Eight months ago:

Eric pov

It was an eclipse, an eclipse and Pam had been late home that was not like her, I scrolled down my phone finding her name, then dropped her a text saying 'where are you' my fingers hovered above the send button before I pressed it letting out an unneeded sigh

'well…say something'sookie looked up at me from the floor, smiling showing off her gap tooth,

she lay there holding her t-shirt against her bare chest covering it up, don't ask me why I had just fucked her I had tried to stop loving her but I couldn't and when she had offered herself up to me body and soul I just couldn't resist however she was not entirely mine considering she was still with bill but anyway, I knew that Pamela hated sookie, hated her because she had grown jealous of my love towards the faerie, because for once she was not the number one women in my life but still I could never stop loving Pam she had once been the love of my life, Pam and I hadn't spoken in a few days probably because of my growing attraction towards sookie, my thoughts were interrupted when I heard Sookie's voice again

'Earth to Eric' she spoke clickingher fingers

'hmmm' I mussed

'that was amazing' she smiled pulling her blonde hair to rest over one shoulder

for you it was i thought, i could never find release when fucking Sookie, probably because i always had to hold back, i could never be to rough with her without hurting her I had to put her own selfish needs before mine, maybe i wasnt as attracted to her as i thought

'it always is' I smirked cockily

' uh shut up' the faerie laughed playfully then got to her feet

' I should be getting back, bill's expecting me' she pouted pulling the shirt over her head,

'can't you stay a little longer' I sighed trying my best to look innocent but failing terribly

, 'im sorry' she added shrugging as she pulled up her skin tight jeans up, then making towards the door I followed behind her seeing she got out safely, then nodded when she shot me a wave disappearing out into the cold darkness of bon temps,

'where's Pam?' I asked pointedly to the scruffy dirty blonde known as ginger working behind the bar

she shook her head in a silent I don't know so I turned my back about to go back into the office when I heard the door open again, with a slight hiss. in walked my blonde progeny known as Pam, sneaking in hoping I wouldn't see her, she was a state messy hair covered in mud a form fitting black tight dress smudged lipstick and bare feet ginger opened her mouth to say something but Pam cut her off

'evening, never mind don't ask' she rushed making towards ground,

'Pamela?' I growled out sharply she froze in place

'I knew I wasn't going to get away with this one' she muttered more to herself than I then she turned around to face me

'I rose my eyebrows showing no emotion 'get away with what?' I spat out harshly

'I think I did something really, really bad, like against the authority bad' she bleated

'What' I ground out I could feel the anger rolling off of me in waves the authority was the last thing I needed on my case I had just gotten rid of those fucking witches

'I had slept with a werewolf'she muttered defensively I smirked feeling envy claw at me watching as she slipped back into her heels

'how was she?' I quizzed still smiling falsely

'he was very fast' she shook her head, wait hold the up he…women were okay but males that shit didn't fly Pamela was mine, MINE! and no other male but me had the right to touch her, I clenched my jaw feeling my knuckles ball into fists

'oh downer' ginger shot from behind the bar I shot her a venomous look shutting her up quickly

'no that part wasn't fast that part was- she drifted off thinking about it then shifted uncomftably I suddenly felt a surge of unexpected jealousy and at vamp speed pinned her against the bar sending bottles smashing around us, ginger screamed running out of the door Pam's fangs burst out from the impact

'Eric what the hell' Pam screeched

'what did I tell you about men women were fine but I told you that I was to be your only- she cut me off

'that's not fair I don't complain when you sleep with other women, I don't think it's any of your fucking business who I fuck considering you have Sookie besides it was just sex' she snapped

'you are mine and no one else's I own you Pamela' I hissed trailing my hand roughly over her stomach and breasts to find her head of light blonde hair her fangs detracted leaving a confused expression on her plump lips, pulling her head at a slant exposing her pale neck I sunk my fangs into her, hearing her moan and whimper against me, I suddenly felt my pants becoming to tight my erection begging to break free in that moment I wanted to be inside her i wanted to hear her moaning my name over and over again, i wanted her for the first time time in seven decades and bad.

