Hello my amazing, awesome, and patient readers. You guys, all I can say is I'm so sorry. I got this promotion at work that I applied for but I really didn't think I was going to get so I've been working my ass off trying to get caught up with things there. Also, I'm moving, so that's always a joy. Obviously the story isn't finished. I've got about 3 more chapters though. I'm not going to give an end date because look where that always gets me! ANYWAY, to make up for it, here is some Sabriel feels and smut. Yay! And as always, thank you guys so so SO much for your reviews (MikaSayo and Tari4078), favs, and follows! You guys are amazing! Love ya!
Gabriel knew this was a bad idea. He knew deep down. Actually, it wasn't deep down. It was right there, in the front of his mind that this was a horrible idea and he really shouldn't be doing it. Sam really needed to be with somebody else. Somebody that actually deserved him. That wasn't Gabriel. Gabriel almost called Sam to tell him not to come over, but as he pulled in, and saw Sam standing there leaning against his car, he made up his mind. He was going through with it. Gabriel parked next to Sam and got out of his car. Then suddenly, a thought occurred to him.
"Call Dean." Sam quirked an eyebrow in surprise.
"That's a turn off."
"Just call him." Gabriel demanded. "I've got an idea." Sam pulled his phone out of his pocket and dialed Dean's number.
"Sammy? On your way home?"
"Tell him you're with me." Gabriel whispered. Sam's eyes enlarged. "Do it."
"Actually, I'm with Ga…Professor Novak."
"You're what? Sam, you are grounded." Dean's rant began. "You know that means straight home after school and…" Gabriel pulled the phone away from Sam.
"Deano, listen. I know Sam's in trouble, but I've been there. I've been that troubled kid. Let me talk to him and see if I can help." Dean paused for a moment so Gabriel continued. "Don't forget that I work at the school and know everything that's been going on. I'm just going to have him over. Talk to him. Maybe convince him to see a school counselor or something." Sam began to protest but Gabriel waved him away.
"If you really think you can get through to him, try it. Thanks, Gabriel."
"Of course. Bye, Dean." Gabriel hung up the phone and handed it to Sam. Sam stared it for a while and then back at Gabriel.
"What the hell was all that?"
"THAT, Sammy boy, was me buying us some time. Now let's go." Gabriel grabbed Sam's hand and pulled him up towards his apartment. Once inside, neither of them wasted any time. Sam's lips were attached to Gabriel's the second the door closed. He kissed Gabriel hungry and needy, and Gabriel kissed him back just the same. Gabriel tugged at the hem of Sam's shirt as he began to back up into the apartment more.
"Wrong way, sir." Sam said against Gabriel's mouth. Gabriel chuckled before gabbing Sam's shirt and pulling him into the bedroom.
"How about this for wrong way?" Gabriel pulled Sam's t-shirt over his head and began pressing kisses to every inch of skin he could reach. Sam closed his eyes, enjoying having Gabriel's lips on his body again. He had missed him. It seemed so much longer than it really had been. Sam wrapped his arms around Gabriel and gently tackled him onto the bed. Sam slid Gabriel's tie out of its knot and then began unbuttoning his buttons, making sure to drag his fingers between buttons. Touching as much flesh as he was able to. Sam gave opened mouth kisses to Gabriel's now exposed neck. Once he found the pulse point, Sam brought it between his teeth and let go with a wet 'pop'.
"Holy shit, kiddo." Gabriel groaned. The kid knew how to use that pretty mouth. Sam responded by sliding his hands down to Gabriel's hips and pulling his belt out of its loops. Sam had thought about taking things slow, since this was probably going to be the first time they actually had sex, but now that they were in the moment, he wanted this to happen now.
Gabriel should've been putting a stop to this. How he really should be telling Sam that this whole situation was fucked up and wrong. He should NOT be thinking about how great Sam's hands and lips felt on his skin again. How much he wanted to rip the rest of Sam's uniform off and just attack him. He really shouldn't be thinking the latter, but he was.
Gabriel reached up, unbuckled Sam's belt and then his pants.
"Eager?" Sam smirked down at his teacher and Gabriel smiled back.
"More than you know." Gabriel pulled Sam back into a kiss and soon the two were just in their boxers. The thin fabric did a horrible job of hiding the excitement. Gabriel had somehow ended up on top of Sam and he pulled away.
"What the hell?" Sam whispered before trying to pull the older man back to him. Sam was worried that he would wake up and none of this was actually happening, just like he had over the weekend.
"Sh. Just, hold on." Gabriel slid over to his night stand to grab some lube and a condom.
"Really eager, huh?" Sam had to bite his lip to keep himself from giggling. He couldn't remember the last time he had been this excited.
"Sh." Gabriel said again. He kissed Sam again and then slid his boxers off. Sam followed his lead and Gabriel slowly opened the bottle and coated his fingers in the slick liquid. Just when Sam was about to ask Gabriel to hurry it up, Sam felt a finger near his entrance. Gabriel slowly circled and gently pressed against Sam before finally sliding his finger inside. Sam groaned quietly.
