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A/N: So I know it has been a while since I updated, so sorry about that. Before I get into the story I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has read, reviewed, followed and favorited this story your feedback means more than words can explain.

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As Jamie started to leave his father's house he could hear the scratching of the dining room chairs against the hard wood floor and the distant voices of his family. However, those voices were drowned out by Jamie's inner thought," This is just a nightmare." However, as Jamie was walking he ran into the end table and realized that this is reality. So he increased his speed as he thought," I just need to get to my car so I can go home and forget this ever happened." Jamie's escape was interrupted by his father who reached the car just before Jamie could turn the car over. Frank knocked on the driver's side window, After Jamie rolled the window down Frank said, "Come back inside."

"Sorry dad but I can't do this right now. Besides, there is nothing to figure out."

Frank could tell that he was not going to win this conversation so he said, "Alright tell you what we will talk latter."
Jamie knew his father was not going to get out of the road until he heard they would talk so after a sigh he said, "Alright." After Frank was a safe distance away from the car he left. On the drive home Jamie's thoughts wandered, back to his family's reactions. He could not help but feel anger at his family's desire to know everything so they could convict and make this case air tight. Jamie inwardly debated, "Is it so much to ask that my family not behave like law enforcement? Although, that is not totally fair I cannot ask them to stop being who they are. I just over reacted they are just concerned, I know they care and just want to help." Jamie's thoughts continued debating each other until he finally reached his apartment. Once inside, he heard his cellphone sound its low battery warning. As he went into his room to charge his phone, the lure of his bed was all it took for an exhausted Jamie to let the idea of sleep win, as he climbed under the covers still fully dressed in his Jeans and blue t-shirt. As it started to rain outside.

"Dad why is he leaving?" Erin spoke as she rummaged around in her purse looking for her keys as a rain drop fell from the sky..

"He just needs some time."

" Time? He has dealt this alone for two years! I think that is long enough besides we are a family we are supposed to stick together through thick and thin." Erin interrupted as she walked to her car, her brothers in toe. They had been searching for about an hour with no success when they realized their father was right Jamie needed time. Although, that realization did nothing to stifle the families' desire to be together, so everyone spent the night at Frank's.

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The next morning, Linda and Henry prepared breakfast which looked more like a feast. For between the two of them they had prepared, oatmeal, eggs, fruit salad, French toast, pancakes, orange juice and coffee. Over morning breakfast it was decided Frank and his kids would talk to Jamie over lunch. At work Danny and Joe were assigned to catch up on the paperwork they were behind on. Normally this would result in countless verbal complaints from the pair. However, Sergeant Gormley noticed, today they set about the paper work without complaint. He thought about mentioning this but decided it was better to just take the blessing in disguise. At noon Danny and Joe headed over to their father's office. A few minutes after arriving, detective Baker enter the office," Sir Jamie can't come." At this everyone in the room was baffled but Frank replied, "What do you mean? It was not a request." As he set down his spectacles and sat up straighter if that was even possible in his desk chair. To convey he meant business.

"I know sir but he is off."

"Thank you Baker." Frank replied to his assistant as he thought, "How is it no one knew he was off? Does anyone talk to Jamie?"
After Baker had left the room Danny spoke up, "I'll try his phone." However, before he placed the call he was interrupted by his father, "Did anyone know anything about this?" Seeing the looks of guilt on his children's faces he knew his suspicion was correct. However, he was surprised when Erin said, "Dad when we hang out he hardly ever talks about himself and if we try to talk about his life he will most likely discretely change the subject. "

"Why does he have to be so self-conscious. We still should have figured out something was wrong. No child of mine will be denied their day in court. We need to find him and fix this." A few seconds later Danny called Jamie, the phone rang twice then went to voicemail. Danny left the following message," Hey kid I was wondering if you wanted to get lunch, call me back when you get this." After ending the call Danny said, "I guess we wait?"

