First off, I am so deeply sorry that it has taken me 5 months to continue my story. I have had a lot of bad luck the last few months with my health. As a result I've been able to focus on anything else other than me getting better. But I can safely say I am better. Re-reading this story has made me miss it so much! So let's put the past behind us and more on shall we.
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I woke up rubbing my eyes reaching out for seth beside me, but I felt nothing. I slowly opened my eyes, noticing the room was still in darkness. I looked at the alarm clock beside the bed, 5:30. This is far to early to be awake, but where is Seth?
He proberbly changed his mind and ran away
It was far too early for my sub conscious to be awake, I reached for my phone to call him when I spotted a note on the table with a single rose.
"Gone to the gym, didn't want to wake you. Hopefully I will be back before you wake. Seth x"
I smiled to myself like a silly school girl as I smelled the rose. Seth was the one I was supposed to be with, whatever feelings I had for Dean Ambrose were just a silly little crush when I got caught up in the moment of excitement. That was all. I got back into bed and snuggled against Seth's pillow before drifting back to sleep with a huge smile on my face.
I awoke once more, feeling warmth against my body, and then hearing a heartbeat. It was then I realised that Seth had come back from the gym and snuggled into bed with me. I smiled to myself snuggling closer, enjoying the comfort then I felt him rub my back.
"Good Morning"
"Morning sweet cheeks"
My eyes bolted open upon hearing his voice; I sat straight up and moved away from him. The sun coming through the curtains hurting my eyes "The hell is your problem? What are you doing here?"
He sat up, leading against the headrest
Dear god, look at his body.. I want to touch it so bad.
Oh great, my sub conscious was awake. It was then I realised I had been staring at his chest and not listening to a word he had said. I looked at him with a blank expression. "You.. you need to go.. You need to stop doing this"
He got out of the bed laughing, His trousers hanging low enough to see his V-line abs. I glanced quickly before looking for anywhere else to look. "You underestimate me Ariel. I'm disappointed… You think I don't know that you want me" He stepped closer to me as I backed up, " You think I'm just going to stand back and let him swoop in and take you from me" Why am I not scared right now… This should be scaring you, Ariel.
But it's doing the opposite isn't it. Look at him, he's just so beautiful..
I shook my head to shut up my subconvious,, "No.. you don't want me?.." He pushed me against the door. Pinning my hips against it with his own, He towered over me as he looked down, resting his forehead against mine, Our lips insanely close. He looked me deep in the eyes as he whispered, "You sure about that?"
My heart was beating so fast I could hear it, I somehow managed to keep eye contact with him, trying to speak but I was speechless. "I.. erm… I'm S-sure. I want Se-" He pressed his lips against mine gently, his hand gripping my hip.
You're such a dirty whore Ariel. What on earth are you doing?!
My subconscious snapped me out of it, what was I doing?! I pushed against his chest, stopping the kiss. "No, I can't… we can't.. I'm with Seth now. The sooner you accept that the better"
He stood infront of me with a smug look on his face, he gripped my chin in his hand, leaning in once more. "This isn't over… Sooner you realise that, the better" He pecked my lips, and left.
Okay, I'm going to slowly ease back into this. I'm not sure my writing is as good as it used to be. Your reviews will really help Thank you for being so patient with me!
