Chapter 10

Elliot dropped his head forward and kissed her lips softly.

"I have dreamt of this moment for so long," he whispered against her neck before suckling on her skin gently and kissing his way down to her breast.

Olivia ran her fingers through his hair pulling his head to her as he sucked her nipple into his mouth making her moan.

"You're not the only one," she said lifting her head to look down at him. "I would sit and watch you from across the desk, so many fantasies running through my head, and it hurt so much knowing it was never going to happen and then to watch you go home to Kathy every night."

"Oh I knew it would happen," he said as he kissed his way across to her other breast, to give it the same attention. "That's why I was planning on leaving Kathy before everything went to shit," he said as he made his way down over her stomach resting between her legs dipping his tongue into her belly button. He felt her stiffen up below him and her fingers stopped running through his hair.

"What do you mean you were planning on leaving Kathy?" she asked him as he continued to kiss softly over her stomach. "El! What do you mean?"

Elliot looked up her body and rested his chin lightly just under her belly button.

"Liv you weren't the only one to have those feelings and fantasies. How do you think I felt when I had to watch you going on dates all the time? Having to sit and look at Assidy's smug face or Porters. Do you think it was easy for me? I wanted you so much and had to hide it just as you did," he told her. "In the end I realised I couldn't take it anymore, I was miserable at home, me and Kathy weren't working, all we done was fight. I knew I had made a mistake going back to her. But at the time I thought I had no choice, I thought I was doing the right thing by Eli," he explained to her. "I had it all mapped out in my head, and I had even got some advice from a divorce lawyer. I was going to leave Kathy I was just trying to find the right time to do it. At the time I was worried about what would happen with Eli. I had even started to look for an apartment."

Olivia moved pulling herself from under him and sat up resting against the headboard. Grabbing a pillow and covering herself with it making Elliot sigh a little.

"Liv?" he said a little confused at why she seemed so pissed off.

"And when were you going to tell me?" she asked him as he lay looking up at her. "You were planning on leaving your wife and family and you never said a word, don't you think you should have told me?"

Elliot sighed and dropped his head forward shaking it.

"And what would you have done?" he asked her.

"What?"

"If I had told you what I was planning, what would you have done?" She opened her mouth and then closed it again without speaking. "You would have told me to go back to her. You would have fixed my marriage just like you always did. You would have been mortified that I was leaving Kathy because of my feelings for you. You would have pushed me away or ….or ran. So that's why I didn't tell you."

He moved up the bed towards her.

"I was going to wait until it was all settled," he told her moving his hand lightly over her leg and up towards the cushion. "I had this romantic idea in my head that I would take you out for a meal, walk you home and tell you everything. By that time my divorce would have been going ahead, I would have moved out and there would have been nothing you could have done or said," he told her as he pulled at the cushion and she let it go freely.

"And before you could have ran from me," he said moving between her legs and gently pulling her so she was lying almost flat on the bed again. "I would have kissed you," he said dropping his head to her pussy and placing a soft kiss above the neatly trimmed hair. "And then I would have taken you to bed and made love to you," he said kissing her again. "Hopefully erasing any thoughts you might have had about my true feelings and any thoughts of you running."

"You had it all planned huh."

He nodded. "But unfortunately it all got fucked up that day and our lives fell apart," he said as he spread her legs a little further opening her up to him and he licked his lips. "Now do you want to argue and get into a long conversation about something that never happened, or can I get back to what I was doing?" he asked her his breath blowing against her pussy.

Before she could answer Elliot licked the full length of wet, warm folds tasting the juices already gathered there.

"Oh fuck," she moaned dropping her head back as her body shuddered at the touch of his tongue.

"That's what I figured," he whispered licking her again as she spread her legs even further for him opening herself fully to him.

"So fucking beautiful," he said as she opened up to him and he covered her pussy with his mouth, sucking and licking her, taking her swollen clit into his mouth as he pushed a single finger into her opening making her jump slightly. "So tight," he moaned as he pushed a second finger into her. "So tight and so fucking hot and wet."

He finally removed his fingers and moved them to her clit as his mouth went to her opening and he pushed his tongue deep inside her tasting as much of her as he could as he rubbed her clit.