Pam pov

I felt Eric's fangs withdraw from me, and he pulled back looking at me with an unreadable expression, I stared at my blood on his lips and felt an involtentury arousal pooling between my legs I diverted eye contact pearing up towards the celling praying he couldn't smell the wetness that pooled between my legs 'eric I'm sorry okay I-

'you belong to me' he interrupts repeating his words from a few seconds ago I feel his hands snake between my legs, down south,stopping to slowly rub the bundle of nerves just over my opening it was then I began to moan incoherently and I grabbed a fist full of his hair trying to grab as much of him as I could biting my lip I tried to can my moans of pleasure my lip it was then he gripped my chin forcing me to look at him then ripping the small black material known as my thong leaving me completely exposed to him then throwing it to the ground I smirked watching it hit the floor, 'you are mine' he says again ripping the top of my black dress exposing my frily black push up bra then hitting me with a rough kiss I rip his leather jacket off throwing it to the ground in careless heap my lips desperate not to break his kiss 'you are mine' he says for a second time grazing my folds then roughley inserting two fingers inside me groaning against my lips as I moan he massages my breasts through the thin material of my bra with his free hand,

'have you been a dirty girl Pamela?' he asks

'yes' I gasp and moan in a mixture of pain and extreme pleasure at the feeling of his fingers claiming me so fast i struggle to keep my legs up my black heels slipping off the bar top,

'good girl your so fucking wet for me' he breathes against my ear slapping a hand against my thigh causing me to whine in pleasure

'oh god please don't stop' I moan

'does that feel good' he whispers gripping my hair

'yes oh god yes!'

I practically scream feeling the friction of my orgasm start to build when he inserts a third finger it sends me over the edge

'Eric-she whines-please-

'Please what?' He smirks

'please, please don't stop' I whine as his digits pump into me at supernatural speed

'were you imagening it was my cock ball deep inside you when you were fucking that werewolf' he growls

'yes! Oh God Eric fuck me' i scream my legs begining to shake with my pending orgasm 'oh my God eric' I whine arching my back and almost crying from pleasure

'cum for me' he hisses

at that I let go and come, it's sweet and agonizingly intense. He pulls his fingers out of me then makes quick work of his belt I stop him looking at him confused

'what about Sookie' I start but he cuts me off with a heated kiss then pulls away

'fuck sookie' I smile at this I had won him back for good this time I hoped, I giggle then rip his clean shirt off sending the buttons pinging against the club then I grab his shoulders pulling him flush against me ,

'how long has it been Pamela' he quizzes

'too long seventy, two years too long' I smirk against him 'please Eric I wanna feel you inside me' i moan then with one thrust his inside me filling me to the hilt, I cry out again listening to his muffled moans against my ear he thrusts in again and again his face buried into the croak of my neck his harsh breathing at my throat my fangs extract, at the feeling of him filling me up completely I grip his back urging him to go deeper and moaning as he did My whines and moans getting louder as did his pants and grunt

'have you missed this' he pants his hand is in my hair in a dominant grip

'yes fuck yes!' I all but scream out spreading me legs as far as they can go allowing him to dive deeper inside me I moan as he hitches my legs higher pulling my left leg over his shoulder

'oh Eric!' I cry out as his length takes me harder causing my walls to clench around him tighter 'please faster, harder' I whine out

'you're so fucking tight' he grits out its then I feel my second orgasm that night start to build inside my womb I moaned feeling myself throb and tighten even more 'tell me your mine I own you say it'

'yes Eric im yours you own me'

I gasp 'oh fuck im, im gonna- '

come on Pam give it to me cum for me' he hisses pulling my hair harder as his tongue darting out to lick my skin I scratched deep welts into his back screaming from his dominant thrusts hitting my sweet spot over and over I pull him into another kiss my tongue begging for entrance which he oblidges to desperately I grab everywhere I can get my hands on he looks every bit the one thousand year old preditor he is and he looks utterly gorgeous tonight his blonde hair gelled back from his beautiful face, its enough to make my knees weak.

