Hi people, here is chapter 5. I want to thank Hotkittengirl for giving me an idea for this chapter so I hope you like it. Now no with the chapter!
A Mother's Flowers Chapter 5:
The look on all of my siblings' faces has a surprise element to them. Leon's eyes are wide open, Naminé almost drop the plate that's in her hands, and both of the twins have a surprised and guilty look too. When I came back home on the first day of school, I overheard my brothers talking about how many people left that school because of their friends. For an unknown reason, that memory came back to me this morning. 'I guess I just happen to remember that day. So now I have a way to leave all my troubles behind. Me being bullying by my crush and his friends as well as to fix this broken relationship with my brothers,' I thought.
"Sora… what are you talking about?" asked Naminé.
"Well… you… see," I'm trying to think of something to say. 'What can I say?' I looked at everyone and Leon was waiting for an explanation for why I want to leave Destiny Island High. "I just want to leave."
"That's not a reason," said Leon. I looked at him with a timid look.
"Leon…," I said.
"Until you give me a reason," Leon stated while closing his eyes, "You will stay in that school." Leon went back to eating his food.
'I don't want to tell him the truth because if I do, he will confront them and he will find out that they're Roxas and Ventus' friends,' I said in my head. I look at the twins and they had their heads down. 'I guess they know why I'm saying all this. If I transfer out of that school, I think we can act like brothers again.'
"Sora… this wouldn't have anything to do with those bruises we saw on you last night. Would it," asked Naminé. Leon and the twins looked up at me. "Please Sora; if this is about those bruises, you need to tell us now."
"Sora…," said Leon and the twins just quite the whole time. I feel like crying. Is there any way for me not to tell them the truth?
"No," I said in a whisper, but I know they heard me speak. "I just want to leave and go to another school. There is no real reason for it. Also about those bruise, I already told you. These two different matters are not related, not one bit. So don't worry, Naminé. There is no reason to be." I try to sound convincing about these but I doubt they were convinced. 'I'm not really good at this kind of things,' I said in my head. "So Leon can I," I was cut off by Leon.
"No," said Leon.
"But… Leon, I…," I said.
"I said no, Sora," Leon said in a stern tone. "Until you give me a reason. No, if you can give me four good reasons on this matter. Then I'll say yes but only if they are valid reasons. You got that?."
"But," I was cut off by him again.
"That's the last I want to talk about this. Not until you give me the four reasons. Now sit down and eat before you end up being late for school." Leon wants me to give him four reasons to leave Destiny Island High. I can't give him one reason, how am I supports to give him four?
"Sora come and sit down so you can eat your breakfast," said Naminé.
"But…," I said but I looked at Leon and he was wearing a look that reads 'I-don't-want-to-hear-it.' "O-okay, I'll eat something," I said in a low and scared tone. I sat down and started to eat. The whole table was really quiet, no one was talking. I looked at Roxas and Ventus and they both had their heads down. I then looked at Naminé for a sec and she looked up at me. She then gave me a look that contains pity. 'I feel guilty right now. I want to tell them the truth but I just can't,' I said in my head. I was too scared to look at Leon. Then Ventus clear his throat and started to speak.
"I'm finish. I should get going to school now. Roxas are you done?" he asked his twin.
"Uh…," Roxas then looked at me and turn too looked at Ventus. "Yeah… I'm ready. Let's go." They both got up and started heading towards the front door but then Ventus stop.
"Hey Leon," said Ventus. Leon looks at Ventus to see what he was going to say. "We were invited to… a friend's house to hang out after school today. You don't mind, do you?"
"Which friend… It's not the singer girl, is it?" Leon asked. Both of the twins shake their heads to say no. "Good, then which friend is it then?"
"Our friend… Riku," said Ventus in a low tone. He probably said it that way so I wouldn't hear him. But I did, I looked up at them right away when I heard Riku's name being said. They both looked at me and then looked at Leon.
