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Time to spice it up a bit this chapter and bring in that M rating.
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Chapter 9
Olivia glanced over at Nick who was staring out the window.
"How could you?" she asked him. It was the first time she had spoken to him since they were in the room. He had called Porter and told him the story. Elliot had then searched him took the phone off him and put him in the car. Olivia had watched as Elliot leant in close to him and said something before slamming the door closed.
"I done it for you," he told her.
Olivia gripped the wheel hard.
"Don't give that bullshit," she snapped and Nick finally looked at her. "You could have gotten us all killed."
"Tucker told me nobody else would be hurt, do you really think I would have put us all in danger like that on purpose. All I wanted to do was keep you from being hurt again. Stabler will hurt you."
"Elliot would never hurt me …."
"He already has," he said turning in his seat to face her. "He walked out of your life without a word; you were in bits when I arrived at the unit…."
"And Elliot has explained what happened. How times do we need to go over this, until you finally get it?"
"All I wanted to do was look out for you and protect you like a good partner should."
"And that's exactly what Elliot does," she told him.
"You mean did? Stabler isn't your Partner any more, I am."
Olivia started to laugh. "Do you really think we are still going to be partners after this? Once Cragen and the others find out what you did, not to mention the FBI, you will be lucky to still have a job, never mind staying at Special Victims. You turned on a fellow office, putting us all in danger. Nobody is gonna want to work with you after this."
"Liv, I done it for you….. I care for you…I…I love you. I would never have let any harm come to you, you have to believe me…"
Olivia slammed the brakes on the car and Nick jerked forward hitting his head on the dashboard.
"What the hell?" he asked as Olivia's elbow shot out towards him and connected with his nose. He screamed out in pain as he heard and felt it pop, blood spurting from it. Olivia pushed the door open and climbed out the car starting to pace back and forwards as the sky started to become light.
She heard Nick climbing out the car and walking towards her.
"If I was you I would stop right there," she warned him. Nick stop and lifted his t-shirt up to his nose.
"I can't help how I feel," he told her.
Olivia just shook her head.
"And I know you feel something back."
"Are you totally insane? When have I ever given you any indication that I had feelings for you?"
"We were becoming closer; you were finally getting over Stabler leaving you. We went out for drinks….for meals…."
"We were Partners that's what Partners do!" she yelled at him.
"Stabler was just your Partner!" he yelled back.
"Elliot was …..He was never just my Partner, we were never just Partners, it went deeper than that a lot deeper, we had this connection, and from the moment we met we just clicked. We just worked. We would know what each other was thinking, we were there for each other. Sure we fought but we always made up and he was always there for me…"
"Until he just walked out your life and never got in touch," he interrupted her.
"Yeah, but now I know why and I can forgive him for that. Sure at the time I was hurt and angry, but that was because I didn't understand. Elliot would never hurt me knowingly and he would never put my life in danger or the lives of the people I care about."
Nick just stood staring at her.
"And that's because he is my Partner and he cares for me and he loves me, and he would protect me at any cost, just the same as I would for him."
"In case you forgot, I'm your Partner, not Stabler.
"You," she said walking towards him. "You are nothing to me, not any more. And if you try and hurt the man I love again, you will find out what real pain is. Now get your ass back in the car and shut the hell up," she said walking away from him.
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Elliot felt Amanda's head drop against his back as she struggled to stay awake. He grabbed her hands around his waist and kept hold of them to steady her in case she fell from the bike. He felt her jump and tighten her hold on him.
"Shit!" she gasped when she realised she had almost fallen asleep.
"We don't have much further," he shouted to her over the noise of the bike. "Do you think you can hang on for another twenty minutes or so?"
"Yeah," she shouted back. "The thought of a hot shower and a comfy bed will keep me going."
Elliot nodded and gripped the throttle picking up speed wanting to get to the motel as quick as he could.
Olivia had called them over two hours ago with the name of the motel she had booked them into and the directions. They had already dumped the first bike and hidden it well off the track, they then rode another 15 minutes up the road before they turned off the cell and doubled back on themselves for a while before turning off and heading towards Olivia and Nick.
Suddenly the bike spluttered a few times and Elliot pulled over to the side of the road.
"I was hoping we would have enough gas to make it," he said over his shoulder and Amanda climbed off the back and stretched. "It's only a mile or so down the road," he told her as he pushed the bike into the tree's and lay it down flat so it was hidden from the road.
"We best stay in the tree line just to be on the safe side," she said and Elliot nodded as they began to walk.
