Title: Without Harm
Author: kiraloverless
Account: u/6023476/k…
Fandom: Ed, Edd, 'n Eddy
Musical Recommendation: watch?v=8Z5EjAmZS1o Yiruma's Greatest Piano Hits
Setting:
Hotel/ Apartments
Pairing: Kevin/Edd (lil bit of Nat x Rave)
Genre: Hurt/comfort, some smexy in later chapters.
Rating: M
Chapters: 15
Type of Work: Multi Chapter story
Status: Incomplete
Warnings: Gay sex, angst,
Disclaimer: I don't own Edd n Eddy belongs to cartoon network and Danny Antonucci, Rave belongs to kirakurryart, Nat belongs to c2ndyac1d

Chapter 15

Kevin's P.O.V

It's been about three days since it started raining. I haven't gone to see Edd or returned any of his calls or messages. Even Rave came by to see if I was still alive asking why I haven't answered Edd yet. We sat down for a warm drink and I told him about Edd's dream and how he wanted to solve things on his own, and about that very awkward day that I for some reason was more bothered by than the fact that people his ex was stalking to kill him.

"Kevin are you listening to me?" Rave's hand came to wave in front of my face, I really was out of it lately.

"No, sorry, say that again."

"I said, Edd loves you, when he talks about you he's not playing. He's not the kind to just ditch one guy for another. I mean if I didn't know any better I'd say he wants to settle down with you for the long run."

"I know, I know all that but, I haven't even thought about the almost whole family he was part of, I know Edd's a serious guy when it comes to his feelings but, that's what I'm afraid of."

"Wait, what? Are you saying you maybe don't see your self together down the road?"
Rave was leaning out his seat towards my face.

"No, no that's not what I mean, like, he was engaged right, a very serious relationship, with a baby one the way. Things turned bad and now there's this new guy; me. What if I'm the one who's in the way of his already made promise? I really do care about him, but maybe his place isn't with me."

"That's not true."

Rave offered a soft smile as Edd's voice called out from behind me, I turned and stared in disbelief of the man standing in my living room, shedding his rain coat and umbrella. Offering a nod of thanks to Rave and a knowing smile.

"Thank you for keeping the door open." "Took you long enough to get here." Rave stood dressing to leave, obviously in cahoots to get me to talk to Eddward. It was a sneaky trick but I was still moved.

"You're really gonna just leave me here?" I asked in a kind of awkward whisper.

"Yupe, Play nice and make up alright. Later prince charming." He waved and closed the front door behind him. Edd was standing there a little closer to the kitchen though, his eyes on me.

I sighed, mentally still not ready for this, downing the rest of my hot chocolate and stood up to face him.

"Don't be upset with him, I asked him to help keep you distracted because I need to talk to you, and tell you that the doubts and worries you're having are not worth it. I won't be going back to my relationship with Bard, because He…came by the day you left."

"He came to your house? What did he want?" I asked stepping a little closer, I could smell him already and was just itching to hold him.

'You have no idea how much I've missed you babe'

"At first it sounded like he wanted to get back together, but mostly to explain himself, to tell me that he did what he did was out of love. Also to apologize and… to ask for forgiveness."

"And? What di you tell him?" Maybe I shouldn't have so close to him that I could feel his body heat on my skin, but I was hoping for that second I'll get to hear that I'm the one he chose.

"I told him that it would be hard for me to do that, we talked for a while, but at the end I told him that I couldn't love him anymore, because I don't want him in my life anymore. Of course the time we shared is and always will be a part of my heart but, I have someone in my life right now that I could never let go. What I share with you is so important to me, so if you're doubting my feelings for you out of fear or about my commitments to another man, rest assured, you're the only man I want to spend the rest of my days with." At some point he had taken my hands pairing his fingers between mine.

"That is, as long as you'll have me of course." His lips were right there, that sly smile and gaped toothed grin, biting that bottom lip.

"So what are you trying to say Edd?" My heart was racing a mile a minute, I knew what he was saying but I wanted a clear answer.

I was leaning over him, pinning him between the counter and myself, both my hands at his sides, pulling myself even closer to him.

"I'm asking you, that if you'll have me, would you marry me, Kevin? If I were to ask you?"

'So close, just another few inches.'

"Maybe, if you were to ask, I'd probably ask if you were sure … that you were serious." I offered him a cocky smile of my own, stepping real close, close enough to get one knee between his long lanky legs I felt something there. Reaching my hand down to get a better idea of what it was.