"I don't know who he is," stated Leon.
"We… met him at freshmen year. Well Roxas did, I met him during middle school," stated Ventus.
"Oh is that the one Riku who hates your friend Axel, Roxas?" asked Naminé.
"Yeah, that's him," said Roxas in an almost mad tone.
"So what do you say Leon," said Ventus.
"Well… I guess its okay. Just don't come home late," said Leon.
"Okay," said both twins and then they left through the front door. I looked at my plate and just stare at the remaining food on my plate.
"What's wrong Sora?" asked Naminé. I looked at her.
"Uh, what" I ask?
"Sora, stop thinking about transferring out of that school and eat," stated Leon.
"Leon," said Naminé in a disappointing tone.
"No Leon… I wasn't thinking that. I'm just not that hungry," I said. Hearing Riku's name just reminded me of one of the reasons why I wanted to leave that school. So I can escape these feelings I have toward Riku. Every time I look at him and he sees me with such hate. It breaks my heart every time. When he hits me, when he insults me, when he treats me like I'm nothing and when he kisses Kairi right in front of me. All those things hurt me to no end. If I leave, then maybe I can lose these feelings and move on with my life. I just won't be able to be in that school. I just want to leave all this behind.
"Just try to eat a little more, okay Sora," said Naminé. "You have to eat your breakfast before you start your day."
"She's right, I have to go, bye," said Leon while leaving the table and heading to work. I tried to finish my food but I really wasn't feeling like eating. But I still tried to eat while my mind was still thinking about Riku.
Ventus POV
"ROXAS YOU HEARD SORA, DIDN'T YOU!? HE WANTS TO TRANFER OUT OF DESTINY HIGH!" I yelled. I can't even start to comprehend what Sora said at breakfast. I felt so guilty that I couldn't be a brother towards Sora but a total jerk and coward. I looked at Roxas and I can tell that he was feeling the same thing as well. "We're his older brothers and all we do is pretending that Sora is not related to us. I REALLY HATE MYSLEF RIGHT NOW!"
"I know… I hate myself too," he said in a low and mad tone. "Every time I see one of those jerks doing something towards Sora. I just want to beat the SHIT out of them."
"Roxas…," I said.
"I don't know if I can go to Riku's place today. I feel so much hate for Riku right now and I might not be able to stop myself from hitting him when I see him," said Roxas in a furious voice. When it comes to anger issues, Roxas has a problem. Not I thought. To tell you the truth I'm a pacifist. Even though I yell more than Roxas, he is much more mature. "Thinking about it now, I think I won't be going to his place today. If I go, I'm sure that I will punch him in the face."
"If you do that then you will be punched too and you won't get another hit as well. You know how strong Riku is Roxas. There is no way in hell that you will be able to beat Riku at all. Your friend Axel can't even beat him and he's strong too," I stated dryly towards my brother. He then looked at me like he was insulted in a way.
"Hey I'm strong…. I can get a few hits in," he said.
"Whatever," I said dryly. We soon reach the school's gate. When we went through the gate we saw Axel coming towards us really fast.
"Oh Roxie, I didn't know that you would do that sort of thing. Here I thought that you were a good kid," stated Axel in a fake shocked voice.
"I told you not to call me that and what are you talking about?" asked my brother.
"Oh don't act like you don't know what you, your brother and the rest of them did," said Axel. I decided to step in this conversation.
"Really Axel we don't know what you are talking about," I stated.
"For real you don't know," Axel said to both of us. "Well you see-," Axel was cut off when he heard the girl's gym coach, Fang saying something and come towards us. You can tell she was mad.
"Roxas and Ventus Goldenheart! Come with me right now," said Coach Fang in a strict tone. Both my brother and I, are shaking out of fear. "I said NOW!"
"YES," we said in union. I heard a laugh coming from Axel while we were following Coach Fang. While still following Coach, we notice a bunch of people starring at us.