"Oh god," she gasped as she lifted her head and looked down at Elliot between her legs eating her pussy. "So….close," she panted not even embarrassed at how quick she was going to cum. She dropped her head back and grabbed hold of his short hair and pulled his head to her as he sucked, licked and rubbed her pussy. "Shit, right there….right fucking there," she told him as she pushed her hips forward and her pussy into his mouth. "Don't stop…. Don't you dare fucking stop…" she told him as her body began to tremble.

She gripped his hair harder as she screamed out not caring if Nick and Amanda heard them as her thighs gripped Elliot's head as he continued to eat her out, her fluids coating his tongue as she came.

"Jesus Christ," she gasped as she let go of his hair and her legs fell to the bed releasing their grip on him.

Elliot smiled against her as he licked her one final time before moving up the bed and lying on his side next to her.

"You okay?" he asked her as he slipped his finger easily into her wet hole and felt her inner walls throbbing against them.

"Hell yes," she said opening her eyes and looking up at him smiling. He dropped his head and kissed her deeply letting her taste herself on his lips.

"You taste amazing," he mumbled against her lips as he pushed a second finger into her. Olivia reached between them and took hold of his hard erection, swiping the tip of her thumb over his slit feeling his pre cum already gathered there.

"El," she said as she moved her hand up and down his shaft.

"Hmmmm."

"I want…No need more than your fingers inside me."

"You do?"

"Yeah," she smiled as he moved back between her legs the tip of his cock pushing against her wet slit, as he hovered above her.

"You ready?" he asked her.

She nodded. "Just take it slow," she told him. "Just at first, it's been a while and I have waited so long for this I don't want to rush it."

"Me either," he breathed against her mouth as he dipped his head and kissed her softly as he eased his tip into her.

She gasped into his mouth as he slowly eased his way into her and stopped when he felt her tightening up around him."

"You need to relax baby," he told her. "Just relax."

She nodded and bit down on her bottom lip.

"Liv," he said unable to hide his smile. "Sweetheart, open your eyes."

She opened her eyes and looked up at him their eyes locking together.

"Relax," he whispered. "I don't want to hurt you."

"I just want this so much, I want you so much."

"And I want the same," he smiled. "But you got to breath for me and relax."

She took a deep breath as they kept their eyes locked on each other.

"That's it baby," he said as he felt her inner walls relax and he eased into her, her warm slick walls hugging him tight as he let out a shaky breath before kissing her lips softly his tongue finding hers as they kissed slowly, and he allowed her time to adjust as he settled between her legs.

After a short while he felt her begin to move beneath him pushing her hips up towards, letting him know she was okay. He slowly eased out of her almost all the way and slid back in, He kept the pace slow not wanting to rush things as they moved together perfectly in sync, just like they had done when they were partners.

He dropped his head to her neck and sucked gently on pulse as he lowered himself more onto her moving his arms under her back and holding her to him, as he pushed hard and deeper into her.

She wrapped her legs around his waist her heels pushing against his ass cheeks.

"Jesus Liv," he mumbled against her neck. "You feel so good, so….good."

"Harder," she panted. Elliot smiled against her neck as he moved faster and harder into her, her inner walls were hot and slick, just like their bodies from the humid hot air, Elliot could feel the sweat running down his back as he pushed himself up almost as if he was doing press ups so he could push into her faster.

He glanced down between them and watched as his cock disappeared inside her over and over.

"Fuck!" he gasped when he felt her tightening around him every time he pushed into her gripping his cock tightly on every thrust.

"Open your eyes," he panted.

Olivia forced her eyes open and stared straight into the bright blue of his.

"Don't close them," he told her.

"I ….I won't," she replied as she bit down on her lip and Elliot moved slightly so he pushed against her clit on every thrust. "Ooooh ….fuck," she cried out as she felt her orgasm building deep inside. She reached up and cupped his face with one hand as they kept their eyes locked on one another and all she saw was pure love.

Elliot could feel she was close as he continued the blistering pace, her pussy throbbing and gripping him. She cupped his face as he looked down into her eyes and he had to hold back the tears as she stared up at him, not wanting to panic her by crying at the love he saw coming from her.

After everything that happened they were finally here, together at last.

"You are so beautiful," she panted and he smiled at her.

"That was…..was going to be my line," he struggled to say catching his breath.

"I'm so ….Close…..So close."

"Don't hold back…..Cum for me…..Cum for me baby."

She dropped her head back and closed her eyes.

"Oh, no….Keep them open, I want to see your gorgeous eyes when you cum for me," he smiled as she forced her eyes open again.

