"So you found me…" Emma said facing away from him.

"I also found your stuff." He replied still holding all her discarded clothing. "Does this mean I win the game?"

"That it does." She responded turning around and dipping the rest of her in the water so he could only see her face. "Wanna know what your prize is?" She asked seductively. He nodded slowly and she stood up revealing her barely clothed body. Xander dropped her things and rushed over to her kissing her passionately.

"I have never loved you more than in this moment." He said between kisses.

"Then get in here." Emma said giggling. Xander stripped quickly and joined her in the spring. He reattached their lips once more closing the gap between them. She wrapped her arms around his neck threading her fingers in his hair. Giggling, Emma pushed him down and straddled his waist. Xander moved his lips down to her collarbone kissing up her neck and leaving little love bites along the way.

"That tickles!" Emma squealed giggling. He laughed but continued, moving his fingers down her back to the clasp on her wet bra. Looking up for permission Xander unclipped it and slid it down her shoulders revealing her pale pink breasts. He'd seen her boobs before but this time it felt different. They looked different, they looked better. Seeing her like this, opening up to him both physically and mentally, made him feel so many emotions he couldn't even put all of them into words. He'd never been in love before but if this is what it felt like he wanted to be in love forever. His heart was beating twice as fast and he couldn't figure out whether it was how turned on he was or it was how much love he felt for the girl in front of him.

"What?" He heard breaking him out of his trance.

"Huh?" Xander looked up.

"You've were staring at me." Emma responded running her fingers through his hair. "You good?"

"Yeah, yeah I'm good." He said rubbing her back. "You're just really beautiful."

"Aww," Emma said. "You're adorable." She kissed him again briefly. "Do you wanna do this?"

"I think you know what the answer to that is." He replied. "The question is whether you want to."

"Well what I want to do right now is get out of this pool cause I'm getting wrinkly." Emma said standing up and stepping out of the water and looking around. "Shit is all our stuff still on the path back there?"

"Yeah, I dropped it when you ran." He answered. "I'll go grab it hang on." Xander ran off leaving Emma standing alone in just her wet underwear. She sat on one of the rocks, grabbed her t-shirt pulling it over her head and laid her sweatshirt over her cold legs. Within minutes he was back carrying both backpacks and panting a bit.

"What did we put in these?" He asked out of breath. He dropped the bags and knelt down beginning to unpack. It had just started getting dark and being the geniuses they were they didn't bring flashlights.

"You gonna help me?" He asked fiddling with the poles of the tent.

"But you look so cute doing it all by yourself." She answered. Xander smiled and Emma joined him on the ground assembling the poles to the best of her ability.

Eventually their campsite was set up and a fire was getting started.

"You ready?" Emma said poking her head out of the tent.

"Yeah I'll be right in." Xander replied standing up and throwing one more log onto the fire.

"Let's do this." He whispered to himself before stepping inside.

"What happened in here?" He said referring to the overly decorated interior of the tent.

"You like it?" Emma asked lighting the last candle and laying back on the pillows.

"Yeah it's great." He answered looking around. There were fluffy blankets lining the floor, and pillows stacked against the back wall, "However, the fire needs to stay outside." he blew out the scented candles sitting on little stands in the corners.

"Where'd you even get all this stuff?" He asked joining her on the floor.

"I guess you could say I've been planning this night for a while too." She replied kissing him gently. "I stashed it in the old truck."

"I love it." He said pulling her closer. "And I love you."

"I love you too." Emma responded kissing him again, this time more passionately.

Xander kissed her back slipping his tongue through her parted lips and lightly sucking on the bottom one. She moaned softly and climbed over him straddling his waist. She lifted her slightly wet t-shirt over her head and tossed it to the side recapturing their lips once again and deepening the kiss even further. He moved his mouth to her bare neck sucking and biting lightly.

"Do that thing again." Emma demanded panting. "On my tits. Do it again."

"Jesus Christ that's hot." He whispered doing exactly what she asked and bringing his lips to kiss around her nipple before bringing it into his mouth and sucking on it.

"Ah yes. Keep going." She moaned throwing her head back to give him a better view. He sucked harder no doubt leaving a mark.

"Switch." She demanded again and he followed suit. She moved her hands under his shirt pulling it off quickly. Xander flipped them over and kissed her lips again this time a little harder no doubt bruising them. He slid his hands over her bare torso and down to the button on her shorts. He snapped it open and pulled them down slightly never looking away from Emma's face as if waiting for her to change her mind.

"You sure you're ok way this?" He asked again and she grabbed his chin.