"No let's check where he might be and go from there." Frank replied all the while inwardly thinking, "Please let him be okay." The Family dispersed to check everywhere they thought Jamie could be. After an hour everyone headed back to the office assignments forgotten because Jamie was nowhere to be seen. Once they arrived at the office, Frank sighed and said, "I guess we have no choice." As he called Detective Baker when she answered he said," Please file a missing person's report on Jamison Reagan, but for now no press."

"Yes sir." Baker replied as she inwardly thought, "This is likely overkill."

Once the call was done Erin said, "What now?"

Before Frank could reply Garret entered dressed in a black suit with a charcoal grey tie and said," Those words out of a District Attorney's mouth only mean trouble."
Frank sighed placing his glasses down on his large oak desk before saying, "Jamie's missing."
"What that's horrible? It will be hard to keep a secret but we should issue a missing person's report."
Garret was cut off by Danny," Already done."
"Frank why didn't you say anything this morning? How long has he been missing?"

"I didn't say anything because I didn't know he was missing I just thought he went home to cool off."
"Okay, I know Sunday dinner can get heated but I always thought they were heated between Danny and Erin. No offense." Garret replied as he quickly glanced back at them.
"None taken it usually is but not this time because we just learned Jamie has a secret." Erin replied.
"What he partied in college?" Garret sarcastically replied semi confused because truth was everyone had something they did not want the world to know hidden in their past.
"If only" Erin replied as she straightened out her black skirt and fixed the hem of her purple blouse.

"Well now I am confused."

"It's complicated." Joe replied after a running his hands through his hair.

"How complicated?"

"Lets just say while he was in college he had some run ins with law enforcement." Danny chimed in.

"What! No, that is impossible, I looked everywhere when your brother was not calling, even before your dad asked and I found nothing not even an arrest record. What happened?"

"Jamie revealed very little." Frank replied with a pause as he inwardly thought, "I am sure there is more." Then he continued, "What we know is he had or possibly still has a stalker and I guess at some point it turned violent. But that is pretty much all we could get out of him before he abruptly left last night." Frank replied. As he inwardly thought "We pushed him too much. What if he never opens up to anyone ever again? I cannot let that happen" Frank thought as he started to pace the office. He was drawn out of his thoughts when he heard Garret say, "What can I do?"

"Can you see what you can find, I am guessing it is a Massachusetts cold case. If you could do that so we can clean all of this up. I think that is the only way we can help."

"Frank are you sure once you read whatever I find there is no going back." Garret replied.

"I am sure we need to solve this. With or without his help, because even if he won't admit it he needs our help."

After Garret left the room, Frank and his children decided to track Jamie's phone. When the search came back with no signal; the Reagan's turned to the database to see what they could find, because their desire to help Jamie meant they needed to learn everything about the situation to fix it. Unfortunately, that meant going through Jamie's life with a fine tooth comb; although, that was halted quickly by the lack of any traceable records in Boston aside from his graduation. Which was odd since Jamie had mentioned filing a police report and a long hospital stay.

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As the Reagan's were pacing around their father's office, Jamie finally rolled over. Feeling a piercing pain in his side he quickly woke up. Upon seeing everything was fine, he got dressed for the day in a pair of jeans and a light blue button-up shirt. Walking into his living room he opened up his curtains expecting the light glow of a sunrise, instead he was blinded by the direct rays of the sun. Realizing he had overslept, Jamie glancing around the kitchen to locate a clock, his gaze finally cleared the black spots out of his vision and landed on the microwave clock. He was stunned to see it was 1:00 pm. Jamie thought to himself, "Leave it to me to sleep away over half of my day off it's a good thing I did not make plans till a little after 2."

In less than ten minutes, Jamie was out of his apartment with his phone in hand and on his way to a local diner to get a quick bite to eat. Once seated he could not help but sense someone was watching him. Upon closer inspection, Jamie noticed that it was mostly his imagination except for the young cop sitting in the corner. Feeling self-conscious, and definitely not wanting to put up with a rookie's idolizing him. Jamie got up and left as discretely as possible. Once across the street Jamie relaxed a little because he was now blended with the masses. So, if he were wrong and someone was following him they wouldn't be able to anymore. As Jamie walked he thought, "Leave it to my family to drag all of this to the surface, now I am paranoid." To be safe though he continued walking and scanning the area until he reached Spencer's hotel. Once he reached Spencer's room Jamie finally breathed a sigh of relief. Spencer could tell something was wrong so he said," Jamie are you alright?"