He pushed himself into her a few more times before her body began to convulse underneath him.

"Oooohhhhh Fuuuuuck!"She screamed out as she bucked uncontrollably beneath him as he continued to push into her as her inner walls gripped him so hard making it almost impossible for him to penetrate her.

Watching her and feeling her cum was his undoing as he thrust once more into her before spilling his hot seed deep inside her as his body shuddered and he continued to coat her inner walls, their eyes never left each other.

"I love you," he breathed against her lips. "I love you so much Olivia Benson," he told her as he finally stopped thrusting and stayed buried deep inside her, as her pussy continued to flutter against his cock.

"I love you too," she smiled. "And it feels so good to be able to finally tell you," she said before pulling his head down to her and kissing him hard as he wrapped his arms around her and fell flat on top of her.

Not wanting to squash her he rolled them onto the side but made sure he stayed inside of her as she kept her legs wrapped around him.

"You okay?" he finally asked her as he used a hand to push a damp piece of hair behind her ear.

"Amazing," she told him as they continued to try and calm their breathing.

"I didn't ask how I was, I asked how you were," he grinned earning himself a slap. "I didn't hurt you did I?" he asked getting serious.

Olivia shook her head as she ran her fingers lightly up and down his side. "It was perfect," she told him. "Just like I had dreamed."

"Yeah," he whispered into her hair as she dropped her head down and he moved so he was on his back. They both hissed quietly as he slid out of her before she moved and wrapped her arm around his waist and rested her head on his chest.

Elliot pulled the sheet up and over them to their waists.

"I thought you were able to last for hours?" she chuckled kissing his chest.

"I will do once we have some sleep," he smiled kissing the top of her head when he heard her yawned. "It's been a long hard few days."

"You better," she mumbled as her eyes closed and she drifted off to sleep listening to the beat of his heart.

Elliot lay awake for a few minutes longer as he listened to her breathing and held her tightly to him. He knew no matter what he had to keep her safe and away from the gang. If they ever found out about her they would use her against him. They would take her and hurt her, to hurt him and he couldn't let that happen, he wouldn't let that happen.

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Olivia opened her eyes and looked across the room at the cheap clock on the wall. It was just after four in the afternoon which means they had been asleep for just over six hours. She couldn't remember the last time she had slept for so many hours in one go.

She felt the rise and fall of Elliot's chest and listed to his deep breathing as he slept.

She smiled as she thought back to earlier. First the shower and then when they had made love. He had been so gentle with her, so caring yet so passionate. Whenever she had imagined them together she always thought he would dominating and controlling, but earlier this morning she had seen another side to him. A more gentle and loving side, that she was sure very few others had seen before.

She ran her fingers lightly over his stomach muscles and took hold of the sheet and pulled it down and off them. She licked her lips as she moved her hand towards his semi hard shaft as it lay on his stomach and ran a single finger up the length of it and watched as it twitched and she felt a dull throb between her own legs, as she became even wetter than she already was. She knew after earlier this morning she was well and truly fucked now she had had Elliot Stabler.

Elliot mumbled in his sleep as she took hold of his cock and stroked him a few times and he hardened in her hand moaning in his sleep.

Being careful not to wake him she moved slowly sitting up and then straddled him taking hold of his now hard cock. She lined it up with her pussy and slowly sunk down on him, impaling herself fully onto him.

"I see someone isn't tired anymore," Elliot grinned without opening his eyes as his hands moved to her hips and he pushed up into her, as she began to rotate her hips.

"I got sick of waiting for you to wake up," she told him as she leant forward resting her hands on his chest as she slid herself up his cock and back down pushing her hips forward as she slid down riding him hard. "And I needed you to fuck me," she said biting her bottom lip into her mouth.

"Well if this is how you're going to wake me every morning, I don't mind," he said finally opening his eyes and looking up at her.

She leant right forward putting her hands either side of his head as she continued to ride his cock and leant down to his ear.

"I was going to use my mouth," she whispered before licking his ear. "But then I thought I would save that little treat for later."

"Christ," he muttered as she squeezed his cock with her inner walls every time she slid down him making her tighter and hotter. He moved his hands up her side and gently massaged her breast before raising his head slightly taking a nipple into his and sucking it hard as his finger thumb played with other.

"Fuck!" she gasped reaching up and grabbing the head board as she moved harder and faster up and down his cock as Elliot slammed up into her as hard as he could.

