'Can you hear me child?' The Queens voice asked. "Good. Now I will appear to you."

The Queen appeared. Evan/Harry looked at her.

"This is the major event in your life you can not get past even now." she told him. "Come and do not worry none can see us. "

They walked for awhile before coming upon a body.

"Do you know this one?"

"This is Collin Creevey." Evan told her. "He was always following me around with his camera taking pictures. He wasn't supposed to be on the battlefield that night. He was only in his sixth year. "

"How did he die?"

"he bled out. " Evan told her. "A gnash on the chest no one could get to him in time. A first aid medic healed the gnash but couldn't transport him before he died. "

"Let us help him live then." The Queen said, "This will not change what happened but it will change something inside you. "

"What do I do?" Evan wondered. "Isn't healing Luna's thing?"

"Yes," The Queen chuckled, "But you give Life so you can also heal. Your plants can be mixed together to form potions and I can teach you many of them and many healing spells as well. Now we sit with the boy." They sat.

"Hey, Collin, I'm here ." Evan said, knowing the boy couldn't hear him but the Queen smiled. "I'll try my best to help you now." He looked at her."What do I do? " he repeated.

"Put your hand on the wound. " he did. "Now feel his life. Search it out. It is different than feeling a plant or animals life. "

Evan focused trying to find the heart beat or a flicker of life in his old friend. He felt it after what felt like eternity. He could see a small flame flickering in Collin's chest . It was like Hina in her new born form only blue and weak it was dull. He explained this to the Queen.

"Very good." she said, "Now together we will Life back to him. " she smiled gently at the boy and hopped beyond hope that she was right and he was ready for this. She knew his questions and hoped to give him the answers he sought . "Wrap your power around that flame. "

Evan wrapped his green power around the flame. The Queen was next to him and he somehow knew she could see what he was doing.

"Call to him."

"Collin!" Evan called . "Collin!" The flame flickered. "Come on Collin!" Evan wrapped his power tighter around the flame. "Collin. You have a brother! Dennis! Think of what Dennis would go through if you died here!" The flame became a little brighter. "and what about that Ravenclaw girl! " The flame pulsed and glew even brighter. " You just started going out with her." Evan could see the image of her in his head. "You remember right? That cute little black haired girl who thought Cho was a goddess and tried to fashion her life after her. You love her right? You told me you were going to ask her to marry you! If you die here how's she going to feel? And your parents!"

"You're doing great." the Queen told him. "Keep going. I shall teach you."

She instructed him and he was able to get Collin alive and gasping for air just as medics reached him. With that they continued on their way.


Evan had learned many ways to heal he'd saved a lot of people that weighed heavily on his heart. He was feeling better. After every life he saved he was shown what their lives would have been had he actually saved them for some reason this made him feel better not worse. He was getting answers but now the hard part came. He thought he'd chocked up when he'd saved Dobby but here he was sobbing as he clung to Remus. He'd already brought Tonks back. He hadn't been close to her. But Remus. He held the man and sobbed as he told the Queen about him. The Queen was worried it was going to get worse. He had two other people to go and she was worried he wouldn't be able to do it.

"It's okay, Evan." She told the boy. "It's okay. You can save him remember."

She was worried the boy would break. Two people who had a huge influence in his life then the last person. The last one would be the hardest. She walked him through it and encouraged him to talk he needed this.


She'd been right the last two were the worst . They had gone to Severus Snape in the Shrieking Shack after Remus. Evan had broken done again and though he had been happy with the way Severus had gone on to live his life she'd almost lost him mentally.

When she had taken him to Sirius that had been worse she'd been worried for awhile that she'd finally broken him because he'd held his Godfather and cried silently while talking in a soft calm voice. Not one she attributed to one who was grieving and not one he'd shown thus far. But Evan had come through and now they were walking again.

"Who else is there?" Evan asked, he was so tired. He'd enjoyed how Sirius' life had gone when he'd saved him. He'd gotten cleared and had found a man to love and they'd had a slew of little kids . Harry hadn't been anywhere because Harry had died but Sirius had been happy. Though he had often thought of Harry and had even named one of his sons after him. "I mean I've saved everyone i wanted to save. "

"Have you now?' she asked. They had arrived right in the middle of the hogwarts grounds. Harry hung naked and crucified beaten and bloody for all to see. He'd been tortured by Voldemort before his death. "What about him?"

