July 15: Caressed by a Nightmare
It was a beautiful early summer day. She was lying on the picnic blanket just watching the clouds roll by. I had gone to the car to get our lunch and came back to see this beautiful creature in a blissful state. This creature loved me and I couldn't even comprehend why. I for the same unknown reason was also in love with her. I sat down with our lunches and gained her attention. We sat and ate our lunch together. It was just Lila and I. After our meal we snuggled together under the sky. Lila laid next to me and just caressed my cheek while I closed my eyes. i know this isn't real, my Lila disappeared some time ago, and I don't know how to get back. I've been reliving these special moments that I had with her at least until I can find her again.
It's been a year since the accident and Brainy still hasn't woken up. I come by almost everyday. Some days are easier than others. How did we get to this point? I miss him so much and want him back. I talk to him, caress his cheek like I use to, and even snuggle with him to try to get him to wake up. I don't know how long this nightmare will last until Brainy finds his way back to me.
This was so sad. I'm not quite sure what happened but it's sad to me. Have a safe adventure.
