July 23: Sensation of Loss

What could I do with me living in the US and the one I miss living somewhere else. She left for Japan our freshmen year. You know I never really got the courage to tell her how I felt about her. The weird part for me is to console myself with losing her that I turned to her best friend, Helga. I know that would have been the last person I would have think to turn to but my best friend had also left with his family about the same time. So unfortunately the sensation of loss was greater than the hate we had for each other. I'm not saying this in a romantic way but our friendship blossomed from the experience. We keep each other posted on the other's best friend without really thinking about it. Thinking about it I hope the world doesn't end because we are friends now.

Hahaha. Something a little different, huh. I'm not sure on this one. Have an adventure.