"Yeah I am fine just paranoid, you ready to go?"

"Yeah lets go." Spencer replied as he headed for the door. After a short walk and a car ride latter they arrived at the docks and boarded Jamie's boat he called voyager. Although, it was not too big and extravagant like the boat Spencer tried to convince Jamie to get it was still a decent size ten person speed boat with a cabin that could comfortably sleep eight but could sleep up to ten. This boat was Jamie's pride and joy for it was perfect for fishing and sailing. Although, Jamie knew he had plenty of money thanks to some bad luck and investing. He knew he had more than he could ever hope to spend even after starting a college fund for his niece, nephews and any future kids he would have. He honestly had no desire to live in a mansion, as for the sports car that he was not going to count out because let's face it who does not want one." Once anchor was lowered, Spencer and Jamie pulled out the fishing gear. Jamie was the first to speak, "So what did you do yesterday with my niece and nephews?"
"Believe it or not they did not want to come fishing. Nikki insisted we stay close. So we landed at a nearby park for a hike, then your family called so I took them back. How did that go anyway?"
"Just as I expected." Jamie replied as he tugged on his line to see if he had caught a fish or if it was just his imagination.

"Sorry Jamie I thought they would be supportive."

"Well to be honest they probably would have been, but I had enough with the interrogation so I kind of just said enough and left."

"Jamie, I am sorry it did not work out but come on you had to know they would have questions. Besides you do know you will have to talk to them sooner or later and knowing your family it will be sooner. Yeah, I know but what I think we all need right now is some time to process. Besides Spencer I do not want to undergo another round with detectives I already had to do that once. I will call dad tomorrow."

"Jamie I think you should call him today. Knowing your family they are trying to get a hold of you. Speaking of that, I called your cell to see when you were coming and if some friends could tag along but you didn't answer.

"Yeah sorry my phone was charging, I think it is still off. What friends are we talking about?"

"Oh just two really nice girls I met last time I was in town."

"Okay, so how do you know they are not crazy?"

"Well I guess you don't but in this case I am fairly certain, the one girl is a rookie cop her name is Edit but she goes by Eddie, and the other is a doctor named Jennifer."

"Okay where are they?"

"In the city but I could call them; they are both off today."

"Alright yeah sounds fun, lets head back were not that far out we could go back get some drinks and snacks."

"Only if you are sure."

"I am sure but one condition."

"What is that?"
"For today I am just a former law student named Jamie."

"Deal" Spencer replied as Jamie raised anchor and headed to the steering wheel once Spencer sat down he headed to shore which was only ten minutes away. After docking the boat Jamie told Spencer to wait on the boat while he went and got some beverages and snacks also taking the time to turn on his phone. When his phone was finally on he was surprised that he had over fifty missed calls, a full voicemail and three messages he listened to all the voicemails the majority were from his family all along the lines of where are you? Were worried please call me back. After he had picked up everything he thought they would need he started making the round of phone calls and text messages. The text messages he knew would be the quickest because they were simple all were from Nikki, Jack and Sean asking if all of them could spend time with their uncle on Saturday."

So he quickly replied, "Of course see you on Saturday." Now came the hard part the phone calls. Jamie decided to start off with the last person to call him and go from there. The first few he called he got the machine so he left a message saying, "Hi returning your call sorry I am busy today hope, you're having a great day. See you on Sunday." As Jamie placed the second call he hoped and prayed that it would also go to voicemail, but then he heard," Hello."

"Hi dad."

"Jamie where are you?"
"Dad I am fine."
"Okay glad to hear, but where are you? We really need to talk, how about that lunch."