I sink my fangs into his neck, and begin drinking his ancient blood as my orgasm explodes inside my womb I cry out his name as I cum my whole body shaking from the ferocity of it by the end im a trembling mess 'come inside me- please' I beg out shakily

grunting at my request he pulls me up so im practically sitting on his lap he holds my back panting as i rock against him, he moves roughly against me moaning, groaning as he shoots his seed deep inside me sinking his fangs into my neck, he then collapses on top of me breathing heavily for unneeded air

'were not done yet Pamela there's one more thing I want you to do for me' he smirks and I smile knowing exactly what he means, untangling myself from him I jump off the bar then instantly drop to my knee's taking his all seven inches of his length into my mouth, he lets out a soft groan as soon as my tongue hit the tip of his cock, I smirk up at him taking his entire length into my mouth for the second time one delicious inch at a time moaning as I did my hands worked at vampire speed trying my best to bring him to his next release

'come for me baby' I purred seductively biting my lip watching intently as his shallow breathes became uneven, fangtasia's door opened, and my ears caught the voice of sookie

'Eric?' she whispers entering through the doors then dropping her bag onto one of the stools, she laughs its throaty but genuine

'you are not seriously walking around naked again are you?' she laughs in question I couldn't help the smile that was painted my face it didn't take a genius to know what was going on here

I smiled to myself continuing my work on Eric's manhood

'I was just about to have a shower' Eric gritted out I could feel his release building in my mouth he gripped my permed blonde hair holding me in place, the faerie laughed again

'I left my purse in the car' she stated

'won't be long' then she disappeared out the way she came in as soon as she did Eric came to a shuddering release

'fuck Pam!' he roared thrusting into my mouth a couple more times I swallowed his seed greedily then got to my feet, beaming up at him,

Eric smirked catching the back of my hair and shoving his mouth against mine I whimpered and moaned into him wrapping my arms around his strong neck feeling him trace over my hips I pull away pulling my short black dress back down so it rested just above my thigh

'I should be going' I declared

'going where?' he demanded

'to meet Alcide' I shrugged seeing anger pull at him, 'what's the matter?'

' Alcide herveaux are you serious Pam, him of all people, after everything we just did you still wanna go and meet him'

' it was just sex Eric besides- I smiled- I love you don't forget that im going to end things I feel nothing for Alcide it's you it always has been you' I laughed shaking free from his grip

I hadn't really had sex with Alcide sure we had made out a little and got a little frisky but that was it Eric was the one it had been that way for than one hundred years making towards the exit

I stopped at the door then looked back at him to see an unsure expression plastered on his face he did not love me the way I loved him not anymore he was Sookie's and I knew it he had just used me for sex in a moment of jealousy and possessiveness , feeling my heart break I sighed saying a choked

' be back soon' then left feeling force hope that my plan had worked the air hit me hard and as soon as I began to walk I burst out into bloody tears covering my mouth.

Two hours later

I opened the door of our night club, I had not gone to see Alcide in fact I had spent the last two hours, lying on the grass staring up at the literal galaxy before me, I walked over to the bar seeing that Sookie's bag had disappeared then opened my mouth to speak

'Eric I- the words died in my mouth

a note had been left on the bar I picked it up and began reading Im sorry Pamela this was a mistake went to stay with sookie I know you understand From Eric I felt my what was left of my heart break 'ass hole' I whispered out loud tearing the note to pieces then feeling hot tears run down my face for the second time that night.