"That's it baby," he grunted moving his hands to her ass cheeks and squeezing them as they both moved hard and fast. Earlier that morning they had made love now it was just hard fucking as they both gasped and panted for breath.

"Your so fucking deep!" she said slamming down on him.

Elliot rolled them quick staying inside her making gasp. He grabbed one leg and put it over his shoulder allowing him to go deeper and harder. He put one hand out supporting himself on the headboard looking down at her as he pounded into her.

"I'm gonna….cum," he panted. "Cant….hold on."

He watched as she reached down and began to rub her clit, coating her fingers with her juices as they both got closer and closer to their release.

BANG! BANG! BANG! "Yo Stabler, Olivia you guys awake!" Fin yelled through the door.

Elliot shook his head and looked down at Olivia who had a smile on her face.

"Don't you dare stop," she panted. "And remind to have a word with Fin about his timing."

"I couldn't even if I wanted too ," he panted, as sweat rolled down his face and he looked down watching his cock disappearing into her as he fucked her. He felt her inner walls grip him hard.

"OH MY GOD!" she screamed as she flung her head back and arched her back, her body shaking.

"Fuck baby that's it…Cum around my cock….fuck…Yes!" he grunted as he spurted deep inside her over and over, before collapsing on top of her gasping for breath, his heart racing.

"Jesus Liv," he chuckled against her neck and he felt her laugh as well as they held each other tight. "I think keeping a low profile just went out the window," he said making her laugh again as he rolled off her and onto his back and stared up at the ceiling as they both controlled their breathing.

Elliot reached out and took hold of her hand and linked his fingers with hers.

They both turned their heads on the pillows and looked at each other, their faces both flushed still.

"I'm never letting you go again," she told him.

"You don't have to worry about that, because I won't be going anywhere without you. This, what we have now is forever and I won't let anyone try and take this or you away from me….. And I will kill anyone who tries," he told her looking back up at the ceiling and letting out a long drawn out breath.

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Don looked around the motel room and sighed.

"I don't believe this," he said glaring at Nick. "What the hell were you thinking?"

"I know exactly what he was thinking with and it wasn't his friggin brain," said Fin.

"Look!" he yelled. "I was trying to protect Olivia alright."

"Well you did a piss poor job of that," said Don. "Those bikers could have killed you all."

"So what we going to do?" asked John. "We need to tell someone about Porter and Tucker. I still can't believe Tucker is one of the ones behind all this. I mean I know he had a small dislike for you two…"

"A small dislike," said Elliot. "He tried to get me done for using excessive force I don't know how many times. He arrested Olivia and threatened to throw her into Riker's. He lied to her saying I had gave her up. I almost lost my job when he thought I had killed that suspect, and then he believed that kid who said I had molested him. I would say it was a little more than a small dislike, he hated us."

"Well when you put it like that," John grinned. "It does sound a lot more believable now."

Elliot shook his head and couldn't help but smile at John.

"I think we should carry on like we are," said Don. "I don't want to inform anyone just yet at the FBI about Porter because we don't know if anyone else is involved. We are well off the normal route. We will ditch the RV idea and just go for cars with Fin on the bike. We take turns driving and only stop when we really need to, get back to New York as quick as possible."

"And Tucker?" asked Olivia.

"We keep that quiet until we get back to New York. Then take him down."

"And him?" asked Elliot nodding towards Nick.

"As far as I'm concerned he is off the squad. We will hand him over to the FEDS and let them decide what to do with him. Until then he is never left alone," he said staring at Nick. "He can't be trusted."

Nick lifted his head and stared back at Don and then directly at Elliot.

"Fine, but you will see that I was right. When he fucks up and hurts Olivia again, when it all gets too much for him and he leaves her again, or maybe," he said standing as Elliot did. "Maybe he will do us all a favour next time and not be a complete Pussy and actually pull the trigger," he said smirking at Elliot.

"You little fucker," snarled Elliot stepping forward towards him. Before he got close to him Olivia was on her feet and rushed forward. Nick fell backwards onto the floor clutching his already broken nose as blood spurted from it and he screamed out in pain as Olivia kicked out and caught him right in the groin. She went to kick him again but Fin grabbed her around the waist.

"I think he got the message Baby Girl," he told her as they all looked down on the floor at Nick curled up groaning.

