A/N: Ok, so this is the main theme for Rivetra Week Day Two: "Letters". For this one, I decided to write letters both secretly wrote to each other. c:

Disclaimer: The anime Shingeki no Kyojin/ Attack on Titan does not belong to me, it belongs to Isayama-sama. And the cover image does not belong to me as well, it has its rightful owner.


Chapter Two: "Letters"


One...

March 23

Dear Heichou,

Life grants us so many opportunities to look forward to, but not many people have the chance to enjoy them. Everyday, it's a struggle to face those obstacles that block our paths to freedom. As you may be asking yourself, I am one of those people. The day I joined the Survey Corps, I was certain I will never regret it because my dream was to become a soldier. I wanted to be a help to humanity. The way you were staring all the trainees was nerve-wracking, but I was aware you had to select a few for your Squad. Every time you glanced over my direction, I felt more nervous because you had the scary look on your face. Remembering the moment you called my name is something I would never forget because I had faith we were going to be the best Elite Squad. Sometimes, I wish you would smile for once. You always have your trademark scowl. I know I can't change you, but it would be a good sight. Thank you for picking me to be in your Squad, and I promise I will keep training to become one of the best.

With so much respect,
Petra Ral

Two...

April 17

Petra,

I received your letter yesterday. I hadn't had the time to sit down and talk to you personally because Erwin had kept me busy with paperwork. I'm hoping shitty glasses isn't screwing up or filling your heads with her crazy nonsense. I didn't leave her my Squad to use you for her experiments. Let me remind you once again, you don't have to thank me. I chose you because I saw potential, you are strong. Every member of my Squad was hand-picked by me because I knew you were some of the best out there. There were many other trainees to select from, but I didn't want to waste my time. That job was not simple as I thought it would be. Petra, don't doubt yourself because you have the strength to save humanity. Effort, it takes effort to get stronger. I have confidence in you soldier. Other than being the kindest member of my Squad, your coffee is one of the best. Let me rephrase that: the best. Reflect on your weaknesses, so you could find ways to make them your greatest strengths.
Smiling is not my thing, Petra. I can't promise you anything.

-Levi

Three...

May 2

Dear Heichou,

Thank you for taking your time to respond to my letter. I know this may seem awkward to you, but to me it seems fine. Let me tell you that Hanji-san has been doing a great job. Even though she begins with her crazy talk, we actually have fun. The Special Operation Squad is not the same without you. We miss you..I miss you. I miss waking up every morning to prepare your coffee. These days are forlorn because you are not here...we don't get to talk to you. Every time we pass by your office, we wished you came out to get some fresh air or pass by to see our improvement. Return to us Heichou...at least make that dream come true. Someone like you is needed in our Squad to give us order. Hopefully, this letter gets to you.

Sincerely,
Petra Ral

Four...

June 3

Petra,

To me it seems you are worried. Look, I know it is difficult for all of you to get used to Hanji's stupidity, especially if I'm gone. You four could defend each other from anything. To make you less concerned, I will be back by next month. I don't know who told you I was in my office the whole time because I wasn't. The last couple of letters you send me made me realise something… you are special, Petra. Everyday it is an endless cycle. I start thinking about you most of the time. The days before I left were memorable, I may not be the type to express my emotions, mainly when it come to you know what. I remember when we walked the streets on our days off. We would always go to this restaurant just to sit and talk. I didn't talk that much, however, you were the one who kept the ambiance peaceful. Your smiles are worth seeing, Petra. I will see you in a month.

-Levi

Five...

June 29

Dear Heichou,

You are such an awkward person when it comes to romance. Love is something beautiful we human beings experience. When I was a child, I wonder how it felt. My first love died in a Titan attack, so I told myself to be stronger and to look forward. When I met you, I felt something other than admiration, something way deeper inside. Expressing my feelings to you is not that easy, Heichou. I think I'm too obvious. The day when you come back, I will give you one of my smiles you adore. You may seem to be the type to hide their feelings, but guess what? The type of person you are doesn't change my feelings for you. I love you, Heichou. I will embrace you in my arms, and turn your face into a mountain of kisses. Rest, and come back to me once you are done with work. Something tells me we have a lot to talk about.

With love,
Petra Ral

Six...

July 14

Petra,

It's been seven years, and you yet continue to write me letters. Let me remind you that I will be perfectly fine once I get back from the Expedition. You, however, have to make an effort to calm down and stop worrying. Do it for the brat you are going to give birth two months from now. The Expedition may take a little while, but with my new Squad, I am sure we will be victorious. Combining my strength with Ackerman's is all we need, but these brats have shown me we stand a chance against our enemies. Taking you to your father was a great idea, and I promise once our brat is born, you will come back to fight. Erd, Aurou, and Gunther will always be remembered because they gave all their strengths, so you should not feel guilty about their deaths. Rest Petra, you need it for the brat, and I will be back to see you. So, relax and wait for me when I come back alive.

-Levi


A/N: Yeah, that's all for the moment...

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