"What happen and why are we in trouble?" I asked Roxas in a whisper so he can be the only one to hear me.
"I don't know. It must be bad if they sent Coach-," Roxas was cut off by Fang.
"STOP WHISPERING YOU TWO," yell Coach at us.
"YES," we said in union once again. We soon reach a door and we went through it. Once in the room, we see it was totally trash. Papers everywhere, desk being toss all around and books as well. I then notice the other people in the room. All of my friends were here expect Riku. We saw Xemnas and the boys coach, Rygdea there too. Right then I remembered that this is Xemnas class room. I haven't been here since the last day of freshmen year. Xemnas then looked at both of us as we were coming in.
"Ah, it looks like the whole guilty party is here," said Coach Rygdea.
"Uh," said Roxas.
"Don't act like you don't know what's going on," said Xemnas in a cold voice. I forgot that he was really scary when he talks. "All of you did this and now all of you are going to be disciplined and punished for your vandalism of my class room,"
"WHAT?" yelled all eight of us in shock of what came out of the math teacher's mouth.
"B-but s-si-sir we didn't d-do thi-this. Well at least I-I didn't do it" stutter Kairi out of fear for Xemnas.
"What do you mean 'at least I didn't do it?' Huh Kairi," an annoyed Larxene asked to Kairi.
"YEAH, I DIDN'T DO IT EITHER," yelled Demyx. We all started to yell that none of us were the one that vandalizes the room.
"ENOUGH! STUP UP! ALL OF YOU," yelled Coach Fang. "Mr. Xemnas has proof that you all did this."
"Thank you and yes I do have evidence that you all did this," said Xemnas. He went to his desk that has been covered with paint. He pulls out a cap from it and it looks like the one that Seifer always wears. I looked over at him and notice that he was not wearing his cap. "I believe that this is yours, isn't?"
"Wait, how did you find that? I lost it this morning," said Seifer in a panic.
"We found it here in this room when we notice that the classroom was destroyed," said Coach Rygdea.
"Wait, how does that proof that we all did this? Seifer yeah, but the rest of us?" said Kairi.
"Yeah that doesn't make sense ya'know," said Rai.
"Nonsense," commented Fuu.
"That would be the case if all of you weren't all joined to the hip," said Coach Fang. We all turn to her to see what she is talking about. "We all know that all of you are friends and that you all stick together. So it doesn't make sense that only one of you did this."
"It doesn't make sense! I didn't do this at all. Punish Seifer not me," yelled Kairi.
"Enough," said Xemnas to Kairi. She shut up really quickly; it almost made me laugh at her, I would if it wasn't that I was scared too. "It is time that all of you go to your punishment. The coaches will show you the way to the detention room, which you all be there for two hours until they get you all ready for cleaning the windows of all the building in the school. Inside and out," stated Xemnas.
I can't believe that we are all going to be punished for something that my brother and I didn't do. I can't speak for the rest of them, but I can definitely say that both Roxas and I didn't do this. Kairi open her mouth to say something else to Xemnas. But before she could, Xemnas gave her a glare that said that 'if you talk, I'll make sure you get punished even more.' She closes her mouth and Xemnas point us out the door. Coach Fang was at the door and I notice that a bunch of other people were there starring at us through the open door. 'They must have all heard what happen in this room,' I said in my head. As I was walking out of the room, I notice Sora and his friends being one of the people that were watching what's going on. He had a look of confusion. He might not know what happen. When we all were outside the class room the bell rang. "All of you who are not my students for homeroom go to yours now. As for my homeroom class get in quick. We have to clean what those vandals have done," I heard Xemnas said while we were walking towards the detention room.
Once in the detention room we are all told to stay quiet. Both coach left the room and leaving the rest of us alone. The moment that they left, Kairi turned around from where she was sitting and looked at Seifer.
"What the fuck Seifer!? Why did you leave your mother-fucking hat in that room," said Kairi. You can see her vain popping out from her head. "Thanks to you I'm being drag in here and going to face punishment because of you!?" 'Aren't we not supposed to talk while we're in detention?' I thought.