"How you feeling?" asked Elliot noticing how she was struggling to walk.
"Stiff," she smiled. "It's been a long time since I rode a bike for that long."
"Yeah it takes it out of you. When I rode from New York across the country to the gang my body was in bits."
They fell into silence again for a while as they walked.
"So, do you think you will come back to the unit?" she asked him. "I guess there will be a place once Cragen finds out about Nick."
Elliot shrugged. "I don't know. I have moved on, me and Liv have moved on. I loved Special Victims and helping people, but after a while it's you that needs the help. It wears you down," he sighed. "Even before the shooting I was thinking of leaving."
"You were…. Does Olivia know?"
Elliot shook his head. "I hadn't got round to talking to her about it. It was all becoming too much. I was losing control and I knew I had to do something about it. I had it all planned out in my head," he said smiling. "Like some damn fairy tale. I was going to leave the job, tell Kathy we weren't working out and we should never have gotten back together just because of Eli. Then I was going to go to Liv and tell her how I felt…. It was all so perfect in here," he said tapping his head. "But then Jenna came into the station and that fairy tale turned into a nightmare, that I never thought I would wake up from."
"Olivia told me about….about how low you got," she told him and Elliot glanced over at her.
"Good, she needed to talk to someone."
"She couldn't handle it if you got like that again."
"I won't…. I promise. I was at an all time low and I tried to take the easy way out. I was a selfish prick to even think of doing it."
"So," she said nudging into him. "When did you realise you were in love with your Partner?" she grinned at him making Elliot laugh. "Come on Stabler, when did you look at Detective Benson and realise there was something more to it."
Elliot grinned. "That would have been at the end of our first week as Partners. I tried to pull the rank card on her as I was a higher grade and told her she wasn't ready to do a solo interview. She shot me down big style in front of everyone and pushed me out of the way and charged into the interview room. She had him confessing in less than ten minutes. I was stood watching her through the glass and all I could think was "That's my girl." She came out the interview smiled at me and told me I was buying the drinks that night. I fell in love with her there and then."
"And you waited all those years to tell her?"
"I still haven't told her," he said as they rounded the corner and the Motel came into view. "However if all goes to plan she will hear those words very soon," he smiled.
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Elliot kicked off his boots and pulled off his socks before he flopped onto the bed and let out a long sigh.
"You hungry?" Olivia asked him. "I got some doughnuts earlier."
"I'm okay for now," he said closing his eyes. "So you gonna tell me what happened to Amaro and why he has swollen nose and the start of two black eyes?" he asked her without opening his eyes.
"He kind of walked into my elbow," she chuckled. Elliot lifted his head slightly and looked at her.
"Did he try something?"
She shook her head. "No, he just pissed me off." Elliot nodded and closed his eyes again. "Come on," she said reaching out for him. "You need a shower and some sleep," she told him grabbing hold of his hand and trying to pull him up.
Elliot smirked and moved quickly grabbing hold of her and pulling her onto the bed rolling over and pinning her down.
"I'm suddenly not tired," he said looking down at her, his eyes moving from her eyes to her lips and back to her eyes.
"Maybe not," she said licking her lips before grinning at him. "However," she said pushing him over quickly and straddling his thighs as she pinned him to the bed. "You…."she said dropping her head forward and brushing his lips with hers. "You really smell," she chuckled sniffing making him laugh as she kissed his nose.
"Yeah I guess I do," he said as she pushed herself off him and she took his hands pulling him up. "I can't even remember the last time I put on fresh clothes never mind took a shower.
She let go of his hands and turned away picking up a bag. "Funny you should say that," she said handing him the bag. "We passed a store on the way here, so I got you these, I hope they fit," she said as he looked at the bag.
"I'm sure they will be fine," he said looking at the size tag before yawning.
Olivia took the bag from him and threw it on the chair.
"Shower now," she said pushing him towards the bathroom. As Elliot got to the doorway he grabbed her hand and pulled her to him.
"Join me," he asked her wrapping his arms around her waist.
"That was already my plan," she smiled as she pulled away from him and entered the bathroom.
Elliot looked down at the erection he already had from just holding her. "Down boy," he mumbled as he heard her pull the shower curtain around and he stepped into the bathroom behind her. The last thing he needed to do was embarrass himself.
He leant against the sink and watched her as she kicked off her shoes and pulled off her socks.
"You okay?" she asked him as she stopped and looked at him just standing and staring.
"Yeah," he said his voice deep and low and his eyes never leaving her not even blinking. "I just can't believe…..I mean after everything that has happened, and is happening, we are here….Like this and we are about to….."