"Are you okay?" Gabriel whispered. He knew that Sam wasn't exactly new to this whole thing, but he also didn't want to hurt him. Sam nodded and closed his eyes.
"Keep going." Sam commanded and Gabriel did, all while pressing gentle kisses to Sam's neck and chest. He wasn't kissing Sam's mouth because the small noises that Sam was making were just too good.
"M…more?" Sam panted and Gabriel obeyed, adding another finger and gaining a moan from Sam.
"Still okay?" Gabriel asked, but more to taunt Sam a little bit. Sam nodded, his erection becoming almost painful at this point. Gabriel worked his fingers in and outside of Sam, getting more noises from his lover.
"G…Gabriel!" Sam groaned and grabbed the sheets when Gabriel added a third finger.
"Now somewhere," Gabriel moved one of his fingers and found Sam's prostate, almost sending Sam over the edge.
"Holy shit!" Sam practically yelled. Gabriel leered.
"Sh. Baby, now what would we tell the neighbors if they heard you, huh?" Gabriel breathed in Sam's ear.
"I really don't care." Sam replied before turning his head and capturing Gabriel's lips with his own. Gabriel pulled his fingers out and then rolled the condom on. He slicked himself up and then tossed the bottle of lube aside. He lined himself up and looked into Sam's eyes. Sam nodded, breathing heavily. Sam knew it wasn't going to take him long with Gabriel inside him. Gabriel slowly pushed himself in. Sam felt tight, and amazing. Better than Gabriel honestly could've imagined. Gabriel waited for Sam to adjust.
"Still okay?" Sam sighed out a laugh.
"Yeah, fine, move!" Gabriel complied again, pulling out before thrusting back into Sam. Gabriel found Sam's prostate again and Sam almost lost it. He pulled himself back, but Gabriel had noticed and hit the same spot only two more times before Sam came with a cry and his stickiness was on his chest. Gabriel didn't need much longer. Three more strokes and he was over the edge himself. Gabriel slowly pulled out and Sam laughed to himself as Gabriel fell on top of him.
"You're probably regretting that decision aren't you?" Gabriel laughed.
"No, never, but we do need to clean up." Gabriel reluctantly pulled himself off of Sam and then walked into the bathroom. He wetted a washcloth and wiped himself off he threw the condom away and then walked back into the bedroom, throwing Sam the cloth. Sam wiped himself clean and then Gabriel laid next to him. Sam wrapped his arms around him and pulled him close.
"We'll get in trouble." Gabriel whispered. Sam sighed against Gabriel's neck and closed his eyes.
"Can we just enjoy this for a while? I don't want to think about anything right now."
"Sam,"
"Gabe, please. Just, ten minutes. Let's just enjoy us right now." Gabriel actually went silent; which Sam was both grateful for and felt a little bad about. He knew that the two of them needed to talk. He knew that, although this was one of the best moments of his life, he would probably never get it back. Gabriel would run away again. So for right now, he was going to enjoy it.
Gabriel let his eyes drift close because he knew things were going to blow up, regardless of if he and Sam chose to get back together. If they did get back together, Dean or Castiel would find out, and if they found out they could potentially tell the school, and Gabriel would not only lose his job, but possibly (most likely) end up in prison. Sam would be either be shamed, which he would hate, or be treated like a victim and nobody would listen to him about wanting to be in this relationship, which he would also hate. If they didn't…well, they both would be miserable and hate it and Gabriel would have to watch Sam go down this horrible path and then pretend to be happy for him whenever he saw him. Just the thought of that made Gabriel tense. Sam's arms tightened around him.
"Please let me stay." Sam whispered. He felt Gabriel tense up and figured that he was gearing up to ask Sam to leave.
"Sammoose, why would I ask you to go anywhere?" Gabriel rolled over so that he could look at Sam. Sam smiled.
"Back to the nicknames? That's a good sign, I think." Gabriel laughed quietly and gently pushed some of Sam's hair back.
"Yeah, I think so, too." Then Gabriel's face sobered. "Y…you know the only reason I ran is to protect you, right? Sam, I just, I was so worried when Chuck almost caught us that I went into a full on panic mode." Sam nodded as Gabriel continued. "And then you..."
"Yeah, I know. It wasn't supposed to get that bad. It was just supposed to be something stupid I did once and then…you didn't come back to me, so I stayed where I was. It was easier to not feel anything than feel like you didn't want me." Gabriel's eyes widened.
"Not want you? How could you think that? I did it because I thought it would be better for you. In long run anyway. Obviously I was wrong."
"Obviously." Sam lifted one corner of his mouth. Gabriel placed a gentle kiss to it and pulled back. He opened his mouth to begin speaking again when he heard somebody walk in the apartment.
"Gabriel?!" Gabriel would've known that voice anywhere.
"Fuck. That's Castiel."
