Chapter 24
Hey guys. As some of you might notice, I'v change my name to Rose Thornborn. I thought it was time for something new
Naraku awoke in Sesshoumaru's office alone. He was lying on the sofa; a blanket covered his still naked body. Suffering from a bad hanger over he quickly dressed, not missing all the hickys covering his body. When he got out of the building the sun was just starting to show its face. He took the first bus of the day home glade he had some change to pay for it.
Kagura was going to kill him for not calling and this time he didn't have the excuse of not having his own cell phone. At the door to his apartment he rumbled around look for the keys.
"Naraku."
Cursing his bad luck Naraku turned around to see Sango dressed in her jogging clothes. Kirara firmly latched onto her shoulder. Anyother day he would be trying to sneak a look at her blump breast nearly poping out of her sport bra.
"Someone was out late."
"Ah… Yea went to a Halloween party and things got crazy."
She gave him the up down; her gaze didn't miss his wrinkled pants or the open button on his shirt. "I can see that." He turned to start her run. "Oh and Naraku, you might want to hide that bruise on your chest."
If Naraku was in his right mind he might have notice the annoyance in her voice. All he could do at the moment was button his shirt and wisher her a good day before quickly going inside.
Luckily his sisters were still asleep. He quietly tiptoed into the bathroom for a much needed shower.
Letting the cold drops wash over him he pressed his forehead against the cool tile. It was ashamed that the water could only clean his body and not his mind.
"I slept with a man." He said to himself. "I slept with Sesshoumaru…." Resisting every urge to curl up in a ball and cry he punched the shower wall in an attempt to let out his frustration.
At the moment he wasn't even worrying about the fact that he had called out Sango's name. That was a problem for another time. One crisis at a time please.
"Was it consensual?"
"Crap" Naraku poked out his head from the bathroom curtain to see Kana staring at him. She was rubbing her eyes removing the sand mans dust.
"No this is a dream, go back to sleep."
"Really, that the best you got. You could have said you were talking about a bad dream you had. I might have believed that."
"Please don't tell anyone."
"Can Julius come over tomorrow?"
"Isn't he three years older than you?"
"Dose it matter? You're going to let me anyway."
Naraku sighed. His little sister was a lot like him. He couldn't tell if that was a good thing or not.
"Fine, just stay in your sister's sight."
"Ok enjoy you mental break down." She waved him good bye.
When she left Naraku chuckled. "Little brat." He strangely felt a little better. Now where was he? Oh yea he was freaking out.
How could he sleep with a man? He had always been straight but even now he still remembers Sesshoumaru touching him, his tongue licking him, his tight body. Even sober his memories weren't completely repulsive. Still he was supper drunk…. Well not enough to forget what happen. Maybe he could drink enough alcohol to make him forget about last night. Once in high school he drank so much he forgot his whole week of spring break.
Of course he couldn't just sleep with any guy. He had to pick his boss, the most egotistic, self adulating, arrogant man he knew. Now how was he supposed to face him at work? Should he use his sick days and take a week off? No that would make him seem cowardly.
Naraku kept repeating last night in his head. He let Sesshoumaru touch him. He was the one who started it be grabbing his dick. He could have stopped them but he didn't. Sesshoumaru just felt so good. It must have been because he hadn't taken care of his needs in such a long time, that any physical contact felt good.
Another problem was that Sesshoumaru had confessed his love to him and his jealously of Kikiyo and to make it worse he screamed out Sango's name. He still remembered Sesshoumaru's heartbroken eyes.
Naraku needed to talk to someone. Someone he trust and that would understand. So that left out Bankotsu, Sango, his sisters and definitely Kikiyo. So that left only one person. Man he was going to regret this.
Getting out of the shower he dried quickly and slipped into some fresh clothes.
Kagura was already up. She gave him an annoyed glare but did not bother him about not coming home last night. For a second he thought Kana told her his secret but he knew that his youngest sister wouldn't double cross him like this. It just wasn't her way.
"How about a trip to Grandma's?" He said out loud.
