July 18: Vindication
He hadn't meant to do that, it just happened. He was just so angry that his right hand flew across her face. It sounded like a gunshot in the empty house. How could she be pregnant again? Didn't they go get tubes tied and certain things sniped so that this wouldn't happen. I guess something had happened. We were almost done with Olga and now this shit. I couldn't even apologize because I wasn't even sorry. I had to get out of that room, that house and away from Miriam's cries. I didn't want another child and how was I supposed to take care of it. I'm not as young as I use to be. GOD DAMN IT! Is this my vindication for wanting to retire early or for not loving Miriam anymore. Is this my karma for living the life I live. Damn it all to hell and that unborn child too.
Wow that was, ummm, never mind, have a safe adventure.