"Take a shower," she smiled stepping towards him as her hands went to the bottom of her t-shirt and she pulled it up and over her head.
"Yeah," he gulped his eyes falling automatically to her breasts. The other times she had been almost naked in front of him had been in the dark. Her hands went to the bottom of the t-shirt he was wearing.
"Let me help you," she said as she pulled the material up his body. Elliot raised his arms as she pulled it up over his head and dropped it to the floor.
She looked at the tattoos on his chest of the two guns and lightly ran her fingers over them making his pecks twitch.
"I guess you're stuck with all these now," she said as her fingers chased the outline.
"Take a closer look," he said his voice just above a whisper. She looked up at him puzzled. "Look at the top of the pistol grips," he told her. She looked back at the tattoo on the left and smiled before moving across to the other one and running her finger over the four numbers 6313. "I needed something to make them mine," he said as she looked up at him.
"Wasn't it dangerous getting our badge numbers?" she asked looking back at the other gun which had 4515 on it.
"I figured none of the gang would ever get close enough to see them."
She nodded before leaning forward and gently kissing his chest on his number.
She stepped back her hands going to the front clasp of her bra but Elliot gently grabbed her hands to stop her.
"Let me," he said moving her hands to her side, his hands resting on her hips just above the top of her jeans.
He watched her tongue run over her bottom lip and she hissed softly as his fingers gently brushed across her skin over her stomach and up to her breasts.
"If you have any doubts about us, about this, you need to say now," he told her looking her in the eyes.
"I don't," she answered him as his fingers snapped open the clasp and the cups of her bra parted slightly.
Elliot closed his eyes for a few seconds before taking a deep breath and he carefully and slowly pushed the lacy material over her breasts the palms of his hand brushing against her hardened nipples.
Olivia felt her heart beating in her chest as she looked down and watched him slowly taking off her bra. She held in a moan as his hands brushed against her nipples before he pushed the straps off her shoulders and the item fell to the floor.
"You are so beautiful," he mumbled as gazed at her chest. "So beautiful," he repeated as he ran a single finger over her skin, circling each nipple without actually touching it. He smiled when he saw the goose pimples covering her skin and her nipple harden even more.
"My turn," she told him snapping him out of the trance he was in.
"What do you mean?" he asked and then just smiled and looked down as her hands went to his belt and she quickly unbuckled it before popping the buttons on his jeans.
Elliot's hands done the same as he undone her jeans without even looking down. Unable to wait any longer he leant forward and captured her lips with his as his hands slipped inside her jeans and he cupped her ass cheeks. Olivia moaned into his mouth as her own hands moved inside his jeans and she pushed them down over his ass and they slipped to the floor leaving him completely naked, as his erection pushed against her stomach.
Elliot broke from the kiss and dropped his head to hers.
"I always seem to be more naked than you," he chuckled.
"So do something about it," she told him breathing heavily from the kiss.
Without another word Elliot pushed her jeans over her hips and down to the floor. Olivia stepped out of them and kicked them to the side. Elliot's hands went back to her hips as his fingers played with lace of her panties. He looked her in the eyes before kissing her again softly and briefly.
"Only one item left," he said against her lips.
"So what are you waiting for?"
"Just taking my time and savouring it," he smiled against her skin as his mouth moved slowly across her chin and down her neck towards her chest.
Olivia bit done on her bottom lip as he slowly dropped to his knees in front of her as he placed small kissed down between her breast and over her stomach stopping at the top of her panties.
"I swear to god, if Fin knocks on that door right now I will kill him," he said against her stomach.
She closed her eyes as he slowly pulled the lacy material down his fingers brushing over her legs as he pushed them all the way down to the floor.
Elliot let out the breath he was holding and opened his eyes. He licked his lips and swallowed hard as his eyes fell on neatly shaved pussy.
"So beautiful," he whispered as he moved his head forward and his lips pressed against the soft short hair.
"Oh god," moaned Olivia when she felt his lips press against the most intimate place on her body and he kissed her tenderly.
Elliot stood up and reached across turning on the shower.
"You okay?" he asked her as she was still stood with her eyes shut.
"Mmmmm," she sighed slowly opening her eyes. "Never felt better," she told him and saw him smirk. "What?"
"You think you feel good now, just wait until I am finished with you in a few hours," he said stepping into the shower and holding out his hand for her. She took hold of it and stepped under the hot spray.
"Your starting to get old Stabler, you really think you can actually last a few hours," she grinned back at him.