"I DIDN'T DO IT," said Seifer in defense.
"Bullshit," replied Kairi. "I'm now sitting in detention and have to clean windows. Who know how that's going to ruined my hands," whine Kairi.
"Can't you worry about someone else besides you," asked Larxene in an annoyed tone?
"To make matters worse, my beautiful man isn't here to comfort me. Oh what am I going to do," said Kairi, ignoring what Larxene just said. When she said that, I remember that Riku is not here.
"Hey Kairi, where is Riku anyway?" I asked.
"I don't know. I tried calling him earlier today but he didn't answer. He must be feeling sick or something," said Kairi.
"He left the club pretty early last night too," commented Demyx. "Maybe he has a hangover and he's asleep right now."
"No. When it comes to drinking, Riku is like a fish. He can drink for three hours straight and he will still be sober," stated Kairi.
"Then maybe he found a girl at the club and took her home," said Larxene with an evil smirk and looking at Kairi. While Kairi head turn right away towards Larxene. "Riku might be fucking her right now as we speak. Not giving a shit that you are his girlfriend."
"RIKU WILL NEVER-," Kairi was cut off when Coach Fang came in. Kairi then close her mouth right way.
"Try as much as you want but I know you were all talking." Fang said. We looked at her with fear. "So now all of you will go and clean the windows now. I'm going to put you all in groups." She then looked at all of us. "Dummy who says ya'know, one word girl, antenna blondie, and red head are in one group. As for the rest of you, you are in the other group. Now let's go!" We all got up and head towards the door.
"Boys you go with me," said coach Rygdea. Seifer, Demyx, Roxas and I followed coach outside the I-building and we all looked up at all the windows we have to clean.
'This will take quite awhile,' I said in my head. We started right away on our punishment. For both Roxas and I who have to clean the house every weekend, we are used to clean window but looking at Seifer and Demyx. You can tell that they haven't cleaned a day in their life. We spent the whole morning cleaning the whole I-building. Yet we are still not done, we still have the rest of the building to clean. The moment the last window of the I-building was clean, the lunch bell rang. We were taken to the cafeteria to get our lunch and then we were taken straight back to the detention room to have our lunch there. Both coach stay in the room with us this time.
'I guess they're here this time to make sure that none of us talk while we're here. We are being punished after all,' I thought. Then my mind went to the scene in Xemnas' classroom. If Seifer really didn't do it (Which I think he did do it), then who did? Also why did they frame us for it?' After all of us were done with our lunch, we were sent back outside to clean all the windows of the other buildings. The group that we were in was sent to the Y-building and like this morning, it took us the rest of the afternoon to clean every window. Once done the bell rang, meaning that school is over. Hearing the bell tower ringing made me really happy. We were once again taken to the detention room to grab our stuff. When both Roxas and I were about to leave, Coach Fang stop us.
"Goldenheart twins, seeing as you two were the one that clean the most and were the fastest, your punishment is over," said Coach Fang. We were taken back from what she said. "But for the rest of you, come back here tomorrow morning, so your punishment can continue. Also don't think of not coming or you'll just make it worse for yourself."
"THAT'S NOT FAIR!" yelled everyone else but Fuu.
"Shut up," said Fang. Then coach left and then we all went out the building. Once outside, none of us could take another step. We were all tired. We stop under a big tree in the court yard. Resting for a bit, Demyx spoke something.
"Hey look over there," he said. I looked over where he was pointing and saw that it was Sora and the same girl from the park. They were at the gate talking. I then notice that Sora is carrying something in his hands. It looks like it were two single flowers. "It seems like the twerp is carrying flowers for his girl friend, hahahaha," laugh Demyx.
"Yeah we saw him buying those flowers at the flower club store, when we were cleaning," stated Larxene. "He bought a pink rose and a white calla lily." Both Roxas and I turn over to Larxene.
