Ok everyone, I've decided that these chapters will be kinda short, I just find it easier for the story to flow this way, hope everyone doesn't mind, anyway I hope to have the next chapter up soon.

Max Caulfield sat in her panamas on the edge of the bed her and Chloe and rented for the night. She could hear the running water of the shower that her girlfriend was taking; it was something they had decided on the way to the motel that they could call each other that. It was the first thing in the last few days to make Max smile. She really needed after the memorial she had attended earlier that day. She had stood outside the school building along with a crowd of people, mourning over the deceased. It was sad to say the least. Even Victoria hugged me, that was kind of nice, and weird the girl thought.

Max had actually broken down in Victorias' arms, mumbling she was sorry. Victoria did the same thing, saying sorry for how she treated her, although down deep Max figured it was for Kate.

Kate, god, if she hadn't of jumped, would she have lived Max thought. Once more those dark thoughts crept back into her mind. I should have saved her, I should have saved them all, they're dead because of me, tears formed in her eyes and she began to sob again. The water of the showing stopped and after a minute Chloe came out dressed in her sleeping wear. Seeing Max crying she entered girlfriend mode and wrapped her arms around her and pulled her into a hug.

"Ssssh, it's ok Max it's ok" she comforted her and started to stroke her hair.

Max melted into the embrace and wrapped her arms around the larger woman. At lease for all of that I have her. Oh Chloe.

"Chloe, did I do the right thing that night, when I tore up that picture?" Max asked.

Chloe bit her lip, she didn't know how to answer that, could she answer it. Yes she was happy to be alive, better yet, alive and with Max, but was that right though. At this moment, I just need to make her happy.

"Yea, you did the right thing Max, because of that we're together. If you had gone back I would never have known you were there, I never would have gotten to be back with you, I never would have had all that fun with you" Chloe said, getting emotional herself.

Max stayed in Chloes arms until she fell asleep. When the blue haired girl heard the sounds of her soft breathing of Max sleeping, she gave her a kiss on the head and laid her down on the bed and pulled the covers over her, then joined her soon after and turned off the lights.

"I love you Max" she whispered, then closed her eyes.

Chloe woke up to an empty space next to her. She sat up and saw no Max in the room. Panic took over and she shot out of bed.

"Max, Max where are you?" she raised her voice.

Not hearing an answer Chloe looked in the bathroom and only found it empty.

"Outside" she said.

Opening the door she saw Max in sweat pants and her butterfly shirt. Wow shocked Chloe was the cigarette Max was holding in her fingers.

"Hey Chloe" she said in a low voice and took a drag of the cigarette, then letting out a few coughs.

"Max, what the hell are you doing?" she sat down in the chair next to her.

"What, you smoke them to calm down, why can't I?" Max turned to her, a near broken expression on her.

"Because you're better than that Maxie" Chloe took the item and put it out on the ground.

Max didn't react to Chloe taking the smoke; instead she stared at the ground.

"Look Max, I'm your girlfriend now, you have to talk to me if you're having troubles" Chloe placed a hand on her shoulder "Do you still think this is all your fault?"

Max nodded "It is Chloe, but why do I have this voice that tells me I also did the right thing, I don't know what to think Chlo" Max said.

"Max I" Chloe took a deep breath '"I stand by what I said, you did the right thing, is me not saying that enough?" Chloe turned her face so they were looking eye to eye.

"Che" Max sobbed and hugged the girl. "I just don't know anymore"

"Hey hey, it's ok" Chloe said and stroked the hair on Maxs' head "Everything is ok".

"No, it's not" Max looked up, watery eyes looking into hers "So many are dead because of me, you told me to let you die, but I couldn't do it, I just couldn't".

Max continued to sob, I know a way to stop her from talking Chloe pressed her lips against Maxs' own and held her close.

Max melted into the contact and welcomed the girl. Her worries flowing away into the breeze for now, all there was to her right now was Chloe, the blue haired punk girl.

Finally the two parted and Chloe looked at the slight exhausted look on Max and giggled "You like that?' she asked.

Max nodded "Yea, thanks for that, I guess I needed that"

"Oh yes you did, now come on" Chloe stood up and offered her hand, to which max took "Let's get some breakfast"