The room was so quit that if this was a cartoon you would hear a little grasshopper rubbing his legs together.
…..
"Naraku you know I love you" Tiny Sesshoumaru held his hand. They were both in his room, sitting on his bed.
"I love you too Sesshy." Gently smiling Naraku brushed his hands threw his hair.
Never had any one in his life made Sesshoumaru feel so loved. Usually he is teased by the other kids because he was smaller than them or he is under a lot of pressure from his father to man up. Everyone wanted him to be something he wasn't. Naraku was the only one who accepted him for who he was. They spend whole nights talking about nothing at all and the way he looked at him made Sesshoumaru feel like he was the most important thing in the world.
"Daddy, Sesshoumaru and Naraku are kissing." A chibi little Inuyasha was standing at the door. His fluffy hair was wild and uncombed and his cheeks were big and red. He was also sucking on his thumb and sneering at his older brother.
"You little liar." Growling Naraku had to hold Sesshoumaru back.
"Relax Sesshy he's just a kid." Laughing Naraku tickled his sides making the teen laugh.
"Stop that, I give, I give."
"He's right Sesshoumaru, Inuyasha was just teasing." A tall man with silver hair tied in a pointy tail stood at the door. Large and well built he easily pulled off the white suit he wore.
"But father…"
"No winning. I hate winners" the man turned his attention to Naraku. "And will you be joining us for dinner tonight Naraku?"
"If you'll have me Sir." Naraku stuttered playing the part of a terrified boy friend to point.
Knobbing in approve the man left, followed by the young Inuaysha. The toddler had to run just to keep up with his father. When he got tired his dad stopped and let him cling to his leg. He continued walked perfectly normal like he didn't have a child attached to him.
"You don't have to be so scared of my father. He won't hurt you."
Awkwardly patting his head Naraku shrugged. "Sorry but you know about the rumors."
Sesshoumaru rolled his eyes. "Those rumors are the reason I have no friends. My dad isn't as bad as they day he is. A little stern and bossy but he's a good man. If you're so afraid of him why do you keep coming over?"
"Because not even your dad can keep me away from you." He purred seductively before placing a light kiss on Sesshoumaru's forehead.
"I love you Sessy, I love only you."
….
Alone and heartbroken Sesshoumaru sat in his home office. He had given himself to Naraku once again and all it got him was a sore ass and bleeding heart. He was so devastated that he ran out his office half dress. Luckily no one saw him. It was a miracle he made it home with tears blinding his vision the whole drive back.
Currently he was drowning his misery in a cup of wine. "What a fool I was. I'm still a fool. Believing that he could ever love me." Embracing his sadness Sesshoumaru couldn't help but remember those hands traveling down his body. The way Naraku caressed his skin. The pleasurable shiver that ran down his spine only increased his self loathing.
He loved the sweet voice that moaned for him. The way Naraku kissed him and how good he felt inside him. Those lovely red eyes looking at him and only him. But when it counted it was not his name his lover screamed when he reached the height of his ecstasy.
"Sango" The name tasted vile on his tongue. He now knew it was possible to hate someone he never met before.
It wasn't enough that he had to compete with Kikiyo but now he had to worry about this Sango girl. No he wasn't competing because there wasn't a competition. Naraku was already his. They just didn't know it yet. Even over come with grief and crushed by sadness he was still far from giving up.
After all they had taken a huge step. They slept together as lovers and it was amazing, not counting the last part. He knew Naraku enjoyed himself just as much as he did.
Sesshoumaru shifted uncomfortably in his seat hardly able to hide his discomfort.
He regretted not toping when he had the chance. That way Naraku would be the one with the pain in the ass as a constant reminder of their night together.
Now that the hard part was over Sesshoumaru had to figure out how to make Naraku come back for more. Right now the men was probably freaking out and challenging his own sexuality. The thought brought a tiny smile to his face. He really couldn't wait till Monday when he would see Naraku again. Till than he would try to enjoy his bitter sweet victory.
