Herrmann and Boden walked into the hospital together. Christopher still kept a close look at his friend as he was still recovering, but for now he seemed to be okay. Today they were going to see Matt, but as he wasn't allowed to have too many visitors in his room at once, they sat down in the lounge close to his room, just a small area for families to sit and it would do now.

They knew Matt was struggling with his long recovery and hopefully having some visitors would cheer him up.

Herrmann looked at Boden, wanted to talk about him again about wanting to give up his job, but the least thing he wanted was to make it bad already.

Kelly also arrived at the hospital on his bike, so happy to have it fixed off and after locking it, he ran after Gabby whom he had just seen passing the entry and caught up with her.

''Hey!''

''Hey, so great you could come as well, I am sure he is really going to like seeing all of you.''

''I hope it cheers him up a bit.''

''Yes, me too.'' Gabby said and they walked to the lounge area where they would meet and Kelly sat down there with Boden and Herrmann.

Gabby walked into the room Matt was staying as she did every day, every time she was so happy to see him.

He was half asleep and she walked his way, not sure if he was feeling so well. She hoped he would be up for the visitors but when she saw him, she wasn't so sure.

''Hey what is wrong?'' She asked concerned after kissing him on his forehead. He had dark circles around his eye and seemed so tired and sick.

''I had another episode last night, they shocked my heart back into rhythm...but I barely slept.'' He admitted then as she sat down on the edge of his bed, careful and caressed him over his head.

''I got a surprise to cheer you up.'' She said then.

''I really don't feel so well.'' He admitted then.

''Matt, it is going to be good, I promise.'' She said then and finally he nodded. She help him get up and held his arm, holding him tight as she supported him and pulled the IV pole and the monitor with her. On the hallway they walked to the small lounge just up ahead and surprised Matt looked as there were multiple people waiting for him there. Herrmann, Boden and Kelly waiting for him there.

Gabby held him as he was sitting down, scared he was going to fall because he looked so bad, but he smiled when he saw the visitors, so happy to talk to them all again.

''You look like shit.'' Kelly said as Matt sat down, Gabby concerned cause he truly was looking poorly.

''Have you looked in the mirror this morning?'' Matt teased him back then.

''We can come back another time if you don't feel well.'' Boden said a bit more concerned.

''It is fine. I just didn't sleep well last night.'' Matt mumbled, not wanting to say much about the arrhythmia. He didn't want to worry the others too much, knew that they were dealing with their own problems.

They chatted about their recovery, but as none of them wanted to dwell about it for too long, they started about the Blackhawks instead and Kelly told some things about the first shift then.

Concerned Herrmann looked at Matt, it looked like Matt wasn't going to take sitting up and talking much longer.

''Cindy is here to pick is up, so we got to run.'' Herrmann said, checking his watch. Boden nodded at Christopher understanding. Cindy was not here yet, but Matt wasn't going to keep up with them much longer.

''Thanks so much for coming.'' Matt said and he meant it. It had been good to see the other two men. Boden and Herrmann left then and Matt sat up, slowly.

''Need a hand.''

''Yeah, definitely.'' Matt whispered then, more and more effort with even just talking.

Kelly and Gabby helped him up and carried him between them pretty much as they brought him back to his room.

Shaking his head, Matt tried to stay conscious. As he was getting up, dizziness hit him, but not wanting to worry his friends, he tried to put one foot in front of the other.

Matt barely even seemed to have the power to get back on the bed himself, but with some help they finally managed to get him back on the bed.

''Alright, I am going to head to home, sleep some okay? We need to you to feel better.'' Kelly said then, patting Matt on his shoulder for a second.

''Thanks for coming.'' Matt said barely hearable.

''It was good to see you, I will be back soon.'' Kelly promised before grabbing his stuff together and heading to his motorbike then, leaving Gabby and Matt alone.

Brett cleared her throat as she knocked on the door, then another time as she was nervous.

Even if Jimmy was going to open the door, what was she going to say to him? Shame on him that he didn't come to shift?

Finally, the door opened and Jimmy stood there, looking shabby.

''What?'' He asked a bit surprised to see her.

''Hello would have been nice.'' Brett said, no longer letting him stop her as she pushed past him, inside.

''Are you alone?'' Brett asked as she looked at the living room, filled with mess.

''Brother is on shift today.''

''So, how are you feeling? Heard you were sick.'' Brett said as she looked at him. he didn't look sad. He look upset, that was sure, but not sick.

''Yeah.'' Jimmy said a bit absent.

''So, why don't you talk to any of us? We are all concerned about you.'' Brett admitted then and she did feel sorry for him cause he looked a bit lost.

''I just- I don't know. I don't know what to say!'' Jimmy said then.

''At least try to talk, try to let us all help you.'' She said and finally his defense seemed to fall down as he gestured to sit down on the couch.

''I just - I just don't know what to do.'' He finally admitted, feeling so stupid to having to talk about something he didn't want to bother him.

Still not sure what to say he just looked at the ground. he didn't want to be so upset about it, but no words seemed to come out now.

Walking out of the hospital, Kelly walked to his bike.

Miller had fixed it up for him and he was so happy to have is baby back again, nicely fixed.

But he also knew now that he had promised to get better to Miller for fixing his bike.

Lowering his helmet then, he put it under his arm again and walked back into the hospital. Walking back to Matt's room, he was not sure if his friend would be awake because he was struggling so hard, but he was going to try because if he knew he had to talk about it, it was going to be to his best friend.

Walking back inside the room his friend was staying, he saw Matt was still awake, but Gabby had left now as well.

''Hey, you don't need to talk...but I really need to get some stuff off my chest...and will you listen?'' Kelly asked carefully.

''Ofcourse.'' Matt said softly. Kelly looked a bit worried at his friends, saw his chest rise up and down fast, Matt having trouble breathing and concerned Kelly got up.

''Talk to me.'' Matt said struggling as he had heard from Gabby that they were concerned about Kelly because he was not talking a lot. All color seemed to leave Matt's face again and Kelly shook his head.

''No no, I am going to call a doctor.'' Kelly said concerned, running into the hallway and calling for help then, also hearing the monitor going off now, knew something was terribly wrong with his friend.


NOTE: A cliffhanger, cause I know you love those so much. Also I can't write tomorrow! I will now go into hiding.

Thank you so much for reading this chapter and even though it didn't have a lot of different perspectives I hope you did like it and please let me know what you think! If you don't leave a review I don't know what you think ;)