'Did she say, pink rose and white calla lily?' I asked in my head. I looked at Roxas and I'm sure that he was asking the same thing in his head as well.
"Who cares of what that loser bought? Come on let's go to Riku's place. I want to see my boyfriend," said Kairi.
"Uh yeah… sorry guys we have to go," said Roxas. They all turn to us.
"What you're not going to Riku's sweet mansion," asked Demxy.
"No we forgot something we have to do," I said. Then both of us left quickly and out the school's gate, we speed walk all the way out the park and stop. "Roxas… those flowers…," I said while trying to catch my breath.
"Yeah, I know…," said Roxas as he was trying to catch his breath too.
Sora POV
When School Stared:
I made to school and headed straight to my home room class. Once there I saw many people standing right outside the door and looking in. I notice that three of the people that were doing it were Hayner, Pence and Olette. I walked up to them and asked what is going on. "Hey guys what's going on here?"
"Oh Sora it's you. It seems that some people prank Mr. Xemnas and he found the culprits. They're being told their punishment right now," said Olette.
"Yeah, and you will be happy to see who they are," said Hayner with a smirk. I wonder what he is talking about. Right then the girl coach came out and with a group of students. They were my brothers and the bullies. I was shocked that my brothers would prank one of the scariest teachers in this school. "Hahaha! Those guys deserve it, if you ask me."
"What did they actually do, exactly?" I asked.
"It seems that they trashed Mr. Xemnas classroom," answered Pence. Right then Mr. Xemnas walked out of the room and said.
"All of you who are not my students for homeroom go to yours now. As for my homeroom class get in quick. We have to clean what those vandals have done," said the math teacher. Everyone in my class grunted and walked in the class room. Xemnas told us that to start and finish quickly so he can start teaching us.
"I can't believe that he still wants to do the lesson. Even thought the class room is a total mess," said Hayner in a whisper so our teacher won't hear him. "I work hard for them to be the once to clean these mess, not me!" Pence, Olette, and I turned to Hayner for what he whispered.
"What do you mean by, 'I work hard,' Hayner," I asked. Then Hayner turned to us with a shock expression on his face.
"Did I say that… dammit," Hayner said. "Well you see Sora… I was really mad at those jerks for what they did to you. So I prank Xemnas and blame Seifer and the rest of them too," explained Hayner. I was totally shocked that Hayner would do that.
"But Hayner, you shouldn't have done that," I said. Hayner then looked up at me. "What would have happen if someone finds out or Seifer does? You would be in big trouble too."
"See Sora," said Hayner. "I did this because you don't deserve this, at all."
"What do you mean by that?" I asked.
"Sora, you're the kindest person in this school. You worry about others rather than yourself, someone like you who would rather shed a tear for a friend than himself. That kind of person doesn't need to be bullied on a daily basis," said Hayner. I was taken aback by what Hayner just said. He thought that about me. "Those jerks asked for it!"
"Thank you, Hayner," I thank him. Hayner looked at me with surprise look but it soon change to a happier one. He then put me in a head lock. Not too tight I minded you.
"What are friends for," Hayner said.
"You two stop playing and started clean, Now!" said Xemnas. Both Hayner and I started to clean the room as fast as we could out of fear from our math teacher. When the room was all clean and Xemnas seemed somewhat satisfied with it. He told us to sit at our desk and to start the lesson. Many of my classmates grunted at that news, but Xemnas just gave them a really scary glare. That made everyone to sit down really quick. He begins the lesson and soon the bell rang. We all left towards our next class. Soon that class was over, and the next one too. But my music teacher, Vanille let us go 10 minutes early. She does that time to time. I was walking with Olette and I turn to her.
"Hey you don't mind if we stop somewhere first, do you?" I asked her.
"No, where do you want to go?" Olette replied.
