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The whole house seemed to hush down into a shocked silence. Everyone was either too scared or to shocked to speak. It seemed that Harry was the only one unaffected by our "family" secret.

"Okay, okay, my turn!" Harry reached for the bottle, but Jared snatched it up, staring at my brother in horror like everyone else was.

"Harry, what do you mean she's not your sister?" Harry shrugged, seeming uncomfortable and making another grab at the bottle. He sat back down when he couldn't get it, sighing.

"She's not my sister. What else am I supposed to say?" I started to back out of the room. Everyone looked at me, but Harry just reached for the bottle again, succeeding this time. He spun it eagerly, trying to get the party started again and seeming oblivious to everyone else watching me.

"Okay Jared, truth or dare?" No one paid any attention to him. "Jared?"

I turned and ran for the front door. I made it half way down the block before Paul caught me.

"Kelly, stop." I stared up at Paul blankly as he tried to comfort me. The clouds seemed to darken as I thought about what I'd just heard. It was typical La Push weather, but the ominous looking clouds seemed to fit my situation perfectly. My whole life... It's not like I'd known much about myself in the first place. But Harry had always been the one thing I was sure of. The one thing I knew was mine. The only thing I couldn't forget. And he wasn't even my real brother.

"Who the hell am I?" Paul stopped talking and took my hands.

"You're Kelly Daniels. Owner of a beautiful house in La Push, Washington. Employee at La Push Souvenirs. Paul's girlfriend." I shook my head at him, ignoring that last one. I had to give him points for trying to distract me though.

"Kelly Daniels." I scoffed. "That's not even my real name." Paul frowned at me.

"Yes it is." I glared at him.

"Stop it Paul. I'm..." I flailed my arms helplessly, the reality of the situation starting to sink in. "I don't know who I am anymore. My parents... Might not even be my parents! My little brother isn't my little brother. He was the only thing I had Paul. I had no one else. And now..." I took a deep breath, staring unseeingly back at the house. " If not for him... Who knows where I would be right now."

Paul opened his mouth to say something, yell at me if I was reading his expression correctly. But someone spoke before he could.

"Kelly?" We both turned to look at Harry. He stood a couple feet away from us, looking confused and kind of scared.

I couldn't look at him. How long had he known? How long had he kept this from me? When, if ever, did he intend on telling me?

"Hi Harry," I muttered, ignoring the worried glances Paul was shooting at me.

"Where'd you go? I was wondering if you wanted to play with us?" I shook my head, looking at Paul to distract myself. He frowned at me, confused.

"No, I don't think I'm up for it." Harry sighed.

"Why's everyone being all moody? Hey Paul, you wanna play?" Paul only shook his head, still looking at me.

"Maybe some other time." I glanced at Harry again, to see his reaction. He frowned, glancing between the two of us. He seemed suspicious.

"Is something going on? Is something wrong? Kells?" I shook my head. He may not be my blood brother, but I still loved him as if he were. I didn't want him to worry anymore.

"It's fine Harry. Go back home, okay?" He stared at me for a long time, before turning and running back inside.

"I can't believe he didn't tell you," Paul muttered. I shook my head, feeling guilt for being mad at Harry at all. He was just a kid.

"For all he knows, someone did tell me. A long time ago." I sighed, looking after Harry. "I probably just forgot." Paul scowled, not liking my answer.

"But they know you forget stuff. Why would they..." HIs voice trailed off as he looked back at me. "Kelly."

"We should go back," I whispered, dragging my feet back down the sidewalk. Paul followed in silence.

Kim was waiting when I walked in the door. She trapped me in a hug before she said anything.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked him that. I had no idea..." She pulled away, her eyes looked extremely apologetic, almost tearful.

I forced myself to smile, not wanting her, or the gathering crowd behind her, to worry.

"It was just for fun Kim. Don't worry about it." She took a step back, but continued to look at me skeptically. "I'm fine, really." I looked back at Paul for support and he nodded obediently. I hope no one noticed how his eyes contradicted what I was saying.