John nudged Amanda smiling. "There's that baddass Benson I told you about," he said as Elliot pulled Olivia into his arms.

"Little prick," she mumbled as Don threw a towel down to Nick to put over his nose.

"I think we should all stay here tonight and move out early in the morning. John you go with Elliot and Olivia in one car, Amanda, Amaro and myself in the other one."

Everyone nodded. "Okay I will go and get us another room. John you go and order some pizzas or something we could all do with something to eat. Fin you stay here and make sure Olivia doesn't try and kill Amaro. Then I suggest we figure out a new route, again, and then we all get an early night, we are going to have a long few days on the road."

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Elliot sat in the chair and looked at Olivia as she slept. After they had eaten and made plans for the next day they had all gone to their rooms. He and Olivia had showered together before making love twice and falling asleep wrapped in each other's arms.

Elliot had woken about two hours later and lay thinking before he quietly got dressed and left the room to put his plan into action. He looked across at the rucksack he had acquired from the woman who owned the motel along with the small tent and sleeping bags. He had climbed back in bed when he had returned after buying them from the woman, telling her a little made up story about how he wanted to surprise his girlfriend with a little camping trip, before they carried on with their journey, so they could have some alone time away from their friends.

He had then slept on and off for a few more hours before he finally got up again just after half two.

He knew the guys would be mad at him for what he was doing, but he had to keep Olivia safe and away from the bikers. He couldn't trust Amaro not to get to a phone somehow and put them in danger again. Or for the gang or some other gang to find them. He knows Don, Munch, Fin, even Amanda would do their best to keep him alive and get him to New York. But he couldn't risk one of them getting hurt doing that. He knew when he asked for their help how dangerous the job was, what he hadn't expected was one of them working for the other side and making it worse.

Olivia mumbled in her sleep as he stood up and stepped towards the bed. He sat on the edge and gently brushed her hair away from her face.

"Liv…..baby, you need to wake up."

"Hmmmm, El I'm too tired to go again."

Elliot smiled and kissed her lips softly. "Come on baby you got to wake up, we need to go," he said quietly.

Olivia opened her eyes. "What? It's still dark," she said sleepily.

"I know honey but we need to go."

Olivia opened her eyes fully and pushed herself up when she heard the urgency in his voice. "El what's going on?"

"I need you to trust me Liv, can you do that?"

Olivia looked at him and narrowed her eyes. "What's happened?"

"Nothing….yet, but if we stay with the others something might. I know I haven't earned your full trust back yet, but I know what I am doing, and that is keeping you and the others safe. I need to keep you safe," he told her cupping her face. "And splitting from the others is the best way to keep us safe."

Olivia stared at him and just nodded. "Okay," she said leaning in and kissing him "I trust you," she whispered. "I have always trusted you with my life."

Elliot dropped his head to hers. "Thank you," he said quietly relieved she wasn't going to fight him on this. "Get dressed and I will tell you the plan when we are on the road."

They quickly dressed and Olivia watched as Elliot took out the rucksack to his bike. They moved quietly not speaking so they didn't wake the others.

"All set," he whispered to her. She nodded and he kissed her lips softly. "I promise you everything will be okay; we will make it back home safely."

They left the room after doing another quick check around the room. Elliot tied the rucksack and tent to the back of the bike and kicked the stand away and began to push it away from the motel. Olivia walked in silence beside him. She glanced back at the hotel then at Elliot who smiled at her in the dark.

"They will be okay," he said quietly. "Without me they can fly home safely, and I can keep you safe."

"No," Olivia said putting her hand on his lower back. "We will keep each other safe. Just like we have always done in the past, we don't need anyone else."

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Don walked out his room and stretched looking around. He noticed straight away Elliot's bike was gone.

"Dammit! Fin," he shouted back into the room.

"Yeah," said Fin yawning as he came out.

"Elliot's bike has gone."

"Aaaw fuck, he is gonna kill me," he said looking over towards the room he and Olivia were in. He squinted in the morning sun. "Erm Cap," he said pointing towards their room and the open door where a maid's trolley was parked.

They both walked over and pushed the door open fully. The maid turned around and smiled at them.

"Morning guys, can I help you?" she asked as they looked around the empty room.

"They've gone," said Fin looking at Don. "What the hell are they playing at?"

Don sighed and smiled.

"What they are doing is trusting the only people that they can," he said as Amanda, Nick and John came over to them. "Each other."