I know the wait has been long, but here it is, hope you guys enjoy the surprise I promised, but enough with the talking without further or do I present to you CHAPTER 22!
6 months ago to the day
Pam
I sat slumped in Eric's throne B negative in hand this was my twentieth bottle tonight I was gaining more weight by the day and was not helping my case, my boobs…HURT! And to finish that I was sore all over the stabbing pain's in my stretching stomach were getting worse, it seemed the disease was spreading it would probably spread until it killed me, I couldn't care less I was non-religious but at this current moment in time, I prayed for death in fact death could not come soon enough, the nightclub was quite tonight so quiet that a human a mile away could hear a pin drop, the silence was short lived when the sound of moaning came from the office, one of Eric's Fang bangers no doubt, this was it…his pathetic attempt to get over Sookie,
'pfft like it was fucking working' I don't know when I got out of the chair but I soon found myself stalking towards the office, I stopped at the door resting my ear against it, deciding to leave him be I stalked over to the bar, to get out another stash of a B negative, true blood was fucking disgusting but B negative was just about bearable, standing up on tiptoes to reach the box I suddenly felt a horribly painful unexpected cramp at the bottom of my flat stomach then fell to my knee's I fell down bringing the bottles of blood down with me hearing them shatter and crash around me, the pain was unbearable, it tore through me like an ocean wave.
"Wow" I bleated as I shot up my fangs coming out from the pain. It was then my progeny Tara was next to me her sable brown eyes watching me with worry.
"Pam what is it?" she asked while I willed the pain to go away, my face screwing up as I sucked in unneeded breaths.
"It aint nothing" I hissed as my breaths became more shallow, Tara hurried away. This was notably uncomfortable and fucking painful like moderately a bad period cramp but they weren't debilitating... over the course of a few minutes, they intensified to being more and more painful basically I couldn't do ANYTHING but stop, grab hold of something nearby and double over because it was horribly excruciating. It's almost as if someone was taking a dull, hot knife and twisting it in my lower abdomen every 2 minutes, and the pain lasts about 60-90 seconds.
"Shit" I muttered as I could feel myself starting to get pushed over the edge. Why did it hurt so badly? Why couldn't death come peacefully like the first time? There was so many why's they just couldnt be answered,
'Where was Eric, I needed Eric where was he, no time for me I guess' I thought as I became more and more frightened I was dying the disease was killing me. Maybethis is what I deserved after the suffering I had caused others over the century, I just didn't know.
'Eric' I croaked starting to shake violently
'ERIC!' I screamed this time feeling crimson tears spill over I started to sob hysterically, this was it wasn't it? Death a painful death but then all the pain suddenly disappeared, I looked around then sucking in deep unneeded breathes, collapsing to the floor rolling over onto my back,
'Pam?' I heard Eric's panicked voice
'Over here?' I coughed sitting up
'are you alright?' he quizzed
'I…erm yes' I stated messily grabbing the base of the bar then standing up, Eric's feature's soon turned to Anger
'YOU KNOW BETTER THAN TO CALL ME IF IT ISN'T IMPORTANT, WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING!' he roared grabbing me by both arms
'I…im sorry' I squeaked
'not fucking good enough' he hissed
'Eric I said I was sorry didn't I?…I- I was about to tell him but something stopped me, I just didn't know what to say to him, I didn't know how to tell him what would I say oh hi Eric sorry I haven't informed you but I am dying of an unknown virus, I should be dead within two weeks, I couldn't that just wouldn't be fair, so I didn't,- I just. I wanted some attention from you; we haven't really spoken since…' I looked down feeling embarrassed
'am I not enough for you anymore, I know you love Sookie but you still love me too don't you?' I asked him seriously this time
'Pam Im sorry-'
I didn't give him time to finish, I had no idea what he had been about to say but care but I didn't care 'yeah…so am I' I uttered pushing Past him and making to ground…
Present day
Eric
Droplets of light fell through the canopy of trees. The wind in my hair brought the scent of pine needles to my nose as I sped along in my car. There were untold memories in this place, yet so unchanged by the passage of time. My tires disturbed the fallen leaves, and left them swirling in my wake. My quiet thoughts were interrupted when Pam sprung forward in her seat breathing heavily I killed the engine… and she stared at me with wide eye…
Sookie pov
What had I done? This was not like me, I was not this person, and I would never hurt anyone, not willingly anyway, I felt sick…sick about what I had done, I sat on the couch, staring at the television my favourite show was on…charmed I loved this show I used to watch it as a child.
I felt the kid shift in my arms but continued to stare at the television feeling salty tears run down my face, this was my revenge on Eric for leaving me, leaving me for her!…but I couldn't go through with it, I couldn't kill it like I had planned on doing, I couldn't kill him...I had been blinded by so much jealousy and hatred for Pam that I had deliberately lost her one Baby to the authority and stolen the other,
Well my plan had worked she had no idea, no idea that she hadn't just had one baby that night, but she had in fact given birth to two, and I had covered it up by wiping her memory and everyone else's who had been there well almost everyone all but bill I had managed to brainwash him into helping me and he had been dumb enough to fall for it,
I had turned into a monster this past year, I had hired my ex-boyfriend from high school to stake Tara I had purposely killed my best friend, I had resurrected Nora, I had given Pam's daughter to the authority, and now to top that off I had done this, when Pam had, had her scan well her first proper one, I had fucked with the Electronics, I had made only one foetus visible, nobody had noticed not even the professional doctor Ludwig, but back to the point, No one could find out, I had to give this baby away and fast, before Pam remembered and Eric found out, I heard my front door open and stood up tensely but calmed down when I realised it was Bill, he entered the living room stopping in front of me , then staring at the infant in my arms,
'you cannot keep this up forever sookie, they're going to find out what you've done' He stated I swallowed thickly then looked down towards Pam's son.
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