I said falsely

'No it's okay I was stupid to think he'd want to see me' she stated sitting back down putting her head in both hands it took me a minute to realise that she was crying, Pam crying that was unusual,

I slivered next to her and wrapping my arms around her cautiously giving her the chance to pull away instead she melted into my embrace sobbing against my yellow dress well the blood wouldn't be coming out in the wash it was weird she was so much older than me yet she looked so much younger frozen at the age of twenty one must have been hell

'look pam he just needs some time he'll come arou- I was cut off when she sat up

'what is that…- she began but was cut off by a gag I frowned at her confused- is that lavender…

' she continued 'yes do you want some?' I asked looking around for my favourite perfume Jo Malone amber

'take it away- she belched backing away from me- I hate that smell' she gagged and my eyes widened not on the carpet! I thought

and as if she had read my mind she had vamped into one of my bathrooms and dropped the load into the white toilet bowl, it was then I started putting the pieces together…no she couldn't be vampires couldn't…could they? I looked at her again and then looked towards her abdomen hearing a flutter or heartbeat I couldn't describe it…Pam was pregnant I bit my lip shaking my head but that couldn't be right Pam was a lesbian or so I thought with the exception of one man Eric…I mean she had a brief fling with by brother last year (gross) but that was just her flirting I looked at her shovelling down the anger.

"Pam how long have you been feeling this way" I clucked out still staring at her

'I don't know like three weeks' she whispered weakly then vomited again great she was three weeks gone I could make up a bullshit lie or I could tell her the truth, I decided to go with option A

'Pam listen to me you're sick and you need help. I'll call and everything but pam you-

' she cut me off 'what do you mean I'm sick' she croaked

'your I'll I stated plane and simply praying she wouldn't sense that I was lying 'with what' she broke in worry taking over her pretty features I thought what to call it Sam-it had to have sis at the end most deceases did erm Symbirosis I thought then said it

'Symbirosis its really rare in vampires bill had it but he got help…Pam you could die' I stated trying to stop the corners of my mouth from turning up into a smile,

'I-I could die' she frowned getting to her feet and stumbling I caught her poor slut pregnancies a bitch isn't itI thought the gritting my teeth together in anger 'yea pam you need to-' 'it's okay she stated her brow furrowed in confusion-

I'll deal with it' and in the blink of an eye she was gone leaving the door swinging in the wind I frowned shutting the door I would have to erase pam's memory of coming here and Eric's of her coming to the house but not until I asked him about screwing his progeny and getting her pregnant...maybe i wouldnt mention the pregnancy but i would mention the cheating, But Pam was pregnant...Pregnant with twins, i could hear them...the foetuses, No i would not allow it, she did not deserve two babies, she would destroy their lives, i had to cover this up and make quick work of it too, but how? I would figue this out, it was decided Pam could keep one baby but i would secretly get rid of the other one, i refused to lose Eric to her, it was a good job that my powers had grown in the last month, I scowled and made my way back up the stairs.

I climbed back into bed with Eric, and lay down he was already fully dress laying on top of the bed sheets

'you okay' he asked cocking his head in concern and turning the television off 'yeah…I just wanted to ask when's the last time you and Pam...'

he didn't answer just gave me a what the hell look so I read his mind

'Jesus what a pig' I thought then nodded 'it was a mistake trust me 'he begun but I smiled bitterly

'and we weren't together then were we'

'No' he admitted but I cared about you'

'that's not enough-I broke in- you love pam so you slept with pam knowing you had feelings for me and I probably felt something for you to' I went making my southern accent known 'we weren't together' he stated

' oh we weren't together but we kissed…and we fucked a few times are you telling me that isn't together' I shrilled my voice getting louder Eric got up towering over me I sat up to stare up at him

'what the fuck has brought this on has pam said something to you' Eric sneered '

no its…it's just how pam looked down stairs when I saw her she was on the brink of insanity Eric…she was a fucking mess

' …'that's not my problem she tried to kill you' he spat I could hear his anger mountain but I just couldn't stop,

"Fuck you Eric Northman you are a shallow bastard and I think that Pam is better of

" I shrieked that was it, I could see I had pushed it and before I could blink I was thrown into the nearest wall my air ways was being closed off by a great hand,

"apologise" he spat his fangs on full show, I stared at him feeling the tears starting to pour from my eyes as I gagged for breath.

"Get out!" I choked and his face screwed up in hurt,

"what?" he asked his hold on me loosening,

"I resend your invitation to my home know get the fuck out!" I screeched watching as he floated out of my house against his will.