"I want to go to the flower club store for something," I said. Olette seem surprise that I said that, but she didn't asked why. We walk all the way to the T-building is. The T-building is also known as the club building, all the clubs are in there. We soon reach the flower club and walked in. We only saw one member in here. A girl with pink tinted hair and one long ponytail on the left, she heard us walked in and turned to us.
"Hi can I help you?" she asked.
"Oh hi, um… I heard you can buy flowers from the club. Who do I need to see for some flowers?" I asked.
"You need to talk to the club president for that," she replied with a smile.
"Okay then… who is the president?" I asked.
"You're looking at her," she said while pointing to herself. "Serah Farron is my name, nice to meet you."
"Sora and this is a good friend of mine, Olette," I replied.
"Nice to meet you," Olette comment. Serah raised her hand to say hi.
"So I want to buy two flowers," I said.
"Sure, any type of flowers you have in mind," she asked.
"Uh yeah, do you have a pink rose and a white calla lily," I asked.
"Yeah we do," she said walking away to get the flowers. She didn't take too long to grab the flowers and returned. "Here you go. Do you want to wrap it up?"
"Yes, thank you," I said. It didn't take her long to wrap it and she handed it to me.
"That will be 75 munny," she said. I was surprise of how much for two flowers. But I didn't care and I took out my wallet and took out the amount that I needed. I soon pay and both Olette and I walked out but we hear Serah say. "Thanks and come back anytime."
"Hey Sora, why did you want to buy these flowers anyway?" asked Olette. I looked at her and then at the flowers.
"You see Olette… today is my mom's birthday," I said. "Pink roses and white calla lilies are her favorites."
"Oh…," is the only thing Olette said.
"She loves them, only because of their meaning," I said. Olette looked at me like she wanted me to continue. "A pink rose means joyfulness and white calla lilies mean magnificent beauty. My mother said that those meanings remind her of her children. So that's why she loves these flowers."
"That is really lovely," Olette said. We heard the bell ring and we headed to the court yard too see Hayner and Pence. Time fly by quickly because soon school was over. I said my goodbyes to my friend and headed out. But instead of going home, I went to my parents' grave. It took me an hour and a half to get there by foot. But I made it. I enter the cemetery and walked to my parents' grave. They were located at the far corner of the crematory. Under a skinny tree, that gives them shade in the afternoon. I reached the grave and read the epitaph of my parents.
Here lies Aerith and Cloud Goldenheart.
Husband and Wife
Mother and Father
They shall always be loved and missed
"Hi mom. Hi dad. Happy birthday mom. I brought you your favorite flowers," I said placing the flowers on the ground in front of their shared grave. I soon sat down as well. "I haven't been here for some time now, how have you been?" I asked, not really waiting for an answer. "I wish I can say that I'm fine but that would be a lie." I sighed a little. "I remember you once told me mom that I can tell you anything and you would love to hear what is going on in my life too. Well… you see mom. I like… this guy. I know dad… you must be shocked. But I couldn't help it. Anyway… he hates me though… and I don't know why. To tell you the truth, I never really talked to him. On the first day of school, he just hated me." I sighed again. "…his name is Riku Star… he has the most silky silver hair I have ever seen. He is very strong because he plays every sport in school. His eyes are aqua-green and he has the most handsome face I have ever seen." When I stop speaking a cool breeze pass and it was really nice. It felt comforting in a way. "But… sadly… that is not my only problem mom. Roxas and Ventus are friends with him and these other bullies too and they don't know that I'm their little brother. But don't be mad at them. The bullies are all scary and I heard that they cause a lot of people to leave that school." I took a moment to think about me leaving. "I'm thinking about leaving too. But not cause I'm being bullied, no. It's because I want to be brothers again with Roxas and Ventus also to leave these feelings for Riku behind." I clenched my hand into a fist over my heart and looked away from my parents. I felt a tear going down my cheek. "I know… that… my feelings for him will… never… be returned. So that's why I'm thinking on moving school. Am I running away and am I just being weak for doing so?" I asked while crying. I looked back at their grave and just sat there for a while.