"Oh trust me," he said pulling her to him. "You will be begging me to stop."
"Never," she said as his lips crashed against hers.
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Elliot reached for the shower gel and squirted some into his hand. Without speaking he turned her around and began to wash her back, his fingers massaging her aching muscles.
"God that feels good," she said dropping her head forward as his hands moved lower and he massaged her ass cheeks.
"Your turn," she told him turning around and reaching for the gel. "Turn around."
Elliot done as she asked and faced the wall resting his hands against it. Olivia squirted the gel onto his back and began rubbing it in.
"So do you have any little secret messages on the back tattoo?" she asked him as her hands slid over it.
"No nothing, I didn't want to risk it as all the gang have this one."
"It's an amazing piece of art," she told him as she looked closely at it. "Just a shame for what it stands for."
"I'm hoping someone will be able to do something with it fix it up a bit."
"I'm sure someone will be able to," she said as she stepped back and let the water rinse off the soap. Elliot turned to face her again and she squirted the gel onto his chest and slowly rubbed it in. "You have so many scars," she said as her fingers moved over them.
"We have dangerous jobs, it's bound to happen," he said reaching up and running his fingers lightly over the scar on her neck from Gitano's knife.
"Yeah," she said and she looked down as her fingers went to his newest of his wounds. Elliot looked down as well.
"It's healing well," he said as her hand moved the back of it brushing against his erection.
"Yeah," she said her voice just above a whisper as the both looked down between each other.
Elliot ran his fingers up her side and over her breast his thumb swiping over her nipple making her shiver as her fingers scraped over his stomach muscles and she saw his cock twitch.
"Maybe we should get out," Elliot said his voice more husky then Olivia had ever heard it before.
She nodded but made no attempt to move as she trailed a single finger up the length of his cock.
"You know, before you got here I took a shower by myself," she said as he hissed and shuddered at her touch.
"You did," he groaned as she wrapped her hand around his throbbing cock.
"Yeah…. I had to make myself cum…twice," she said licking her lips. "Because I knew if I didn't I wouldn't last five minutes once you touched me.
"You wouldn't?"
"Uh huh, just like you won't," she said taking hold of his hand and guiding it to his cock. "So," she said helping him to move his hand up and down his solid shaft. "Why don't I give you five minutes alone to sort yourself out as well?"
"Liv…." He groaned before he was cut off as her mouth was on his and she kissed him hard.
"I will wait for you in the other room," she smiled against his lips as she felt his hand to continue moving faster up and down himself as he nodded.
She climbed from the shower and wrapped a towel around her waist. "Don't be long," she told him as he leant forward resting one arm against the door.
"Trust me," he grunted. "I won't," he said looking over his shoulder. "And when I'm done, you better be ready for me," he told her.
"Oh I will be," she smiled as she turned around and left the bathroom.
Elliot couldn't believe she had just told him to jerk himself off, but what she had said was true. He wouldn't have lasted five minutes he thought as he gripped himself harder and moved his hand so fast it was almost a blur. He thought back to what she said about making herself come twice images of her standing in this shower, her fingers thrusting in and out of herself as she fucked herself flooded through his head. He dropped his head forward as he felt his balls and stomach tightening, he stroked himself a few more times before he came his cock jerking in his hand. He looked down as his sperm hit the shower wall in front of him.
"Fuck!" he grunted as he continued to squeeze his cock as his legs began to shake. He dropped his head forward against the wall as his cock continued to jerk in his hand. "Jesus Christ," he panted shocked at how quick and how hard he had just come.
He turned into the spray and cleaned himself up before turning off the water and stepping out of the shower and grabbing a towel wrapping it around his waist.
He stood in front of the sink and opened the toothbrush Olivia must have got for him and brushed his teeth giving himself a little longer to calm down..
He splashed his face with cold water before taking a deep breath and opening the bathroom door.
Olivia was lay on the bed with only a towel wrapped around her.
"You take care of everything?" she asked him smiling.
"Yeah," he smiled back.
"Good," she told him as she pulled the towel off and threw it on the floor. "Cause I need you to take care of me now."
Elliot pulled the towel from his waist and walked towards her.
"Oh I reckon I can do that Benson," he smirked as he stopped at the foot of the bed and stared down at her as she lay there totally naked, her legs slightly parted. "I'm ready to take care of every inch of you," he told her as he climbed on the bed and straddled her. "Every….Single…. Inch."
Next up a bit more EO one on one time before the rest of the squad join them.