"Sorry dad I can't. Before we go any further are Danny, Joe and Erin with you." Jamie could tell his father put the phone on speaker because he could hear his brothers and sisters debating about something in Massachusetts two years ago. Then he heard his father say," Jamie why can't we meet we know you are off."
"What are you spying on me?" Jamie replied becoming agitated.
"Kid we are just worried." Danny spoke up semi loudly trying to mask the sound of detective Baker as she entered and said, "Sir I double checked, there is no cold case from two years ago..."

"Wait a minute you're digging into my past! Seriously I thought we were family why are you treating this like a case! As for lunch, no sorry your interrogation it will have to wait, I am out of town. "

"Wait Jamie we weren't…" Erin did not get to finish her sentence because the line went dead.

Frank hung up the phone. The first person to speak was Garrett," At least you know he is okay."

"If we could only get him to open up." Joe replied.
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After ending the call Jamie headed back to the boat upon arrival he saw the two girls were there after introductions were made Jamie said, "So how about a tour before we leave." Eddie replied, "That would be great." After the tour was over Jamie started the boat and headed out onto the water the day was relaxing and full of fun. By the end of the day Jamie could say he had two new friends." The four of them after the boat was docked headed to a local bar for a drink. "************************************************************************************************************************************************************************"

At the bar Jamie noticed while play a game of darts out of the corner of his eye that his brothers were also here. He was in no mood to put up with his siblings so he tried to get the group to go to another bar but it was too late Danny and Joe had spotted Jamie. So he changed tacks and told his group he was going to call it a night. Danny and Joe headed towards him and once they were close enough they said," Jamie, we need to talk."

"What is there to talk about?"

"Kid stop dodging this and let us help we are not going anywhere."

"Come on Jamie just let us in."
"I already told you a lot so just drop it." Jamie replied as he tried to continue on his escape route.

"Kid come on we want to help."

"There is nothing you can do it's in the past. Do me a favor let this stay buried."

"Kid we can't do that you need to talk to someone."

"Oh and let me guess it needs to be you two because you can solve everything?" Jamie crossly replied. Upon seeing the stunned confusion on his brother's faces he said, "You can't seriously believe that. Wait you do wow news flash I am no longer a kid who needs a hero to save the day."Jamie crossly replied. Joe's mind at those words clicked the mystery that had become his little brother in the past day was partially solved. So Joe said," Jamie there is no cold case is there?" Danny looked puzzled but kept his stare fixed on his brother. Jamie knew that his brothers would not drop the subject so he said, " Your right there is no cold case. So do me a favor and inform the others and drop this." Again he tried to walk away this time making it out of the bar, but Danny and Joe quickly caught up to him. "Jamie you know you can't keep dodging us."

"I know but I already told you a lot of what happened can't that for once be enough."

"Kid it could be if we knew for sure you were alright, but let's face it Jamie you're not the same lately just the mention of all this has you jumping out of your skin."
"Jamie just let the family help." Joe finished.
"Why so it can become another story?"

"No kid not at all. We just want to help." Danny replied shocked by his brothers actions.

"Fine I will tell you, just not here." Danny and Joe for a moment were surprised Jamie agreed but recovered quickly," Alright we could head to dad's." Danny replied. As he inwardly thought, "Everyone will want to hear this."

"No not there." Jamie quickly replied. As he thought of how well it went last time. Besides deep down he knew it would be easier if he could just talk to his brothers first. As he inwardly thought, "I know everyone wants to know everything but right now all I want is my brothers to know I will tell everyone else latter." Danny and Joe were surprised at Jamie's rejection, but Joe quickly recovered," Alright we could go to my place."

"Alright but just us." Jamie replied as he inwardly thought," I guess there is no real escaping this they want to know. Heck, all of them want to know."

"Great we can give you a lift if you want." Joe replied, taking the small victory.

"No I am good my car is just over there." Jamie replied as he nodded his head towards a row of cars parked on the street.

"Alright see you in a bit." Danny replied. As he and Joe headed over to their car that was parked around the corner. As they were just about to round the corner out of nowhere a swerving car speed past them.