"Okay," Kim murmured, backing into Jared's waiting arms. "If you're sure." I nodded, keeping the smile in place.

Everyone stayed for another half hour before they slowly started to leave. Kim and Jared left first, I guess Kim was still feeling bad about what she'd asked. I'd reassured her again as they left that I was fine, but it didn't look like she believed me.

Sam and Emily left soon after that, and then everyone but Embry, Rachel and Paul were gone. I sat down heavily in the middle of the couch. I watched as Embry, Rachel and Harry played some card game at the coffee table. Paul sat at the coffee table too, but he didn't play, he watched me.

I smiled reassuringly at him, much like I had at Kim. But if I hadn't fooled her, I had no idea how I intended on tricking him. Paul shook his head at me, but seemed to focus on the game being played in front of him. I noticed that Embry was shooting me worried glances too. There had to be some way to convince them that I was fine. I guess I'd have to convince myself of the first...

Harry started dozing off at around ten. I had to remember that we had just arrived in La Push. Although there wasn't a time difference, he should have been tired.

"Harry." He looked up at me, his eye lids drooping.

"Hm?" I smiled at his tired expression, momentarily forgetting what had happened just hours before. He looked so young. I couldn't remember much of what Harry looked as a child, but looking at him made me almost see it.

"Time for bed," I told him. He didn't protest as I expected him to. He put his cards face down on the table, getting up.

He yawned, stretching, before turning to the people still on the floor.

'Night guys." Then he dragged himself out of the room and down the hallway. I waited until his door shut before turning around. They were all watching me. Even Rachel, who barely knew me, looked worried.

I looked away again, deciding that I'd better check on Harry. I practically ran down the hallway. knocking twice before cracking the door open. Harry was already fast asleep, snoring beneath his covers.

I sighed, going to straighten the covers over him. He had the blanket over his head.

"Goodnight Harry." I smiled, and backed up towards the door.

"I'm sorry Kells." I froze where I was, afraid I might have woken him. But he didn't say anything else, so I continued retreating from the room, slower this time.

"The letter," he mumbled, pulling the blanket back over his head. He said something else, it sounded like he said something about dolphins, but I couldn't be sure.

I closed the door behind me slowly.

Embry and Rachel were gone when I got back to the living room. Paul sat in the middle of the couch, waiting.

"Hey." He smiled at me, and I sat beside him.

"Embry and Rachel say goodnight." I nodded. "You okay?" I nodded again, automatically.

He sighed, pulling himself off the couch. I frowned at him,

"Where're you going?" He shrugged.

"It's getting late, you should get some sleep." He squinted at me. "You look exhausted," he added, bending over to press his lips briefly to my forehead. My eyes closed when he pulled away.

"You didn't answer my question." Paul sighed.

"Home? I guess. I need to sleep too Kell." I frowned. What did he mean home?

He walked to the door, and I followed him.

He put his shoes on and everything before reaching for the doorknob. My hands seemed to wrap around his other hand instinctively.

"Don't go," I whispered, unable to keep the hurt out of my voice.

"I thought you said you were okay?" But his hand dropped from the doorknob.

I let go.

"I am." Paul nodded, reaching for the door again.

"Good." He opened the door this time, taking a step out.

I grabbed his hand again, holding him in place.

Paul sighed, exasperated. He looked back at me, an eyebrow raised in curiosity.

"Please," I begged. He looked at me for a long time before coming back in, closing and locking the door behind him.

He took his shoes off, and I watched with relief as he walked back into the living room. And slowly, exaggerating his movements, he sat back down in the middle of the couch.

I walked after him, hesitating before sitting down beside him. He pulled me into his lap immediately. I rested my head on his shoulder, glad he was here.

"Everything will be fine." I shook my head, fighting through the exhaustion that was trying to overpower me. I was more tired than I thought.

"I don't know who I am," I muttered, yawning. I let my eyes close, and felt Paul pull me closer.

"Yes you do." I didn't bother objecting this time, I was too tired. "You're Kelly Daniels."

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