"Is that a ring in your pocket, or are you just happy to see me?"

One of his slender hands was running through my hair, he let out a shuddered breath and asked me to kiss him. So I did. He let out such a soft sexy gasp that I nearly moaned myself.

"Once more? Kiss me again Kevin, please?" he outright begged.

'Ah damn it, this man's going to be the death of me yet.'

This was getting dangerous, but I kissed him again anyway. This time a little rougher, I could feel the love in his lips, the longing I felt these passed few days were there too. I slightly opened my eyes he also opened his eyes and smiled at me.

'Yeah, I was in for it for life now, no matter what I thought, said or did. I'm not letting you go no matter what'

I felt something on the counter pressing at my finger tips, looking down to see a small black velvety box. Slowly Edd brought it between us, his hands shaking and opened it. There were two rings inside, they were sterling silver Celtic style rings. He took one out and got on one knee.

"Kevin Barr, You are the sweetest, most generous and kindest man alive, and I love you dearly. Will you marry me and be my life long companion?"

I felt very odd being the one proposed to, I mean, I thought I would be doing that but it didn't make it any less amazing to have actually gotten to this point.

"Of course I will."

I couldn't help the widest smile to ever grace my face, or the tears that fell, or how tightly we held each other.

'All my worries were for naught then ai Edd?' I'm so relieved.

Soon after that we were tearing at each other's clothes making our way down the hall, leading to the bedroom. I wouldn't want another second to have him, I tried not to stare at the shining rings in the dimly lit room but I couldn't help the swell of love in my chest to look away.

I couldn't help but bite into his slender neck a little harder than usual, or desperately I needed to make a mess of him. His hands were still shaking as he was sliding them up and down my sides, finally settling them in my hair, tugging a little harder than usual when I roughly nipped down on his nipples, down his stomach, across that horrible scar and down the shaft of his already leaking hard on.

I was determined to get those little noises out of him tonight, those sexy whimpers and naughty moans.

Taking my sweet time at using my fingers to open up his pucker while I swallowed down his raging coking, scissoring him open, making it three fingers and watching him damn near tear and squirm biting his bottom lip trying to hide how much he wanted it.

'Damn it he's so fucking cute when he does that.'

I was looking for the spot that would make him come undone, while grazing my teeth along the sides of his shaft, a little tighter just under the head. He spread his legs out, muttering words that I didn't quit catch.

"What was that babe?"

"I need you inside, please don't teas any more, please"

"Say please like that one more time and I won't be responsible for my action's Edd"

I'll be damned if he didn't put on the sexiest show ever of wrapping his legs around me, sliding his hands up my abs latching onto my shoulder's to hoist himself up to lick and whisper in my ear.

"If I don't feel you inside me right now I'll die, please don't hold yourself back my love"

'Fuck… oh god.. oh christ'

It was so hot inside him, so very tight, so good the way he clinged to me, I nearly came the second I pushed myself inside.

We were already going at his real deep, real fast, I didn't want to hurt him. Bites and bruises were already blooding on his neck and shoulder lines. Finally I found that spot that made him arch out for me.

"Ugh! Yes, Kevin don't stop, more… I need you! Please, more!"

I couldn't hold back anymore, he was begging for it, so I gave it to him, pounding him right where he would curl his toes each and every single time. Speeding up my thrusts harder and harder to the point I was just Jackhammering him down.

It wasn't long after that the heated coil in my stomach snapped and I spilled every drop of semen I had to offer into the safe cavern of his body. Already too late I realized how it felt without the condom there. It didn't matter because all I could focus on was his high voice screaming out my name, his lust filled eyes and tight grasp on my hair, the shaking of his legs and scent of our sex smoldering between us. I felt the hot white splatter on my chest sliding down. Daring to thrust in just a few more times, I wanted to feel that euphoria of breathless, aching bliss just a little longer, even though I could barely see him through the foggy white before my eyes
I could still feel him.

I could feel his kiss while he moaned softly like a kitten, whispering I love you's like a chant to keep us bound together for eternity.

'If my heart doesn't give out, you'd be the death of me Edd'

We stayed in bed for a while, just looking at each other, and talking about little things. I was laying on my side watching him just be there, our heart eventually calmed and synchronized together.

I couldn't get over it very beautiful the moment was, just laying there with'im. Our fingers intertwined.

"Babe, promise me something?" getting his attention and those impossibly blue eyes to focus on me.

"Anything …"

"Don't ever change, love me just like this forever and ever?"