"He doesnt deserve saving." Evan told her. He was emotionless.

"Every life deserves saving." The Queen told him. "Everyone deserves a second chance." she looked down at him. "Did you not give Tom a second chance?"


Tom was furious with what he was seeing ! With what he was being forced to face with the Queen next to him! Every past mistake in everyone of his lives since he'd first been sucked into that damn dungeon at 11 then had become a player upon his death just two days later. According to her it all fueled his fire.

"You need to learn control." she repeated. "This anger. This rage is what set all of this off in the first place. Find your center your calm."

They were at the battle of Hogwarts now. He'd been forced to work through every problem he'd ever had and yet the anger and rage came anyway.

"What keeps you calm?"

"Evan. " He replied, watching himself torture Harry. "I didn't feel it." He said, as he stared at Harry's broken body. "Back then ...i didn't feel it. Maybe it was because I was insane but I feel it now."

"Feel what?"

"Evan is my mate." Tom replied, "My one true soul mate. " he sighed, "Maybe ...maybe that's what I need. ...Maybe that's what I've always wanted...just someone to love me." He ran his fingers through his hair. "Evan accepts me now. We talked it about it a bit earlier. Evan accepts this Tom the one I am now. Even though I did all those terrible and horrible things he accepts me." Tom smiled to himself. "Though i still wanted to kill those Muggles he lived with in this life here for what they did to him...when he smiles at me, when he holds my hand for comfort or for no reason at all, when he laughs at something I said, when he blushes for me...I feel calm . Content. I almost feel happy. "

"Embrace that happiness." The Queen told him smiling at him. "Embrace your little Evan. "

"It's not just Evan." he told her. "He's the biggest part of course but Luna and Hermione too. When we're all together I feel happier than I've ever felt before. It's safety . It's security. It's..."

"Family." she finished for him. "We are here and you know why. You must rid yourself of this person. This creature you used to be."

"I must return to Evan and the girls." he told her firmly. "They need me as much as I need them!"


Hermione hadn't understood how this was training or how this was supposed to help her but she thought that maybe now she had a better understanding.

The Queen had appeared next to her.

Hermione had been in a dark room holding her fan with a lone book on the table. Hermione did not want to approach that book and she knew that that was odd for her because she loved books.

"That is the book of the life you lead before." the Queen told her . "That Hermione is what we are here to confront and train against. You are wind you must blow the person you are about to meet away . Away from you and your friends. This person must not be you and you must never become her. "

"I'll try." Hermione had said.

And so it had started . It began at a young age. The book had opened and the room had changed to Hermione staring up at her mommy and daddy wanting to play but they were both too busy pouring over files and talking about other kids and teeth not knowing that Hermione could understand most of what they were saying. Hermione had been hurt and had tried to tell them that she wanted them that she needed them.

Current Hermione had tears running down her eyes. She flicked the fan open suddenly knowing what to do.

"I will not cling to this anymore!" she yelled loosing strong winds and blowing the scene away. "I do not need you!"

"Very good. "

so it had continued.

Hermione had been appalled to learn that she had only befriended Harry Potter because the great Albus Dumbledore had told her to and had insured her that she would be rich and famous beyond all her dreams. She'd been even more horrified to learn about how she had manipulated Harry and even cast spells on him or dosed him with Potion on the Dumbledore's orders just to get him to do what the old man wanted.

She hated this other Hermione.

The final scene she was seeing right now was at the Battle of Hogwarts. Harry was scared and tired he was bloody and trying to tell everyone that he couldn't win that there was no way that there had to be someone else that could beat Voldemort. She'd cast the Imperio on him and sent him to his doom so that Dumbledore could sweep in and save the day once Harry had died.

Hermione was bawling and swearing she would never be this person that she would never do that to Evan! That she hated this person and wanted this person to go away and not be her! She blew it away releasing it.

"Very good." The Queen told the girl then held her . "You have completed your dungeon. Calm yourself and move one to meet your friends."


Luna's training had her staring into her bowl and ridding herself of self doubt and the hatred she felt toward others for what they said about her. She would look upon them and release everything letting it float away she didn't need any of it anymore she had her friends now friends that would love her no matter how weird and strange she was.

She let all of it float away easily then skipped off to see her friends. None of this had any meaning anymore.