Three weeks and two four days after

I had just left Sookie's and she had told me that I was ill I couldn't believe it I sat in fangtasia scrolling through numbers on my phone and stopped on Doctor Ludwig's eleven digits I stared at it four about a minute and a half then was knocked out of my thoughts

'erm miss Pam should I open up'ginger squeaked I looked down towards her from my place on the throne

'not tonight' I uttered

'where's Tara'…I hadn't seen my late progeny in over two hours and had started to worry

' oh she came back about an hour ago then left she said to tell you that she went back out something about going to see layifette' I nodded absently and stood up 'well when she comes back tell her I went to have a bath' ginger smiled and went back to work, I vamped towards the back room we had behind the office which we had turned into a bathroom over twenty years ago. I sat in front of the bath tub watching as the steamy water ran I put my hand under it and it burnt, leaving a red mark on my hand, I sat there gawking at it then there came the familiar voice of my progeny

' Pam that's boiling' she blurted tornadoing over and stopping the water

'it's alright' I mumbled moving my hand away

'shouldn't you be with layifette' I began but she cut in

'nope he wants some time with his boyfriend- she said doing hand gestures I smile a little-

Pam what's wrong' she choked feeling my emotions hit her in the chest I stared at her blankly

'everything…everything's wrong, I'm sick of this place being overrun, I'm sick of Eric leaving me on my own and I'm sick of having to be responsible for everything now please just get out!' I shouted

'Okay…okay pam I'll go but put some cold in that bath okay' I dipped my head in agreement and watched her leave, then I rose to my feet and shut the door behind her progeny.

I lay in that burning hot bath staring down at my body wishing I would just melt into the heat of the bath; yep sookie was right I was ill I could feel it I pulled my wet hair to rest over my right shoulder and closed my eyes listening to the world, I could hear ginger serving at the bar even though I had told her the night club was closed for tonight, I could hear a couple fucking god knows where and I could…hear….no feel Eric he was on his way here but that was the least on my worries I felt something inside me move it was like butterfly's i opened my eyes to see a small bulge moving around inside of my stomach I gasped throwing both hands over my both trying to trap the scream I nearly let lose this is it say goodbye to life Pamela I said to myself ready for whatever disease or monster that was about to eat me alive or burst out of me but nothing happened it just disappeared, relief flooded over me. I heard the office door open and covered my mouth praying that Eric wouldn't hear me,

'Pamela come out I know you're here im sorry okay? For everything for sookie I forgive you for trying to kill sookie, just…please forgive me please' I didn't reply just sat there in the water silently listening to him grovelling he could be so pathetic sometimes,

I did not want to see him, so I remained quiet until I heard the door slam shut again

Present day

She sat in the car her head lent against the window struggling to keep her eyes open, her eyes growing heavy from the overwhelming effects of excessive agitation of the brain for which, in all its power, she had not prepared for its weakness. In the end she soon gave in and let sleep take her over

Mommy? Mommy she came to at the feeling of small hands combing through her hair finding herself in a bed, in a room, a white room everything was such a blank colour everything was so bright she blinked looking around then her eyes focused on the creature in front of her, a little girl with bright blonde hair and huge aqua coloured eyes around six in age, the girl lay opposite her wearing a white dress,

did I wake you up mommy?

'No' Pam replied gently

'mommy I need your help please' the little girl burst out into red tears letting them fall down chubby cheeks; she was so beautiful it broke Pam's heart to see her cry the female instinctively wiped the littlle girls tears away

'How? What can I do please tell me? 'The female begged desperately

'I want to stay with you…but I can't stay they won't let me stay'

, 'yes you can- Pam choked out- you can stay with me your right here aren't you'

'help me mommy help Us!' The little girl cried out

'I don't know how!' Pam cried 'tell me how'

'you forgot me mommy you forgot us you have to remember us you have to save us'the little girl hiccupped '

I can't I don't…im sorry' Pam cried in grief

'then you've lost us… forever' the little girl sobbed pam swallowed hard shaking her head

'no tell me what I need to do, I'll do anything-

'remember' the little girl cut in

'how tell me your name' the door opened and the little girl began to Panic, she looked to the door catching sight of a blonde haired and blue eyed boy, around the same age of the girl.

'I have to go im sorry mommy' and in the blink of an eye she was gone the door slammed shut…

Hope you guys enjoyed this different chapter the first parts quite lemony, oh and review also will update soon and thanks for reading used paragraphing this time i get what you mean Guest enjoy xx

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