"I can't promise you that, I love you just a little more with each passing day."

"Smart ass" I smiled a little, kissing the back of his hand.

"Can I ask something of you in return?" he whispered. He looked down and away, knitting his eyes brows together.

"Please don't ever hurt me, and you can't die before me, promise me."

"Oh darlin', I can't control death but I swear I'll never do anything to hurt you, if it's in my power I'd never live a day without you."

Eddward cried, on my chest as though if I had ever died –god forbid- I'd betray him in the worst way.

"Please don't be so sad love, I'd always be with you, even in death"

He gave me a kiss, then cried for a while until he fell sleep. All the while all I could think was 'I could never love anyone this deeply ever again if I tried'

The raining never stopped and I silently prayed that it never would, so that we could stay like this forever.

A few months had passed since that night. Today I was boxing up the last of my things. Toby and I were moving to live with Eddward. Nat and I carried the last two boxes out to the U-hall. I said goodbye to the very small apartment that I thought I would always be a bachelor in and grow old and lonely with my dog.

"It's kinda sad y'know, my first place, I met my best friends, got a great job and met my true love living here."
"Banged so many babes and lost some epic poker game too" Nat chimed in, earning a solid punch to the shoulder.
"Shut up!" Yeah I was kinda smiling at that, but it's a place that really helped me change my life around. I found everything I wanted and didn't even dream of here.
"I'm gonna miss this place man."

"Yeah, it was awesome. But now you've got a really good thing waiting for you, you're a really lucky guy Kevin. I'm really happy for you." He gave me a few pats on the back as we got in the truck and drove away. Toby sitting on my lap I gave him a few pets.

Edd and Rave were at his place putting a few things away and into place when we drove up. Some of my furniture I sold as Edd's place already had plenty of space already, but I kept the leather chair that Toby likes to chew and sleep on even though Edd really didn't like it. He agreed to keep it because I told him that it would keep him from chewing up the other furniture, which I hope he would.

After a while we had taken a break after getting the chair up and into the apartment, Nat and Rave were upstairs making out in one of the guest rooms.

So I picked Edd up by the waist "This is the last box then." deciding to have some 'alone time' our selves on the living room couch. Edd's giggling was too damn cute

"Kevin you put me down." He giggled.

"Nonsense! boxes don't talk" I tried to manage my best snobby British accent, plopping Edd down on the couch somewhat upside down.

"Welcome home Kevin." He whispered sweetly. Pulling me down to kiss him.

We were kissing when we heard a sound of a squeal, and 'Baa'..

"Kevin stop that"

"It's not me"

We both looked at each other.

"If not you, than who?"

We listened again, it was closer this time.

"Where is it coming from?"

When I opened the front door I saw a man's back, holding a toddler in a green sweater and a file in his hand.

The toddler squeeled patting the man's shoulder gaining his attention to turn around.

"Uh excuse me, I could use your help young man. Do you know where an Eddward Vincent lives? The address should be in this building but I'm afraid I'm a little lost"

I looked over the man, dressed in a dark navy blue suite, black and white pepper hair, toddler on one arm, a bag and folder in the other.

"Who's asking?" I asked a little suspicious of the stranger looking for Edd.

'How did this guy even get up here? He must've snuck in while someone was leaving. I'll check the security system by tomorrow'

My thoughts trailed off as Edd was now standing beside me staring at the man in the face.

"Are you Eddward Vincent?" He asked looking slightly relived.

"Why?" Eddward asked in a stern voice.

The man looked down at something in his folder, then lifted it up to Edd and I.

"Because if you are then this little guy belongs to you."

"What?" I asked from shock as well as disbelief.

Eddward grew even more pale than he already was. His eyes dilated and looked like he would pass out.

"According to the state law you are Jim Vincent's biological father, Born …At the Kane Community Hospital. His mother was killed in an accident and the only living relative listed is a Vincent, Eddward. The boy's father. I'm sorry for your loss."

At this point the man had set the boy down, Eddward fell to his knees to look at the toddler at relative eye level.

I looked over the file.

Edd held the child in his arms looking very carefully at this creature with shaking hands and very pale faced.

"How can this be?"

"There is a sealed letter, it's addressed to you, We assumed that the mother was going to come here but something must have gone wrong." The older man stated watching the two nearest to the ground.

"If you don't want him I can take him to an orphanage and .." "NO!"

Edd and I both yelled, startling the toddler making him cry a little. Edd picked him up and held him close to his chest.