"Xander. I told you I was ready. I know you're nervous, I am too." She reassured him. "But I promise if i feel uncomfortable I will tell you. So just do it. Please." With that he pulled her shorts all the way down to her ankles and she shook them off. He joined their lips again holding her as close as humanly possible. Emma brought her hands down to his belt, undoing it and pulling it off. She then removed his khaki shorts to the best of her ability letting him discard them with the rest of their cloths. This left them in just their underwear and no idea what to do next.

"Are you ok?" Emma asked him gently stroking his shaking arms.

"Yeah, yeah just nervous." He said panting slightly. "So uh...so what do we do now?"

"You tell me you're the one with the information." She replied giggling and kissing him lightly.

"Yeah, ok. You're right. Just hang on." He said still panting. Jesus, why was he so nervous? He'd been waiting for this moment forever and now he gets all flustered. Emma was by far the prettiest girl he'd ever dated so the idea that they were giving their innocence to one another was scary. He assumed. It could also be because he is staring at her almost completely naked and not doing anything about it.

"That needs to change." He accidentally said out loud.

"What?" She said confused.

"Sorry nothing, just thinking aloud." He responded. "Um lets do this. Just um lie down I guess." She did as she was told moving off his lap and laying down propped up against one of the pillows. He turned over so he was on top of her holding himself up with his hands which he knew wouldn't last long especially with this amount of anxiety running through his veins. He went down to his knees, one on either side of her hips, and gently pulled her underwear down admiring the sight underneath. His mouth fell open feeling himself harden even further, something he thought impossible.

"Is it...ok?" Emma asked uncomfortably.

"Better." Was all be said and he leaned down and placed one kiss below her belly button just above where the thin layer of blonde hair was combed and trimmed as if it was the hair on a head that was just blown out by a professional. She gasped but he brought his face back up to hers and kissed her again quieting it. With one hand Xander removed his own underwear and tossed them aside. He noticed that Emma didn't look down as he sat up and rolled on a condom. Her eyes were locked on his, which was ok. He got it, she was scared, they were both scared. He wasn't gonna make her do anything she wasn't comfortable with so if that meant her not looking she didn't have to look.

He kissed her again longer this time and brought his hand down between her legs rubbing gently and preparing her for what was to come. She was already rather wet, which he mentally applauded himself on, so no more stalling, time to do this.

"You scared?" He asked nervous he would screw something up.

"Yes." She responded honestly. "But I'm ready."

So with that Xander lined himself up and pushed slowly. Every inch or so he would ask if she was ok and she would respond with a simple nod though he could see the tears forming in her eyes her teeth biting hard on her bottom lip trying not to cry. He hated seeing her like this. All he wanted to do was stop and hold her until she was calm, but he knew she wouldn't let him. So he continued until he was all the way in and could feel a little bit of blood forming underneath him. Which killed him. He was hurting her he knew it and he almost had to stop to keep himself from crying. But he didn't have the chance because without a word of warning a single tear fell and plopped on her cheek. She smiled wide and kissed him.

"Try moving." She told him.

"A-are you sure? I can wait if-" he stuttered.

"No, just go." She said laughing. The pain was slowly drifting away and the pleasure was filling it's place. "It feels good." So he pulled himself out and pushed in again still slowly. She was definitely still in pain but a significantly lower amount than before. She knew she had to get through it.

"Get through this now and the better stuff will come later." She mentally reminded herself of something her mother had said once. Granted she was referring to a mandatory class she had to take in order to qualify for the advanced fashion technology program at FIT. But whatever, same thing right? Sort of.

Xander continued his action smoothly and carefully each time speeding up a little and increasing the rhythm. After a while he heard a moan come from low in her throat to which he smiled at kissed her. Each thrust resulted in a louder sound and each sound resulted in a stronger feeling of release on his part. The past week he'd been worried about what to do in terms of getting her off, but since it was their first time he decided to put that thought off until the second or third just so they could get used to it first.

"You ok?" He asked.

"Yes." She replied softly, moaning slightly. "Are you?"

"Better than ok." He responded kissing her and picking up his pace a little. His release came quicker than expected and without warning he felt a hot sticky mess form at the tip of the condom. He groaned pulling out, removing the condom and throwing it outside to deal with tomorrow and laid back beside her.

"I'll do better next time." He said after a while of silence.

"You were perfect this time." She responded and with that they fell asleep holding each other until they both stopped shaking.

"But that wasn't hot at all!" You say.

"Ahh yes but that's the thing first times aren't hot."

I'm sorry if I disappointed any of you but I wanted to make this scene as realistic as possible because I feel that other smut scenes portraying first times, especially when it's both peoples firsts, are written very loosely. I will do my best to add some hotter scenes but since I have band camp and school soon i might not get to update as much. But I gave you like 4 or 5 chapters in a month so be grateful. Anyway you know what to do read and review (mostly review). And follow my tumblr couldreallyusesomechocolate! Kisses!

Allison