I felt my lips quirk up in a slight smile and went to gaze outside my window to see him staring up. As a last bit of revenge since I knew he couldn't get in I mouthed fuck you before watching him disappear at vamp speed into the night. Probably running back to Pam no doubt, I shut the curtains and paused as I realised my bottom lip was going and let out a southern cry into my room.

Pam pov 8 months ago:

I was ill I couldn't believe it I sat in fangtasia scrolling through numbers on my phone and stopped on Doctor Ludwig's eleven digits I stared at it four about a minute and a half then was knocked out of my thoughts

'erm miss Pam should I open up' ginger squeaked I looked down towards her from my place on the throne

'not tonight' I uttered

'where's Tara'…I hadn't seen my late progeny in over two hours and had started to worry

' oh she came back bout an hour ago then left she said to tell you that she went back out something about going to see layifette' I nodded absently and stood up 'well when she comes back tell her I went to have a bath

' ginger smiled and went back to work, I vamped towards the back room we had behind the office which we had turned into a bathroom over twenty years ago. I sat in front of the bath tub watching as the steamy water ran I put my hand under it and it burnt, leaving a red mark on my hand, I sat there gawking at it then there came the familiar voice of my progeny

' Pam that's boiling' she blurted tornadoing over and stopping the water

'it's alright' I mumbled moving my hand away

'shouldn't you be with layifette' I began but she cut in 'nope he wants some time with his boyfriend- she said doing hand gestures I smile a little-

Pam what's wrong' she choked feeling my emotions hit her in the chest I stared at her blankly

'everything…everything's wrong, I'

m sick of this place being overrun, I'm sick of Eric leaving me on my own and I'm sick of having to be responsible for everything now please just get out!'

I shouted 'Okay…okay pam I'll go but put some cold in that bath okay'

I dipped my head in agreement and watched her leave, then I rose to my feet and shut the door behind her progeny.

I lay in that burning hot bath staring down at my body wishing I would just melt into the heat of the bath; yep sookie was right I was ill I could feel it I pulled my wet hair to rest over my right shoulder and closed my eyes listening to the world, I could hear ginger serving at the bar even though I had told her the night club was closed for tonight, I could hear a couple fucking god knows where and I could…hear….no feel Eric he was on his way here but that was the least on my worries I felt something inside me move it was like butterfly's I opened my eyes to see a small bulge moving around inside of my stomach I gasped throwing both hands over my both trying to trap the scream I nearly let lose this is it say goodbye to life Pamela I said to myself ready for whatever disease or monster that was about to eat me alive or burst out of me but nothing happened it just disappeared, relief flooded over me.

Present day sookie pov:

How could Eric care about pam more than he cared about be it was just beyond me I stood in the kitchen over my sink sulking, and jumped when Jason came in

'hey sook' he greeted in his usual deep southern drool

'hey Jason can I ask you a question' I chirped

'yeah sure anythang' he nodded grabbing a beer from the fridge and sitting down

'what do you think of pam' I beamed keenly

'erm- he frowned- she's hot?' I laughed falsely and carried on

'No you had something with her last year…' '

that was last year sook' he smiled back 'times have changed' I nodded and pushed myself up from my place on the sink, I got my phone out to dial Eric's number, shutting myself in the living room I listened to the dial tone

' Eric its me' I said into the speaker 'this better be good' he replied I paused and looked towards Jason then put on the sexiest voice I have ever done in my life

'Eric I need you I'm all alone in this big house Jason's out' I waited for his reply

' I don't have time for this I heard him grit out causing me to frown in anger

'no wait Eric I'm sorry how long are you going to hold this authority thing against me for I said I was sorry and I meant it' I burst out,

'because of you my daughter is gone and pam…' he trailed off 'what about Earlier' I screeched down the phone I heard him clear his throat 'you were just there sookie' I swallowed the lump that had formed in my throat and began screaming and shouting down the phone, when I raised it back to my ear, he had hung up…screaming again I stepped on the phone and blasted it with my light watching as it disintegrated into pieces.

Eric pov present day:

'This better be good' I growled out into the speaker of the phone, and waited impassionently for Sookie's response

'Eric I need you please, I'm all alone in this big house…Jason's out…' I squeezed the phone in irritation,

'I don't have time for this- '

Eric I said I was sorry how long are you going to hold this against me for' I replied

'because of you the authority has my daughter and Pam's …'I bellowed trailing off it was way to quiet

'but Eric what about earlier' I could think of a response and could hear her practically pouting down the phone rolling my eyes I uttered

'you were just there the sound of glass breaking brought me back to my senses I looked towards the door

'Shit' I muttered dropping the phone to my side I could hear Sookie's pixelated southern drool down the phone, as I vamped into the ladies bathroom and found the broken window…

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