"I'm sorry. That… that won't be necessary. Are you sure, that you're looking for me? There must be some mistake."

"This is you isn't it, you are the Eddward Vincent in the picture, this is your social security number isn't it? If you're sure this is a mistake I can place him at a good foster home until you can check things out." The man offered again.

I was watching all this and looking through this file. This kid really did look like Edd in a way, the same eyes, same skin, but with really curly brown hair and brown eyes instead of cyan blue.

"No, that's me. This is the Eddward Vincent you're looking for. I… I will take custody of him.. of my son.. I'm sorry what did you say his name was?" Eddward stood holding the toddler in his arms.

"Ah, that's great. He's a good kid, actually this is my last case so I'm really happy to see him going to a good home. His name's Jim, and this are his things. In closed in the folder is his dental, medical records and … the number of the lady who was watching over his before we found you, if you need any help don't hesitate to call them."

Tears of joy streamed down his face, looking over the small face.

I smiled at the man, then held the toddlers small fingers in my hand. "I think… we are gonna be just fine. Thanks man, you don't know how much this mean's to Edd…"

"Right, If you'll just sign here please, he'll be all yours." Edd's hands trembled as he signed the forms, whipping away the tears from his eyes and giving the man a grateful hand shake and a thank you hug the man was not expecting, then he was on his way.

It was a joys day, Edd couldn't stop looking over the boy's face, I watched them for a long time.

'I can't believe Edd's baby is alive, right here in front of me'

"Kevin what's the matter?" Edd asked when Jim had fallen to sleep on the living room couch.

"It's just so weird you know."

"Yes well, the documents about the mother are all fake, but the letter was from Bard, he said that Jim is really my child, Jim's documents are authentic. I just can't believe it .. I know that it is possible, but … He is my son.. I can feel it in my bones. He was alive this whole time. " I tightly held his hand as he slept. Gently kissed his forehead and brushed away a lock of brown hair from his sleeping face.

This was so weird, mind blowing and just out right amazing.

Nat and Rave had come down to see why were so quiet, they were just as shocked to see Edd's little boy as we still were.

"So I guess you're goin to be his step dad then?" Rave asked

Edd looked up at me and I looked between all of them. "Yeah, I mean, Edd? I"

"I don't … I don't know if you want to raise children" "Of course I do, I mean I didn't think it would happen so suddenly but " "You didn't sign up for this, I understand" "No Edd, I I'm happy to raise children with you, I just have to learn. I'll do my best to be a good father… I want to be a dad, If that's ok with you"

"Do you really mean that?" He was so pale and flustered I just wanted to kiss him.

"Of course I do, I love you, and we're already a family, sorta, so I'm not worried."

'Wow this is crazy! I'm gonna be this kid's step father!'

And that's how it happened, we got married a little over a month later. It was really hard learning to take care of a toddler and plan a wedding but it was a blessing to have Nat and Rave help out.

My parents came to the wedding and were really happy that I found someone to love, even though they weren't happy about it being a man at first but once they met Edd and Jim they were more excepting. Toby and Jim are best friends, always sharing food and making messes. I got to meet his parents and now I understand why he acts that way, he's never had his parent's approval for pretty much anything, very snobbish people. Eddy and Ed also came to the wedding and I couldn't help but smile proudly having shown them that their best friend was in a better place and happy with me.

"It's crazy how you're the one he ends up marrying." Eddy mumbled, "But I'm really happy that things turned out for him, thank you for accepting and taking good care of our friend."

"I can't believe double d had a real baby, after all that. I miss the adventures, places and time we spent together though. Eddy." Ed said.

"I'm the one who is the happiest that he can live happy and safe now. With the family he wanted so badly. He was so brave to fight for." Drinking the last of our Champaign we just spent a second watching Edd and baby Jim laugh and be happy.

"Excuse me gentle men, but I like to have my first dance with my family. Enjoy the rest of the celebration guys." I stepped over to Edd and held baby Jim on one arm, Edd by the waist in the other.

"May I have this dance?"

Edd leaned in for a kiss and leaned his head on my shoulder.
"Kevin"

"Yes babe?"

"I'm so very happy."

"I'm very happy too Edd" I kissed Jim and Edd on the head "I love you both so much."

"I love daddy too" came Jim's little voice, returning a kiss to my cheek.

We danced till the sunset.

It was a beautiful day, I'll never forget how handsome Edd looked in a white tux.

'This is my happy ever after huh? It's exactly what I wanted!'

And we lived happily ever after.