Trigger warning: Rape kit.

-Hospital, Mid-afternoon-

Fin had just pulled into the parking lot for emergency patient's. He saw Nick, and Amanda pacing in front of the sliding doors, it didn't seem like two minutes ago that he had called them and told them how he had found Liv, but they were already there.

"Olivia, we're here." Fin says gently as he is parking the car. Olivia doesn't move a muscle, she doesn't even blink.

By then Amanda and Nick had run over to them, Nick opened up Olivia's door quickly, it made her jump, "Sorry, Sorry." Nick exclaimed regretful as he realized he scared her.

"Back off, Nick, give her some space." Amanda said pulling him back towards the end of the car.

"I-I'm gon-.." Olivia began to speak for the first time since agreeing with Fin to go to the hospital.

"You're gonna what, sweetie?" Amanda kneeled down near her.

Olivia pushed her away swiftly before expelling the contents of her last meal all over the parking lot. "Sorry." She mumbled out through a strained throat, and dribbles of vomit.

"I'll go get her a wheel chair." Nick states.

"Good idea." Fin says as he heads over by Olivia's side. "It's gonna be okay, we are all here for you, Liv." He tries to comfort her.

Soon Nick was back with the wheel chair, and they had Olivia in a hospital bed even quicker.

The bed was warm, 'must have been fresh sheet's from the dryer', Olivia thought to herself as she layed in the examining room. Her eyes darting from wall to wall, they were plain, nothing but a clock. She was numb at this point, she wasn't really thinking about what she had awoke to, just simple thoughts.

It wasn't long before a nurse was in the room with her, a tiny brown box with her, which included everything to collect evidence.

Olivia watched as she layed it all out on the metal tray at the end of her bed, a bag for her clothing, along with multiple other small bags for samples, a needle and viles for her blood, swabs, and a speculum,.

It was becoming to real for Olivia now, she had had a gut feeling what had happened to her, but she didn't wanna believe it, this would make it all to real. She felt her stomach turn, and couldn't hold back.

"Oh it's okay, honey, here." A nurse quickly hands her a blue plastic bag meant for these exact things, "I'll make sure the Doctor gives you some pills to help with that as well." She says sweetly.

"Thank you.." Olivia let's out quietly as she lays back down on the bed.

Meanwhile Fin, Amanda, and Nick our all outside her door, each one filled with anger and rage for what's happened to Olivia, as you hurt one, you hurt all.

"I'm gonna call Cragen, he need's to know." Fin says heading down the hall with his phone.

"I just can't believe this, Nick." Amanda says, she has tears in her eyes.

"Me either, I just wanna know what happened." He replies.

"I don't understand, I mean Olivia is just..she's just." Amanda couldn't help it, she starts to cry and has to walk away from Nick, as to her it's embarrassing for him to see her cry.

"Alright, I just need to take some hair's from you, and we'll be all done." The nurse says before plucking a hair from her head, "Alright this is gonna hurt, sweetie, sorry." She says before pulling a few pubic hair's as well.

Olivia winced, it hurt, but nothing compared to how her heart and soul felt, it had been confirmed from the nurse's mouth just moment's ago 'evidence of a rape, with seminal fluid present.' and the sting of those words burned tiny little holes into her heart.

"You can get dressed now, sweetie, we have a pair of clothes layed out for you over there, and the Doctor will be in with you shortly with release papers and medicine's.

Amanda finally makes her way back towards Nick, who was setting patiently outside of Olivia's door.

"Any news?" She asks.

"The nurse just walked out, the Doctor will be in with her soon, she said we could go in, but I wanted to wait for you and Fin, and maybe give her some time." His voice was sad and calmed now.

"Hey guys, Cragen's gonna head to Liv's apartment and start cleaning up, y'all know how c.s.u is." He states, "I think I'm gonna head over and help him, try to clear my head on the drive there, do y'all mind staying with Olivia?" Fin asks, he just wanted to help, and felt he was no use just waiting around the hospital.

"No, no we've got this, you go ahead, and hey, if y'all aren't done, I'll just take her to my place until you are." Amanda quickly says.

"Alright thanks." Fin says before heading out.

Moment's later the Doctor was walking into Olivia's door.

"I see you're having a lot of nausea, the nurse said." The man spoke soft, but his voice was rough. He pulled out a tiny flash light, beaming it in her eyes. "Pupils seem fine, we'll know more about what you were injected with in about two weeks, until then, I'm going to assume it was Nx-four, one of the more common drugs that cause's memory loss, nausea, muscle weakness and headaches." He said before pulling out a cup and placing some pills inside, "These will prevent infection's, STD'S, and pregnancy's." He said handing her the tiny plastic s

Olivia quickly swallow's them down, and immediately become's queasy. "You're free to leave ." He says handing her her discharge papers before heading out.

Amanda, and Nick go in, as the Doctor leaves, "Let's get you out of here." Nick says offering to help her up, he reaches out his arm.

"Thanks, Nick." She sniffles.

"Anything you need, Olivia." He says happily.

"I just wanna forget this ever happened." She says looking up at the two detectives, before grabbing Nick's arm for support.

-Two Month's later-

"Welcome back, Liv." Fin's the first to see her walk through the elevator doors.

"Thanks, good to be back." She say's taking in a deep breath.

"Olivia! So glad to see you back!" Amanda says with a warming southern smile.

"Thanks, Amanda." She says this time her hand rest's on her stomach.

"You alright?" She asks noticing the movement.

"Oh yea, must be a little nervous this morning, stomach's a bit upset." She says thinking nothing of it as she heads farther into the squad room being welcomed by every person she walked by.

A/N: Feeling queasy? Olivia is, but she took the morning after pill, so she wouldn't have to worry about that, or would she? Thanks for the reviews, please be sure to leave one if you like the story, a lot of things happening in the next chapter.