Sookie Pov

I lay the infant down on the couch staring down at him then almost biting my nail of in the process, what the hell had I done how could I be so stupid? What had I been thinking? I shook my head, almost in hysteria there were so many questions I could ask myself, questions I couldn't even begin to answer, how would I explain this to Eric…to Pam, I had stolen their son, I felt my lips quirk up into a small smile, why I was smiling I had no idea, I was in shit and I had to wriggle out of it… fast. Eric had, this coming the pair of them did, they did not desearve these twins, these miracles especially Pam, she would be a piss poor excuse for a mother she knew it and I knew it too, they had brought nothing but bad karma into my house and now I genuinely believed, the devil himself was living in my house, following me around each and every day since the very first vampire had ever stepped foot in my home, Jason had been right but I still couldn't stop thinking about Eric…I had to have him, if I let him go then that fucking prostitute had won, yes I admit I had thrown him out but only because I was angry. In fact I remember going to see Eric, around two months into Pam's pregnancy, he had been completely oblivious to the situation, and Pam was rushing to the toilet every five minutes, she was completely blind to what was going with her own body, come to think of it Eric had disappeared the next day, then he had ended up at the authority where he reconnected with his bitch, skank, whore of a sister Nora who had recently come to her untimely befitting demise. I smirked at the thought of Nora crumbling into her own blood, but was then distracted by the soft cooing of the baby boy that lay before me, god he was so beautiful…like abnormally beautiful he looked just…angelic, and his soft baby blue eyes were the perfect mixture of Pam's and Eric's I swallowed hard feeling jealousy rear up inside me.

'Sookie?' I heard the familiar voice of Bill, calling my name I spun round defensivly folding my arms over my chest

'Bill you cannot sneak up on me like that' I breathed he looked pale, paler than usual, and almost I don't know guilty, I stared at him squinting my eye's as I noticed the room was insanely bright

'Bill? Wha-what's going on?' I queried my vocal chords cracking together like a colliding train my throat becoming dryer and dryer, god did I need a drink?. Bill would not answer my question,

'Bill! What's going on?' I repeated my voice climbing a little I looked around the room as lighted grew brighter in every direction,

It was then a man walked in, a man I recognised as Eric, my Eric I took a step towards him then remembering that his son was behind me on the couch,

'Eric?' I shot out in surprise, 'what are you doing here?', it was then Pam emerged from behind him and she…she was a mess she was covered in blood crimson thick crimson blood when I say covered I mean literally covered, no scrap that… that was an understatement she was drenched in it, I mean practically Billith drenched,

'Pam are you okay?' I queried taking a step towards her, but as I stepped forward she stepped backwards looking like a lost confused child, this was the most human I had ever seen Pam look, she looked almost too human

'Sookie how could you?' she breathed out in a ghostly whisper,

'What?' I asked momentarily confused,

'what kind of person are you, taking a child' she wisped her voice barely audible,

I shook my head 'Pam I am deeply sorry but I don't know what you're talking about'

'You're lying' Eric roared pinning me against the wall

'Eric' I screamed feeling my airways restrict 'Please think about this you don't wanna do this, you don't wanna kill me, you love me' I choked out

'You killed yourself' Pam stated quietly I frowned

'What do you mean?' I coughed out staring at all three of the others in the room,

'see for yourself' Pam hissed out in a deadly tone Eric's grip released on my throat, I stumbled forwards towards bill, briefly looking into his eye's before he shoved me towards the mirror, my eye's followed behind me until they fixed towards the mirror I froze taking in the sight of myself, no that couldn't be me, it couldn't be me! A rotting corps, skin pealing of the whole nine yards,

'No' I uttered my eyes widening as my front tooth dropped out ruining my gap tooth image, there goes the charm,

'Yes' Pam growled out and in an instant she was before me, I then felt an intense feeling in my chest,

Waking up

I woke up in a cold sweat almost and threw both hands over my mouth, caging in a scream, I shifted position starling down at the sleeping baby that lay beside me in the dark room…I had to give him back had to and I would do it tonight

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