After a while, I've been sitting there in silent. "I should be going now mom and dad. It's getting late and I don't want to be scolded by Leon. He can be scary at times." I laugh and started to walk away. I walked a few feet and then looked back. I saw the flowers I bought lying there, in front mom and dad's grave. "Bye dad. Bye mom, happy birthday again."
I headed home and when I got there I saw both Leon's and Naminé's car in the drive way. I soon walked in and heard people in the dining room. I walked in and saw Leon and Naminé there. They both looked up at me. "Oh Sora, your late," scolded Leon. He would continue scolding me for being late if it wasn't for Naminé cutting him off.
"Now, now Leon. He just thirty minutes late, don't scold him for it," Naminé said in my defenses. I wanted to change the subject.
"Why are you two sitting here?" I asked.
"We don't know. You see, Roxas and Ventus told us to sit here and wait," Naminé said.
"Anyway Sora, where have you been?" asked Leon. I looked at him.
"I went to visit mom," I said. They both were shocked and were about to asked why, but the twins came out of the kitchen. They came out holding a birthday cake. Read on the sides 'Happy Birthday Mom.' I didn't know that they remember, I thought that I was the only one.
"That's right… today is…mom's birthday," said Naminé. Leon looked back at me.
"So that's why Sora," He asked. I nodded my head. "How did you guys remember?"
"Both Ventus and I saw Sora carrying mom's favorite flowers. Then remembered," stated Roxas. I was surprise that they saw me carrying her flowers.
"Sora you remembered," asked Leon.
"Yeah… I did," I said. I soon sat down at the table and so did the twins. We all stared at the cake for a bit and then Naminé spoke.
"Let's wish her a happy birthday," she said. We all clap our hands and wish her a happy birthday.
Riku POV
I lay on my bed for a few hours, just by myself and no one else. One of the servants said that my friends were here. But I told him to tell them that I wasn't here. I forgot that we planned that they will come over today but I really didn't want to talk to anyone. I just wanted to be here and think. Think on what you ask? Well I could tell you but you already know the answer. Sora. I just can't think about anything else but him. With his spiky chocolate brown hair, his sun-kissed skin, his little and skinny body, his childish face, and mostly his sky blue eyes. I just can't stop thinking about him and it's making me mad. Why is this happening, I want to know. Thinking about Sora and soon I start remembering about yesterday. When I stomped and kicked him, and the guilty feeling I have been having. I notice that feeling have been getting stronger by each time I see Sora. That's why I didn't go to school today. I didn't want to see him and feel bad. When I see him I just want to hurt him for some reason, but sometimes I just let him be. I don't get why that is. Once I saw him walking by himself, I didn't hurt him. I just let him go walking off. But one time I saw him laughing and smiling with his friends in the cafeteria and I just toss my half eaten pizza at him. Just at the most random times I want to do something horrible to him. It's a mystery to me, but since I really hurt him. I mean physically with the soccer ball. I've been having this guilt. Yesterday when I kicked him and saw his face and at that moment I just wanted to leave really badly. I looked at the clock and it read ten o'clock.
"It's that late? I should try and go to sleep," I said. This morning I was going to school but after I changed into my uniform, I decided not to go and I've been wearing it all day. I took off the uniform and I was only wearing my underwear. I put on some pajama pants, but no shirt. I like to sleep with no shirt on. I got on the bed and under the sheets. "I know that I'm going to have that same dream again."
Sora POV
I got into my room after we ate dinner and ate a slice of cake. As I was lying on my bed, I started to think about transferring schools again. I don't know what to do. I really don't want to leave but if I stay, I will have to go through all this hurt and hate. Also these feelings towards Riku as well. But what can I do? I turn to my side and now I'm facing the door. I soon picture my mother again. She stands there with a smile but with a worry element to it. "Oh mom, what can I do?" I asked.
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